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tom/loki on the set of thor ragnarok in brisbane queensland 2016
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Anonymous asked:
How... um... I'm sorry, this is a really weird question 😳😣😣 but how do you know if... if you've found love? What does that feel like? Is it soft, does it creep up on you quietly? Or does it come banging down the door to your heart?
Norns... I am probably the worst person to ask this question to. Love... has never come easy for me, nor do I hand it out freely. I believe one of the biggest misconceptions about love is that it is a feeling. Yes, you will feel the ‘butterflies’, as you mortals call it, in the pits of your stomach, and a sense of nervousness around the one who you hold these affections for, but love is a conscious choice. It is not always a feeling. You wake up and make the conscious decision to love and accept that person, everyday. Even on the hard days, when the butterflies have flown away, you choose them.
I will, however, indulge your question with a bit of what it felt like for me when I met Spoons.
One of the major signs that I had fallen in love with her was an ever-growing feeling of empathy towards her. I begin to feel sad when she was sad, and happy when she was happy. Truly experiencing the connectedness of emotions. I found myself often going out of my way for her happiness. Whether it was with a grand gesture or something as minor as making her favorite dish. It's safe to say that her happiness truly mattered to me.
Furthermore, I had suddenly turned into a pool of emotions, completely and utterly enchanted by her. I found myself constantly thinking about her, even if i had a lot going on. She gives me this...natural high when we’re together. I found myself always talking about her. I couldn’t stop sneaking stares at her when she wasn’t looking. Even still, she makes me feel this way.
It was as if my soul saw her and kind of went, “Oh, there you are. I’ve been looking for you.”
Game over. Yours Truly was done for.
I believe my friend, @what-just-happened-bro put it best here, with their poem.
Loki of Asgard
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I’d call this a bonus except I pretty much made this set just as an excuse to make this gif:
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@loki-darkprince-odinson we need answers!!
What sort of answers are you looking for, my dear?
Hmm yeah Loki. So do you like store the tesseract in there?
I suppose you could call it a pocket, but the items are not stored away in there like one might think. They are merely reduced down to their atoms, then comes to be again when I have called upon it to.
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Dark Delights | Tom Hiddleston x Reader
A/N: The third and final story this week! This one was another anon request: Ooooh, maybe something smutty and a role-playing with Tom? He gets home late at night after a shooting for the show, and caught his s/o having a steamy dream, and when he gets close she moans “Loki”. In the next day he can’t stop thinking about it, and when he gets home (late again) she’s having The Dream again, and he just wake her with kisses, but when she says “Tom?” He answers “That wasn’t the name you where moaning, oh so lovely, seconds ago. Was it, darling?” With Loki’s voice?
Pairing: Tom Hiddleston x Reader
Summary: Tom has been having late night shooting the new Loki series. When he comes home late at night, he makes a startling discovery about what you dream about at night.
Warnings: Smut (sex, mutual masturbation, fingering), a bit of a dom!Tom, cursing, bit of roleplay
Word Count:2259
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Tom hated these late night shootings. He recognized you hated them just as much, even if you never said a word. He spied the disappointment in your eyes every time he told you not to wait up. Tom promised himself to make it up to you the first night off he got.
Tom entered the dark apartment and didn’t bother to turn on the lights. At this hour, you would be asleep and he feared any light would disturb you. He moved through the sparsely furnished place, dropping his belongings on the kitchen counter. Bobby scampering up at the sound and Tom smiled as he leaned down to scratch behind Bobby’s ears.
“Keeping watch over the lady of the house?” Tom asked as Bobby leaned into the pets. Bobby barked before heading back to his bed in the corner. “Good boy.”
He pushed open the bedroom door and squinted to find the outline of your body under the sheets. His stomach flipped at the sight of you sleeping peacefully as his eyes adjusted to the dark. You struggled to sleep under the best circumstances and Tom made every accommodation he could, including hanging blackout curtains in the room.
As he pulled off his sweater, you stirred, a slight whimper escaping your lips.
“Darling, are you awake?” Tom questioned into the dark void.
You answered with another whimper. Tom slid off his jeans, laying him across the back of a chair in the corner. He slipped off his boxers before slipping between the sheets. You rolled from your side to your back as Tom moved towards you.
“Darling…” Tom asked again as he caressed your arm with the back of his fingers.
You moaned at his touch and Tom’s eyes widened in realization as his lips curved into a smile.
“What are we dreaming about tonight, love?” Tom cooed into your ear as his fingers teased at the straps of your camisole.
Again, fuuuuuuucking hell. This is definitely one of my top five favorite smutty fics!
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24 DAYS OF TOM | Donate to #FightEB ↬ Day 01 | Tom Holland: A Summary
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Anonymous asked:
I know a girl with eyes like summer rain and hair like lightning. When she sings, all you want to do is fall asleep in her arms, but her tongue and wit are sharper than any knife in the kitchen. She burns her pancakes and douses them in syrup because she doesn't want to admit she screwed up and she pretends they're the best she's ever had. When she's angry, her eyes flash like a window during a storm, and she will never back down. She is amazing. Thanks for coming to my Ted talk,,,
here we have one of the luckiest people in the world <3
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our sins burn bright in tongues of flame is there mercy in the way they consume (i find none) we dance to the sound of burning there is no forgiveness (i will not beg) holiness comes on hands and knees through the blaze we dance on (i refuse to fall)
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Hey guys, I need help. I came out to my parents as queer and they did not take it well at all... They’re actually kicking me out at the end of the month. They wanted to sooner but I managed to make them let me stay for a little while at least since I already paid rent for the month of May with the last of my savings. I’m disabled and chronically ill so it would be hard for me to find a job normally, never mind with this whole pandemic happening. I’ve had to get into sex work just to survive but it’s barely enough to keep me fed, let alone get an apartment.
I have a possible roommate but even if they don’t fall through, it’ll be $400+ a month for an apartment, plus I have to buy my meds out of pocket since my parents have taken me off of their insurance plan. I don’t want to be homeless and I don’t want to end up hospitalized. Anything you can contribute is really really appreciated. I hate to ask like this, but I have no other choice and I’m desperate.
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They’re cutting off my food today. They say they’ve wasted enough of their money on me. I’m terrified, and I don’t know what to do
You Shall Not Touch Her | Loki x Reader
A/N: This was an anon request: - if you’re still doing requests, maybe tom or loki comforting a reader with a toxic/unhealthy family/home??? Thnx
Pairing: Loki x Reader
Summary: Loki knows you are hiding the truth about your injuries. But he can’t prove anything. After staying out late for Thor’s birthday, Loki finally learns the truth.
Warnings: Mentions/depictions of abuse/violence (not graphic), angst, implied smut (if you squint), lying, asshole parents, cursing (seriously I never use the word “cunt” and I used it twice.)
Word Count:1816
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You were good at lying. And you were good at making people believe your lies. No one can figure out the truth. You feared they would pity you or worse, do something stupid. So instead you suffered in silence.
“Are you going to come with us?” Loki asked with wide eyes.
“I really need to get home.” You pushed a non-existent pebble with the toe of your boot.
“What is going on?” Thor came up behind Loki, stared at you over Loki’s shoulder. “You’re joining us?” It came out as more of a statement than a question.
“She needs to return home.” Loki interjected, hoping to avoid any problems.
“Nonsense!” Thor stepped forward. “It is the obligation of every citizen of Asgard to celebrate the prince’s birthday.”
“Thor…” Loki warned. “… your birthday is not a planetary holiday.”
Thor smiled at you, and you shrugged. “I guess I could go out for a bit.” you capitulated.
“Then it’s settled. You two go on ahead while I collect the Warriors Three and Sif.”
You nodded as headed out of the palace towards a nearby tavern. Loki jerked you back by the elbow.
“You don’t have to go. I can make an excuse, something. I would hate to see any harm come to you.”
You held back a wince when Loki said “harm”. Perhaps you didn’t lie as well as you hoped.
“Nonsense. Why would any harm come to me from going out for a drink?” You tugged at your arm to continue but Loki tightened his grip, his nails dug into your skin.
“Exactly. Why would any harm come to you for going out for a drink?”
You glared at Loki before tugging your arm free. “I don’t know what you are insinuating, Loki.” You started back towards the tavern. Loki jogged to catch up with you.
“I’m just saying that if there is something going on at your home, you can talk to me. I can help.”
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THE BROTHERS TRUST: Documentary Trailer.
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I am very tired and I want to be held by someone who loves me
Loki. More stories to tell. More mischief to make. More to come.
— Tom Hiddleston
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Anonymous asked:
Can you do one where the reader’s this really happy and bubbly person all the time but one day Tom sees her cry and he’s just so shocked because she never cries, always laughs instead 🥺
you and tom have been close for a while now. even before you were dating, you were friends. you could always share a laugh, a secret, a shoulder to cry on– it felt like you’d loved each other forever, really. you shared almost everything now, kisses and cuddles included. he could trust you, and you could trust him wholeheartedly. but... one thing always worried tom: he’s never seen you cry.
he’s never given you a reason to, and he thanks god for that, but you’ve never really cried at anything. not when people have been rude to you, not when you stub your toe, not even when you watched coco together. that one made tom feel a little silly, because he cries like a baby ever time he watches that. but no, you always laugh things off. you can always crack a joke or flash a smile to lighten the mood or assure everyone your okay. you’re his happy baby, his sunshine girl as he calls you. nothing seems to break your stride, which is why today is so weird.
you’re off. maybe you think he doesn’t notice, but you are. the second you got home, he noticed. your smile is strained and every laugh sounds forced. he even put on your favorite tv show to watch after you two had dinner (your favorite meal, by the way) and none of the jokes made your eyes light up like usual. it made him sad; what was wrong?
it’s only when you get up to put your empty water glass in the sink that you finally let the marble crack. you slide out from under tom’s arm, stand, and head to the kitchen. but your foot catches on the coffee table and you stumble. you manage not to fall, but the glass spills out of your hand and smashes on the hardwood. tom quickly bursts up, but you get down on your knees to pick up the bigger shards.
“darling, be careful,” he admonishes, coming to your side. “always so clumsy, yeah?”
he means it as a joke, and you know that, but it makes tears well up in your eyes anyway. tom’s face falls; you never get upset at jokes like that, yet here you are, holding broken pieces of a water glass and trying not to cry. he scoots closer, brushing your hair back.
“hey, sunshine, you know i didn’t mean that,” he says softly. “was just a joke, baby, i–“
“i know! i know, tom, i...” you cant get the words out; they come out choked and cracked. you sniffle and shut your eyes, trying to gather yourself, but it doesn’t work. tears drip down your cheek, swift and hot and full of emotion. the next breath you take is a gasp. tom’s heart breaks for you and he gently grabs your hands. he’s never seen you like this.
“babydoll, let’s put down the glass. c’mon, tell me what’s wrong. what’s hurting my baby?”
you think of trying to laugh it off like always; that would make him feel better, wouldn’t it? but you can’t. it all hurts too much– your chest feels caved in and all you want to do is cry. you let go of the glass.
“i-i don’t even know, tommy,” you whine. “nothing’s even wrong i just... i just hurt.”
and then you break down, sobbing into your hands. all tom can think about is how long you’ve felt like this and how many strained laughs he’s missed, how many nights you’ve gone to bed feeling like this. the way you talk, you sound like you feel guilty just for feeling sad, and it breaks him. he gathers you against his chest, pulling you away from the broken glass and into his lap.
“oh, baby... you don’t have to know, okay? it’s okay to just be sad. you don’t need to be happy all the time.”
you cry harder, clutching to the front of his shirt for dear life.
“b-but i’m happy, nothing’s wrong.”
“nothing needs to be wrong. sometimes our brains are just sad and we need extra love, baby. you don’t have to laugh everything off, pretty girl.”
you nod. you’re still crying, but you feel a little safer to do so.
“it’s just... everybody wants me to be,” you sniffle, words broken. “i don’t wanna hurt anybody.”
tom clicks his tongue sympathetically, stroking your hair. “you have to worry about you, baby. it’s only human to be sad now and then, yeah? you’re not gonna hurt anybody by being human.”
you nod again. toms arms are a gentle, grounding pressure around your body, which feels much more small and fragile than usual. you look up at your boyfriend with a sniffle.
“am i still your sunshine girl?” you ask. tom can’t help but smile; he can tell you’re serious, and so scared, but it’s such a sweet question. he wipes the tears on your cheeks away and kisses your nose.
“you’re always my sunshine girl. forever and always. even when there’s a few storm clouds, yeah? ‘s just weather, baby.”
and with that, you smile, and tom can see the light that never truly left your eyes.
Source: lokihiddleston
Loki/Tom