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32 • They/them (DID) • Art & Existence
Has an illustration degree but at what cost. Will go missing for months at a time. Probably having an existential crisis.
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bodydoubling broadcast is liiiivee
and Fridays are for fun, so we're doing whatever for work today. tidying? grading.assembling keychains? being exhausted? yeah all of the above maybe probably
i'm so tired darlings
I POSTED IT TO THE WRONG BLOG
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ive found that partially treated mental illness can sometimes look to uninvolved onlookers like faked mental illness.
"someone who really has pOCD would be disgusted and horrified at their intrusive thoughts" or maybe i'm in therapy & am going by the books, being radically ambivalent to my intrusive thoughts instead of wasting energy mentally washing my paws of sin. i'm not going to perform my rock bottom for you for the sake of being believed.
#god this#it's so frustrating#same thing happens with DID#“systems can't switch by choice and don't have good communication and they can't remember things. fakers.”#that's literally a sign of healing#if we all stuck to the “acceptable real mental illness” no one would get better#no one owes you their healing#no one owes you proof#~ Atticus#reblogging this one on main because it's important#reblog
I understand some of you are 19 but that is not an old man, he's 32.
Did a run-through of a Burlesque routine...
proceeded to forget most of it, get toe cramp midway through, and fall to the floor in pain the moment it was done.
I hate to say the words 'sexy family guy moment' but
An antique store owning Cogsworth from @ticenchantedtoc's reincarnation AU. Because AUs are the lifeblood of fandom and I will never get enough of alternative designs. ✨
Chat requested Lumiworth during the birthday stream, and I felt like a proud father.
Snippet of the full poster.
Chat wanted a poster/print of whatever the hell our birthday stream spawned. 32 sketches in 3.2 hours, everything requested by chat... I am both so proud of them, and so, so disappointed.
It's another work-day, and we've got a lot to do! So why don't you work alongside us?~ It's a body-doubling stream here up next here on the BRB!
Fighting off the urge to broadcast earlier because we can.
but also, why shouldn't we?
check, self. make your move.
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Kinda nonhuman because mental illness, kinda nonhuman because not being properly socialized as a kid, kinda nonhuman because queer, kinda nonhuman because angry at humanity, kinda nonhuman because longing for the unconditional love of a pet and it’s master, and kinda nonhuman because secret sixth thing.
#is it the DID? Is it the autism?#trick question it's both and also more#i am a human choux pastry angel eldritch clusterfuck my mentor is an eldritch ice cream man and two of my closest are living marionettes#we are all the same person but also we are not#our not the same person fiancée is a rabbit#it's a very good life#- atticus#reblog#system log
We are 32 now. We are aging. We are transitioning. We are realising.
We're not quite there yet. But I think we're doing fine. We still don't feel grounded in it though. I'm not sure if we ever will.
Taking our hoard of old clothes to a trans clothes swap tomorrow. Give new life to our old wears, because some of this is The Good Shit.
but also testosterone has done a number on us and now nothing fits. rip.
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A Taste of Joy
Joy got their own merch range, and it's such a tasty aesthetic to design for. Joy's store lore is more metaphysical-DID-introject, but it's all just a fun excuse to design unhinged merch of our OCs & alters really.~
'the Personifications' Concepts ▸ the Cherubim & the Coalesced
don't you just hate it when you lose your life to a literal god and then they strip you of your identity and raise your kids? smh.
#s: the personifications#one day maybe we'll finish the carousel residents#even if we never did anything further with the entirety of the personifications#i think the Carousel Casino is the one we'd be able to do the most with#although James & Richard's God Therapy is a good second#oc: the collection#oc: the cherubim#concept art#character design
Self-portraits from a DID System ▸ Rupert Rogers (they/them, human)
Social alter, hyperactive darling, proud user of xD.
Part of the 'We Will Be Perceived' zine.