consultation room.
for @rksxngyeol. ✨
“i’m curious --” chaewon admits, resting her chin on the heel of her palm. she studies sungyeol’s face as closely as she can as she speaks, not bothering to be subtle about it. “and you don’t have to answer me if you don’t want to, but i’m wondering, after your mga experience, would you ever do a survival show again?” ever since hearing that wendy sometimes wished she could’ve been signed privately, chaewon’s been reconsidering her stance on survival shows. is chaewon better off this way in the long run? or will she end up being overshadowed by members who had more pre-debut exposure? then, she wonders if that shit even matters in the end? or if she’s placing too much weight on something purely because it’s unattainable to her, but she wants it regardless? “like, if nova ever did something like the supernova project again, y’know?” the obvious answer for her, and for most trainees she assumes, would be yes. but for some, who have had to go through it all already, wouldn’t it be tiring?
“is it hard?” she asks, drumming the fingers of her free hand against the table beneath them. “i mean obviously it’s hard, but, how hard is it? i always thought i’d be good on tv, but now i’m thinking that i don’t have the personality for it. i guess i could always fake a personality for television ... most people do that, don’t they?”