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Xarisone Alilyne Summers

@xarisone / xarisone.tumblr.com

IC/OOC page for the Former Commander of the Order of the True Dawn.(WrA Alliance. Some images may be NSFW. 18+ recommended. Faceclaim: Hannah New/Malin Akerman)
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Waiting for shit to hit the fan!

Hey guys, this post is about to get SUPER personal. If you’re not about that life feel free to scroll down to the TL;DR section at the bottom for some ways to help me out (b^.^)b

So there are some things I haven’t discussed at all lately that’s going on in my life. Last year I took the car into the shop because the check engine light was on, was told my catalytic converter is dying and that I had a year, possibly, before it died. My car has almost 270,000 miles on it, I’ve already put approximately $3,000 into it since getting it three years ago. With all the work that’d need to go into it (timing belt, brakes, catalytic converter) we’re looking at $2,500-$3000. So rather than save for that (with the prospect ANOTHER problem could always arise on a vehicle with such high mileage) we’re trying to save for a car when this one blows up. If we don’t have a car we might lose everything we’ve built up here in Minnesota.

Add on top of this that we just signed our lease for the next year and our rent went up by $40 \o/ (the most sarcastic little cheering guy there). Making it from $690 to $730. Now, this might not be so terrible except we have to pay $60 for our parking spot each month and $10 for our cat, Buddy. Makes it a whopping $800 before bills. So next year, no matter what, we need to move out of the city which is going to cost a good bit.

We need help saving. My fiance is currently the only one working since I have pretty bad issues with my back (I can only stand for about 15 minutes tops) and I quit my last job a few years back due to tendinitis (and not wanting to lose the utility of my hand before trying to get better at art). I unfortunately haven’t been able to get my back checked out due to not having insurance because apparently my fiance makes -just- enough money that the state won’t cover it but too little we can’t pay for it ourselves (yay America!).

On top of this whole insurance fiasco my wisdom teeth are starting to act up (since I never got them pulled when I was younger). The pain is still manageable currently but I’m waiting for the day when I won’t be able to eat because the pain will be too much. Dental work up here is so fucking expensive too I don’t know what I’ll do.

The stress is unreal, it’s constantly just sitting here waiting for everything to hit the fan and trying not to cry. It’s been so intense that I haven’t even rode the red stallion for four or five months now (and no, I’m not pregnant).

TL;DR: WE NEED HELP SAVING.

Please. I have a couple of ways you can help that isn’t just throwing money at us.

Like art? Please subscribe to my Patreon, it charges at the first of every month and is one of the best ways to give to me while also getting something in return.

There is also my Commissions when they’re open (which is usually the 8th of each month).

Want to just throw money at us? I have a Ko-Fi!

Have no money to spare? PLEASE BOOST THIS POST! Share it with your friends! Post it in your Discord/Skype/Facebook groups.

I’m absolutely dying for some sort of relief from all of this.

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xarisone

Boosting for a former guildie and avid WrA artist/rper.

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Doctors Without Borders ( also know as Medecins Sans Frontieres ) is a remarkable charity that helps people in desperate need all over the world!

Let’s help them keep doing what they do with some fundraising! You can read more about their work on their website (here) and check their charity rating on Charity Navigator (here

Current Painting Bids:

Ganondorf: 92$ 

Zelda: 60$

Rinku: 50$

Ghirahim: 50$

Vaati: 50$

Impa: 40$

Skullkid: 50$

* Updated May 3rd at 1:32 am -Eastern Standard Time*

Details:

  • Each painting is up for auction individually.
  • Paintings are  3 inches tall and 3 inches wide
  • I painted them with acrylic paint on stretched canvasses.
  • Each comes with it’s own easel. 

How to participate is below:

- Contact me and let me know how much you want to bid and on what painting. You can do this here on tumblr via an ask or message, or by my email Lorillustration@gmail.com

- If the top bidder backs out, the painting goes to the next highest bidder.

- The highest bid will be kept current at the top of this post.

- Bidding ends at 3pm eastern standard time on May 12th

- If you win, make your donation directly to Doctors Without Borders ( the link to their website here). Then email me a screen shot of your donation confirmation as proof. (feel free to blur out any personal info you would like)

- then let me know what address you would like it shipped to. I will pay for the shipping to anywhere in the United States or Canada. Outside there, contact me and we can figure out what works best for both of us.

That’s it!  And thank you all so much! I hope this goes well and we can get lots of medical supplies and help to the people that need it!

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xarisone

Wonderful artist who writes a wonderful story. Anyone who is interested in Zelda should hope to her page and check it out. Also donate to help a good cause.

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My waking and sleeping seem mixed together. I’m walking in a dream half the time, and sleeping through reality the other half.

Margaret Weis (via quotemadness)

(Real life right now..)

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(So a guildie did a thing. I love it! Thank you @Mikufun )

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The hours between 12am and 6am have a funny habit of making you feel like you’re either on top of the world, or under it.

Beau Taplin (via quotemadness)

(As the GL of a late night guild, I can affirm this.)

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Polyamory

Reblog if you’re polyamorous/open to polyamory in the future/in a polycule or open to one/interested in polyamory I want to see how many of us there are

And like if you think polyamory is okay, can be healthy, and doesn’t “go against human nature”

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PSA to Roleplayers

Just a friendly reminder to give everyone a chance that tries to roleplay with you, despite their quality of writing (unless of course they’re just being trolls or abusive, but that’s another thing entirely). 

If someone has the courage to walk up and throw roleplay at you, it really is the least you can do to roleplay with them in return.  Time and time again I’ve experienced amazing roleplay with people some might not give the time of day due to poor spelling, grammar, etc.  A person’s ability to know lore, as well as creating a fun scene and character has absolutely zero to do with their ability to write flawless and in multiple paragraphs. Some people simply struggle with spelling or grammar, some have learning disabilities, and some may not even know English all that well. None of those have any bearing on their ability to roleplay, just their ability to write.

Last night an example of this prompted me to write this up.  Standing around with @morghannah and roleplaying, an injured paladin came running up seeking healing. His writing was awful. We didn’t shy away and instead our characters helped take him to the Cathedral to find a priest at his character’s request.  From there it became hilarious as his character recalled how he’d been injured (his ‘profane desire and mating’ with a Death Knight led to it).  After he was healed, all the characters returned to the Reinhardt clinic where he began to recall the story of his life to Conwulf.  I could tell he absolutely could not wait to tell someone his character’s backstory, and our characters listened. His lore and story was GOOD. He’d put a lot of thought into it. After that, his character got up and began to profusely thank our characters for being there for him, which transitioned OOCly as he confessed he’d seen Reinhardt members roleplaying for a while now and he never had the courage to approach because his English is terrible, he’s new to roleplaying, and everyone writes so well.  We made his day.   Not only that, we had a lot of fun, laughs, and got development for our own characters in the process. 

TLDR; Roleplay with people regardless of their writing ability.  You might just be amazed, and you might just inspire someone and make their day.

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xarisone

(I agree 100% with this.)

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Sisters reunited..

(Recent past)

Xarisone clenched her fists, her nerves on edge as she stood, waiting. Ever since Sir Codex had arrived with the ship and proceeded to tell her of who he found, she had awaited this moment with anticipation.

As a figure wandered up the hill toward her, Xari’s heart raced in her chest. It had been 21 years since she had last seen her sister. For some time she had thought that Cassanni had died to an animal attack. Or at least that what was her ‘father’ had told her. It had been that defining point in her life that she had made to choice to protect those who could not protect themselves. It had created the Squire, Knight, Lieutenant and finally Commander of forces for good. But right now, Xari didn’t feel like any of those. She felt more like the young girl who grew up in the Wetlands, with her sister and their foxes by her side.

The woman approached silently, a fox companion wandering behind her at a distance, it’s eyes staring at Xarisone, judging her to be friend or foe. The foxes their family used to raise were sold for pelts and food, but that didn’t stop the Summers girls from having their favorites. Back in Stormwind, Xari still had Cissyfur waiting for her return. She knew she couldn’t bring her to the front lines and had paid for a tender to watch the apartment and her fox while she was on the battlefield. If Xari should die in battle, specific instructions were given for the fox to be well cared for until the day it passed away.

When the woman, clad in fur and bits of metal, stopped in front of Xari, she made a clicking sound and the fox itself stopped in its tracks, taking a seat, but its eyes still watching Xari with a glare.

Xari muscled up the courage and spoke first, her voice coming forth with the authority of a commander but her heart beat quickly in her chest. “Hello my dear sister, it is good to see you after all these years.”

Cassi eyed Xari with uncertainty as her sister spoke. She hadn’t seen this woman since they were kids but she now commanded an army of soldiers, and had begun talking to Cassi as if it had been a few years instead of multiple. Cassi responded with a guarded cordiality. “Aye, well met sister. Bin many moons since we spoke.” She glanced over her sisters shoulder at the camp of bustling people behind them. “Lookin like ya got enough people fer yer own war on the Legion. Just like father wanted…” The last words were spoken with disdain and distrust.

Xarisone, for all her flaws and tragedies, remained calm. This was her sister, not some random passerby on the street. The poor girl had seen much in her short lifetime and Xari knew her feelings were well deserved. But somewhere deep within Xari’s soul, the words still hurt. Though the man wasn’t her biological father, he had been there at her side. Training her to become the woman she was today. Without his guidance and strength, she was unsure she would have survived to this point, of reuniting with her sister.

When Xari finally spoke, her voice was calming and unrelenting. “I formed this Order from the ashes of another. They are good people, striving to prevent the destruction of the world we live in, by demons intent on annihilation. I would trust any one of them with my life, as I trust you.” She stood taller now, her hands clasped behind her back to hide the nervousness in them.

Cassanni snorted, her eyes rolling slightly. “Then why, did it fall to a Lightflinger such as Mr. Shiny to find me? Ya neva came lookin fer me. Neva saw yer face again after papa left me in the wild. Ya always claimed ta be watchin my back but ya never came. And now, yer leadin yer own people. Too busy ta find yer sister.” Cassi crossed her arms in defiance, her stance spread slightly so as to maintain her footing on the uneven ground.

Xarisone closed her eyes,  a soft sigh escaping her lips. She knew this was coming even before the girl had walked up the hill. Her sister was right. She had believed the lies their father had spun. She was just a child when it happened but to Xari, their father could do no wrong, and for that, Cassi had paid the price. Finally, Xari collapsed to one knee, her eyes still closed as she spoke. “I would have given my life ten times over if I had known you were still alive. Father told me you were gone.. That there was nothing I could do to save you and the only way to see you again was to become one with the Light. And how I wished for that to happen everyday.” Xari’s resolved crumbled. Without it she was merely a woman, trying to lead a group of men and woman on a righteous crusade against a legion of unimaginable foes. Her sisters words had brought her low and it made it worse. She had done everything to protect her sister when they were young, but that wasn’t enough to save her from a fate far worse than death.

Cassanni looked down at Xarisone, the anger still there, the pain still fresh. Cassi wanted to lash out at her sister with all the unrestrained ferocity that life living in the wild had done to her. But instead of forcing her sister to continue to grovel, she reached down, holding her hand out. “Wit the Legion attacking our home, ya will git plenty of chances. But, right now.. ya ‘ave an army ta lead.” Cassi continued to watch her sister, her hand outstretched, waiting for the pressure and weight of her sisters hand.

Xarisone looked up, seeing her sisters outstretched hand and not so much heard, as felt her sisters words. Cassi was right, there was indeed still time for her to join the Light, but having her sister with her eased that desire more so than anything had. She reached up, clasping Cassi’s hand with a new found strength. “Aye, that I may sister. But today is not that day.” She pulled on her sisters hand, tugging herself upward. So many memories had been lost to the sands of time, but right here and now she would make amends for all the years missed. “Come, sister..” Xari spoke, her confidence renewed. “..Let me introduce you to some of this Order....”

(Sorry this took so long to post but life has been rather stressful. I hope to have a few more recent past posts later as well.)

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How in the hell could a man enjoy being awakened at 8:30 a.m. by an alarm clock, leap out of bed, dress, force-feed, shit, piss, brush teeth and hair, and fight traffic to get to a place where essentially you made lots of money for somebody else and were asked to be grateful for the opportunity to do so?

Charles Bukowski (via quotemadness)

(I have to put this here because I do this IRL and am finally walking away from it.)

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