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diary of a mentally ill metalhead & hockey lover

@helllbrain / helllbrain.tumblr.com

/ russ // he/him // 23 // 🤍💛💙/
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i’m back on tumblr bitches, all my followers are dead accounts but i’m still gonna use the tags as my vent and diary :’)

#me#i’m in germany again and the derealization is fucking reaL#i’m so happy i’m here don’t get me wrong#but just#nothing feels real#so many ​good things have been happening since you left my life#but yeah nothing feels like real life anymore#i bought far cry 5 and death atranding#for my ps4#and i’m playing fc5 rn and it’s so much fun#but i’m still here crying like a bitch bc nothing feels real#so i’m drinking to feel better and it’s starting to hit but i’m also almost out of alc#gotta go to netto to buy their cheapest vodka that just tastes like chemicals#tomorrow morning#russventing
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psycholoshit

lugn sätt dig i båten barn, du är på helt rätt plats för ett återfall

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gothbopeep

one year. 12 months. 52 weeks. 365 days. 525600 minutes. 31536090 seconds. however you say it, on this day back in 2017 something dreadful happened. a year passed and fans are still grieving. but the fans are also keeping the energy alive. gustav thought that energy doesn’t die. fans of lil peep are living proof that energy doesn’t die. we’re keeping the energy of him alive. here’s to another somber year without him, let’s grieve together quietly but still come together and share his energy that has been placed in our hearts. let’s share it loud and proud. rest in peep gustav elijah åhr, november 15th, 2017

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