Im deleting this account..

Hey guys ..

Im not doing good at the moment..

And ik nobody cares but...

Im deleting this account...

Bye...

being an introvert

hey guys , sorry i haven't been posting recently ,im trying to write daily blog posts but its been hard. im thinking of doing weekly blog posts . i need to figure it out but anyway back to the topic

so today im going to be talking about Introverts and extroverts . the meaning of introverts and extroverts is 

introvert: a shy ,  reticent person.

extrovert:an outgoing, socially confident person

they are very different things like sweet and salty or chalk and cheese. 

im an introvert ,i like drawing ,reading and writing in my room and yes im usualy on my own but im not lonely ,trying to explain this to an extrovert or as people think is normal ,its very difficult and when i explained to my very extroverted sister ,she made me go to a youth center to try and make me socializes but as awkard and introverted person i am ,i stayed quiet for the whole 2 hours . i remember coming home after it and my sister glaring at me and saying “oh you think your too cool for youth center/club” i wanted to reply but no words came out so i just shrugged and my sister slammed the door in my face. 

i spent the rest of my day feeling sad, like a loser and ashamed of who i am then i watched a youtube video called Embrace being an introvert & stop feeling like a loser  https://youtu.be/Xjjt2-HGIvke this video really helped me feel pride in being an introvert. 

thank you for reading this post and ill see you next week with  new blog post!!

Hey guys ,its new self love quote time!! Todays quote is

"Talk to yourself ,like you would to someone you love" by Karolina Kurkova

So i really like this quote, when i went into town and i was very nervous so i just repeated some affirmations in my head and i put my head up high and stutted my stuff.

This quote is my currnet backround so i can remind myself to talk kindly to myself.

Im not gonna lie to you guys ,i am struggling with my self love at the moment and i had a meltdown this morning and it wasn't pretty but thanks to @greatlordofearth ❤ ,i got someone to help me along with my self love journey. I am so happy to have him❤ , big love to him!! ❤❤

Thanks so much for reading!!

Ill see you tomorrow for another post!!

Love you guys!!

I was givin something to me...

So am when my sister came home she went over to me and gave me a book of lozing weight and this...this hit me very hard..

I just felt like all the work ive done on my body positivity and this honestly is so fucking hurtful.

But i won't let this defeat me ,i will throw the book away and keep loving myself

I hope you have a lovely day

Ill see you tomorrow!!

Panic! At the disco edit!!

I really hope you enjoy it

I make weekly edits and post them on insta and i thought i should post it on here

Comment below what you think

See you tomorrow

my break up/self love struggle

this my story about my break up and why its hard to get my self worth back up where is used to be . 

My break up story 

so on saint patricks day i started talking to a guy(not saying his name) and we talked for  a bit and after a lil bit he told me that i needed to love myself more and from that point on ive looked at loads of self love yt videos ,looked at many quotes and did meditation, in a perod of like 4 or 5 weeks i loved myself inside and out, i valued my curvy body and did care what people thought of me . but a few weeks after that am he cheated on me right after we called for like 3 hours , the day after i got a spam of like 10 or 11 messages saying that me messed up and at the time i was at my cousins funeral anniversary service and i was with my whole family when i got told he cheated on me and sent loads of accounts dick pics and asking for sex , then when i got home we had talked for about an hour and then we broke up. then i talked to my friend at the time @greatlordofearth and he cuddled me and comforted me through it and then i confessed to him that i was into cg/l (caregiver and little) and that i go into little mode . then he said that he was into it too and he wanted to be my caregiver and i finally found a daddy!! 

My self love struggle 

whenever i think about my ex and how he made me feel worthless and how my self love and worth has been non exsistant since my break up and now i am going to put everything into getting passed this barrier 

thanks for reading

that was so hard to say so i really appricate you reading 

i will see you tomorrow!!!!

Im starting over!

I am so sorry i have been inactive for a long time, a lot of stuff have been going on. I went through a break up, i am still fighting to get my self worth back again , school , confessing that im into cg/l and stuff like that.

So i decided that im gonna give this account a new leice of life!

I am going to be doing the following

So i am hoping to post daily and i am going to put my heart and soal into this account

Thanks so much for watching!!

Have a lovely day!!