"Why I couldn't be enough?"
( Part 1 ? )
The worst part is that now Crowley would believe that he just wasn't enough to make him stay or that he only would want him as an Angel QnQ
"Why I couldn't be enough?"
( Part 1 ? )
The worst part is that now Crowley would believe that he just wasn't enough to make him stay or that he only would want him as an Angel QnQ
HELLO! anyways, how are you? After the endings of Loki and Good Omens 🥲
Destroyed and sad that it's over so fast! it was such a good few weeks with everyone going crazy xD
I can't wait to seee third season of Good omens and what else we'll see from Loki!
I had sooo many ideas for comics for these two series and I'm trying to find some time to make them :,D
Also I won't lie, I cried for hours after each of these endings QWQ
Kind reminder that you have been on tumblr for more than 10 years, your art has improved soooo much, and you are great!!! I really love your style, your Azi+Crowley hugs are some of the warmest and most beautiful I’ve seen <3
Aww thank you! It has been such a loooong ride, and here I am, still with my lovely ineffable husband couple, exactly how it all started!
Art wise there was so many changes in my life, and sometimes I wish to tell my past self how far we gonna get, in how many amazing project we gonna participate and how many amazing people we gonna meet!
I'm glad that even after all Tumblr is still here. I still see many of old Good Omens fans here, and as you said, it's amazing to see all these people improve with time! :3
Do it again... please, right now
Just a bit of Muriel from the new project I'm working on rn :3
''My Sunshine''
I liked the sketches from other day, and I thought that maybe I can practice some light with those... and it turned out so soooft! With so much angst that I have here something soft and romantic would be good ;3
Evidently I like to keep breaking my own heart, but you know, I don't think Crowley was about to say:
"And I would like to spent the rest of my life with you."
If you skip the "I mean, the last few years not really" parenthesis, I believe his full confession/proposal was going to be:
"We're a team, a group. Group of the two of us. And we've spent our existence pretending that we arent. [...] And I would like to spend it not pretending anymore."
And that's because he had prepared his little speach before Aziraphale came back, he had rehearsed it in his mind, taking their togetherness for granted. They had always been together, they had already spent their lives together and they were surely going to spend them together anyway forever.
Being together was not the point, because not being together was simply unthinkable. The point was stop pretending and finally become "an us" - openly, honestly, fully. The possibility of being separated never crossed his mind, it would not make sense for him to ask Aziraphale to be together, it would imply the existence of a reality in which they are not.
So when he pushed through and decided to say what he was going to say, he got to that part and the realization started to creep in that he might actually have been too much of an optimist. The possibility of them not being together did exist, it was coming into existence in that very moment, in front of his eyes, making the "stop pretending" part suddenly incongruous. And all the rest of his speach fell apart.
Now the point was "are you going away?", "what about us if you go?", "what is happening?", "why is this happening?", "how can this be happening?". Now the important thing that needed to be said was "let's be together, if you don't feel like stop pretending because it's dangerous then we can run off somewhere, far from Heaven and Hell and their threats, but just please let's stick together."
That's, I think, why he chocked on his words.
He was ready to take a little step forward, and he found himself falling a thousand steps backwards.
Some ineffable sketches :3
Make him come back then!
Just some sad idea I had the other day QnQ What if Holly wather isn't working anymore cus he's truly on his own side now?
They’ve done this a million times. It’s definitely platonic and straight and not weird at all
what if.. what IF.. Aziraphale can't change Heaven but Heaven can break and change him...