turn the tears and pain into stars

smile and be happy

This was so beautiful... these guys can date later if they wish ofc it's their free will but I want THIS to be the canon event that's happened sometime in the timeline too, because this is so sweet and wholesome.

really long post here but Aigis and Ryoji basically share the same vibe.. these guys should have been friends!! They could have been!!! They're both very very wholesome entities, very precious people. So sweet and curious and caring. I kind of want to see that happen because they actually do share a whole lot in common regarding how they interact with the protagonist

YES YES YES OMYGOD WHAT A RELIEF.. I was AFRAID IF I WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO MAX AEON... YES.. LAST MINUTE MAX

I was reminded of this guy as I thought about my videos

I associate him with the songs: taixu and AngelFalse

shuyukas for my needs and heart

I kind of wish ryoji did this ;v; or does he? He did visit the dorm after all..

Hey Lia! have you been doing well? I am actually partially aware of the rumor, and I'm interested in both games! I haven't played P1 and P2 but I've enjoyed a lot of the songs from the PSP version of P1 (Voice, Dream of Butterfly, A Lone Prayer, School Days etc!) and I know a little bit of P2's lore because my brother's played it and I asked him if it was good. He enjoyed it. So I have a good impression of both games!

My bro actually, he's the one that's introduced me to this series although he doesn't play it any more himself... P3 is his favorite game of all time and He says Shin Megami Tensei 4 is great too, making its place in second place (and he's played a lot of games so that's a lot coming from him!!) and these games stem from the same roots, don't they? Persona's started out as a spinoff of SMT.. from what I heard, P2 is still a lot like SMT(?) in terms of the vibe it gives? And I'm interested in SMT 4 and P2 after hearing what kinds of stories it offers from my bro. It seemed to have some interesting ideas!

Speaking of which, I tried playing P5X last night, and I somehow have a huge hunch that it not only has to do with P5, but P3(in terms of the water themes of the velvet rooms and the main objective-how people are acting really similar to how apathy syndrome works. *p3 spoilers but* I actually feel P3's protagonist COULD make it back in a world like this in theory because people are deprived of every desire, even that of death- but at what cost;) and P2.. I think it's got to do with P2 somehow. you know how 2 and 5 looks a lil similar when it's flipped? and X looks exactly the same upside down or sideways, P5X's world could might as well be P5's world but mirrored. OR/AND be P2's world after the aftermaths of P2's storyline(?) a fake reality made out of the P2 hero's desires or sth.. IDK I named my P5X's hero tatsuya because they look quite similar lol and wouldn't it be cool if he actually turned out to be related to him? This game then, could end up being a bridge between old and new persona games.

I'm going to publish this because who knows if I get this right? XD

Have you played P3 lia? I love that game! ;v; Oh gosh.. I can't bring myself to finish it though, I'm really going to miss it when I do. Tell me your thoughts about it when you do because I'm back deep in again and I really love the message of this story. There's a lot I find lovely and I'm sure it's a story that could lift a lot of people's heart and soul (the opening song is beautiful!)

sincerely, yuseirra

gosh... that ask earlier makes me feel really bad.. I wonder why this still has a blow on me, it's been literal months.. ugh, I feel terrible, it's not because of you anon, you were very polite, this subject hurts though..

mind you, this is not the first time I got inquiries about my videos. I made those purely out of love and good will, put it out there expecting nothing back, for free, I loved them a lot you know? I loved them a lot and I felt so excited about all the lovely reactions I got, I can't bear to think about it anymore, they were actually a teeny bit like my children in a way. If anyone cares for them in the world, it's me. It's me. I rewatched them so much while I made those to see if I could do any better, I stayed up 5am in the morning, I sat down 12 hours straight and sat through a whole free day through all weekends, if anyone cares about them, it's me. And the people who loved them too, of course, I care about your feelings yeah!! I'm happy you found good in them! I'm glad I could share those with you! But I kept quiet while I suffered for months!! How terrible and awful and bad I felt about it all seeing so many things happen, and some wild things happened, really.

I've been retrieving my inner peace little by little and I have things I care for and love, I don't want to dwell in these murky feelings, my heart really hurts. I don't want to bring those feelings forth any more. I see people aren't affected to things as strongly as I am, there is a reason why I chose to do the things I did though, and I've taken a lot of time to consider it. It could be hard to understand how it's been a deal for me, I don't think it should be for me either and I don't quite understand me myself either, it's just a game really, but I hated seeing people getting hurt. If you would be as kind, I don't want to hear about this again, please. hope you can respect this part of me too.

heeee..;v; I was going to attach something cute to go with this ask, that was why I was postponing it a little but I feel like I should reply to this soon after having replied to another anon ask earlier, it sort of goes along with that same line of thought? although I guess not quite entirely.

I saw you liking a lot of my shuyuka fanarts earlier, I was so excited about that!//(that ship is TOTALLY AWESOME) and aww.. this whole vibe!! of you wishing my works should be seen by more people! that's incredibly sweet of you. I read this ask yesterday but I was feeling really tired and was kind of tucked in bed all day.. I couldn't get to it as fast as I wanted, but I'd like to tell you that it managed to give me a grin all day. Thank you so much for sharing your positivity, I feel happy I've created those pieces now! I did, but even more!

You know, I wish I could do the same! but the same time, aa; -I'm not saying about the people in the platform, I'm talking about the way the platform functions itself- it's a place where things flow very, very fast. I like some aspects about it, whew.. at the same time, it's such an easy place to stumble. It's hard to be careful over there, about the way you speak, the way you post, unless you wish to be perfectly lighthearted or neutral, you must tread very carefully(just being online in general is HARD.._ I think I've learned that yet again, so I either should be a really mature and good person in order to hold up an account there or say nothing at all.. I wish I could be the prior, but I don't trust myself as much yet and I don't think I would only post art either since I get excited way too easily and say dumb things!!

I'm really happy you've come to say this to me, I would, really, like to be able to share my art with more people...I'm very happy when I see people who like it and compliment it and find good things about it. I hope I can do that, but I fear that I'm not very wise enough.

Nothing bad has happened to me in person and everyone's been so generous and kind. I think I've needed some time to back out and grow a little more as a person. And maybe take it slow for awhile. I'd appreciate it if you could share my works to your friends (there are links and stuff! ;v;//) and I'll back them up on pixiv and stuff too when I have some batch of it accumulated XD I wasn't thinking of making another account there because I did what I would through all the years I've been there which's been like a whole decade's worth of time, that was a whole lot of years of twitter! and I had fun! but if there's a way for me to share my works to more people out there, I would be happy to.

I'll draw more shuyukas ♥ I was drawing one before I got this ask, actually..I was going to attach it, but I'll a lil distracted now so I should answer this before a lot of time pass. Thank you very much! See you again soon!

Hello! First of all, I'd like to tell you I am happy you care for my works. I put a whole lot of passion and love into my videos regarding projmoon (I still remember the days where I stayed up wrapping my head around thinking how I could incorporate things as well as I'd like)

I'd also like to tell you that at this point, I feel a great deal of pain and distress when I think about the company or of their works. I have no idea how you feel about project moon and their games, or how much you know about what's going on or of the takes you have. So I'm a bit concerned on how my words will come off to you, but I'd like to let you know that just thinking about their works makes me feel very pained.

My works are important to me and I put my heart into them, I can say that for sure. But there is a reason why I've chosen to take them down. My works are so important to me, I was so proud of them. Can you think of how I felt, till I felt the need to put it down? I was feeling so depressed for several months. I'm not talking about you, it's not about you, really. I know that you care, but It's kind of sad how people don't care very much about things as long as they could get content. They don't know, they don't care what people are going through. But in their defense, how would they know in the first place? No one really knows what's going on in other people's heads unless they tell them. So it's nobody's fault in the end.

I'm glad I could share my videos and that they could give people joy, but at the same time, I also wish I never made it, I wish I never liked project moon's works if I knew how sad and hurt that was going to make me feel. I feel like a few year's been taken off my lifespan due to stress, that's how bad I feel about it sometimes and it's terrible, considering how much love I had. I did a wonderful job with it, and I rarely could say that about a piece I've made without a piece of doubt.

You told me you understand anon, I hope you still do. So no, I don't think I'll be able to bring it back anytime soon. I'm sorry to say that, but so many people liked that piece and it'd be unfair to give access to some while the rest can't, if it has to go, it goes the same way for everyone. Thanks for having loved the video!

I tried p5x on my phone and it runs well, it has nice graphics and the plot seemed pretty interesting too, but the amount of storage space it takes up is insane.. it needs AT LEAST 15GB, really wanted to play using my phone but I had to delete it ._.) maybe I'll make another attempt after deleting all my photos or sth ;v;

oh.. the prologue made me think, the p5x world has this problem where everyone's desires are stolen away. Even one's desires to live,

but in that case, that'd mean the desire for death could also be depleted, right? then... p3 protagonist just may be able to come back in that world, wouldn't he?? ;v;..since nobody would really wish for that, either, they wouldn't wish for anything. That situation also shares something in common with p3's plot too, since everyone being lethargic and desire-less seems pretty similar to the apathy syndrome.

A p3 crossover could happen pretty well and swiftly. I think SEES would find what's happening really intriguing if they were to see what's happening there.

I've been three minutes in P5X, but do you think this game has to do with P2? The characters oddly resemble the characters from there with the protagonist sharing some resemblance to tatsuya, the homeroom teacher looks a bit like maya but it could be just me. I never played P2 but my brother did, and according to what I've heard, there are (spoilers but) two different worlds. Maybe this game has to do with that "alternate world" and everything that happens in P5X is an alternate reality.. but perhaps those two worlds that got cut off from each other could be merging and that's why there are problems that are arising or something? That was just a thought that crossed my mind and I'm sure there would already be theories from who know this series better

Tried out this P5X test (it's official) and wonder seems to have a thing for merope.. She's referred to as "관심이 있는 이성"(someone from the opposite sex that you're interested in) and "좋아하는 이성"(someone you have a liking for-usually in terms of romantic interest-)

welp.. so much for that...

these tiny dolls(keychains) are so cute.. I like how the protag looks a lot happier in the new one!