While I'm still building my profiles I've decided I'm spending the rest of my days on this site making fun of photomatt and how much of a spineless cuckold he is, so while I wait patiently for a permaban here my pillowfort, co-host and bluesky :3

Okay I'm mad enough about the Rita situation as it is, but holy shit I'm mad at white queer Tumblr broadly for utterly failing to highlight how this same shit has been happening to black women (and non white people in general) for just as long --if not longer-- than it's been happening to white transfems, and often more egregiously. We as a community need to include people who aren't pale in this shit.

We've fucked up. I've fucked up.

It's clear that the stupid algorithm isn't going to find black trans women for us to uplift, so we've gotta go out of our way to make friends with them and build a stronger community that includes everyone.

i changed my icon. photomatt go fuck yourself, lawsuit be upon you

matt is really on twitter trying to imply that predstrogen getting banned was a result of supposed content on her nsfw saved url sideblogs (false) when she admitted half of them were empty anyway bc they were just saved usernames... like thats CRAZYYY bc the thing is not too long ago staff emailed me bc i was hoarding urls on sideblogs and they asked me to delete some (i was talking to a real person btw!!!) so i did, bc they were just for fun. i followed up with them and they were like "cool thank you👍" so if usernames were truly the issue here they absolutely have the ability to email someone about it to sort it out before fucking nuking someones whole account 3 seperate times

making the assumptive correlation that someone having the username "catgirlcondom" or something saved must mean they're a sexual deviant and their blog is full of porn is some wild mental gymnastics and textbook transmisogyny when ive seen urls on here named "(fictional characters)cumrag"

btw toonimal is still allowed on this site. yknow, the pro-contact zoopedo ring leader?

Take your pick

UK babes there's another ceasefire vote happening on Wednesday 21st Feb

Everyone should be emailing their MP pushing for them to vote for a ceasefire

Go here for your MPs details and a email template. We need to be forcing their hands about this. Email them every minute if you have to. Make them hear you.

Also, if you can get to parliament on Wednesday between 11:30-4pm, Palestine Solidarity Campaign will be lobbying MPs as they go to vote. You dont need to be an expert, just register to join them here. They'll tell you everything you need to know.

I'm gonna wade into the predstrogen discourse for a second and say it's kinda gross that the staff targets trans women for 'being indecent' or whatever but this ad crossed my dash this morning:

Them thighs might make me go awooga, but this pic is more risqué than anything pred got banned for. @staff you want to lose value in this company? Keep hating your target audience off the platform, I'm sure that'll solve the problem.

in case anyone was wondering, photomatt has made two new posts, both of which have the replies and reblogs locked.

post 1-

post 2-

I found a post on the predstrogen hashtag sharing this Dropbox link with screenshots of the CEO's posts and I was going to reblog it, but when I went back to the post after looking at the link in my browser, it disappeared.

In any case, let's spread this link around, shall we?

BECAUSE CARS COVERED IN HAMMERS AND EXPLODING KILLED MY GRANDMA

love the way the tumblr CEO passive-aggressively threatened to shut down tumblr because people are being mean to him 🥺 that is a wildly immature manipulation tactic if i've ever seen one and it's coming from a man worth 400 million

oh my god SHUT UP

"guys i'm not transphobic i swear i just have a really weird embarrassing beef with my site's transfem userbase and tanked what little goodwill the site has left" shut the fuck up man

keep your peace & keep moving

this as a fetish image is so funny. i do want his kind of charm yeah.

@guiltiest-gear

Here’s the new 24 hour comic I drew this year!  This one is called THE KING’S FOREST.  cw: blood, violence

How the fuck did you make that last panel say so many things without using any words at all that’s so fucking cool.

It's Rita. We're done here for now

I'm sure everyone's heard by now that something's happened at least so I'll try keep it short [lie]. This post is a rough explanation and not a defense, if mutuals want to add evidence of what I claim then please do so, I will have a note to friends at the end, feel free to skip to that 🧡🤎

I got terminated on predstrogen due to mass false reports about sexually explicit content, I had evidence of these mass false reports, and when I asked support for help they stated "As you know, you posted sexually explicit content and additionally harrassed people"

My issue isn't with the account termination, it's the double standard around it

I've had multiple accounts. The first (madhopz) was terminated for content on sideblogs when I was doing sex work and I know I won't get it back. The second (sadhopz) was targetted by lolcow forums, and took half a year to get back, only once I humiliated myself to support by screenshotting and documenting what they were saying about me and sharing images of me. The third (predstrogen) I mentioned and I'll get back to, but I was never emailed to explain why the fourth (Avewy/Predesterone) was terminated. All we know is that it was right after the CEO got upset with me, I broke no rules and said no one should attack anyone, I posted no explicit content, none.

A man twice my age and worth $400,000,000 threatened to call the cops on a trans woman online, and then deleted me when I mentioned this

To add insult to injury, he refused to call me "she" the entire time, referring to me as "they" and backpedalling to vaguely refer to me as The Account. I'm a fucking person, and you know that by threatening to pin the cops on me. Eventually even slipping and calling me "it" before respecting the womanhood of the person he would gladly talk about and "make an exception for"

My complaint to his post was that he says I was banned for harrassment, which is a lie. I was banned for mass false reports of sexual content, despite having been told by staff directly a month prior that my blog does not break that rule, and have had people admit to collaborating on reports. But my biggest issue is that even if I was banned for harrassment, then what did they do about my own harrassment?

They did fuck all and told me my stalkers should not be removed from Tumblr

After banning me without a reason, I immediately got an email back about harrassment and stalking that I sent a support ticket about in December. They banned me twice before looking into this, and their conclusion was "we won't do a thing". These are people who have been on my ass all of last fucking year calling me a rapist and a pedophile, and they ignored it. Does that sound like a man who cares about harrassment on his site, or only when it happens to him?

After the ban on Predstrogen and I moved to Avewy, they were everywhere. Inbox messages claiming I was sending asks to children threatening to rape them, anonymous people stating they're our victim and are scared to speak out about what I did to them. It all only happened now. They've turned a blind eye and given these people a win. I saved it all in an #archive tag as proof if I was ever asked or got through to support, but that didn't happen when i was terminated without warning or reason

When Matt deleted me himself, he deleted everything I posted and saved as evidence for my situation. Anonymous asks slandering me, reblogs of people organising to get rid of me, my own documentation of what staff did, all of it was deleted with @avewy/@predesterone.

I don't want to be on this site anymore, I was happy all day today because I feel free without it. But I miss my accounts, because of all the memories with them. I don't want to use them, but I want @madhopz, @predstrogen, and @predesterone back so that all the times ive had with friends, lovers and strangers arent completely eradicated. Every single thing uploaded to Predstrogen is gone and marked mature now, even my face and identity, because this was a sexual content ban and not harrassment as they say. They found another reason after the fact

Give me my identity and my memories back

To all my friends and mutuals, thank you. Even people I've had falling-outs with have been nothing but kind and I want everyone to know I appreciate it. I saw every ask before deletion, I see how many people are on Discord. I can't keep up, but knowing you reached out at all means the world to me

I was happier today off this site than I have been in months. I'm not driving myself to breakdowns anymore by being on here, my mental and emotional state has been in ruins. Maybe I'll come back on this account, but for now I'm leaving it blank and still and moving on.

This post is incredibly meandering and too long, but I'm not trying to defend myself or document everything, I'm trying to make sure I say something to people I care for instead of disappearing, you deserve it. I'm doing well, please find me elsewhere.

My Twitter is mAD_h0PZ

My Cohost is Predstrogen

My BlueSky is predstrogen.bsky.social

My discord is Avewy, and my server is Public

My steam is mAD_hOPZ

Goodnight, thank you 🧡🤎