ALTUS. would you mind reblogging this if you wouldn’t mind interacting with a dorian ?

how tf do i have 270 already YALL ARE KILLING ME

now it’s 280 YALL KILLING ME

hi so i thought i looked cute today & so this was born

varriictethras:

          kara is frozen. her eyes are wide with fear & hopelessness. in that moment, she feels smaller than she’s ever been before. everyone’s eyes on her didn’t help - she didn’t know how to feel. she wanted to disappear.

          no tears roll down kara’s face, as much as she wanted to cry. her mouth dry and her body fell harshly cold. she watched a pregnant woman die. it left a sour taste in her mouth and the image of ophelia rushing the beast burns in her mind.

         someone like her. the words stop her in her tracks, cutting deep to her very soul. someone like me. like what? a mage? an – abomination. he had been her friend (probably never will be again). did he really think that of her?

“ you… you’re sorry? my girlfriend, and my unborn child are DEAD and all you can say is sorry? i just… i can’t —- “ varric continued to shake with rage, and he dug his fingertips into his temples and allowed himself to cry more. just more tears rolling down his cheeks, before he dropped his hands back to his sides, his eyes digging into kara once again.

“ and yeah, someone like you. someone who’s too… too scared of their superior to do anything and save a woman. you know what, kara, it should’ve been YOU who died in the fade, not hawke. and this isn’t just my anger talking, i’m saying this with all the love in the world. “ no matter how harsh his words were, he’d never admit he was wrong for saying them.

“ and just so you know, sorry won’t bring them back to me. “

I always get a giggle when Varric’s only slightly in frame. 

@varriictethras

          his innocently-said words stung like thousands of small blades against her skin, cutting her deeply. two words. how could two words hurt so much? 

                                         WHERE’S HAWKE?

          where is ophelia? she knows. she was with the inquisitor at weisshaupt. kara saw all of what happened. she wished she didn’t. why was he asking her? maker, why couldn’t he have asked the inquisitor? why her? she was dreadful at breaking bad news.

          the image of the green-tinged nightmarish land still bore harshly in her mind (and knowing the fade, she wasn’t sure they were even out of it yet.) the nightmare itself still stood in her vision, making her palms clammy and her heart stop. she watches hawke charge for it. kara doesn’t look away as she runs out with the inquisitor, apologies hanging on her breath.

           her heart was stopped again here and now as varric stood, looking up at her with a fear in his eyes. for a second, it felt like he already knew the answer to his question. kara’s hesitation gave much of it away.

‘ hawke… didn’t make it out with us. ‘ those words, those very words are what set varric over the line. his hands shook, he could hardly breathe, he… he was angry. the very love of his life, the second love of his life had been taken away from him, and… and he couldn’t deal with that. he couldn’t deal with the pain and heartbreak from that. instead of being sad or upset — he was just angry.

“ she’s dead? just like that, you… you LEFT her in the fade? how could —- how could you look me in the eyes and tell me that she’s gone? neither of you even tried to help her? neither one of you even gave it a second look? andraste’s tits, she was going to have my child —-! “

varric had to cover his face from the sheer impulsive way he blurted that out. he found out a while ago, and she was well past a month already. he didn’t want to tell anybody until she was about to have the child, but, guess it’s too late for that now. from his sheer anger and from the confession, varric began to cry. not hard enough to be consider sobbing, but there were visible tears on his cheeks.

everyone was staring at the two of them now. solas, blackwall, cullen, stroud, the grey wardens, everyone looked in his exact direction when he confessed. but he didn’t care. the word was out there, he admitted a two in one; he was dating hawke, and ended up impregnating that very woman. a shocker, indeed.

wiping his eyes, he shook his head before turning his back on everyone. “ shoulda’ guessed someone like you would abandon someone like hawke, huh? i hope you’re proud, both of you. you killed a pregnant woman, and for what? for nothing. “

                     ❛ i know i can’t slow down,                i can’t hold back, t h o u g h you know,                                    i wish i could,                no, there ain’t no rest for the wicked,                    until we close our eyes for good. ❜

image cred.  promo cred.  personals please don’t reblog

Reblog if your muse kinda sorta needs a hug