I'm telling you rn, once I get back my ability to sleep, my libido, my appetite, my motivation & I stop neglecting every aspect of my life it's over for u bitches
wants to be clingy 🤝 scared of being annoying
— Mary Oliver, from The Gardener (via lunamonchtuna)
they should invent a brain that doesn’t whisper bad things to you
“I feel like I am so far behind in life that I will never catch up. Everyone is doing so many things with their lives. I am just here. Frozen. I have been a ghost for years. I wonder if that is all I will ever be.”
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How to stop feeling like I'm not meant for this world
why does needing and god forbid wanting feel so incredibly embarassing
*constantly feels unwanted*
i beg you to love me, say that i'm enough, but you tell me— why are you like this? i think there's something wrong with you.
for @shestrying
if anyone finds out when this permanent feeling of fear goes away please let me know
Explains pretty much my whole situation
No worse torment than knowing life could be beautiful
i feel like i annoy every single person i meet
I’m kind of miserable and it feels permanent but its whatever
me: i feel so alone
me: maybe isolating myself will help
getting to know me must be the biggest disappointment