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Hey my lovely clowns! ♡♡♡

This is a short fanfiction about a possible dispute between the female reader and Joker.

It can happen, but don't worry. It's only a fanfiction and they will forgive each other again :)

Enjoy reading!

Female Reader & Joker

Being angry and disappointed at Joker

You were cooking dinner when you heard the news on the radio.

It was always the same. And the police was always out on the streets.

This was Gotham. The city of crimes as people call it and you were tired of news like that. Why couldn't people just be nice to each other? You always asked yourself this question and you wondered where your boyfriend stayed. He should have been already home at this time of hour. You started to worry about him, because you were usually worried in situations like now. Suddenly the voice on the radio described the crime of today.

Three man were shot dead near the subway station and nobody has seen a possible suspect, but the voice on the radio mentioned a clown.

"If a clown did this crime, then he might be still on the loose. We ask for the help of our citizens of Gotham."

You were shocked to hear the word clown on the radio and thought about your boyfriend who just came home. He througt the keys on the table and went into the living room. Of course you wanted to ask him if he was the one who killed those three man, but you needed a moment to think about your words.

After a moment, you decided to go to him and greet him first. He deserved it, because he had probably a hard day at work.

"Hello Joker." You said and your face was serious, your eyes fixed at him and your arms crossed. A disappointing look and the man you loved so much looked at you with his beautiful green eyes.

He smoked a cigarette and noticed your serious face. "Hello, (Y/N). Are you alright?"

Joker asked you seriously if you were alright. This made you angry, but you tried to keep calm and answered him. But first you took a deep breath and then you spoke.

"I am alright, thanks. My next question is.. Where have you been?"

You wanted an answer, because you were standing in the kitchen for almost an hour and you were worried about Joker.

"I had to take care about three idiots. That's my excuse for my delay, (Y/N). I hope you can forgive me." He took a long drag of his cigarette and waited patiently for your answer.

It was so clear that he had to do something with those three guys that have been killed today and you were not only shocked and disappointed. "I don't need to ask, because I know the answer already. You have killed three man today, right?"

Joker looked at you and his face expression changed a lot. It wasn't as friendly anymore like it was painted on. You could see the anger on his face, but you were not afraid of him. But you wanted to hear the crime spoken out from his mouth.

"Yes, I have killed three man today. They deserved it. Nobody should mess with the clown prince." A laugh escaped from his lips. It was his Joker laugh and you couldn't need that now.

"Clown prince, hm? Why have you killed them Joker? I want to know the truth now."

Your heart was racing faster and your voice raised too. Joker looked at you with his beautiful green eyes and suddenly he looked angry. "And why do you care about them? They were rich bastards and pissed me off. I am going to kill everyone who insults the clown prince. Hahahahahaha."

This must have been a true nightmare. Joker just came home, smoked a cigarette and told you that he killed three young men today. The same information like on the radio eaelier. You couldn't recognize him anymore and his behavior wasn't acceptable. Of course you loved him being Joker, but there are also limits. And he went too far this time which made you speechless before you let it out what you wanted to say.

"I don't care about them, but they are humans. You can't kill everyone who insults you. Do you want to be known as the clown prince of crimes or what?"

Okay this was a little hard in words, but you saw him already as a symbol like many people of Gotham and the police was already looking for the possible murderer.

They didn't know that it was Joker, but they thought it was a clown. It wouldn't be the first crime of a clown. And if he continued like this, then they couldn't stay here anymore. Joker had two faces. The one who was shy, innocent and sweet. And the other side was dangerous, confident and protective. You loved both sides, but Joker had to see the consequences if he continued like this.

Right now he didn't see the consequences and got up from his couch. His cigarette was finished and he put it into the small ash tray on the table.

His green eyes were fixed at you and he answered you.

"They were just like the three wall street guys on the subway if you can remember them. I am Joker and if people forget who I am, then I have to show them the clown inside of me. Clown prince of crime, huh? You think I am the bad guy now. Hm?"

Joker looked surprised and disappointed, because he thought that you would be proud of his doings. He ended three lives, but the lives of bad people. They hated freaks like him and clowns too.

You could tell that he was kinda shocked, but you had to tell him what's right and wrong.

"I didn't say that you are the bad guy, but what you did today is bad. The police thinks that a clown killed those three guys. I'm trying to help you Joker."

It was enough for you and you went back into the kitchen to check the dinner. It was getting cold already and your appetit disappeared after you heard about another crime of your beloved boyfriend.

This conversation should have ended now, but Joker had another question for you.

"I had to defend myself with this gun. What if they kicked me like in my horrible past? Did you want that?" And with this sentence was the conversation over, because Joker threw his gun to the ground and left the living room. He walked into the bedroom and shot the door as loud as he could. Neighbours could hear that, but who cared now. You felt terrible now and you thought that it was your fault now, but it wasn't your fault at all.

"Joker, don't.." But he was already in the bedroom and probably cried. You never saw him crying. He always hid his sadness and his sorrows from you, but not because he didn't trust you.. No, it was because his stronger side shouldn't show weakness and tears are a good explaination for weakness.

Maybe you should have let him alone now, but you couldn't let him alone in the bedroom. He needed you. Even Joker needed someone to talk in his bad times like you needed him.

The dinner could wait and you decided to go into the bedroom and talk to him. He threw his gun away and you picked it up from the ground and hid it where he couldn't find it anymore. The crime had to stop, because you wanted a boyfriend who protected you without getting involved in a serious problem and this was something Joker had to learn.

Two knocks on the door and everything was silent. Your heart raced faster and you decided to enter the room.

"Joker?" Your voice was careful as you entered the room and there he was.

Joker didn't lay on the bed. He sat on the bed with the face against the wall and you only saw his red suit from behind and his green hair.

"Better a dead clown, than a sad clown.."

He said and looked around at you with a finger gun against his head. This was not a joke from him. He was serious and his face expression explained it too.

"Why are you saying that? You know that I didn't mean it with my words, but you have to be more careful. I was worried about you darling." A tear rolled down your cheeks and you walked towards him. You placed your arm around his neck and stroked his hand.

He listened to you but kept his eyes fixed to the ground.

"Because it's true, but I feel really bad now. It sounded as if you hate me now. Do you hate me now, (Y/N)?"

Suddenly he looked into your eyes with his sad, but still happy face. And he cried, because his water face paint was smeared and one blue triangle was longer than the other. Wasn't he beautiful like a portrait in a museum? The most beautiful man on earth and he was your boyfriend.

You took a deep breath before you answered him.

"I could never hate you, Joker. I love you so terribly much. You mean the world to me my sexy and handsome clown."

And with those beautiful words you took him into your arms and kissed his painted lips. Joker appreciated your sweet compliment and continued your kiss. You both were happy again and for a moment you both forgot the crime of today, because this was a beautiful moment.

After a while you both broke the kiss and Joker placed his gentle hands on your cheeks. You couldn't resist his sexy smirk, his delicious kisses and those gemstone eyes of him. He was unique in every possible way.

"Thank you, (Y/N). I'm so glad that you don't hate me for my crimes today. I know, I shouldn't have done it." He looked down while he stroked your cheeks and you stroked his hair and then touched his cute red nose.

"It was self defense as you said. Just don't kill everyone for insulting you okay darling? We don't want to have problems with the cops again, right?"

Your words were helpful and Joker smiled again and kissed your lips hungrily. It was a sign that he agreed and finally you both fell on the soft bed sheets and cuddled together.

"I hope that people learn to respect me. Believe me, I don't want to kill people. It's only the clown inside of me. He protects me from bullies and drunkards."

You know that and shook your head.

"I know darling. But I also know that Joker can be gentle too and reasonable. I have already forgiven you, so what about a nice dinner and then a relaxing bath together?"

Joker loved your idea and smirked at you. His smirk made you weak and he always loved that.

"Mmh, sounds very nice for me. But first I have to steal a few more kisses, because I was a naughty clown today."

He pressed his lips against yours and you wanted to answer him with only three words.

"Naughty but sweet.."

You couldn't say more, because he was hungry for your lips. And you were hungry for his lips. This moment was needed after this dispute with your beloved Joker...

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Hey my lovely clown friends! ♡♡♡

This time I write a short fanfic about Joker and his thoughts about his outfit and his make up.

And after he wakes up, something strange happened...

It is again an idea of me and it came into my thoughts earlier.

Enjoy it! :)

Disclaimer: Mental Illness

Waking up in full Joker mode

It's Joker's point of view..

I woke up and had a nightmare.

I found myself on my couch in the living room and look around. Everything I could realize was that it was the middle of the night and that my favourite episode of the Murry Franklin show ran on tv. It was already late and I heard the siren of a police car outside.

This was Gotham City during the day and night.

It was so fucked up and I still live here in apartment 8J. I slowly sat up and lit myself a cigarette, because I needed it to calm down. I have stopped to take my medication and I felt a lot better now. If this was good or bad?

"Fuck.." I dropped some ash on my lap and notice that I wore my red suit.

Jokers skin.

Have I really forgotten to change my clothe's? It would also mean that I still wear my make up. It must look like a total mess now, but who cares. Nobody would see me tonight anymore. I wouldn't leave my apartment till the morning comes.

I blew out a dark smoke of my mouth and remember that I went out as Joker and forgot to take a bath. My suit smelled like parfum, cigarette's and sweat. Mmmh! But I could really take a bath after my delicious cigarette. After I finished my cigarette, I turned the tv off and went to the bathroom. I couldn't wait to relax and enjoy a warm bath after this exciting day. I turned the lights on in my bathroom and prepared a warm bath with the scent of coconut and flowers. I put my clothe's off and placed them on my small table and then I checked my reflection. My make up was smeared. One blue triange longer than the other, my red eye brows mixed with blue and my red smirk smeared with the white. My red nose was the only thing which wasn't smeared, but I've planned on redo my make up after the bath. Even my green hair looked good after my short slumber. A few curls hung into my face, but they could be fixed with hair gel again.

I smirked at my reflection and formed with my fingers on my mouth a wide smile.

In the meanwhile my bath got ready and I wondered how it would feel to wake up in the morning as Joker. He deserved to wake up, because he protected me from bullies and criminal people.

"Joker, I have thought about a great idea. I'm going to let you be there when I wake up. Does that sound good for you?"

I asked my mirror reflection and it smirked back at me before it answered.

"That's a good plan, Arthur. I know you want me to cover your sad soul with a happy clown face and some jokes. Hahahahaha." Joker answered me and laughed. He knew better and I finally turned around to climb into my bath tube. The water was warm, almost hot but relaxing. Perfect for me, because I had to relax now. I already wanted to wash my make up off to feel like Arthur again, but I wanted to redo it and go to bed with it. And for my green hair it was the same. I layed down in my bath tube and breathed in the scent of coconut and flowers while I hummed the lines of my favourite song. I used my favourite shower gel and finally sang. The music was in my head and also in Joker's. We both shared the same passion and we were part of each other. But right now I felt like Arthur and Joker.

I closed my eyes and listened to the music in my head.

My head was full of chaos and memories.

I had to get rid of them and I could only do that when I wear my red suit and my Joker make up. My bath water was already cold and I climbed out of the bath tube. I wrapped a big towel around my fragile body and began to redo my make up. It should look perfect when I wake up in the morning. With the colours of white, red and blue I repainted my happy clown face again. Of course I turned Frank Sinatra on while I did my make up again and smirked at my result.

"Hello Joker.." I said to my mirror reflection and put my red suit on. Joker's skin, the most important part beside the clown make up. And here he was again and ready to bring chaos again to Gotham City. I would love to go out now, but it was so late and I was so tired and decided to go to bed.

I left my bathroom and went to my bedroom where I threw myself on my bed. I drifted away into a deep slumber and the night hours passed faster than I've imagined. Usually I couldn't sleep, because of my insomnia, but since I've stopped to take my meds I feel a lot better.

At least I could sleep a few hours until the siren horn of a police car woke me from my slumber.

"Who dares to wake up Joker?"

Right I was Joker before I went to bed. I didn't forget that and got up from my bed. The first thing was that I checked my make up when I entered my small bathroom. The mirror was right in front of me and I stepped closer to check my make up. The surprise was big, because it wasn't smeared.. How could that be possible? I slowly touched my face and felt that my skin felt thicker and it wasn't my clown make up. Nothing came off and I heard Joker's laugh in my head again.

"Hahahahahaha.. Hahahahahaha.."

It was me who was laughing.

And I began to realize that this was my new skin. Joker's skin with the red suit and the happy clown face.

"Is this the real me now?" I asked my mirror reflection. It smirked at me with this damn red smile and I could swear that it answered me. Or it was only my imagnation again.

"That's the real you, Joker.."

I could live with that, but this is only my imagnation. I would wake up sooner or later and then Arthur would be back. The poor and kind soul, my gentle side. But Joker took over hand and my hair glow bright green as if it wasn't dyed anymore.

Maybe I really turned into Joker now.

It was only a question of time until people realize the real clown, because I've noticed him already. He was right there inside of me and in the mirror.

"I guess I have to accept my fate now..."

"Yes you have to." The voice in my head spoke again and laughed. I smirked at my reflection and lit myself a cigarette to start my day as Joker.

I breathed in the smoke and then slowly out again like it's my life drug. The drug that keeps me alive...

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Hello my lovely clown friends! ♡♡♡

This is a very short story based on my dream I had earlier and I had to write it down with a few ideas.

Please enjoy it! :)

Female Reader and Arthur/Joker

Waking up in Arthur's Apartment

It's your point of view

It was a long day when you came home from work. You threw your handbag on the couch and heard a meow of your cat. Your brain was about to explode from head ache and you were too tired to cook dinner for yourself. But you had to eat something before going to bed and your cat followed you into the kitchen, because she was hungry too.

"It is okay, Jacky. I give you some food."

Jacky meowed and waited patiently for her food while you prepared it. Once you fed your cat, you stroked her forhead and walked to your living room. Your belly growled and you changed your clothe's into comfortable clothe's before you threw yourself on your couch. It was time to relax and you turned on the tv while you ate a few cookies. It didn't take long until you fell asleep. Your dream began and you entered the world of dreams and everything around you turned dark. For you it was ordinary to fall asleep and dream something beautiful, but not today. At least not now, because you saw the face of a stranger in front of you. He covered his face with a clown mask and wore a red suit. Suddenly he began to laugh and you woke up from this weird dream..

You wiped your eyes and looked around.

"Jacky? Oh my god. Where am I?"

This was very strange, because you weren't in your apartment anymore. It felt like home, but which apartment was it? This question was looking for answers and you slowly sat up on the couch. The fabric of the couch and the scent was so familiar and finally you knew it again. It was the apartment of Arthur Fleck, the character of the Joker movie. The guy who becomes Joker. Could that be real? Did you entered an other universe while you dreamed? You breathed in the scent and closed your eyes one more time before you got up to check out the apartment of your favourite movie character.

It felt so real and you couldn't believe that you were in Gotham City.

"This must be a dream, a beautiful dream."

You checked out everything of Arthur's apartment and walked to the window. It was indeed Gotham, because the streets outside looked exactly like in the movie. This was exciting and you wondered where Arthur was. What if he noticed you in his apartment? Would he be surprised or shocked? You wished the best and touched his things. The scent of him smelled like flowers and you loved it. The apartment was small, but pretty and suddenly you heard his voice.

Arthur's voice.

He was singing to his favourite song.

"That's life. It's what all the people say.."

Your heart raced faster and you tried to calm down. His voice was so beautiful and it sounded as if it comes from his bathroom. The bathroom where he prepared himself for his acts as party clown and Joker later. You felt the urge to check on him and stepped closer to his bathroom door.

Your hand was shaking as you moved it to the grip and suddenly he opened the door for you. You stepped back as if you were frozen and he stared at you surprised.

It was him. And he wore his clown make up, the red suit and green dyed hair. Of course you were speechless and the only word you could say was his name.

"Arthur.." Your voice sounded nervous and you fell unconcious. Arthur caught you from falling on the ground and took care about you while you were in his protective arms.

"It is okay. I'm taking care of you." He spoke to you and it didn't take long until you moved again. Soon you opened your eyes again and met his intense green eyes. They were staring at you and you tried to breath gently before you spoke again.

"I am sorry.. I don't know how I ended up here, Art.. I mean Joker. Please forgive me clown prince of crimes." You noticed how he smirked and pressed his red painted lips against yours. He knew that you loved him and he placed his gentle hands on your cheeks. You repeated his kiss and felt safe in his presence. The kiss was beautiful for you both and when it ended, he answered you.

"As I said it's okay. And you can call me Arthur or Joker, but I prefer Joker when I am in my red suit. May I know your name?"

You loved the way he spoke and smirked at you. You smiled at him and stroked his green curls gently. The kiss of him made you weak in your bones and you finally told him your name. "My name is (Y/N). I still can't believe that I am here in your apartment. This must be real then, not only my imagnation." You knew how he would react to your answer, but Joker kept his sexy smirk before he answered. "It is real, (Y/N). You are in Gotham and in my apartment. I have been waiting my entire life for someone like you. I must be a lucky clown then."

You could see true happiness in his beautiful eyes and a tear of him appeared in his painted face. This made you happy and you kissed his lips again. He repeated your kiss and took you into his protective arms. You felt protected and loved. Wasn't it strange? But you only listened to your heart and it made a step definetely. It was your wish and it came true. Now you belong to Arthur who was in his full Joker mode.

"You are not only a lucky clown, but also a handsome one my Joker. I am the luckiest girl in the world, because I found my clown prince of crimes." You chosed sweet and beautiful words for him. He deserved it, because he never felt true happiness in his whole life. You were the first woman that accepted him in such a short time of meeting him in reality. It made you both happy and it was fate that you appeared in Gotham City. And it was Arthur's most beautiful gift ever to meet a girl who understands him, loves him and accepts him.

Nobody has thought that entering a total different universe is possible, but it is. It happened to you and you were surprised to meet your crush. You could also call it a double luck, because you met Arthur Fleck and Joker at the same time...

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Hey my lovely clown friends! ♡♡♡

This was my own idea and no request this time. I hope it's good, so please enjoy it! :)

Female Reader and Joker

Joker stalking and kidnapping an innocent girl

It's your point of view.

It was half past ten in the evening and you walked through the streets of Gotham. It was loud like during the day. And you always thought the same. Why did you even move into this dirty and fucked up city? But then again you did it to make your family proud. You got a job in a bank and a nice apartment which was very comfortable for you, because you were a single young woman. You even thought about owning a pet, because you always wished to have a cat and soon you would have one. You tried to bring your brain on other thoughts while you were alone in a big and dangerous city. All you could hear were the siren of a police car, other cars and drunk people laughing. It was definetely time to get home before people notice you alone as a woman without weapons. You took a deep breath and continued to walk. The street lamps were the only light for you and most of the windows from buildings were already dark. "Why have I decided to go out at this late time? I'm so stupid." You spoke to yourself and suddenly you heard foot steps. They didn't belong to you and your heart raced faster. Someone has noticed you and probably followed you already. This wasn't a good sign and you walked faster. The direction didn't matter now and you breathed faster until you arrived an unfamiliar street where you stopped.

Suddenly you noticed a shadow on a building. It wasn't your shadow and you thought about turning around and face the person who followed you. You only had two choices. Eighter running away or look your follower into his eyes. You were a brave young woman and turned around. Nobody was there, only this shadow and you decided to speak. "Who is there? That's not funny. Show yourself or I call the police!" This was riskful, because you had no idea who was there behind the building. And then he finally showed himself. You barely noticed his face, because it was so dark and he stepped into the light. A cold shiver ran down on your back and you slowly stepped back. It was a guy dressed as clown. He wore a red suit, green hair and clown make up. This must have been a true nightmare, because you hated clowns. You were scared of them since your childhood. And now you have been stalked from a clown. Could it be worse than that?

"Why did you follow me, clown?" You finally asked, but he came closer and put a clown mask on to cover his face. Maybe he was scared to be seen and grabbed your hands. Did he really want to kidnap you? It looked like he would kidnap you and put a cloth around you, so you couldn't talk anymore. And you had the feeling of running away, but at the same time you were frightened, because this clown could have killed you if he carried a gun with him. He even hand cuffed you and leaded you away from this place. You wished to hear his voice and he finally spoke to you. "I followed you, because of a very good reason. Now be a good girl and walk. Oh and my name isn't clown. My name is Joker." You have heard this name before, but you didn't know that you met exactly this clown in red suit. Since you couldn't speak anymore, you only did what he wanted from you. It was a bad idea to argue with a clown and you were scared of them too. All the way you walked with him was silent. Nobody seemed to notice you both and nobody was there to help you. You were alone with a clown who just kidnapped you. And it felt as if it was a never ending walk. You thought about his name. Joker. There was only one clown who owned this name and you felt how your anxiety grew with each moment you thought about him. But then, finally he stopped to walk and you heard how he unlocked a door. Your eyes were always on him. His red suit, the green hair and the clown mask that covered his face. Suddenly he turned around and spoke to you.

"We are there. Promise me to be silent and don't try to scream. I don't want to hurt you, okay?" He didn't want to hurt you, but he kidnapped you. How funny and strange, but you only shook your head and stared at his outfit. The clown leaded you inside and removed the cloth from your mouth, but he kept your hand cuffed. Maybe he was afraid that you try to escape sooner or later, but you were a good girl. You were afraid of him, but you could also calm down and feel a bit safer. The idea was strange, but it was better to be a prisoner of a clown than getting hurt or sexually abused from drunkards. Gotham was dangerous enough and known of crimes. "Alright, Joker. Why are you doing this? Do you want to be known as the clown prince of crimes?" Your question was brave as he leaded you to a table where he pointed to a seat. Of course you sat down and he began to study your features. You wished that he put his clown mask off, but you didn't ask him. "I am the clown prince of crimes. What is your name?" He asked you and you rolled your eyes before you answered him. "Is this your kind of conversation, Joker? My name is (Y/N)." Finally you told him your name and he smirked behind the clown mask. He didn't sound so evil, but you wouldn't trust him anyway. He stalked you and kidnapped you. And he seemed to enjoy it. But he didn't tell you why he did that. "Nice to meet you, (Y/N). Please don't fear me. There are so many people who fear me, because I'm a clown." Joker watched you and felt bad inside. He wasn't here to hurt you, but you had no idea about it. It angered you and you yelled at him. "I have a fucking clown phobia since my childhood and you tell me I shouldn't fear you. What is wrong with you, clown?" Okay this was hard, but you had a good reason to yell at your kidnapper. And he didn't mind that, because he was used getting insulted and hurt. He turned his head against the wall and dropped the clown mask. You looked at his green curly hair from behind and noticed how he looked down to the ground. Somehow you felt bad for him and something told you that you should tell him that you are sorry for insulting him. After a moment of thinking, you decided to speak to him. Your eyes were fixed at him and you spoke. "Please forgive me, Joker. I didn't want to insult you."

Joker looked down and spoke with a sad voice. "It is okay, (Y/N). I couldn't know about your clown phobia. I should let you go and stop to kidnap young woman." Suddenly he turned around and looked into your face. You could see his face finally! And you both could tell that your eyes were big and your mouth was half opened. "What?" He asked and lit himself a cigarette. It was clear that you were speechless and surprised about his handsome features. Your bones were weak and your heart raced faster. Could you explain him what you think of him? No. It wasn't easy for you and you just said what you thought. "Nothing, but you are beautiful. I think you are the most beautiful clown I've ever seen in my whole life." Your eyes were fixed at him and his face expression changed. He took a long drag of his cigarette and came towards you. You were nervous, but not afraid anymore. Deep in his heart he was a kind person, ignored from society and looking for revenge. But you couldn't know that and you were afraid that he might not like your compliments. "Are you kidding?" He finally asked as he stood in front of you. His face didn't look angry but he wanted to know if you made a bad joke or if you meant it serious. "No. Why would I be kidding? I mean it serious, Joker. You are very beautiful." You sounded like a fan girl and he suddenly smirked. His smirk made you weaker. You loved every part of his clown make up and wanted to tell him that, but Joker spoke to you now. "You are the first who tells me compliments. I think you understand me. Nobody has ever understand me." His voice was like music in your ears and you listened to him as if you knew about what he spoke. People ignored him all his life, but since he was known as Joker, people finally noticed him. He became a villain, but it wasn't his fault. You wanted to hug him and tell him that everything is going to be okay, but you were still hand cuffed. Wasn't it romantic? You've got eyes for Joker, your kidnapper and you were hand cuffed. This was a very exciting situation. "Yes I understand you and I tell you compliments, because they are true about you. You maybe think I'm kidding, but I'm not." You tried to avoid his face, but it was nearly impossible. He was too handsome to be ignored. Your thoughts told the truth about him and your heart made a step. This kind of situation barely happened in life, that a girl fell in love with her kidnapper.

The green haired clown believed you and blew a dark smoke out of his mouth. He studied your eyes and had something in mind. He wasn't shy or something like that, but he was afraid that you maybe slap him after he did what he wanted to do. You both had the same thought and your eyes were fixed at each others. Joker trusted you already and unlocked your hand cuffs. Finally you were free and the first thing you did was hugging him. "Thank you Joker! I knew that you have a good heart and not a bad one." You sounded happy and you smelled his parfum and the scent of the cigarette. He was still smoking and placed his free hand on your cheek. His hand felt good on your soft and warm skin. "It is good. I see that I can trust you, so there are no hand cuffs needed anymore. You are really a good girl, (Y/N)." He smiled at you and finished his cigarette. It was amazing and so intimate to watch him smoking. He was so beautiful and handsome and you were so naive and trusted him. But he trusted you too. If not then you would still be hand cuffed. For a moment you thought about kissing him and you placed your hands on his cheeks and pressed your lips against his red painted ones. You just kissed your kidnapper! And all the anxiety you got disappeared. Joker replied your kiss and wrapped his arms around you. You both were surprised and you could tell that he loved being kissed. This was reality and once you both broke the kiss, your eyes were fixed at his. And Joker's eyes were fixed at yours. How could he have such intense green eyes?

"Oh my god Joker. This was very intense and beautiful. Forgive me for this kiss, but I feel.." You wanted to end your sentence, but he smirked and kissed you one more time. This was the final answer. He felt the same for you and it was like love for the first sight. You wanted to touch his hair with your fingers and feel those sexy curls on your soft skin. He stroked your cheeks during the kiss and looked into your eyes. "I know what you want to say, (Y/N). You feel drawn to me. Am I right?" You even loved his sexy voice and you could only shake your head, because your eyes were fixed at his handsome features. You needed a moment to answer him and took his hands into yours. His hands were so soft and beautiful. Everything on him was beautiful and you finally spoke. "I feel drawn to you and I love you, Joker. And I forgive you for stalking me and kidnapping me." You got a smirk on your face and Joker noticed it. He cupped your cheeks and answered you. "I also feel drawn to you, (Y/N). You have something particular on you and I never felt this way before." Joker's words made you happy and you kissed him again. You were truly naive, but you listened to your heart and your heart never lied. This clown was in your dreams and now everything made sense. He was looking for you and kidnapped you, to show you who he really was. Somehow you felt scared at the first time when you met him, but then it became exciting and romantic even after he hand cuffed you. This experience was still in your mind. "Me, particular? Thank you. That's a compliment Joker. Would you like to hand cuff me again? It was very romantic for me." You sounded as if you loved being part of a crime and Joker didn't want to believe what he just heard from your mouth.

"Are you serious, (Y/N)" His voice sounded surprised and he raised his eye brows. He looked at you with his green eyes. Those wild eyes! And you bit your lower lip nervously and pulled him closer. "I am serious, but as long as I am with you everything is perfect. We can do the hand cuff thing later again my clown prince of crimes." You smirked at him and kissed his lips again. The taste of his lips was sweet. He replied your kiss and then looked at you. "Why waiting if I could hand cuff you now?" Joker laughed and you knew it was just a joke of him. You met the most dangerous villain of Gotham City but also the most attractive and handsome one. The best on him was that he didn't kidnap you to hurt you, he did it because he got feelings for you. The same happened to you and suddenly you hand cuffed him and yourself.

"Now we are both hand cuffed to each other. You're my Joker now." You smiled at him and he smirked. His beautiful smirk and he looked at your hand cuffed hands. "I like that idea very much. Now come here, (Y/N)! Let me kiss your sweet lips one more time." And you let him kiss your lips. Joker pressed his lips against yours with closed eyes and you both were lost in each others kisses...

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Hey my sweet clowns!

This was a request from the sweet @arthurflecksgirl ♡♡♡

I hope you like it! :)

Female Reader and Joker

The real face behind Joker

You were cleaning up the small apartment while you thought about your boyfriend. You wondered how he would look like without his clown make up. Of course you loved him how he presented himself, but you really wondered which handsome face lived behind the make up.

"He is so handsome, but I want to know who he really is.."

Suddenly you heard gun shots and you knew that it could only be Joker. You finished cleaning up and turned on the tv. The sound of gun shots made you nervous and scared, because you could never know if the police were out or some criminals. But you knew it was only your boyfriend and he entered the apartment. You took a deep breath before you look at him and notice his worried face expression behind the happy clown face. He held his gun in his right hand and looked at the ground. It was enough to make you feel worried about him. Your hands were touching his hands and you slowly spoke to him, because you were afraid that he could be angry or something. But he was never angry or mad at you. You were his girlfriend.

"Joker, is everything alright?" Your voice sounded gentle and innocent. He was silent at first, but as soon as he heard his name, he smirked and this damn sexy smirk made you weak in your bones. Joker looked into your beautiful eyes and spoke the three words out. "I love you, (Y/N)." He pressed his lips against yours and closed his eyes for a moment. Only you could calm him down and you both were kissing each other until you broke the kiss to ask him what happened.

"I love you too Joker. You're my hero, but what happened? I have heard gun shots and I was afraid." You placed your hand on your chest and he took a deep breath. His face expression changed and he looked more like a dangerous clown now. "Yes. A group of young men annoyed me and insulted me. I gave them what they deserved. They forget who I am. This is my city. I am the clown prince of crimes." Joker sounded so confident and smirked evily, but not to scare you. He could never scare you and took your hands. "Do you trust me, (Y/N)?" This question came by surprise and you stood face to face with him. You could have explained him everything now, but you only kissed his painted lips again. He wrapped his arms around you and stroked your hair. You loved it when he touched your hair and you loved his scent in every way. But then you answered him finally and you smirked back at him. "I trust you with my life, Joker. I belong to you my handsome clown." He loved to hear those words from your mouth and placed his hands on your cheeks. You had something on your mind and you wanted to speak it out. "What is on your mind, sweetheart?" You loved it when he called you sweetheart. It was a sign that you were special and the only one for him.

"I always wonder how you look like without clown make up."

He looked into your eyes and then looked down. Joker was shy and didn't want to show his real face, but you wanted to see it and stroked his hands.

"Me without make up? But I am Joker. And Joker wears his make up." Your boyfriend had good answers and smirked at you as if he hid something from you. You trusted him and you wished the same from him since you both lived together in his apartment. The apartment that felt like home.

"Yes I know, Joker. Don't be shy, but I would like to see your real face too. You don't have to be afraid. I love you for who you are and not only, because you are a clown." You offered him a warm smile and you placed your hand on his cheek. His intense green eyes were watching you in a very intimate way which made you weak again. He would do anything for you, his girl but he was very shy with putting his make up off for you. Joker loved it when you stroked his cheeks and he made cute noises before he answered you again. "I know, (Y/N). You love me how I am, but I have never put my make up off. I fear to get bullied again from society." He spoke from his horrible past and this made you sad. You didn't want him to be sad, so you had a better idea. "What if I put your make up off step by step? You can trust me. I'm your girlfriend, Joker. I only wish to see which handsome face hides behind this sexy clown make up." You were blushing and Joker laughed gently. He finally agreed with you and kissed you one more time on your soft lips. Your lips against his lips were enough to make you both hungry for each other. But you both were nervous too.

"Okay. Remove my make up from my face, (Y/N)." Joker gave you a soft sponge and make up remover. You could tell that he was pretty nervous and you calmed him down. Nothing would happen.

"Everything is going to be okay, darling. If you don't feel comfortable without make up, then we paint your make up on again. How does that sound for you?" You spoke with good words to him and he shook his head. Joker placed his hands on his lap while you began to remove his make up to make his real face visible. "Sounds good for me." He smirked at you and you began to remove the white face paint from his forhead. Joker stared at you all the time and felt as if someone freed him from his second skin. It felt weird for him, but he loved it that you did this for him. It was so intimate for him and for you it felt like you get to know his second identity. You only knew him as Joker. And soon in a few minutes, you would see him as complete different person. You reached his red eye brows and asked him if he was alright. "Everything alright so far?" Your voice calmed him down and he smiled at you. It was a sign for him that he was alright.

"Yes, (Y/N). It's a good feeling how you put my make up off. Please continue." Joker held still and noticed the red of his make up on the soft sponge. You removed already his painted on eye brows and now you moved to his blue triangles. You gently wiped them off with the small sponge and the blue stained the sponge. A mess of white, red and blue was on the sponge and you wiped the make up from his nose and giggled. "Now I have to remove the red from your cute nose, darling. I hope you don't mind." Joker didn't mind and made a funny face. He enjoyed it and couldn't get enough of your soft touches. It was like a massage for his skin. And he wished that it would never end, but you reached already his red fake smile and your mouth formed a smile. A few stains of white and the make up was gone. His face was free from the clown make up and you were speechless. "What?" He asked and noticed your surprised face. You touched his bare face and couldn't believe how beautiful he was. "Nothing. You are so beautiful. Why do you always hide your beautiful face from me? Are you afraid that I might not find you attractive?" Your hand moved to his ears and you stroked his green curls behind his ears. Your eyes were fixed at him all the time. And your heartbeat was even faster than before. This was the very first time where you saw your boyfriend without clown make up. And he didn't look so shy anymore, because he was still confident in his red suit.

"I hide my face, because Arthur is a poor soul. He is a loner and he is weak. Joker is confident, strong and dangerous. He protects Arthur from the evil, sweetheart. You think I'm beautiful?" He asked curious with a gentle smile on his face. His hands were holding yours and you kissed his lips deeply before you answered him.

"Yes, you are beautiful Arthur Fleck. No need to hide your beauty from me. I'm your girlfriend and you know that I love you as yourself and as Joker." You stroked his cheeks and noticed another smile on his handsome face. He was still Joker, but without make up. "Please call me Joker!" He finally said and placed his hands on your cheeks. You had no problem with that. He was beautiful in every way and didn't need make up to be perfect.

"Of course Joker. You are perfect to me and you should know that."

You admired his face, his green eyes, this beautiful smile.. a real smile, his glorious curls and this sexy red suit. "Do you feel comfortable or do you want your clown make up back?" You both were laughing suddenly.

And his laugh was so beautiful and real.

"I feel comfortable, (Y/N). Thank you for putting my clown make up off. What would I do without you?" He pulled you closer and kissed your lips again. This made you very happy and you replied his sweet kiss. And you wondered why he didn't smell like cigarette's this time. Maybe he didn't have time to smoke as he killed his enemies. But you could smell his parfum and this was enough to drive yourself crazy and get wild.

"You would be lonely and helpless like me. Let's forget that now and watch Murray Franklin on tv. What about that?" Your ideas made him always feel better and he agreed. You both walked to the couch and layed down together. "It sounds wonderful for me, (Y/N). I am so happy to have you." He wrapped his arm around you and you smiled. You loved his compliments and suddenly you had something funny in mind.

"And I am so happy to have Joker and Arthur as my boyfriend. It's called double luck, right?" You were laughing and Joker too. It was funny for him and this warmed up your heart. He laughed a real laugh and lit himself a cigarette, finally. You watched him and placed a kiss on his cheek before you layed your head against his shoulder.

A romantic evening with your beloved Joker and Arthur could begin...

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Hey my lovely clown friends!

This was a request of the lovely @ajokerfangirl :)

I hope you enjoy it! ♡♡♡

Female Reader and Joker.

It's your point of view.

Joker making love to you

Disclaimer: Sex, Mentall Illness

You were lying on your couch, because you fell asleep after watching the Murray Franklin show. It was another beautiful evening since you moved into your boyfriend's apartment. Everything was perfect and you felt Arthur's gentle hand on your cheek. You were smiling while you were dreaming and he smirked, because he got a very beautiful surprise for his princess. He knew that you would wake up and he kissed your lips gently. His sweet kiss woke you finally from your slumber and you looked into his intense green eyes.

He was dressed in his full Joker outfit and smirked at you as if he wanted to tell you something. You were weak and wiped your eyes before you looked at him again.

"Joker?" You asked and he pulled you closer.

He wore his clown make up and his hair was green with those beautiful curls. Wasn't he the sexiest clown on earth? Of course he was and your heart raced faster.

You were already curious about his surprise for you. It was actually a surprise to see him dressed as Joker for you. And this passionate kiss felt wonderful.

"Yes, (Y/N).. Are you surprised?" He stroked your cheeks and revealed your half naked body with the blanket.

"I am surprised, Joker. What are you going to do to me?" A playful smile appeared on your face and he smirked at you. His sexy red lips were enough to make you weak and wet in your underwear. You knew what he wanted to do with you. This sexy clown wanted to possess your beautiful body.

"I want you. I need all of you my beautiful (Y/N). Do you trust me?"

His voice was so beautiful and sexy. Joker wanted to make love to you in his way and in his handsome Joker suit. You couldn't say no to him and bit your lips. Nervousity grew inside of your belly and you played the innocent girl now, because you didn't tell him that you were a virgin. Joker stroked your cheeks and asked you if you were okay. You shook your head and felt your own heartbeat. It was okay, because Joker would be the first who would make love to you and you loved it to see him with clown make up, red suit and green dyed hair.

"I trust you Joker, but you should know one thing.. I am a virgin. Could you please be gentle with me my clown prince?"

He smiled and kissed your lips hungry before he answered. "Oh I love that. Of course I'm gentle with my princess. May I undress you now, (Y/N)?" How he used his words. You were not used to a gentle Joker, but he was your Joker and your boyfriend. He was still your sweet Arthur and he prefered to be called Joker.

"Yes, undress me.. I want to feel all your love for me." You giggled as he put your bra off and finally your underwear. You were already wet, because of him and this turned him on. He smiled and looked at your naked body with a lustful face expression.

"So beautiful.." Joker whispered and waited a moment to think about his first step.

Maybe he was a little shy too like you.

"What are you waiting for Joker? Take me! I'm all yours.."

Joker smirked and began his foreplay with you. He touched your vagina and used his finger to get inside of you. You moaned already and this made you weaker. He didn't start yet and you began already to moan with pleasure.

"You like that, huh?" He asked and continued before he began to explore your inner parts of your body. You shook your head and soon he noticed that you can't take it anymore and stopped.

"Please keep your suit on for me."

You said to him and he smirked again at you. His damn sexy smirk!

"Oh I will.. It's my skin. Joker's skin. Remember, sweetheart?" He stroked your cheeks and opened his trousers to free his erection. Your eyes were fixed at his hands and you tried to calm down. It's only your boyfriend's erection and you would feel it in his full length inside you.

"How can I forget your skin, my handsome Joker?" You played the innocent girl and he slowly moved down on your exposed body. Joker loved to touch you and to feel your warm skin. He was romantic at heart and only wished to give you love and comfort. You both deserved that and he gave it to you in his way.

"Joker?" Your voice was like music in his ears and you both knew that Joker's head was filled with music. The clown prince in his sexy red suit always listened to music, even right now.

"Yes, sweetheart?" He asked and looked into your beautiful eyes.

"Please fuck me!" You never talked dirty before, but it was allowed in Joker's presence. And he enjoyed to hear those words from your innocent mouth.

"Oh I will.. And you are going to love it, (Y/N)."

You smiled and waited for him to come inside. He loved it to see you like this in front of his eyes and he slowly moved his erection into you. It felt great for you and you wished that it would never end.

"Oh my god.. fuck!" You said and moaned louder this time. He was hot and damn good. Joker loved your words and continued with his little game. He tried to dance with his arms and his upper body while he fucked you for the first time. The favourite song of him was on the radio and he sang along while moving inside of you with his warm erection.

"That's life.. It's what all the people say."

You loved how he played you and you couldn't get enough of him.

Joker had his own ways how to make a girl like you lucky and he looked at your red face. You were blushing. And he loved to see you like this.

"Does my princess love what I'm doing?"

His questions were like music in your ears and you were out of breath for a moment. You loved every move of him and it didn't hurt for you. It was only intense and you were about to cum. Joker noticed it and made cute clown noises. He never thought that he could bring it so far and placed a deep kiss on your lips. You wondered why he didn't stain your lips and your face and he told you why.

"I love everything you do to me, Joker. But why didn't your make up stain my face? Is it a different make up this time?"

You touched his cheek and it felt like his skin.

Strange.

"I used waterproof make up. I didn't want to stain your beautiful face, (Y/N). Don't worry. It's not stuck if you thought that."

But you would love it if his make up was stucked. The clown make up suited him so well and you couldn't get enough of him. You could even tell that he looked tired, because of this intense feeling of love. But it was wonderful for you and you placed your hands on his cheeks.

"I see. The clown make up suits you my beloved Joker. Now kiss me and let me feel your suit on my naked skin."

He smirked and kissed your lips. His gentle hands were on your cheeks and he sank gently on you. You were caught and couldn't escape from him. You were his girlfriend and he was your boyfriend. This moment was enough to make you both lucky and you had your first time with Joker. If someone could ever make you the luckiest girl in the world, then it was Joker. And he looked into your eyes like a wild cat.

"Thank you, (Y/N). Your compliments make me so happy. You know that, right sweetheart?" He stroked your hair behind your ears and hummed That's Life. This song was always on his mind when he thought about Joker and he was your Joker.

You played with his green curls and touched the fabric of his red suit. Everything of him was perfect and you wanted nothing more than cuddle with him after your beautiful first time with Joker.

"You deserve only the best. I don't care about the words of others, because they don't know you. They think you are a villain and insane clown, but you are so much more. You are very nice, sweet, gentle and you protect your girl."

Joker almost cried, because of your beautiful words and you found his weakness. You wrapped your arms around him and rested your head against his chest. His heartbeat was gentle and you were the reason for his gentle heartbeat and his kind soul. You became a piece of him and his heart belonged to you now.

He would do anything for you, even kill those who would insult you and bring you pain.

Wasn't he the cutest clown you've ever met in your whole life?

"You are so sweet to me, (Y/N). You are the only one who really understand me. All others are stupid, ignorant and cruel to a freak like me. And they hate clown's."

Joker was hurt, but it wasn't your fault. Only the memories returned to him. Arthur would have cried now on your arms, but Joker could hide his tears. He was the stronger one of the two.

Two persons, one life and one soul.

"Shh. Forget them all! They aren't worth it. You are the ruler of Gotham and they have to follow your rules or they see the consequences. And now let me cuddle closer to you." You stroked his cheeks and kissed his lips deeply. He loved it when you kissed his lips and he felt better after your kiss. He could give you what you desired and wished. This made you very lucky and you could only hope for a second time sooner or later.

He pulled the blanket around your naked body and decided to sleep in his red suit beside you. Joker wore his make up and didn't want to put it off. It was too sexy to wash it off and it was the same with the green hair dye.

"I like the idea of you, (Y/N). We both will rule Gotham together. How does that sound my dear?" He smirked again and placed his arm around you. It gave you warmth and comfort. His whole presence gave you what you wanted and needed.

A yawning escaped from your mouth and you spoke with tired voice.

"It sounds fantastic, Joker. But I think I should sleep now. I'm really tired now."

He understood you very well and gave you a good night kiss. "Of course sweetheart. Good night, (Y/N)."

You replied his kiss and completed his sentence. "And always remember.. that's life." And then you fell asleep in Joker's arms.

He was your protector every time and everywhere...

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This was a request from the sweet @jokerhappylover ♡♡♡

I hope you enjoy this piece! :)

Female reader and Joker.

A special gift from Joker

It's your point of view

You have decided to live in Gotham City, but once you have lived your first day in this big city, you had enough. It was a big mistake to move here where you have a bad neighbour hood, a small appartment in an old building with an old elevator. You even thought about leaving again until you met a very friendly and shy man. He got brown curly hair and intense green eyes. He was taller than you and lived in the same building. You wanted to talk with him when you both first met, but he didn't have enough time. He only told you his name and that he lived in appartment 8J.

Arthur Fleck was his name.

It was a beautiful name and he haunted your dreams all night long. You thought it would stop sooner or later, but it became worse.

You spoke to yourself...

"Why is he in my dreams when I don't know him yet? That's strange.."

A few days in Gotham and you met already your neighbour. You only saw him in the morning and in the evening when he came home from work. Of course you wondered what kind of work he had, but it was easy to find out.. He always wore his working clothe's before he started his work and after his work when he came home. You were like a detective, because you always watched him and all you could bring out was a friendly hello and a warm smile on your face. It had something to do with him and you were too shy to go to his appartment, knock on the door and ask him if he want to go out with you.

And one day.. it was after two or three weeks, you decided to talk to him after he came home from work.

You were about to cook dinner for yourself and suddenly you heard foot steps. It must have been him and you decided to check your letters, but then you opened your door and there he was.

Arthur.. But he was dressed in a clown's costume, with patched trousers, a yellow vest and a jacket with a huge red flower on the left side of his chest. Your eyes were fixed at him and he suddenly noticed you. You could feel how fast your heartbeat was as he smiled at you in a very sweet but shy way and he greeted you.

"Hi, (Y/N).." He offered his hand and wasn't sure how you would react, because you looked as if you were frozen now.

This man in front of you made you weak and you slowly took his hand before you could answer him. "Hello Arthur.. It's nice to see you again." You couldn't speak more, because your eyes were fixed at this cute clown and you felt already butterflies in your belly. It must have been something like love for the first sight, but you both were too shy and nobody of you both would have made the first step, so he came closer and spoke to you.

"I wish I've had more time now, but I have to take care about my mother. Maybe you want to meet me tomorrow? I'm free off work tomorrow and I have a surprise for you."

His voice was sweet and you listened to him carefully, because you were a good listener and your cheeks turned red. Arthur made you weak with his words and you touched your own cheeks. Of course he noticed it and placed his right hand on your blushing cheek.

You looked into his intense green eyes and a warm smile appeared on your lips before you answered him.

"Oh my.. Do you really mean that, Arthur? I'm actually very speechless. I wanted to ask you if we can meet each other in our free time."

Arthur smiled and looked surprised too, because he never thought that a pretty girl like you would ask him to go out with him or accept the invitation of him. You admired his face expression and stroked his stubborn brown curl out of his face with a soft giggle.

"Yes I really mean it.. I'm surprised by myself, because I never asked a girl before if she wants to go out with me, so I should be the lucky one. And you are a kind and sweet girl, (Y/N)."

He stroked your hair gently behind your ear and gave you a piece of paper with the adress where he would meet you tomorrow.

You took the piece of paper thankfully and wanted to say something, but he interrupt you and placed a kiss on your cheek. This is what you wanted and you didn't need to ask him, because he did it without asking you. And you felt like the luckiest girl here in Gotham, because you got an invitation of your sweet neighbour and it could only mean that your life become better. You wished that his cheek kiss didn't end, but he was in a hurry and came closer to whisper something into your ears.

"(Y/N), I hope it doesn't bother you if you see me tomorrow as clown." His voice was gentle and he felt warm around his heart like you.

You smiled and took his hands before you answered him.

"I don't mind it to see you dressed as clown. It suits you very well and if you feel more confident in your clown look, then it's fine."

You could see how his smile returned and he agreed with a gentle smile before he winked you to say you good bye.

"Thank you. We see us tomorrow, (Y/N). Good night!" Arthur disappeared and you walked back into your appartment with butterflies in your belly. Did you just get an invitation to a date from your neighbour? Yes it was real and you took the piece of paper with the adress and opened it.

You read the adress loud.

"William Street at two o'clock in the afternoon."

You felt how fast your heart raced and almost forgot your meal in the kitchen. It was ready and you prepared yourself a glass of juice and your dinner. You had a hard day and this day ended with an invitation to a date. You couldn't be happier.

After you ate your dinner, you decided to go to bed and once you layed down you drifted away into a deep slumber.

All you could do was dreaming about Arthur and the night ended.

You woke up too late, but the first thing you could hear was the siren of a police car and you thought again why you even moved here.

"Oh my.. Why can't there be a morning without a loud noise from this city?"

You shook your head and got up from your bed. It was time for breakfast and you prepared yourself coffee and pancakes. Your belly growled and you take a seat in front of the table and took a look at the watch. It was almost one o'clock and there was only one more hour left until you meet your sweet neighbour. "I should better hurry up, because I don't want to be late."

You drank your coffee and ate your pancakes faster and then you took a shower with your favourite shower gel.

Once you finished your shower, you decided to put on something nice. You chosed a beautiful red blouse, a red skirt and brown shoes. You had to be perfect for your date and you used a red lipstick and a sweet parfum.

"Perfect. Now I should leave, because I don't want him to wait so long."

You grabbed your handbag, your purse and left your appartment. After you locked the door, you took the elevator and drove to the ground floor. You were nervous and excited, because you are going to meet your secret crush. Arthur didn't know about it and this made everything more exciting.

The weather was warm and cloudy as you walked through the city. It was loud as always and you only thought about him. People didn't give you one close look, because they were so ignorant these days.

You didn't care. Only Arthur had to accept how you were dressed and suddenly as you thought about him, he appeared in front of you. You noticed his voice.

"Hello, (Y/N). You look extremely beautiful today."

You looked at him and couldn't trust your eyes. He was dressed in an elegant red suit, with a green shirt and a yellow vest sticking out. The vest remembered you on his clown outfit from yesterday, but his face was fully painted. You were used to his clown make up, but instead of a clown nose, he painted his nose red. And his red smile was big! Above and below of his eyes, there were blue triangles painted on and red eye brows.

You were used to this make up, but his hair.. It was green. He dyed his hair green and wore it slick back. This made you speechless and you only stared into his intense green eyes before you spoke.

"Arthur.. Is that really you? I mean.. look at you.. You look handsome in red and your hair is green.."

Your nervousity made him happy, because he knew that you would love to see him in this outfit. He smirked at your answer and took your hand.

"Please call me Joker!" He sounded so confident as he leaded you through the city. People stared at you and him, but he didn't care and smoked a cigarette. You were silent for a moment and your heart raced faster, because of him. He looked so handsome in his red suit and you couldn't take off your eyes from him.

"Alright, Joker.. Is this my surprise then?"

Your lips were forming a wide smile as you walked with him. You had no idea that he got something for you and smirked at you with his wide red painted on smile. It made you wild and you wanted to kiss those pretty painted lips, but he suddenly stopped and pulled you closer. His green eyes were fixed at you and he took your hands and smirked.

"Close your eyes, (Y/N)."

His voice was gentle and he waited patiently until you closed your eyes. You were fast and your eyes were closed after he told you.

Suddenly you could feel a small box in your hands and Joker spoke to you.

"Open your eyes!" And you opened your eyes and saw the small box. Joker's smirk grew and he couldn't wait until you opened it.

"This is my gift for you, because you are the sweetest and nicest girl here in Gotham. And you are the only one who ever spoke to me, a freak and a clown." Joker's heart raced faster as you opened the small box where a pretty silver ring layed with his name /Joker/ on it. You were speechless and placed your right hand on your chest, because of happiness.

"Oh my god Joker! This is amazing. You are so sweet. Thank you so much! I can't thank you enough for such a beautiful gift."

Tears appeared on your eyes and you kissed his red painted lips. You needed to show him how much you loved him. You didn't need to use words, because the easier answer was a kiss on his lips. And you felt a storm of butterflies in your belly.

You both were kissing each other and Joker enjoyed your kiss. This could have been endless, but you both slowly ended the sweet kiss and Joker spoke first.

"Incredible. You know, this was my first kiss of a woman. And I wished it was you. I must be a very lucky clown then." He smiled and still held your hands. You felt your smeared lipstick and your tears who were about to dry under your eyes.

You were again speechless and wanted to kiss his lips again, but first you answered him. "First of all we should make a few things clear.. You aren't a freak, you are a wonderful man behind this handsome clown face. And you are the nicest and friendliest person here in Gotham, because all others are fucked up and so ignorant." You took a breath and wanted to continue to talk, but he didn't let you. He pressed his lips once again on yours and put your new ring on your ring finger. This made him truly happy and you made him truly happy. His smile on his face, not the painted on one.. the real smile behind the make up made you the luckiest girl in Gotham.

Joker released you from his kiss and painted a red wide smile on your face with your smeared lipstick. And the lipstick colour which was left on his finger ended up on your nose. Joker wanted you to look like a clown and you giggled as he did that.

"Am I your clown girl now, Joker?"

You asked with a playful smile and admired the personal gift of your handsome neighbour who just showed you what he felt for you. It have could have been like love for the first sight.

Joker loved your question and smiled with your hands in his own.

"Yes. You're now my clown girl, (Y/N). I have smeared your lipstick, but next time I'm going to paint your face just like mine. How does that sound?"

It sounded exciting for you and you agreed with him. Imagine how you would look in the same clown make up like Joker.

"I can't await that anymore my handsome Joker. Thank you again for this unique and beautiful gift. I'm going to wear this ring now for the rest of my life."

Your words were a true compliment and a reason for him to show a real smile behind the red fake smile. Joker might be confident, protective and sweet to his girlfriend but he was also dangerous.

He would even kill those people who would insult you and hurt you. Joker had also his negative sides like the man who lived behind the mask.

You both walked hand in hand and Joker held your hand all the time.

"I am glad you love it. It's a personal gift and it should bring you luck too."

He wrapped his arm around you and continued to walk with you. People were watching you both with weird face expressions. Of course you both didn't give a fuck about them.

You and Joker wanted to show Gotham how lucky you both were to be together as a couple. And this was a new chapter for the once mental loner called Arthur who found the girlfriend of his dreams.

And he didn't need to be only Joker to be loved from you, because you loved and accepted him how he was...

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Hello my lovely clown friends! :)

This is part two of "Arthur getting new medication"

I hope you guys like this story.

Enjoy it. ♡♡♡

It's Arthur's point of view.

The clown comes out to play

Disclaimer: mentall illness

I was half asleep and dreamed at the same time.

It was early in the afternoon.

After the passionate kiss of my beloved (Y/N) ended, we both became tired and layed down on our couch in the living room.

We cuddled up together and wanted to rest a little. It was peaceful to lay on the couch with the one you love. And to think about nothing like the world around you stand still.

I could hear her breath against my face and her heartbeat, because my hand was on her chest. Everything was perfect and nothing or nobody could disturb us. The only problem was my shadow, because he begged for coming out and I couldn't hide him anymore. It was too early to show (Y/N) my other self, but I couldn't wait anymore. Joker wouldn't wait longer, because he wasn't patient. I made (Y/N) curious and the result is to risk it and give her a look at my protector, the clown in red suit. Red has always been my favourite colour. My suit explains it and (Y/N) knew that. I could tell her anything, but I am always getting nervous when she looks at me with this curious face expression as if I hide something from her. I want to be honest with her and I have promised her that.

Suddenly I opened my eyes and looked at (Y/N). She looked so sweet and innocent during her slumber, but then I heard her whispering my name. This made me happy and I kissed her cheek.

"I love you, (Y/N)." I whispered into her ears and stroked her hair.

She smiled and opened her eyes. I hope I didn't wake her and smiled back at her.

"I love you too, Arthur." She kissed my lips and placed her hands on my cheeks. I loved it when she did that and began to play with my curls. (Y/N) loved it to play with my messy hair and I always giggled and enjoyed it. I could have continued like that, but then the final question came.

(Y/N) looked me in the eyes and asked me.

"Can you introduce me Joker?"

I heard him inside of me. He wished to come out and say hello to (Y/N). And I thought about the consequences, because he would take the over hand in the end. He was my shadow and created by childhood trauma. I couldn't ignore him. It was impossible. My eyes were fixed at her and I slowly answered.

"I can do that. He is already begging for freedom and I can't hold him back anymore. He is part of me, (Y/N)." I felt nervous again and this time it was worse. It was a sign to finally show her my dark side. After taking a deep breath I kissed her lips deeply and spoke those hard words.

"I am going to show you Joker now."

I couldn't believe what I've just said, but it had to be done. (Y/N) was glad and smiled at me in a sweet way. She stroked my cheeks again and said something that turned me on. Or better said it turned Joker on. "Then don't let him wait longer. Let him come out, Arthur. I am curious."

I smirked and could feel the presence of my shadow. The only missing parts were the suit, the make up and the hair dye.

"Give him about twenty minutes. Joker needs time to prepare himself for you, (Y/N)."

I could see the excited look in her eyes as I left and went into the bathroom. I locked up the door and got undressed until I only wore my underwear anymore. Then the transformation could begin. First I took the green hair dye and put it around my hair until my hair was covered green. I gave my hair and my head a soft massage to let the hair dye soak in. Of course I listened to music while I turned into Joker and it was nothing more than my favourite song That's Life from Frank Sinatra. I hummed the lines and danced around in the small bathroom.

"That's life.. That's what all the people say."

Once the hair dye soaked in, I washed it out and combed my hair back. I used hair gel to fix my stubborn curls and made my hair look shiny. The next step was the white face paint. I brushed it all over my face and a few parts of my neck too. Arthur slowly disappeared and the most important part came now. I painted blue triangles above and below my eyes and the left one longer than the right. I loved that part so much and continued with the wide red fake smile. This damn smirk. Every clown needed a red smile and a red nose, because this was the next step. I painted my nose red and two red eye brows above my blue triangles. My Joker make up was finished.

I grabbed my suit and put on my red pants, my green shirt, the yellow vest and the red jacket. I wore white socks to my brown shoes and felt not like Arthur anymore. He disappeared and Joker appeared. The clown was ready to introduce himself to (Y/N).

I turned the radio off and unlocked the door.

My body language fully changed as I entered the living room where (Y/N) read the latest newspaper.

I smirked widely and felt very confident and sexy.

Before I could say anything, (Y/N) fixed her eyes at me and looked kinda shocked and surprised at the same time. Did I scare her with my clown make up? She should be used to it, because of my Carnival make up.

Well, Carnival and Joker are two different clowns. Two different personalities, but always the same person behind the mask.

I kept my eyes at her and she stood up and covered her mouth with her hands.

"Oh my god! Is that really you, Arthur?"

She must have been shocked, because I have changed a lot with the make up, the hair dye and the red suit. My favourite part of this clown look.

I stepped closer and took out a red rose from behind my back. It was offered to my beautiful girlfriend and I smiled at her.

"It's Joker.. Please call me Joker!"

She looked at me from head to feet and noticed the red rose which I offered her and took it thankfully. She must have been speechless and didn't know what to say.

I decided to ask her.. "Is everything alright, (Y/N)?"

She smelled at the rose and looked into my green eyes. "Yes, Joker.. You are so handsome and sexy in your red suit. Thank you for the rose!"

I smirked and offered her my hand.

"May I take you outside for a walk, sweetheart?" I love to call her that, because she means everything to me. I might be Joker now, but I'm also Arthur. He hides behind the make up while Joker had his time and fun.

(Y/N) blushed and took my hand before she answered. "I would love to go out with you for a walk."

I could see the shyness in her eyes, but also the excitement. I wish I would feel confident with Arthur too, not only with Joker now. Sometimes you need to do the wrong thing to get things right.

"I am glad to hear that. Let's go then!" I leaded her towards the door and opened it for her. (Y/N) smiled and took my hand while we walked to the elevator.

I wasn't sure how she felt, but I was excited to go out with her in my full Joker mode. This was a sign for me that this could only mean the best or the worst, because people haven't seen Joker with a girl yet. They respected me as Joker, but not all. A few were against me and hated clowns. I touched my pockets and felt my gun and a knife. My weapons against my enemies. (Y/N) wouldn't be happy if she finds out that I'm carrying two dangerous weapons with me.

We left the building and Joker's adventures could begin..

"Are you ready to walk these streets of Gotham with Joker?" I asked (Y/N) and she smiled at me in a lovely way.

"Of course my handsome Joker. Show me this city!" She sounded excited as I thought and we both began to walk away from Anderson Ave. I felt so good and people noticed me. They saw me! Joker was visible.

My red suit was visible.

Good that I chosed red. It was always a good colour and my favourite one.

"I will show you everything I know my sweet (Y/N)." I would show her everything. And it would take the whole afternoon if not even more, but this was my time to let the clown play his games. (Y/N) looked at me and crossed her arm with mine which made me smirk again. My smirk was already big enough, because of the red face paint. I could feel a real smirk under the make up and this was truly beautiful.

"Was that a smirk under your make up?"

I heard her asking and agreed.

"Yes, it was a real smirk. I can't tell if it was Arthur's or Joker's smirk." I was joking, because I knew the real answer and (Y/N) knew it too. She laughed and patted my shoulder gently.

"This must have been a joke, right?"

She kept laughing and I joined her.

"Hahaha.. not at all, because I have a better one to tell. Would you like to hear it?"

(Y/N) shook her head and listened to me while we kept on walking. We have passed already the William Street and I saw people looking at me in a weird way. Didn't they know me? I have brought chaos to Gotham and those people looked at me as if I was the bad guy. I mean I became bad, because of society's fault. They want chaos and they got it.

But back to reality..

I was lost in the past for a moment, but (Y/N) took me back to the presence with a soft hand shake. She even asked me if I'm okay and looked at me.

"Joker?"

I suddenly blinked my eyes and answered her. "Yes?"

Her voice helped me to come back and I realized that I was hallucinating again, but from the past. The past of Joker's beginning.

This happened if I didn't take my meds.

"Is everything alright with you?"

(Y/N) looked worried at me and I had to find a good answer to make her believe me.

"I am fine, (Y/N). I was just thinking about a good joke, but I don't know a good one."

Too bad for Joker, because he usually know good jokes and began to laugh. It felt funny and I laughed very hard. People stared at me and I laughed.

"Hahahahahahahaha.. Hahahahahahahaha."

(Y/N) looked at me worried and took my hands. She squeezed them gently and waited until my laugh calmed down.

Once it was over, I breathed gently and smirked again. "Forgive me, but people stare in a weird way as if they have seen a walking dead zombie. A zombie, hahaha. A little invasion could do better for Gotham."

It was because they saw me. They saw Joker and I enjoyed it. At least I thought so until I heard a laugh. It came from the side and it was a young man. Did he laugh at me?

(Y/N) took my hand and told me to ignore them, because they were stupid if they laughed at me. I couldn't ignore that and anger grew inside of me.

"Why do you laugh at me?" I asked and fixed my eyes at him. He took a look at me and came closer. His friends were waiting and watching from a short distance.

"What's your problem, clown? I can laugh at whoever I want."

This guy didn't respect me as he should. I wasn't a fucking circus clown if he thought that. This angered me even more and I had to control myself.

"I have a problem with you, yes. You know who I am, right?" I made it worse with questioning this guy.

I felt sorry, because of (Y/N). She had to watch and listen how I argued with this respectless guy. He didn't look rich or poor and didn't wear a suit like some kind of business men. He simply looked like a man of middle class and about 30 years. Younger than me, but it didn't matter. I just wanted to know the reason why he laughed at me and then we would continued our own way, but he provoked me and this was his biggest mistake.

Finally he managed to answer my question.

"No, why should I know a freak in red suit? Did you escape from a circus, clown?" The guy laughed again and his friends joined him.

My patience was over and I wanted to scream into the air, so everybody could hear it. I didn't care if people watched me, because this was enough to wake Joker's dark side.

I grabbed my knife, because it was decent and didn't make loud noises like a gun. I carried both with me, but this time I chosed the knife. I hid it under my jacket and looked into the guy's eyes. He should know who I am before I hurt him.

"Ohh. You should know me. I am no circus clown. I am a freak with a knife, because you have just insulted Joker. Time to play a little, huh?" I smirked evily at him and held my knife against his neck.

(Y/N) noticed the knife and screamed.

"Joker! Don't do this. Please, I beg you."

She meant it good with me, but Joker took over hand and he was someone who should be respected or feared in the end. And I didn't listen to (Y/N). I listened to the music in my head and laughed very crazy.

"Hahahahaha.."

I pushed the knife into the guy's chest and he sank to the ground in front of my eyes. His friends couldn't believe what I have done and one called the police. The others were bothering my girl and I became mad. They even touched her and tried to hurt her, because I have punished this respectless guy. My eyes were fixed at them and I forgot to grab my knife again. It was covered with blood and I wanted to punish them too for bother (Y/N). Nobody was allowed to bother Joker's girl.

"Alright, I guess you both are next.. Get your dirty hands off from my girlfriend."

I threatened them with the bloody knife and wanted to protect my beloved one. She should see that Joker can protect her. And I could protect her, no matter what it costs.

But the fun ended as I heard a serious voice behind me..

Cops.. They found me!

I heard them talking seriously.

"Hands up and let your weapons fall."

The voice wasn't familiar to me. It wasn't Detective Garrity or Detective Burke.

It didn't matter. They got me and I couldn't run off like in past. What if they carried loaded guns? I couldn't risk that and looked at the two guys.

"You both will regret it sooner or later. Nobody should mess with Joker or his girlfriend."

They stared at me like (Y/N) and the cops grabbed my arms and hand cuffed me.

I have been arrested and could have escaped if I wanted. Joker has been arrested and his girlfriend had to watch how the cops took him away.

The cops looked at me and didn't say any word at first. Maybe they wanted me to talk first, but I only laughed. The thought of using my knife against a clown hater was a funny thought and the cops finally spoke.

"Stop laughing you freak!"

He leaded me into the police car and got into the driver side. The other one seemed to enjoy it and only laughed at his partner.

"He wants to laugh. Let's see how long he will laugh once he sits in a dark room."

How sweet. They thought it would bother me to be locked up in a dark room. I prefered the white room more, but I didn't care. My thoughts remained on (Y/N). What if she hated me now for doing such a stupid crime?

This was my biggest fear now and I kept my mouth closed the whole way to Arkham.

We arrived at the place where I felt safe.

Safer than at Appartment 8J.

If I told that (Y/N).. She would be sad to hear that and it hurt me.

Back at Arkham..

The cops grabbed my arms and took me into the building.

"Be a good clown or we have to teach you some manners." The voice belonged to one of the social workers here and I only smirked at the woman.

"My name is Joker.." I said and looked into her face with a wide smirk.

The woman rolled her eyes and pointed at the jail straight ahead.

"Bring him into the dark room and check his pockets. We can't trust this.. Joker!" She called me Joker.

I liked this woman already, but I couldn't forget (Y/N).

The cops leaded me to my room and took my gun from my pocket. It was my only weapon anymore, but who cared.

They locked me up and I was alone again.

I took a seat on the cold ground and thought about a funny joke.

My laugh set in again and it turned out to be a hysterical one. I laughed so hard that other prisoners knocked against the wall.

"Hahahahahaha.. Hahahahahaha.. Hahahahahaha.. Hahahahahaha.."

I put my hand on my throat and coughed to get some air to breath in.

"Shut up, freak!" They had no idea that they talked to the saviour of Gotham.

That wasn't the problem. I would escape from Arkham. They maybe thought that I'm a stupid clown, but I was clever.

I had my own ways to escape from an Asylum.

And then it was silent. Maybe I could have some peace. I layed down and tried to sleep, but it was hard for me. The time felt endless and I tried it with closing my eyes and force myself to fall asleep.

Impossible.

Finally I gave it up and stared at the locked door in front of my eyes.

What if someone comes and opens it in front of my eyes? It was my chance to escape and steal a gun from a cop. And then shoot him in his face. The perfect crime!

I would do that.

Suddenly someone unlocked the door.

I couldn't believe my eyes!

It was (Y/N).

"Hello Joker. I'm here to bring you out. We talk about everything later. Hurry up!"

She was sweet. Did she really come here to help me breaking out of Arkham?

She must truly love me.

"I knew you would come and help your Joker to escape from Arkham. I love you so much, (Y/N)." I wanted to kiss her, but she was faster and smirked.

"You were naughty, but I forgive you. Let's get you out of here. I gave them all a sleeping pill and they won't wake up the next hour."

I stared at her surprised and followed her out of the dark room and we both hurried to the exit.

We walked hand in hand out of Arkham as if nothing happened and ran through the city. Of course we took the way back to Anderson Ave and once we arrived, we continued to walk again.

I smirked at (Y/N) while she caught her breath.

"You are so fast. I had to do to follow you, Joker."

"That's something we both have in common. Arthur and I, but I have to thank you for saving me."

She looked at me in a way as if she wanted something else. I couldn't wait and pulled her into a deep passionate kiss.

I was glad that she accepted my kiss and put her fingers into my green curly hair.

This day was special, because (Y/N) helped me to escape from Arkham.

And I couldn't wait for the day where Joker saves his girlfriend...

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