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My current hyperfixation. She/her lgbtq+
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Till Death Do Us Part

Summary: You didn't expect grief to linger after Emily came back from the dead

Request: Could you do a hurt/comfort with Emily x reader and it involves Emily coming back after dying please?

Pairing: Emily Prentiss x GN!Reader

Category: angst with a hopeful ending

Content Warnings: (16+ for sexual themes) references the storyline of S6E18 and S7E01, mentions of death and the 5 stages of grief, crying, arguing, religious metaphors, implied sex scene (non-explicit)

Word count: 3.2k

Denial

Seven months after I dropped a single red rose into my girlfriend's grave, I found her standing in front of the door of where we used to live together. It wasn’t completely surprising, considering hours before I had received a phone call from a very excited Penelope Garcia, asking me if I had heard about it yet. 

She had to explain to me what it was four times until I slowly started to understand her words. However, they still didn’t make any sense. For weeks we had mourned the loss of Emily together, sharing beloved stories and looking at pictures of a woman unlike anyone else. There was no way I could believe her when she repeated the words Emily is alive over and over again until I hung up on her out of desperation. 

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oftentimes, i see merlin as blue. it's kind of a logical conclusion, seeing as that is a colour he is often dressed in throughout the show, and we have the "blue and red" contrast of merlin and arthur that kind of lends itself to that interpretation.

but i was thinking.

the official colours of the pendragon crest, and thereby the official colours of camelot, are red and gold.

arthur is red. we know this pretty apparently from his costuming-- red tunics, red cape, red necklace. but we're diving into metaphor, here, and within the framework of the show-- of arthur and merlin being two sides of the same coin, opposites and yet one whole-- arthur as red becomes even more apparent.

because red is a colour steeped in history, here, of victory, of war, of nobility. roman soldiers would paint their bodies red after a victory on the battlefield. in medieval history, red was often a royal colour because of its obvious association with blood-- specifically, the blood of christ (which is why cardinals wear red), and was worn by royalty to represent the divine right of kings. charlemagne, notably, wore red shoes at his coronation and painted his palace red. (of course, charlemagne was some 300 years post the time of arthur, but it still stands to reason that the iconography of red didn't change that radically in that time period). and, of course, if we're following arthuriana, arthur was the one who made y Ddraig Goch, the red dragon, his battle standard. (but then we go into the fact that bbc merlin is an anglicized version of a welsh piece of folklore, so of course the pendragon dragon is gold instead, but I am not going that route right now. maybe later. bear with me.)

but even just outside of red's historical context, red's symbolic meaning (which, of course, can't completely be divorced from its historical context, but i digress) is purely arthur. love, passion, fire, blood, courage, sacrifice, arthur, arthur, arthur.

it's interesting, then, that someone who is supposed to be the literal, physical embodiment of his kingdom (the king as a symbolic vessel for that which he rules) is not seen to be coded with both of its colours. sure, arthur wears the crest on several pieces of his clothing-- his gauntlets, his cape. but we never see arthur in just gold. he obviously favours red, as all the pendragons do (morgana's literal favour to sir owain, in the episode with tristan de bois, is red).

enter merlin.

we never see merlin wear gold, either. merlin isn't one to wear jewelry (gods know i would pay to see it), and for a servant to be dressed in gold would be. Well.

but merlin's magic is gold.

we see this, very literally, every time he performs magic. his eyes flash gold. it would be kind of a moot point if the idea that eyes flashing gold were a universal character trait amongst magic users in the show, but it isn't. first that comes to mind is the episode with sophia and the sidhe, whose magic turns their eyes red. several magic users throughout the show use magic without their eyes changing colour-- nimueh is one.

so it's not a consistent trait of those who use magic. magic doesn't universally turn your eyes gold within this narrative framework. but it does to merlin, because his magic is gold. and because merlin is magic, and his magic is so intrinsically unique to him and is unparalleled, it serves to reason that merlin is gold.

and, well.

the pendragon crest is mostly red-- and, if arthur is red, then camelot is red-- but its dragon, the heart of the crest, is gold.

and, well. if gold is merlin, and merlin is magic, and gold is magic--

there is, after all, magic in the heart of camelot.

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The person I reblogged this from deserves to be happy

I tried to scroll past this. I really did

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eira-astley

Scrolling past without reblogging is proving to be a challenge

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scrolling ao3 be like: which depressed gays to I want to read about today?

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eira-astley

*Scrolls for an eternity*

Ah finally found it

*It's the same comfort fic you've been reading for ages, well can't hurt to read it again rather than a new exciting/angsty fic*

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early criminal minds (seasons 1-5) is so fucking funny if you think about it from the perspective of literally anyone that the BAU interacts with outside of each other. to recap what’s going on, let’s go over the team. We’ve got:

Elle Greenaway- murderous bitch who maybe murdered someone in cold blood (claimed self defense but who can prove that?)

Spencer Reid- a genius with both mommy and daddy issues who looks like a fourteen year old TA and does magic tricks whilst, at some points, zooted off his ass on dilaudid

Jason Gideon- man who screams at crime scenes and lays down in blood stains

Derek Morgan- calls their tech analyst like “ugh mommy shove that nice hot information down my throat”

Penelope Garcia- the aforementioned Information Mommy, who talks to the team (specifically morgan) like a phone sex operator trying to make enough to cover rent

Jennifer Jareau- bubbly blonde woman who yells at TV reporters and kicks ass

David Rossi- rich, elderly, famous crime novelist who DEFINITELY should be retired

Emily Prentiss- goth lesbian who DEFINITELY has cursed folks out in one of the many languages she knows

Aaron Hotchner- tired workaholic man, trying his best to hold this shitshow together, also beat a man to death

like, can you IMAGINE??? it’s the worst week of your life. Some madman is running around, i don’t know, killing folks and cutting off their nipples or something, and this absolute clown brigade rolls up like “ah yes, just another Tuesday for us lmao” and start asking you questions about what kind of dirt this murderer had stuck to his shoes, and then they SOLVE THE CASE???? what the fuck must you be thinking at that point

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eira-astley

Criminal minds first 5 seasons are a roller coaster

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Heartbeat (one-shot)

Synopsis: For seven months Y/N, the newest team member of the BAU, has been missing, kidnapped by an unsub they were hunting. But when the search comes to an end, Spencer doesn’t know how to feel.

Sort of an AU!/ slight crossover with Bones

Pairing: Spencer Reid x fem!Reader

Genre: angst, fluff in the end

Warnings: mentions of kidnappings, torture, wounds, blood, stabbings, hospitals, minimal swearing (minimal proofreading), mentions of drug abuse/addiction

Word count: 5071

Seven months. For more than half a year, Y/N has been missing, and even still, Spencer blamed himself. How could he not? It was his dumb decision that’d led to her being captured by an unsub. It was his words or rather gestures of splitting up which’d led them to the situation at hand – one of BAU’s best agents and the woman he’d been in love with ever since they’d met MIA for seven months five days eight hours and thirty-nine minutes.

He remembered it so clearly; even if he didn’t have an eidetic memory, Spencer was convinced, he’d never be able to forget a single detail about when Y/N had entered his life.

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eira-astley

If I dont get a Spencer Reid I dont want anyone and this is why☺️☺️

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bau found family headcanons i have

~ rossi has taken on the father role for basically the entire team, so the spare rooms in his mansion are each filled with extra clothes and books and whatever his kids need to relax after a stressful case

~ emily and spencer go see foreign films together

~ garcia and hotch geek out on musicals and the theater and they try to see plays together once a month

~ jj once got her go bag and her diaper bag confused when she was fresh from her first pregnancy and that's how when she went to grab her pyjamas their first night out she pulled out a diaper, and derek just lost. his. mind. we're talking falling out of his bed, can't breathe kind of laughter

~ garcia's apartment is the designated zone of comfort so after really bad cases the whole team stuffs themselves into her living room and they bake cookies and watch movies and fall asleep in a pile on her couch

~ they've stopped letting emily use the copier bc every time she uses it she manages to break it. one time it caught on fire, and the only explanation emily had for hotch later was "i'm psychic" and then she flicked him in the forehead

~ all of their kids call the other members of the team "aunt" and "uncle" and they're so damn spoiled (especially between garcia and rossi)

~ one time aaron got a call at 3 am from drunk emily asking if he could come confirm that she was in fact an fbi agent because ladies night went a little too hard and they're currently in a holding cell and the cops will only let them out if one of their fellow agents brings their badge in for proof. which is how aaron ends up at a small precinct in virginia in his pyjamas but with his badge, and when he walks in he sees that emily smudged her makeup, jj is practically covered in dirt and garcia is only wearing one of her heels. the drive back is not pleasant for anyone (emily starts singing showtunes at the top of her lungs and she is very off key)

~ they tried having a casino night department party and they collectively lost $475 to spencer bc they forgot he can count cards and generally grew up in vegas

~ when derek and emily share a room on cases they fall asleep to kurt vonnegut audiobooks

~ anderson is invited to almost every party/event, even if he can't make it they want to make him feel included

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eira-astley

This has me by chokehold🥲🥲

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About a week ago I posted this.

I’ve been getting horrible messages like this in my ask for months, including:

and my personal favorite

After getting the message saying “Just go kill yourself” I was completely done dealing with this person’s horrible messages and replied with just an “Okay.” and logged off tumblr.

About a week later I logged back on with 17 messages in my ask, most of them from the anon. I scrolled down and at first when I logged off, the anon messaged me things like

I scrolled up more and all of a sudden they started sending me more and more messages like

This was extremely surprising to me. I thought “After all those horrible messages you sent to me for MONTHS about hating me and wanting me dead, you say ‘sorry’ and that you ‘cant be responsible for someone’s suicide’?”

But I guess the lesson goes like this:

DONT TELL ANYONE TO KILL THEMSELVES UNLESS YOU ARE PREPARED FOR WHAT MIGHT ACTUALLY HAPPEN

DON’T TELL ANYONE TO KILL THEMSELVES EVER.

THIS POST IS SO IMPORTANT I WANT EVERYONE ON TUMBLR IN THE WORLD TO SEE IT

This needs to be reblogged. I couldn’t scroll past this if I tried, I got a message like that but not for me, it told me to my friend to kill them self, I was livid! I didn’t answer it because a message like that doesn’t deserve an answer but I don’t see what is so funny about telling someone to kill them selves! I really don’t! It’s sick and it’s wrong. This person though, I take my hat off to you. You taught that bully a lesson.

this.

This will always be number one on the list of things that aren’t okay

Ho-ly shit.

I’ll never not reblog this

If you dare scroll without reblogging this you have no soul…….. i mean you do but reblogging this wont ruin your blog……. please just spread the word.

Please people don’t send anon hate your just hurting yourselves…

Don’t tell anyone to kill themselves. EVER.

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kfjack

ALWAYS treat people how YOU wanna be treated!!!

Suicide is not joke, you can’t go back from telling someone they should die. And you can’t undo the possible death you could have influenced. Please use kindness instead of this pointless hate. It makes a difference. even a small ‘how was your day?’ helps tremendously.

I’ve actually seen blogs deactivate only to find out people DID kill themselves for this shit. I’ve almost killed myself because of this shit. If I didn’t have the one person IRL that I do to talk to, I wouldn’t be here. Just, don’t do this. It’s not a joke.

OH MY GOD THE PEOPLE AT MY SCHOOL NEED TO SEE THIS. SUICIDE IS NOT A FUCKING JOKE. 

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thepercyfan

SUICIDE IS NOT SOMETHING TO MAKE FUN ABOUT!! YOU CAN’T REGTET SAYING SOMETHING TO SOMEONE ONLY BECAUSE YOU DON’T WANT BLOOD ON YOUR HANDS!!

Also, if you’re receiving this shit: they’re assholes, block their ip

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eira-astley

Pls reblog this and help us save people

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