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The Storm Within

@zoellajulien / zoellajulien.tumblr.com

hello! call me kye or zoey! ---she/they - scorpio
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♥ 𝕞𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕝𝕚𝕤𝕥 ♥

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PETER PARKER X READER

the bell rings - 1059 words

- (fluff) it's your wedding with Peter, and as he reminiscences over your years together so far, you gather courage to give him a surprise.

- warnings: mention of hospitalization, mention of anxiety disorders

find me - 932

- (angst to fluff) peter knows something isn't right after you go an visit your family. when you don't answer your phone, he looks for you. he finds you and his heart breaks.

- warnings: family issues, anxiety, unhealthy coping

poetry on your lips - 750 words

- (fluff) dating a superhero is never easy, especially when you also become busy. just before loneliness sets in, peter decides to put away his responsibilities for a night to be with his lover.

- warnings: nothing really

feel my heartbeat - 655 words

- (angst) your life comes to a hard halt when peter parker gets hospitalized. his aunt does helps guide you through your anxiety.

- warnings: character death, general sadness, sudden loss

balance - 705 words

- (angst) you're in love with your best friend and when it begins to feel like he'll never notice you, you try one last effort to prove your worth. a quickly lost battle leads to hidden confessions.

- warnings: reader death, fighting, hospitalization, unrequited love

the platform (part 1) - 1127 words

- (fluff) when a relation falls through and you can't seem to find a stable place, you pack up and move. not long after, you find a mysterious note from an old high-school friend. the only thing is, they've professed their love without signing it!

- warnings: moving, past-relationships

palace from words - 1134 words

- (fluff) part two of the platform. you've fallen hard for the mystery writer, developing a homesickness for New York. deciding to put everything at risk, you travel those 7 hours and come face-to-face with your face-less crush.

- warnings: extra fluffy, slight mention of anxiousness

come upon morning - 2168 words

- (angsty fluff) gathering with some of your friends leads to the discussion about past lovers you had to consider "the ones who got away". you have the perfect person to talk about, even if how they left you isn't what one would normally expect.

- warnings: bittersweet, open ending, past relationships

the chains that bind us - 1,343 words

- (angst) after a heated argument and fight with your father about the future ahead of you, you seek solace in your closest friend. one batch of pent up emotions later, and crazy plans come into fruition.

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Love Potion

Summary: Spencer learns that alcohol makes his girlfriend very affectionate (and maybe a little too honest) 

Pairing: Spencer Reid x Fem!Reader

Category: Fluff

Content Warnings: (16+ for sexual content) drinking alcohol (Reader is tipsy), love confession, suggestiveness, heavy kissing, mild embarrassment

Word count: 1.2k

Spencer thought he knew what would be expecting him when he agreed to pick you up from girl's night. He was wrong. 

He should have known by your barely decipherable text message that you might have had a little too much fun tonight. What really gave it away though was your high-pitch scream once you saw your gorgeous boyfriend enter the bar you texted him from earlier. 

"Spencer!!" You yelled while reaching out your arms for him. "I missed you!"

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bella hadid's 11/7/23 instagram stories after being replaced as dior's brand ambassador for speaking out against palestinian genocide

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gowns

The death toll has officially surpassed that of the Bosnian Genocide of 1995.

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Anonymous asked:

Sharing what you’re going through with those who enjoy your content is not “TMI”.

When you share things you made or written or curate, you’re sharing the deepest, truest parts of you. Your heart and soul goes into your creative process. Your insecurities and fantasies and trauma and hopes…they come out in your work.

So telling those same people that you’re depressed or uninspired is far from TMI.

I’m a writer and haven’t read your stories, but I will now. Write what you want. Writing is for you as much as it is for everyone else.

Keep truckin’ along and keep your chin up.

Sincerely,

A (probably much older than you) creative

Thank you so much, anon. That means a lot to me <3 and whoever you are, I hope you have an amazing day/afternoon/night.

Stay creative, everyone! ~

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my upcoming and previous fics.

alright, I'll come clean. I never... I haven't touched my most recent fic. It was gonna be a multi-chapter story, but then I couldn't do it. This is a bit tmi, but my depression was really bad and my inspiration was simply gone.

I don't think I'm going to come back to it. I mean, I do like how it ends. But, I have a different fic rattling in my brain. And my inspiration is going to be on high soon, I feel like, so I'm gonna try my hardest to do it.

My idea with allow me to world build and create characters that feel like they've been canon since the beginning of the creation of comics. (This is an exaggeration, but you get my feels.)

I want to thank you all for the lovely support and I do truly apologize. But I also want to thank @rorybutnotgilmore for sticking with me through it. I couldn't recommend her to you more, please go check her out. She is wonderfully sweet and has many more fics that I. Another wonderful human I recommend is @maiden-of-asgard and their fic called Frostbite. They have no idea who I am, but take it as a fic rec, I guess? (You can find it on AO3. It is a wonderful story that feels like real novel. Someone get this person a writing award, please.)

The story will have some small references to their story (they will largely be unnoticable because that is their universe and I don't want to impose and I would like for everyone to enjoy this story) but this is inspired by their fic. It isn't a Loki x Reader, but the aspect of world building and character creating comes from them.

If anyone would like to see behind the scenes work, would like to be on the taglist, or be a proofreader, send me an ask!

Once again, thank you for the support. I love all of you (no matter how small that amount of people are!).

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worstloki
“Maybe I’m spiralling INTO control. You never know…”

— Loki, spiralling into and out of control simultaneously

As he should!

I just wanna know who gave Loki permission to sit like that

@zoellajulien the photo… in gif form 😏

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zoellajulien

mans be hot also be looking like he's having a panic attack if you watch his chest move. 👀🙋

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the chains that bind us

Pairing: Peter Parker x Reader

Word Count: 1,343

Warning: Family fighting, Royalty AU, Kidnapping (Mention), Character death (Mention)

With a face scrunched up into a glare, hot tears running down your face, trembling hands, it was apparent you were experiencing burning, searing anger. There seemed to be no calm within you as you frustratedly fought with the material of the dress you wore while trying to remove it. Thoughts that could be considered punishable continued to run through your mind. Who does that thick-witted man think he is, telling me to find a man and replace the queen?

The maids' faces held obvious concern, but they did not speak. That, however, did not include the head servant. "Princess! Be careful! Ruining a dress tailored days ago will cause the king great distress." Despite having sound reasoning, the words went unregistered.

"That man's emotions have no meaning to me, as mine do not to him." You spat, eyes trained onto the wall in front of you. The gasp from the lower maids did not cause guilt. "I would be glad if his emotionless self experienced grief."

"My lady, you do not speak truth in your words. Please, try to calm yourself!"

At this, you turned. "Maiden Riene, you dare question the word of your princess?"

Before the woman could answer, a shudder went through you. With that, tears traveled down your cheeks and beneath your chin. All anger seemed to leave your body and change into various other emotions. Riene, who had spent many years in your presence and experienced more than a few breakdowns, enveloped you into a hug.

"Princess-"

You cut her off, reminding her to use your name instead of a flimsy title.

She changed her wording and continued, "what is prompting such sadness within you?"

There was a pause in the room, silence enveloping the four of you, excluding your heavy breathing. Your eyes, almost always bright with wonder, held deep angst and hurt instead. Taking a step with the intent to turn, Riene grasped onto your wrist. She did not utter a word, giving you much-needed space.

"He called me to his throne, told me we needed to speak. He handed me the ring he bestowed upon my mother during their marriage." Silence seemed to build thicker as confusion grew. "He told me that I needed to prepare myself to replace the queen. He told me he started the process of finding a 'worthy' husband."

The younger maids looked at each other. One spoke up timidly, "Princess, can I ask why that makes you sad?"

Moving towards the window, you sat down and stared at the gardens below. "My mother was a ruler most queens would only dream of becoming. She helped this kingdom prosper, along with the others around us, and gave many people jobs. She never let one servant fall under mistreatment by anyone. She convinced my father to let women become knights and fight for the kingdom." You smiled and placed a hand over your bracelet. "She always told me one thing, though. She told me to marry for love. Mother said that without marrying for love, miserable days do not get better. You will not have the reassurances of a friend to accept your lows without hesitance.

"My mother made me promise, swear my word to her, that I would not marry a man I did not love. I expected to stay true with Mother's help, but then she slept upon her deathbed. And my father, that belligerent man, expects me to take over what she left! To forget the vow I made to a woman with more intellect than he could fathom."

You could tell you got your point across, seeing as the two younger servants looked at you with wonder. Their looks of interest almost broke your static look into a smile due to reminding you of small children.

After more silence ensued, you took the initiative and motioned at your dress. The trio began carefully undoing the ties, buttons, zippers, and other things holding you tight in the dress. That gave you time to ponder the moments you had shared with the queen, sparking an idea.

"Rience, stop."

"My lady, what do you mean?"

"I request you fetch Prince Peter, King Anthony's child. Bring him here, for I must speak to him."

"Your highness, you are partially unclothed! His majesty will think sinful activities abound!" The third maiden, who had yet to speak since you entered your chambers, warned.

"Do not let the king find out, then. Go, all of you. My chambers are off-limits until I call for you again." Riene gave you a skeptical look, worried about leaving you with a boy. "I will not be doing anything you're imagining, please, have some sense. Now, go."

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"If it isn't the fairest royal descendant in all of the land." Voice heavy with his accent, Peter entered your bedroom without knocking. How uncivilized, your father would say. You loved it.

"You flatter me, your highness." You tease, turning to look at him, smiling when he shined his grin at you.

"Oh, please, all the formalities! We sound as though we are ruler's consorts who are ordered about by their betrothed."

Standing in front of you was the widely known prince, Peter Parker. He wore his family crest proudly on his chest, son of the famed Anthony Stark. Once, he had been the child of a thriving family that served King Anthony well. However, tragedy struck the family when Peter's parents died due to one of the king's enemies' attempts at war. In a moment of guilt, the king brought the boy into his home. The Stark kingdom was not far, only a half-day trip west.

Peter had stood at 5' 8" at the age of fifteen, only to grow taller for the next three years. Now, he stood at 5' 10". His hair was a deep brown color, made up of several short ringlets that stuck out when not styled. His eyes were also brown but were a few shades lighter. His broad frame reminded you of your relatively small stature and warmed your cheeks as he held a confident presence.

"You're in distress. Why? What troubles you?" Peter's voice came out soft. His footsteps seemed even quieter as he made his way to sit beside you.

"Have my maidens told you?" Your voice did not come out laced with malice. Instead, an emotion similar to a mixture of hope and wonder filled the room.

"About your father? They have. I noticed the unease they carried, so I prodded until they granted me explanations. If it was a secret, it's best you punish me and not them."

When you hesitated to find words, he gazed at your appearance. In turn, you became uncomfortably aware that the dress you wore was tighter than usual around your waist. Was that just the corset? Did the color compliment your skin tone?

"Darling?"

"What? Oh. Apologies, I was lost in my thoughts. I do not wish punishment upon you or the girls. For, I expected and am rather glad they told you, as I do not need to."

"I understand you are in anguish. But, if I may ask, what can I possibly do to ease such feelings? Our families are bubbling a feud already-"

"I wish for you to remove me from this castle. I do not imply death, but I wish to escape the eyes of my father."

"What?"

For a fleeting moment, as you sat in front of someone you trusted with far more than your life, fear encased you. His expression was no short of confusion, with a heavy lining of panic as well. An undeniable terror tore through your chest, resulting in an unplanned and inelegant explanation to tumble from your lips.

"You've heard what my maidens have said." You stood and walked to your bed, pulling a light cover over your shoulders. "Tell me, is it kingly to break a widow's last wish? I can not fulfill what I promised with my father forcing a marriage down my throat."

"Princess, are you imply we stage your kidnapping?"

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What is one other tumblr blog you really appreciate? 

all of my followers and supporters and mutuals!!

if i have to pick only one though, @zoellajulien because she has been one of my closest friends for nearly 5 years end has supported me through so much while also putting up with my chaotic ass <3

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thank you so much! I love you! @rorybutnotgilmore you are my bestie 100%

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what was my brain doing?

I just found an old writing blurb:

Tears fell off her cheeks as if they were to enter an awaiting river. Silence held thick in the air as she sucked in a sharp breath that sequentially broke into shards. A scream clawed at her throat until it burst into the air, piercing it like a dagger.

Emptiness spoke back to her, the outcry echoing into her, causing her to feel like it had entered her chest. It dissipated slowly, leaving silence to haunt the gymnasium. All feeling was gone, numbness not yet ready to speak, even as her hands reached up and gripped onto her drenched locks. Anger wasn't present, nor was sadness and grief. No, the sound was told to the walls for them to reply, for them to pull the girl from straddling reality and catastrophe.

"The despair is merely that of a phase, ephemeral to everyone," were words breathed from the man she unrequited over. It aided in her confusion, unable to proceed past the insinuation that he was conscious of her strifes.

As the words began to extend from her head to her heart, two arms enveloped her. Her body trembled, and a shriek came from her body. Naturally, her arms fell over those pulling her in, nails creating non-piercing but painful marks.

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Anonymous asked:

I don’t know how I JUST discovered you are in highschool, but that only makes me more impressed by your writing! How did you get into writing, if I may ask? Are you thinking of pursuing a career with writing in it, because I think you’d make an excellent author!

aw, yes, thank you!!

hmmm. i think it was just writing stories for characters when i was like 10ish and then i kinda just liked writing. my old stuff SUCKS dont get me wrong, but it was a starting point!! @zoellajulien was my writing inspiration though and the reason i got into writing! (we had a story together but UH YEAH IT GOT ABANDONED). so go follow @zoellajulien and enjoy her lovely writing!! she has lots of peter parker fics and theyre so beautifully written ☺️

i don’t think so, but thank you!! i mean, psychiatry would have writing in it, but not this type of writing. maybe i’ll be a writer on the side, haha. but probably not as a main thing because i can’t commit to writing a full length story.

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zoellajulien

thank you so much! @rorybutnotgilmore you seem to have forgotten you are MY inspiration. my writing is far behind what you have accomplished.

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these are actually nice ASKs

1. selfie
2. what would you name your future kids?
3. do you miss anyone?
4. what are you looking forward to?
5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?
6. is it hard for you to get over someone?
7. what was your life like last year?
8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?
9. who did you last see in person?
10. are you good at hiding your feelings?
11. are you listening to music right now?
12. what is something you want right now?
13. how do you feel right now?
14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?
15. personality description
16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t?
17. opinion on insecurities.
18. do you miss how thing were a year ago?
19. have you ever been to New York?
20. what is your favourite song at the moment?
21. age and birthday?
22. description of crush.
23. fear(s)
24. height
25. role model
26. idol(s)
27. things i hate
28. i’ll love you if…
29. favourite film(s)
30. favourite tv show(s)
31. 3 random facts
32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?
33. something you want to learn
34. most embarrassing moment
35. favourite subject
36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?
37. favourite actor/actress
38. favourite comedian(s)
39. favourite sport(s)
40. favourite memory
41. relationship status
42. favourite book(s)
43. favourite song ever
44. age you get mistaken for
45. how you found out about your idol
46. what my last text message says
47. turn ons
48. turn offs
49. where i want to be right now
50. favourite picture of your idol
51. starsign
52. something i’m talented at
53. 5 things that make me happy
54. something thats worrying me at the moment
55. tumblr friends
56. favourite food(s)
57. favourite animal(s)
58. description of my best friend
59. why i joined tumblr
60. ask me anything you want

pleaseeee

Yessssss, yes please, PLEASE

hey lol 🙋‍♀️

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zoellajulien

hi? please?

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Anonymous asked:

hi!! do you know that tiktok trend where the girl asks her bf if he can temporarily break up with her so she can be heartbroken when she listens to olivia rodrigo’s new album and the bf always says no? could you do that but with peter and avenger!reader? i don’t really know how the avengers play into that but i trust you to think of something great. love your work babes <3

pairing: peter parker x avenger!reader

word count: 2.7k

a/n: hey fren, tysm <3 i do know that trend, and it always warms my darn heart. you probably meant for this to be a headcanon but halfway through i realised that i was writing full sentences, so i just rolled with it bc i have no self-control lol enjoy x

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“Peter, I need you to break up with me.”

Not a moment later, you heard a series of loud crashes and Peter stumbled out of the bathroom, hopping on one leg while fiddling with his zipper. “What did you just say?” His eyes were wild as they scanned your face.

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