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on hiatus; currently clowning on main™

@heleneplays / heleneplays.tumblr.com

STILL a certified SIMP™ for fictional women with ✨🚩red flags🚩✨ and baggage 🤡 ©María García Pérez & Patricia Rakepick's little meow meow 🌸Lee🌸 • 💕She/Her💕 • 🌈Lesbian🌈 🙌Gaming/IF/OC sideblog🙌 ✨🎉Commissions ARE open🎉✨
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heleneplays

Replaying Relics of the Lost Age Book 1 rn just for fun and im gonna go liveblog my thoughts but under a cut :)

Ooooh! Relics 1 liveblog in progress y’all!

IT IS!!!! IN PROGRESS!!!!!! also oop im adding in *note*s for some passages i want 2 remember so to anyone else who hasnt played, this contains spoilers,,,, u are warned!!!!!

Hi besties, currently back at it again and I am SO funny to take 2 weeks to get back to this, really big brained of me 🤡

but before all I continue, can I just say how much I appreciate my browser cookies to continue to have my beloved save untouched? iconic of it <3

ANYWAYS!!! ONWARDS TO CHAPTER 2!!!

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stuckinapril

are u ever sick w longing. and i don't just mean romantic longing. i mean longing for a place you barely get to see, longing for friends you no longer have, longing for feelings you might have left behind in your childhood, longing for creativity, longing for a rich and more expansive life, longing for less inhibition. longing for more passion. longing for ur life to be so incandescent w something it thaws all the frost in ur bones. are u ever so consumed w it it rends ur heart in two. do u understand me

this is not just "look out the window and sigh" longing. i'm talking you're at the grocery store and you're suddenly hit w a wave of grief bc you don't have it. you don't have whatever it is you ache so badly to have. you go about your everyday life and yet it throbs under your skin moment by moment, almost as though it has a life of its own. that's the kind of longing i mean.

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saintmachina

Shipping fictional characters isn’t representative of your moral values. It’s representative of your particular psychic damage and the themes and motifs that haunt you. Hope this helps.

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reblogged

romance is lame and overrated i love mentor/mentee relationships in fiction and especially when theyre sort of fucked up

greatest hits:

- You started out as a bet/challenge to see if I could successfully wrangle the infamous Problem Child but oh whoops I got attached!

- You are my kind, bright-eyed protegé who would never do so much as rip a tag off a mattress. anyway I am going to acquaint you with Criminal Activity

- I showed you genuine kindness and it was maybe the first time you’d ever experienced it and accidentally ended up becoming more of a parent to you than your “real” blood family ever was. Uh. Do you want to play catch in the park or

- I will gladly take any punishment meant for you. I would go to the ends of the earth to protect you, even if it meant I had to die in the process. I would do it a thousand times over, and I wouldn’t regret any of it.

- I taught you how to fight, and now through some circumstance or another, I’m forced to engage you in life-or-death combat without holding back.

- I put you through training from hell to make you the person you are today, for “your own good”, and now you’ve realized that you can hit back. And you can hit hard.

- I have made you into something greater than yourself - but you are changing from how I have designed you, and this is something I cannot allow.

- I taught you everything you know, and it was the greatest mistake I’ve ever made.

- I will make you just like me - by force, if necessary.

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missnight0wl

Yes... 👉👈

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This.

This is why people who stay in my life are neurodiverse like me!

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