ALL OF THE GIRLS YOU LOVED BEFORE. ( BUT I LOVE YOU MORE. )
โง. โ every dead end street, led you straight to me.
โฐโโค โ haikyu!! men / fem!reader
because sometimes you just need a little reminder. โก
you canโt help but wonder sometimes of your boyfriendโs past lovers. youโre not his first partner, yet heโs your first boyfriend. your mind canโt help but speculate about how he treated those before you, did he treat them the way he treats you now?
did he call them the same cute nicknames he calls you, cook their favourite foods when theyโre hungry at 2:37 AM, cuddle them on the couch during a cold winterโs night?
he doesnโt mind telling you about his exes if you ask, though he prefers to keep discussions to a minimum since he feels itโs disrespectful to gush about a past lover to his current. he doesnโt keep past mementos of them, nor recall memories with them unless you inquire first.
people expect you to be jealous when they find out about his many previous partners. โtheir boyfriend knows how to treat a girl right because of all his past loversโ theyโd gossip right infront of you, โheโs a womanizer for sure.โ
they try to rile you up, create a rift between the two of you so they can have him for himself. as much as you canโt help but wonder about how he treated his past girlfriends, what about other women in his life?
his mother who raised him with good morals, manners and a kind heart, teaching him how to treat a woman right. his aunts who he would run to for advice on what gifts to give on a date, ensuring he always had enough money to pay the bill afterwards. his favourite older cousins he ranted to about how much he loved his girlfriend, who would yell at him whenever he screwed up big time.
maybe things wouldโve been different for the two of you if you had met him earlier, had been his first. but you fell for the man you met when you did, and youโre happy about it.
you look down at your sleeping boyfriend in your lap, the both of you tucked under a thick blanket as he peacefully sleeps, face relaxed and a comforting smile.
any hint of jealously or uneasiness in the stability of your relationship fizzles out as soon as you gaze at his sleeping figure and think about how the women in his life have shaped him for the better, whether romantic or not. heโs become the man you met and fell in love with because of them. and for that you are grateful, because your boyfriend is the most wonderful man you couldโve imagined being with. someone who knows how to treat you right because of his past experience with other women.
every women heโs met has led him to you, and youโre happy you get to call him your first, even if youโre not his.
your hand instinctively reaches for his hair, running through it gently before caressing his face delicately, analyzing his beautiful features.
heโs perfect in your eyes.
did he feel the same way about his other girlfriends the way you feel for him?
your boyfriend stirs awake as you pull your hand away, startled you had woken him up. โiโm sorry,โ you apologize quietly, โgo back to sleep.โ
โno, โs okay,โ he mumbles sleepily, blinking the tiredness out of his eyes and lifting his head to meet your eyes. you blink at him in confusion for a moment before he pulls your face in slowly for a lazy, sleep fueled kiss.
itโs surprising at first but sweet and romantic. a hand on your cheek, he turns his head to deepen it further as you both melt into the kiss, his other hand on your waist and yours clutching his sweater.
his attention never strays while kissing you, tuning out everything else as a potential distraction from you. he makes you feel like the only person in the world, the most precious time to him is time spent with you.
your cheeks are warm when you both pull away for air afterwards, โwhat was that for?โ you ask him, flustured at the sudden and unexpected kiss. your heart flutters just as it did when you first started dating him, he lays his head on your chest and laughs at your reaction when you tense up but hug his head close to your heart.
โbecause i love you.โ
he enjoys the way you stutter while trying to come up with a response, before giving in and resting your head atop his, whispering softly for only him to hear.
โbut i love you more.โ
people say you never forget your first love. that everyone after them will never compare.
but to him, it doesnโt matter that youโre not his first because you are his last. heโs found the one for him, always and forever.
ATSUMU, OSAMU, goshiki, BOKUTO, HINATA, kageyama, aran, KITA, daichi, sugawara, semi, OIKAWA, kai, yamagata, IWAIZUMI, kuroo, hirugami, komori, AKAASHI, yaku, inuoka, akagi, lev.
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