This picture on Facebook (I do not own this picture) broke me down tonight. I recently went through a break up and I've been doing my best to get through it like the emotional toll isn't trying to kill me everyday. I've cried over little things, like his sweatshirt or a pet name I used to call him, but this picture hit a little differently.
He did this for me every time I had a panic attack, every time my depression was dragging me to the floor. He put me in the shower, clean me up and get me to the bed. "Where's your brush Lovebug?" He let me cry and just brushed my hair till I finally came back from whatever mental health issue I was having, always right there, brushing and waiting.
And then one day... He left, explaining that he couldn't love me anymore or wait on me to get better and become more independent. I'm not sure if I'll every forgive myself for not being good enough for him. No matter what he did, I still love him every single day. I am afraid I will never get over him.
"Because in the end, when you lose somebody, every candle, every prayer is not going to make up for the fact that the ONLY thing you have left is hole in your life where that somebody that you cared about used to be. " -Damon Salvatore
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