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“Until you heal the wounds of your past, you are going to bleed. You can bandage the bleeding with food, with alcohol, with drugs, with work, with cigarettes, with sex; But eventually, it will all ooze through and stain your life. You must find the strength to open the wounds, Stick your hands inside, pull out the core of the pain that is holding you in your past, the memories and make peace with them.”

lyanla Vanzant

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Home, If You Only Accept It

The day we unlearn Europe's ways,

Neither two nor four colored flags,

But cloth shrouded in deepest black,

Black flags hang Hamas and Likud,

Jewish and Arabic children play,

Eating humus on fresh beygels,

Dearest cousins of the Levant,

They have seen fit to hug each other,

They know now to protect each other,

Away from the Deutsche and British,

Away from the racists they go,

The kibbutzim are no longer,

Levantine communes are the way,

Rabbi and sheikh philosophize,

This could be home one fateful day

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Reblog if you are not a pedophile.

If everyone doesn’t reblog this, I’m unfollowing all of you.

yeah I ain’t in the LOSER gang

imagine bein a p3do

thats kinda a L ngl

🔫🔪💀🥀😵 not allowed I’m my blog

Now here’s the question for me, can I murder the pedophiles?

Yes, and please

please do that, there is no room for weirdos like them.

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Not an EDP.

If I see any pedophiles come near my blog first I’m reporting them then I’m blocking them then I’m going to send a rocket attack at their house! >:(

Pedofiles deserve to rather be sewn up or cut off! ^^

Remove the pembis

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BURN THEM ALIVE! BURM THEM ALL!

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i just heard the phrase “if you wouldn’t trust their advice, don’t trust their criticism” for the first time and i don’t think i’ve ever needed to hear anything more

Probably not a good idea to take their criticism if you literally don't know who the hell they are, either. Anon messages are a curse.

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Thanks to @elenatria for encouraging me!

Another Tetris analysis. In the car scene after Henk and Alexey met for the first time on ELORG and Alexey had to give Henk a lift on his way back to the hotel. Of course, Sasha is with them and at that moment, we didn't think she could be a KGB agent, but Alexey certainly does.

While Henk is shamedly trying to befriend the Russian, here Alexey looks at Sasha from the front mirror. He's clearly suspicious of her. We could had mistaken his reactions as someone who's not interested in, his words, "small talk" with an American but that's not true. Alexey is interested, but Sasha is there, and Alexey could tell she doesn't have honest intentions.

Then when she laughs, trying to be friendly toward Henk and let him to be confident, Alexey looks at her again. He knows enough of KGB agents to spot any fake reaction.

"Mr. Rogers, I don't need small talk." We could had assumed at that moment that he's not interested in interacting with Henk, but the fact that in this frame, we see Alexey and Sasha, shows about Alexey's true intentions: he knows that Sasha is watching both, waiting for Henk to still acting this naive and also waiting for Alexey to warm up to the American. And he knows that it's forbidden for a common Russian to befriends an American. He avoids Henk's face for the most part not only to protect himself, but also Henk. He doesn't want to give Sasha a whole picture of the situation.

And Alexey looks at Sasha again and third time after Henk confessed that he really wants to know Alexey better. He's exposing himself to danger and he's not aware of it. Alexey doesn't look at him but at Sasha, looking at her expressions, noticing how she's listening everything Henk is saying. Knowing they have her whole attention. While Henk's focus is mainly on Alexey, not noticing Sasha except when she laughs.

And when Henk invites Alexey for dinner, he looks at Sasha again. For her sudden serious expression, she's waiting for Alexey to accept or doing something stupid and dangerous. She dares him silently. He refuses. He doesn't give her the info and the picture she wanted for giving to her superiors.

She can't be trusted and Alexey knew from the beginning.

Only when they stop, Alexey looks at Henk's face for the first time after ignoring him, to made him clear that having a foreign in his house is a crime for the Soviet law. He wanted to make sure Sasha know that point too by speaking out loud, which later she nods in agreement. She's respectful of such draconian law, and even if she works for the KGB, she also could give Henk the benefit if he could just leave the country without pursuing further into a danger zone.

And once again! Alexey stare at Sasha one last time to make sure she'll not notice what he's doing while speaking about giving Henk his phone number to call him later. When in reality, he was writing his address. He needs Sasha to not think he's doing a risky move in that very moment. Be sure she's not looking at him writing at all.

Alexey was truly a genius in even moments like that. He's honestly and genuinely curious about Henk Rogers but needed to pretend he doesn't in order to not endanger themselves because of the KGB. Just acting indifferent, saying words that sounds cold and distant, and even pretending that he had to accept some kind of interaction but a safer way, as a phone call. And that allows him to later meet Henk on his apartment and showing us a different and real facade of Alexey Pajitnov.

Interested, fascinated, curious, warm. And even if there's still some hesitation about bonding with him, eventually their relationship evolves quickly.

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not to be controversial but respect trans women or die by my sword

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bettieleetwo

and my bow

And my axe

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ambratwhurst

And my daggers

And my rapier and matchsticks.

And my kitchen knife

and my hands

And my aro beam

And my Horrors

And at least one weapon

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theinkbunny

and my horns

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jhomikle

And my Hammer

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agentldiddy

And my bubbles

And a knife!

And my spear

And my grenades

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wickedbrony

And my baseball bat.

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gavimp

And my lightsaber

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Vasha rabota, eta ognigni tsvitok, polgni garyechi strastiy.

Please try to imagine Alexey teaching Henk to say "Your work is a fiery flower full of hot passion". In Russian.

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I already imagine Henk saying that to Alexey at his birthday and Alexey felt like if he's in heaven ;)

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Anonymous asked:

Well.. I was thinking of a fic that picks up where they're at the airport and Henk tells him to leave to save himself from the KGB that are racing to the gate but instead they DO kiss and then maybe it goes from there he goes with him to Tokyo maybe. Not sure I just felt so disappointed by the way they both pull away and then Henk leaves omggg

Ha, I too was bummed out when Alexey pulled away twice from Henk (because "no longer friends" and because "not the right time"). But the unfinished hug leitmotiv had such an awesome pay-off in the final scene at the airport, where Henk slowly walked towards his Russian boyfriend as if not sure if he was finally going to get that hug or not, and they passionately fell into each other's arms in front of their wives. 😝

However, your idea has a lot of potential. ^^ Do you mind if I do a bit of brainstorming with you (and anyone else who might want to chip in) before I try to write anything, just to flesh things out a bit? See, I'm a sucker for historical accuracy and a stickler for details. 😆 And although a gay kiss in public might sound a bit risky even in Gorbachev's progressive Russia, my biggest issue would be the existence of, well, Henk's wife in Tokyo. 😛 Not that they couldn't have a secret relationship... But, BUT, the only way for Alexey to visit Tokyo in 1988 would be to... defect to the West. Sounds like a good spy story to me (and I always longed to write one) but that would take a loooot of writing.

Another option would be Henk making multiple trips to Moscow under the pretext of "business". I can think of many ways for them to sneak into that little dark room where Henk hid, just as Nina is busy putting the boys to sleep. 😈 Unless they meet again in 1991 like we see in the movie, when Alexey moved to the U.S. after the fall of the Soviet Union, Idk what do you think?

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I just looooove how Alexey acts all coy around Henk throughout the first part of Tetris, "Mr Rogers, I'm not for sale" and "I have car" and "Mr Rogers, I don't need small talk". And yet he secretly sneaks glances at him whenever Henk's not looking, checking him out, his gaze betraying a wide range of moods, from harmless curiosity to fascination to pure admiration.

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Devouring Tetris gummies while finishing up Alexenk fanart.

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Anonymous asked:

I'm wondering about something one is which is your favorite Alexenk scene in the Tetris movie? Mine is when both enhanced the Tetris, it really felt like they thought alike or having the same mind. Also, I noticed when Alexey had to push Henk away before saving his life, he mostly avoided eye contact while asking him to stay away. It seems that he's fearing about seeing him because it could break his heart further.

Aaah so many scenes to choose from. There's the "I'm not for sale" scene where "someone" is playing hard to get 😏. Then there's the "Pascal or Assembler?" dinner scene where Alexey, with his unblinking eyes glued on Henk, begins to say "the power of Basic" nanoseconds before Henk does, literally reading his mind.

And Henk stares back at him widening his eyes as if he just met Elvis.

Alexey smiles back: he found his kindred spirit. His soulmate.

My second (or third) favourite scene is the one you described. They like each other too much to let their egos prevail, however it's always a struggle for both men to let the other "win".

Henk starts off with a compliment, trying to get that total stranger to warm up to him.

Next thing you know, he wants to put his hands on "The Original", how dare he play with Alexey's favourite toy?

His body language is so telling: he wants to be on top of things. On top of Alexey.

It takes Alexey a good few seconds to give Henk his seat, a thing he doesn't do wholeheartedly. But have you ever tried to say no to an American? Nievazmozhna.

Guess what: Alexey is not the only genius in the room. Henk's novel idea hits Alexey right where it hurts, in his well-burried ego. Look at the triumphant grin slapped across Henk's face: the Russian Master is finally acknowledging his genius too.

"We should allow up to four lines to disappear at once". Oh look, Henk is already thinking in "we" terms, what's next, appropriating Alexey's precious brain child??

Henk gracefully dismisses him by pretending he misunderstood the reason behind Alexey's cocked eyebrows. "C'mon it's a brilliant idea, doesn't matter who thought of it".

Then it's Alexey's turn to remind Henk who's the boss here, tapping him on the back to get his seat back.

Check out Alexey's hand resting on his thigh as well as his burning stare: you want this seat, baby? You're gonna have to sit on this first.

And then Henk interrupts his thoughts-again- but Alexey's like "Bitch please, I know what I'm doing."

But then... wait for it... Success! We did this together.

There's something warmer in Alexey's eyes now: admiration. It will turn into utter fascination in my other favourite scene, the Party.

And what's a budding friendship (or should I say romance) without The-First-Time-They-Touch part? Henk rocks Alexey back and forth like he wants to feel the strength and volume of this man under his arms. I'm sure this won't be the last time he does that. 👀

As for the second part of your ask, well, I never thought of that! (I said that in Alexey's accent, you can tell). It's... brilliant actually.

See, in my mind Alexey was avoiding eye contact because, like the traumatized brainwashed puppet he had become in that scene, he was reciting from memory the "poem" the KGB had taught him. "Say that to the American, drive him away and we will harm you and your family no longer." They're even watching him, making sure he's an obedient little soldier.

But then you're right: there's a change, Alexey is not avoiding Henk's eyes anymore, he means every word. He feels vulnerable, betrayed.

The KGB convinced him that the American cares only for his own profit, that he's going to trick him. His life has already been affected by Henk's behaviour: he lost his apartment and his job. What's the next thing the American wants to take, his heart? Oh, that's the one thing Alexey won't let him have.

So he finally explodes.

Now it's Alexey talking, not the KGB: he doesn't believe in Henk anymore. He doesn't believe in anyone.

Henk freezes because... because he's heard that phrase before.

In another place, in another life, Akemi told him the exact same thing: "Is that a promise you can keep?"

Funny how the screenwriter chose to put the words of Henk's wife in Alexey's lips, right? As if in Henk's mind Akemi and Alexey are one. Even their names sound similar. Keep in mind that in Russian Alexey is pronounced Ale-XE-E-y, not A-LE-xi like Henk keeps calling him. Just a thought.

"We come from different worlds": dear анон, it's too late, Alexey is already hurt, his red eyes are brimming with tears.

Can Henk keep his promise?

Alexey finds that hard to believe.

It costs him too much to believe.

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