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Mc_Plague

@mc-plaguey

Im a system Endogenics DNI and basic DNI criteria Idk I like Yakuza, FNV, Ultrakill, Have a Nice Life, and Hotline Miami Tumblr will literally not let me change my pfp
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Little courier oc edit

probably not canon, idk nothing on her is written out yet. In my actual playthrough I killed him on sight because I wanted to do everything to piss Caesar off before I met him

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toxarts

After a LOT of coding and bug testing, the first release of my solo Yes Man ghost is finally ready to go! You can find him on my new neocities page (along with a hub for my other ukagaka related things I've made), with detailed instructions for how to install, and a list of features and content warnings! Download for the ukagaka will be at the very bottom of the page linked.

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Fallout Season 2 spoiler 100% real I swear Todd told me himself

Vegas is ok the Courier and Yesman are just kinda shit at actually running things XD

Second version here

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Nightly routine

Split

Panic about "too many alters"

mental breakdown

repeat

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toddcoward69
That old lady in Novac : Why did you bring me over here under Dinky the T Rex?
The Courier :
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Trying to figure out if the feeling you're feeling is due to-

A Programmed Alter Cued

Boredom Due To ASPD

Or

Intrusive Thoughts

Is like playing a game of three way chess

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MONSTER
and as my childish sobs shivered right through me
the most terrifying realization seeped deep into my bones like a chill
that as i sit here alone in the dark
shaking with silenced sobs
pain clawing at my chest and skull with no one to console me
just as the dark,
dark days of my childhood
that i have never been anything
but an option
a last resort
a tool for mass destruction
no one’s favorite friend
not my parents’ favorite child
cast aside by the one i loved for another
so i stare back numbed as i am now back at
unlovable monster they made i am
in the mirror
raise a brow to chastise for this few minutes of weakness and
begin anew.
for i know the truth.
i was never anything but.
so monster i was.
monster i am.
monster i will be.
monster i shall die.
monster they shall bury.
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Going on long night walks around the lake and into dark alleys, longing for something to happen. But the only people I encounter either walk their dog or hurry home from work. How boring.

Just once I want someone to approach me just so I can watch my knife slide into their flesh. Someone who wanted to look for trouble and found it sooner than they imagined. To have something dangerously sweet, but close enough to the common morals that close friends will still side with me if I get caught. They would never understand the pleasure.

The world is such a disappointing place.

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i would rather perish,

bleed to death,

starve and decompose,

than ever

EVER

ask for help.

i’ve suffered in silence,

scarred my own flesh in silence,

survived, learnt, thought, and felt.

all in silence.

i will conquer, lay waste to cities,

burn down skylines…

all

in

the maddening silence.

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NORMALIZE ALTERS, PARTS, HEADMATES, ETC...NOT GETTING ALONG WITH EACH OTHER

NORMALIZE ALTERS, PARTS, HEADMATES, ETC...HAVING A RIVARLY WITH ONE ANOTHER

NORMALIZE ALTERS, PARTS, HEADMATES, ETC...HATING EACH OTHER

There are no rules stating Alters, Parts, Headmates, etc...have to be friendly with one another. We have many alters who can't stand the sight of each other and would never co-front unless it's for the benefit of the body/system other than that they would never

We have alters who have rivalries with one another and not the fun kind. They are near always in competition with one another

Not everyone in the System will get along with each other nor want to and that's okay. Not everything that happens in the IW is sunshine and rainbows, there is hatred and trauma, etc....to say all alters, parts, headmates, etc...get along in perfect harmony without acknowledging they do have or have had negative feelings towards another within the same system would not be acknowledging them

It's ok to say not everyone gets along, it's ok to say there are rivalries, it's ok to not want to co-front with an Alter, Part, Headmate, etc...one does not like, it's ok to not have that perfect harmonious system

It's also needs to be normalised because we don't need to feed "it's like having friends in your head" stereotype

(If for you it IS "friends in your head"you are not a bad person, you are just a human being and you are so fucking much allowed to exist /srs)

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