Little Makuhita Man

“H-hhua!” He blushed and looked at the other, he seemed to blush just as bad as he did. Did he just say that? did those words just..did he just..? Tabitha bit his lower lip and averted his gaze as he was somewhat flustered by this situation. 

Tabitha didn’t know how to respons. Not at all..because..what..? he didn’t quite know how to handle this. And it was rare for him to be speechless, but, now he was, very much so. Matt had told him,he loved him, and now he was supposed to respond. 

“Ah…eh..i-it’s not like..” He pouted and looked at him. “Just..I guess..! I-I kinda..k-kinda..love..love you..to..?”

“Y-you do?” Matt gazed at him with big eyes. Of course he hoped he did, but ... But did he actually believe ut? Due to him be in another team and everything? No, he did not actually believe it. “Oh, t-thats great! I mean ... Yeah.” He blushed and cupped Tabitha´s head in his hands, and rise suddenly, started to walk in small circles. 

“Uh, everything okay?” Tabitha asked.

“Yeah! All good.” He smiled. “I just ...” Ha felt to his knees in front of the shorter man he loved. “Do you realize how happy I am?!” 

Little Makuhita Man

“Ah, I don’t really have time to-” Tabitha could not utter another word, Matt grabbed him gently by the arm and dragged him along to the nearest cafe, to sit down, for a cup of coffee, and a chat, perhaps. So he just went along, sitting down and letting out a sigh as he squinted and looked over at Matt as he sat on the other side of the table.

“…” He didn’t know what to say, so he just shrugged and took a hold of the cup of freshly brewed coffee handed to him by the waiter. The other man looked at hun funny, the rather large and rowdy brute smiled and chuckled before taking a hold of one of Tabitha’s hands.

“What..what are you doing?” He mumbled.

He looked down at the hand he kept between both of his own. “I ...” He lost track of the sentences he had prepared for himself. When someone yelled “Action!” for him to start talking, he just lost completely track of it.

“I just wanted to ...” He let out a sigh. “Show you something.”

Show. Yeah ... He said ´Show´when he ment ´tell´. Good one, Matt, good one ...

“Okay?” Tabitha replied. His brow told him he was kinda like a question mark now.

“T-that I love you,” Matt struggled. He couldn't´t start over now. That would seem ridiculous. 

Little Makuhita Man

He huffed and did not at all, want to..’brofist’ him, no not at all. But, he just did it to get it over with, pouting as he crossed his arms and averted his gaze. So, Matt likd him? e-eh, not that he thought the taller man meant like like in..like like! no, n-no way! He blushed yet again, his cheeks turning a rosy red color.

“J-just don’t do that again.” He shook his head,frowning as the other did just that. “Little Makuhita man.” Matt smiled and chuckled. And Tabitha? he couldn’t care less at the moment, it seemed that Matt would always refer to him as his ‘little Makuhita man’, no matter how much Tabitha disliked him for it.

“You really don´t like it, eh?”Matt chuckled. “I see ... Sorry, man.” He smiled and looked at him. “Do you care for doing something? You and me, together?” 

Ha saw that Tabitha kinda got weird when he said so. He turned to face him. “I would really like to talk to you, you know, about stuff. Get to know each other a little bit better.” 

Little Makuhita Man

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Tabitha frowned as he placed his hands on his hips, stomping with his left foot while blushing like crazy. “Hey! stop that, how dare you call me that?!” He took a deep breath and tried to hit the much taller and muscular man in front of him. The other only laughed and shook his head.

“Look at you, little Makuhita man!” A big grin on that brutes face.

The Magma admin didn’t appreciate this nicname that Matt had given him. “First of all, I am not little!” Now, that was a lie..he was rather short, compared to the other.

“And second, I do NOT look like a Makuhita!” That was also a lie, because he knew all to well, that he did. Those squinted eyes and his chubby figure. He did really look like a Makuhita. But that didn’t mean he wanted this jerk to go around calling him that all the time.

“Bro, calm down!” Matt said as he took a hold of the smaller mans hands.

“What are you doing?!” Tabitha shouted, visibly frustrated.

“Unhand me!”

He looked more confused than ever, and Matt grinned. Big time grin. He lifted the smaller man in his arms and hugged him tightly. 

“What?! What are you doing?” He started to crawl, and Matt laughter and released him from his arms. “Sorry ... I just like you, I guess,” he said. And suddenly he felt guilt. “I´m sorry ...” 

He looked at Tabhita. “Really ... I´m sorry. Bros?” He held up a fist, inviting Tabhita to bro fist him. 

Magma in my heart

Maxie just couldn’t believe what had happened..they had been so…close.. once..but that was years ago, and a lot had happened since last time they saw each other. Perhaps it was for the better that they just split up like that? No, no, not at all..he couldn’t bear the thought of not having him in his life. But he just couldn’t take the pain, not any longer, he could not give his heart to someone that had hurt him so bad in the past.

But he couldn’t forget him, he couldn’t forget Archie. And as he sat there..now completely alone..he felt empty, he felt completely empty, and void. 

Jeg sukker tungt og stryker en hånd gjennom håret, setter meg ned på en stein og puster tungt ut gjennom nesen. Herregud for et styr ... Jeg ser mot den blå himmelen og biter meg i leppa. 

Dette er ... Ikke noe godt. Ikke noe ... Ikke godt i det hele tatt. 

Jeg savner ham. Jeg vil ha ham, men vil han ha ... meg?

Magma in my heart

“I do not know how to react..what to say..wha-what to feel!” He closed his eyes and let out a sigh. His heart was aching, it hurt to breath, tears threatened to escape. His body trembling, filled to the brim with all these feelings. Feelings of being lost, not knowing what to do, he felt so, so..so incredibly lost.

“Indeed you don’t. You deserve nothing from me at all.” He pulled away from the other, lowering his hands, shaking his head. “I wish It could’ve been that easy..I wish I could just forgive you like that, like nothing had ever happened.”

He sat back down at the edge of the table again. Hiding his face in his hands, now crying.

He looks at him. Lets out a sigh and walks towards him, reaches out a hand and caresses his cheek. Wiping the tears away. “I understand. You deserve better.” He makes a tiny, almost non-existing smile, nods and turns around. “I won´t bother you, and ... You know, if you want to see me, I´ll be nearby for a little while.” 

And then he goes. The tears streaming over his face. 

The heart in a thousands small pieces.