ZKDD Day 19: Crashing Waves
For @favlie - a New Year’s kiss for you!
It is not the New Year for Katara. For the Southern Water Tribe, the year had started moons ago on the solstice, with the first hint of sunrise after The Longest Night. But here in the Fire Nation, the year is beginning now with the end of the rainy season. Everywhere she looks, the land is a green so vibrant that it nearly hurts to look at. Flowers are shaking raindrops from their petals and every path is dotted with little verdant shoots peeking up from under and around stones. After months of so much gray, the ocean seems to glitter especially bright on Ember Island, where Zuko has brought her to celebrate.
“We put out candles everywhere,” he tells her. “The altars people keep for ancestors or house gods get lit up, and then people send these little boats out to sea or release lanterns into the sky if they aren’t near the coast.”
“Wow,” she says, feeling a little in awe of the spectacle of it all. In her mind’s eye, she can already see the glittering lights.
“Trust me, however beautiful you’re imagining it, it’s more,” Zuko promises, his smile wide and easy - boyish in a way he so rarely seems anymore. “It’s my favorite holiday.”
“I can’t wait,” she says, and kisses his cheek, then lets him pull her towards the florist stand to pick flowers to decorate the fragile wooden boat.
By sunset, when it is time to bid the old year goodbye, their final creation is flecked with white and yellow blossoms, the petals like licking candle flames already. As they prepare to make their way down to the familiar private beach, Zuko cradles it gently in his hands, Katara’s arm linked with his. Their feet press into the soft sand, as they walk down to the waterline. The shore as far as she can see is already flooded with tiny flickering lights as people release their boats, and from the center of the island, streams of lanterns trickle up, up, up into the sky, like early stars. They wade into the surf, Katara’s skirt tied up at her hip, and she can see Zuko trying not to stare too much at how much of her legs are exposed.
“Come on,” she laughs, trying to tug him in deeper, maybe coax him into a late night swim, but he stands firm.
“Is this tradition, or is the Fire Lord just scared to get a little wet?” she asks, kicking a small spray of water at him. He laughs and dodges half-heartedly.
“It actually is tradition. We need to stay where the waves are breaking so we can jump over them and make our wishes.”
“Do I get to hear yours? Or are they a secret?”
“You’re supposed to say them out loud. The rhythm of the waves and the wishes sort of makes a song.” Katara tilts her head and smiles at the lights spreading across the sea and sky.
“A song of hope for the future.”
Zuko carefully lights the little candles nestled inside the flowers-covered boat, and holds it out for Katara to put her hands on the hull with him. Together, they set it in the water, Katara gives it a nudge with her bending, and it’s off, bobbing slowly over the waves, heading out towards the vast ocean and the other dancing sparks on the water. He slips his hand into Katara’s, squeezing her fingers and trading twin smiles before they turn to read the waves, waiting for the perfect moment.
“Ooh here it comes!” Katara says as a rounded ridge of water rushes towards them. She wracks her brain, scrambling to put words to her hopes and dreams for the next year as the first hints of white foam appear. It curls and crashes, and as it rushes towards their ankles, she and Zuko leap as one, out of the water, their toes just evading the bubbles. The instant they splash down again, they say in unison,
“I wish for peace.” They look to each other, and burst into laughter.
“Maybe the Ember Island Players were a little more accurate than you think,” Zuko teases.
“Oh you’re one to talk. Not everything is a speech you know,” she shoots back, the edges of it softened by her smile. He laughs and shakes his head, turning back to look for the next wave, and as the edge of the water sharpens again, they jump.
“I wish for Uncle’s good health,” Zuko says.
“I wish for new benders in my tribe.”
“I wish for another year of Gran-Gran.”
“I wish for my council to cooperate.”
“I wish for light storms.”
“I wish for my friends to be happy.”
“I wish for you to be happy.”
“I wish to have all of my family together.”
“I wish for all of my years to start and end with you.”
Katara freezes, turning to Zuko. “You…” She trails off, stunned. Tries again. “Are you -” She cuts herself off, disbelieving. He pulls her to him, arms wrapping around her. All she can see is his face lit by the shimmering sky.
“Will you marry me?” he asks, hardly above a whisper. Katara pushes up on her tiptoes and kisses him. His mouth is sweet from wine and honey-soaked pastries after dinner. His hair slides through her fingers like silk threads, and she grasps them tightly, lingering against his soft lips and reveling in his warm touch - hers forever now.