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this is going to be an indefinite decision, but you know, it’s very likely permanent. and while yes, it is partially in light of a recent event that very few people know about, quite honestly i had been considering it for a very, very long time. we’re talking back when i dropped sylvia long time.

i want to talk about why, though. for some reason, in this community specifically, all of my characters seem to depend on specific relationships and that’s just… not good. i have tried. again and again. to restart characters from scratch and extend their reach beyond shipping and specific friendships but it never happened. and while i think it had to do with me making close friends here, i think it also had to do with the enemies i unfortunately make here too.

and you know? i have no idea why that is? i mean whether it’s people not liking me for my politics (which happens on my other blogs too, TRUST me), or just me not getting along with people, or me losing friends, the team rocket blogs and i just seem to not vibe.

but here’s the thing: i am completely at peace with this. there was a point in my life where being TEAM ROCKET was like. my ~identity~ or something. where i also NEEDED proton in my life because he was so representitive of my depression. but i am healing. i am growing and i am ready to leave this part of me behind.

i hope no one takes this to be a vague or a callout. honestly i couldn’t begin to list all of the people i’ve lost and had runins with here. i don’t want to. this isn’t meant to be a negative post. it’s meant to be a sort of liberation. i’m finally letting this dead weight go.

for the record, this means NO. team rocket muses. domino, petrel, miyamoto, and james will be coming off of writtenbykaichu. sylvia, x, venus, and proton will officially be retired. i’ll have to talk to kas about madame boss–if she’s started that project then i’ll keep her, but if not, i’ll give her another blog to work on and let her go too.

i am absolutely certain this will be good for me. and i’m not saying with certainty that i will never ever EVER write a rocket again, but like. when i do? it’ll be because the muse kicked me in the face and i have a renewed passion for it and the deadweight i feel now isn’t present at all. and THAT is a day i can look forward to.

see you guys on the other side!

so i feel that i should clarify something very quickly: my decision to ‘leave the rocket fandom’ affects my blogs only. i’m still perfectly happy to interact with any rocket-based blogs who, ya know. WANT to interact with me. i’m just personally not going to write rockets anymore. sorry if i scared anyone off with that. love ya!

this is going to be an indefinite decision, but you know, it’s very likely permanent. and while yes, it is partially in light of a recent event that very few people know about, quite honestly i had been considering it for a very, very long time. we’re talking back when i dropped sylvia long time.

i want to talk about why, though. for some reason, in this community specifically, all of my characters seem to depend on specific relationships and that’s just… not good. i have tried. again and again. to restart characters from scratch and extend their reach beyond shipping and specific friendships but it never happened. and while i think it had to do with me making close friends here, i think it also had to do with the enemies i unfortunately make here too.

and you know? i have no idea why that is? i mean whether it’s people not liking me for my politics (which happens on my other blogs too, TRUST me), or just me not getting along with people, or me losing friends, the team rocket blogs and i just seem to not vibe.

but here’s the thing: i am completely at peace with this. there was a point in my life where being TEAM ROCKET was like. my ~identity~ or something. where i also NEEDED proton in my life because he was so representitive of my depression. but i am healing. i am growing and i am ready to leave this part of me behind.

i hope no one takes this to be a vague or a callout. honestly i couldn’t begin to list all of the people i’ve lost and had runins with here. i don’t want to. this isn’t meant to be a negative post. it’s meant to be a sort of liberation. i’m finally letting this dead weight go.

for the record, this means NO. team rocket muses. domino, petrel, miyamoto, and james will be coming off of writtenbykaichu. sylvia, x, venus, and proton will officially be retired. i’ll have to talk to kas about madame boss–if she’s started that project then i’ll keep her, but if not, i’ll give her another blog to work on and let her go too.

i am absolutely certain this will be good for me. and i’m not saying with certainty that i will never ever EVER write a rocket again, but like. when i do? it’ll be because the muse kicked me in the face and i have a renewed passion for it and the deadweight i feel now isn’t present at all. and THAT is a day i can look forward to.

see you guys on the other side!

so i feel that i should clarify something very quickly: my decision to ‘leave the rocket fandom’ affects my blogs only. i’m still perfectly happy to interact with any rocket-based blogs who, ya know. WANT to interact with me. i’m just personally not going to write rockets anymore. sorry if i scared anyone off with that. love ya!

this is going to be an indefinite decision, but you know, it’s very likely permanent. and while yes, it is partially in light of a recent event that very few people know about, quite honestly i had been considering it for a very, very long time. we’re talking back when i dropped sylvia long time.

i want to talk about why, though. for some reason, in this community specifically, all of my characters seem to depend on specific relationships and that’s just… not good. i have tried. again and again. to restart characters from scratch and extend their reach beyond shipping and specific friendships but it never happened. and while i think it had to do with me making close friends here, i think it also had to do with the enemies i unfortunately make here too.

and you know? i have no idea why that is? i mean whether it’s people not liking me for my politics (which happens on my other blogs too, TRUST me), or just me not getting along with people, or me losing friends, the team rocket blogs and i just seem to not vibe.

but here’s the thing: i am completely at peace with this. there was a point in my life where being TEAM ROCKET was like. my ~identity~ or something. where i also NEEDED proton in my life because he was so representitive of my depression. but i am healing. i am growing and i am ready to leave this part of me behind.

i hope no one takes this to be a vague or a callout. honestly i couldn’t begin to list all of the people i’ve lost and had runins with here. i don’t want to. this isn’t meant to be a negative post. it’s meant to be a sort of liberation. i’m finally letting this dead weight go.

for the record, this means NO. team rocket muses. domino, petrel, miyamoto, and james will be coming off of writtenbykaichu. sylvia, x, venus, and proton will officially be retired. i’ll have to talk to kas about madame boss–if she’s started that project then i’ll keep her, but if not, i’ll give her another blog to work on and let her go too.

i am absolutely certain this will be good for me. and i’m not saying with certainty that i will never ever EVER write a rocket again, but like. when i do? it’ll be because the muse kicked me in the face and i have a renewed passion for it and the deadweight i feel now isn’t present at all. and THAT is a day i can look forward to.

see you guys on the other side!

hey so i have a bad habit of plotting things with people and either not establishing who was supposed to write the starter or forgetting that i was supposed to write it. sometimes we start plotting and even drop off. so this is a list of plots i’ve been working on, and i’m gonna kind of just reblog this post around my blogs and add plots cause of tagging bullcrap and i want, ultimately, the whole list to be in one accessible place. if you are TAGGED, please message me and lmk if you’re still interested so we can iron stuff out. (if this makes you nervous, dw about it; i’ll get to you if you don’t get to me first.) if you are NOT TAGGED but you know we had a plot, then definitely message me, because that means i forgot entirely.

but yeah uh, i really wanna get this stuff sorted out. cause when i’m done organizing blog stuff, it’ll be important to me that instead of posting a bunch of ramdom calls and stuff, i do these plots i had been working on and getting some actual development and old ideas going.

nobody panic. he’s not going anywhere. buuut i have gotten to a point where i feel like i’m RPing with the same two people and, if i don’t have them to write with, i don’t feel like writing him at all. 

so the plan is to eventually soft-reset him. i won’t be dropping all relationships, but i’d like to reset all important plotlines to give him a sort of fresh start and fresh opportunity to get to know new muses.

but, if i’m gonna do it, i’m gonna go all-out. new theme (cause this one’s broken, anyway), new tags, possibly going back to my old url… the works. and because that’s the plan, it’s just gonna have to wait for the general blog maintenance to finish. and also for me to be able to afford the art/theme i want for him cause i have a vision, okay???

in the meantime, business will be about the same. barely here but popping up when i feel like it. feel free to nudge me if you want him on your dash a little more. i won’t mind. in fact, i’ll be excited that someone wants to write with him, because i often feel like he’s been forgotten lmao.

anyway, generic statement about this post being in queue. you know. the usual.

nobody panic. he’s not going anywhere. buuut i have gotten to a point where i feel like i’m RPing with the same two people and, if i don’t have them to write with, i don’t feel like writing him at all. 

so the plan is to eventually soft-reset him. i won’t be dropping all relationships, but i’d like to reset all important plotlines to give him a sort of fresh start and fresh opportunity to get to know new muses.

but, if i’m gonna do it, i’m gonna go all-out. new theme (cause this one’s broken, anyway), new tags, possibly going back to my old url… the works. and because that’s the plan, it’s just gonna have to wait for the general blog maintenance to finish. and also for me to be able to afford the art/theme i want for him cause i have a vision, okay???

in the meantime, business will be about the same. barely here but popping up when i feel like it. feel free to nudge me if you want him on your dash a little more. i won’t mind. in fact, i’ll be excited that someone wants to write with him, because i often feel like he’s been forgotten lmao.

anyway, generic statement about this post being in queue. you know. the usual.

nobody panic. he’s not going anywhere. buuut i have gotten to a point where i feel like i’m RPing with the same two people and, if i don’t have them to write with, i don’t feel like writing him at all. 

so the plan is to eventually soft-reset him. i won’t be dropping all relationships, but i’d like to reset all important plotlines to give him a sort of fresh start and fresh opportunity to get to know new muses.

but, if i’m gonna do it, i’m gonna go all-out. new theme (cause this one’s broken, anyway), new tags, possibly going back to my old url… the works. and because that’s the plan, it’s just gonna have to wait for the general blog maintenance to finish. and also for me to be able to afford the art/theme i want for him cause i have a vision, okay???

in the meantime, business will be about the same. barely here but popping up when i feel like it. feel free to nudge me if you want him on your dash a little more. i won’t mind. in fact, i’ll be excited that someone wants to write with him, because i often feel like he’s been forgotten lmao.

anyway, generic statement about this post being in queue. you know. the usual.

nobody panic. he’s not going anywhere. buuut i have gotten to a point where i feel like i’m RPing with the same two people and, if i don’t have them to write with, i don’t feel like writing him at all. 

so the plan is to eventually soft-reset him. i won’t be dropping all relationships, but i’d like to reset all important plotlines to give him a sort of fresh start and fresh opportunity to get to know new muses.

but, if i’m gonna do it, i’m gonna go all-out. new theme (cause this one’s broken, anyway), new tags, possibly going back to my old url… the works. and because that’s the plan, it’s just gonna have to wait for the general blog maintenance to finish. and also for me to be able to afford the art/theme i want for him cause i have a vision, okay???

in the meantime, business will be about the same. barely here but popping up when i feel like it. feel free to nudge me if you want him on your dash a little more. i won’t mind. in fact, i’ll be excited that someone wants to write with him, because i often feel like he’s been forgotten lmao.

anyway, generic statement about this post being in queue. you know. the usual.

nobody panic. he’s not going anywhere. buuut i have gotten to a point where i feel like i’m RPing with the same two people and, if i don’t have them to write with, i don’t feel like writing him at all. 

so the plan is to eventually soft-reset him. i won’t be dropping all relationships, but i’d like to reset all important plotlines to give him a sort of fresh start and fresh opportunity to get to know new muses.

but, if i’m gonna do it, i’m gonna go all-out. new theme (cause this one’s broken, anyway), new tags, possibly going back to my old url… the works. and because that’s the plan, it’s just gonna have to wait for the general blog maintenance to finish. and also for me to be able to afford the art/theme i want for him cause i have a vision, okay???

in the meantime, business will be about the same. barely here but popping up when i feel like it. feel free to nudge me if you want him on your dash a little more. i won’t mind. in fact, i’ll be excited that someone wants to write with him, because i often feel like he’s been forgotten lmao.

anyway, generic statement about this post being in queue. you know. the usual.

nobody panic. he’s not going anywhere. buuut i have gotten to a point where i feel like i’m RPing with the same two people and, if i don’t have them to write with, i don’t feel like writing him at all. 

so the plan is to eventually soft-reset him. i won’t be dropping all relationships, but i’d like to reset all important plotlines to give him a sort of fresh start and fresh opportunity to get to know new muses.

but, if i’m gonna do it, i’m gonna go all-out. new theme (cause this one’s broken, anyway), new tags, possibly going back to my old url… the works. and because that’s the plan, it’s just gonna have to wait for the general blog maintenance to finish. and also for me to be able to afford the art/theme i want for him cause i have a vision, okay???

in the meantime, business will be about the same. barely here but popping up when i feel like it. feel free to nudge me if you want him on your dash a little more. i won’t mind. in fact, i’ll be excited that someone wants to write with him, because i often feel like he’s been forgotten lmao.

anyway, generic statement about this post being in queue. you know. the usual.

2am 1pm announcement that I impulse updated Proton’s disclaimer.