well i hope i die and goodbye
on some level i might have already given up bc this is the worst ive ever been academically lol
unironically using the word situationship is crazy this is NOT ME
weighted blanket isn't enough i need a girl to lay on me
RENEE RAPP as LEIGHTON MURRAY THE SEX LIVES OF COLLEGE GIRLS Season 2, Episode 2 | Frat Problems
That is because I can’t- Cause what?
"I want to sleep all day and night (i.e., not live but not quite die)."
– Anne Sexton, from a letter to Anne Clarke, October 13th, 1964.
the second half of this semester is gonna be so fucking shit and the next 2 months will be terrible i hope i die
"ولو خيروني لكررت حبك للمرة الثانية."
Translation:
"And if they made me choose, I'd choose to love you once more."
– Via "warag-3nb" on Tumblr
"و في قلبي مدينة كُل سُكانها أنتي."
Translation:
"And there is a city in my heart where you are its only population."
– Quote to owner
"In a way, you are poetry material; You are full of cloudy subtleties I am willing to spend a lifetime figuring out. Words burst in your essence and you carry their dust in the pores of your ethereal individuality."
– Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena
acts of service bitches when someone doesn't Need Something from them but wants them around anyways and they have to think about the fact that they could possibly be wanted for who they Are rather than what they can Do
everyone who rbed this you all deserve someone who will grab your little face and say to you "on purpose! i am going to care about you on purpose!"
enduring love
e.m forster, a room with a view / atonement (2007) / thomas hardy, far from the madding crowd / portrait of a lady on fire (2019) / cassandra clare, city of glass / rainer maria rilke / giovanni gasparro / philip pullman, the amber spyglass.
Every new discovery is just a reminder… We’re all small and stupid.
apparently this morning my wife heard me make a noise in my sleep and she asked me if i was okay and i just responded with "yeah, i'm just pissed off" and promptly fell asleep again. like i was dead asleep and just fucking hating still i guess. the grind never stops
being an adult is just dragging urself kicking and screaming to things that you will enjoy and that will be good for you
clenching my teeth and muttering under my breath "you'll be happy you did it you'll be happy you did it you'll be happy you did it" as I physically force myself out the door to go Do Things
being very firm with myself every time I think about bailing and saying "no. you committed to this. it will improve your quality of life. you will enjoy it. now put on your big boy pants and go."
every morning i wake up and make the worst possible time management decisions anyone has ever made