oh my god this blog is still here
anyways im gonna write ryo from d/evilman cryb/aby n probably delete him after I get insecure
me yesterday: i am not coming back to this blog. i fear it is too late for me.
me now: hello i literally have not written a paragraph in abt 3mnths where'd my followers go haha
im thinkin of bringing either of my fave mutant babies 2 tumbles like my thief oc chanelle or my wolf tamer oc joon ? 🤔
vorganes reblogged
anyways i feel like it’s time to admit it that i probably won’t be coming back to this blog. i think the fact that i’ve constantly tried to say and force myself to come back is enough to show that i dont have the strength for it. this doesn’t mean I’m leaving tumblr tho as I still have a lot to give and explore writing wise and i’m desperate to make the most of what I have, and what makes me happy.
People who have known me for a long time will know about the status and issues with my health, and the stress of my family. In the middle of last year I was given the diagnosis of a cerebral aneurysm of about 2.6 mm in size; it has now swollen to almost 5. It is still too small to remove, and at a low risk of rupturing for now. But with the current state of my body and my other disabilities deteriorating my health the risk increases.
What I’m asking is not to pity me, or treat me differently; I just want to be welcomed back without the pressure of everything. I don’t want to feel forced to write and I want to enjoy my blogs and characters. And I know I can be a difficult person to deal with, but please wait for me. All I want more than anything is to be able to write again, and have the feeling of happiness it used to give me.
Also that last post was edgy sorry but anyways add me on disc/rd to listen 2 me complain
anyways i feel like it's time to admit it that i probably won't be coming back to this blog. i think the fact that i've constantly tried to say and force myself to come back is enough to show that i dont have the strength for it. this doesn't mean I'm leaving tumblr tho as I still have a lot to give and explore writing wise and i'm desperate to make the most of what I have, and what makes me happy.
People who have known me for a long time will know about the status and issues with my health, and the stress of my family. In the middle of last year I was given the diagnosis of a cerebral aneurysm of about 2.6 mm in size; it has now swollen to almost 5. It is still too small to remove, and at a low risk of rupturing for now. But with the current state of my body and my other disabilities deteriorating my health the risk increases.
What I'm asking is not to pity me, or treat me differently; I just want to be welcomed back without the pressure of everything. I don't want to feel forced to write and I want to enjoy my blogs and characters. And I know I can be a difficult person to deal with, but please wait for me. All I want more than anything is to be able to write again, and have the feeling of happiness it used to give me.
also pls plot w me here !!!!! i miss talking n plotting a lot
CROOKED AFFECTION , TO LAVE DIVINE TONGUE O’ER HOLLOWED HUSK UNTIL ALL IS LEFT IS RED - BLOODED MAN ; would you ponder the size of the panther’s teeth ? ❝ park ... you will regret ignoring me . ❞
to whom he is starved , be it affection or perhaps heavy - petting ; for touch --- he yearns . especially so , as he claws himself forward ‘pon languid strokes , pulling himself over undead’s lap & gleefully relaxing himself further with the delicate keen of his spine & roll of foul tongue . with which , he purrs ; anatomy inexplicably human yet dori - mu swats delicately at the novel held taut in gothic grasp , lips parting to coax the softest of mewls from beneath holy vocals .
❝ you’re so unbelievably boring ! won’t you play with me ? ~ ❞ / @sanguire .
also like i stole my brother's laptop yesterday so there's a good chance i'll be coming back 2 rp
who's Evan
also come talk 2 me about ocs .