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@kurlykookster

Masterlist 18 | Uk | Call me Sunny | Kpop | BTS | Fanfiction writer ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡° ) | Occasional fanart
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Anonymous asked:

Hi there, I saw a comment mentioning how you made a speech on the Sewol Ferry tragedy. I am also making a speech regarding that and I swear I'll break down crying. Just researching it makes me so emotional. If you don't mind me asking, what parts did you discuss in your speech? Sorry for asking. Thank you and have a lovely day!

I was bawlin and made the class scared because i was known as an emotionless bitch lmao. I looked into what happened and questioned who/what was to blame. I mentioned stuff like the out of date life jackets, the illegal alterations made to the ship, the captain and crew just aborting the boat as it sank and not saving anyone, and other bits like that. Good luck with the speech and hope it went alright if youve already done it, sorry for takin a while to reply, my phone was broken lmao :)

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Anonymous asked:

sunny!! happy birthday! i hope life's treating you're well and that you have a great birthday (and the rest of the days of the year as well but y'know). yours sincerely, awkward anon

Thank you my dear anon, i feel blessed to be remembered 😭 I swear I'll be posting again soon, i've just had a tough 2 years because of important exams and stuff and uni applications and really finding out what i want to do with my future . Hope to be back soon ❤❤ hope you all have a good year too.

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The ending of part 18 of the Forbidden Fruit fanfic by @kurlykookster.

SCREEEEEEEEEEEEE

YOU MADE THIS SCENEE OMGMGFAAAAA

This has brought me literall pure joy what the fuck. Fuck i really need tk get back into writing! Little by little its happening!

But wow you really pulled off the scene so well, i love the panels and the emotions, it feels perfect and wow im in love again...

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They’re watching Casper.

Oh man, I wanted to try making a gif for so long. Finally. Kinda sloppy, but hey, I dont think it looks that bad for a first try.

Based on a very cute and funny fanfic about a ghost by @kurlykookster​.

OH MY GOD ITS A FUCKING GIF!!!! OMG!!!! I LOVE IT!!!!! WOW!!!WOW SKFNAKFNSNF

You always find new ways to amaze me, you really do 😍 it's beautiful and i love it so much you need more recognition!!!

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“i really liked your post!”

Thanks How About You Reblog It :)

just in case you’re wondering what i’m talking about:

13%, 21%, a whooping 30%, 15%, 21% again. and those are the stories that do well.

it’s almost like tumblr has a reblog button you could USE

LIKE IT? REBLOG IT!

it’s not fucking difficult.

also i love how i gotta make these posts practically every time after i publish something.

look, i don’t give a fuck about money. i’m writing fic for fun. if you wanna throw a billion dollars at me, sure, you do you.

but literally all i want, all we all want, is for our stuff to be acknowledged. spread. REBLOGGED. 

because obviously you read it and liked it, right?

so now all you have to do is hit that little button. it looks a little like this

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and then that’s that. 

or, on ao3, you write “i really liked this! thank you for sharing!”. and that’s that.

it takes absolutely ZERO EFFORT, and it makes you happy (because you liked what you just read) and it makes us happy (because our work can get potentially more readers), and everyone is happy.

and instead, there’s likes all around. 

and likes are a little like seeing someone having their arms full with things and they drop their keys and you walk past and say “hey dude, i hope that works out for you!”

writers spend hours, even days and weeks or months on fics, pouring ourselves into it, forgoing sleep and food sometimes just to finish something because we hope you’ll like it.

and we get a litte ❤️ for our troubles and that’s it.

and especially when you get statistics like above - 42 likes and 9 reblogs - it feels like a kick to the face. 

if every writer only wrote for themselves (”as you’re supposed to do uwu”), there wouldn’t be a single fic out there, because we’d keep all the fics. but we write for our audience too, hoping we’ll hear back, hoping people will spread our fics, “hey, look at this cool thing i read!”.

and that doesn’t happen.

so you start thinking “hey, maybe i shouldn’t publish this. it’s bad anyways, right? and it doesn’t make a difference if i do. it’s not like anyone cares.”

how many thousands and thousands of words for your favorite ship do you think are out there, saved on hard drives by authors who’ve given up wishing to publish their things, because “nobody cares.”

reblogging and commenting seems to be at an all time low at the moment. and you know what happens when you, the supplier, feel like there’s no demand out there? 

you stop supplying.

because nobody cares enough to want to share it.

“thoughts and prayers with your fic! it was so good!” that’s what the like button means, to make an extreme comparison here.

and honestly, i don’t understand why.

reblog. your. writers. it’s all we ask for.

yep

THIS.

Oof :')

(Lowkey me)
(Dont mind me)
(Just dropping by)
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It's been a few days and you still haven't answered my ask, which leads me to believe that it got eaten, again. So, 2nd try: ☂️, 🐾, 🌷, 🍪.

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akdabdaemb jeez, tumblrs too hungry... but i’ve received this one so it’s fine now i guess :)))

These are actually really hard questions since i dont tend to have a favourite of stuff.... here we go tho

☂️ What’s your favourite type of weather? 

i like rainy weather where it’s pouring it down, but it’s slightly warm, not cold. but then sometimes i really like sunny weather accompanied with walks by streams and rivers. and then i also really like snow during christmas season. so yeah

🐾 What’s your favourite animal?

I love all animals UwU  (my favourite for this question changes all the time, the most recent was foxes, but lately corgis have been playing in my heart)

🌷 What’s your favourite flower?

Blossoms are one of my faves, and same with any other spring time flower.

🍪 Favourite sweets/candy/snack?

Well i have a prefered choice for each since i dont really group sweets and snacks as one thing. for sweets i like any kind of gummy/jelly or hard sugars, especially if it’s sour, and for snacks i like crisps/chips or pastries.

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Not many know this, but I really enjoy making original characters, or just character designs in general, probably even more than making actual drawings.

A few weeks ago @kurlykookster and I were exchanging story ideas about a boy with quite an unusual family - a witch mother and a demon father, which…kinda turned into a fanfic idea in the end. Had to draw these ideas out of my head, cuz if I didn’t, I’d just get distracted while working on actual drawings. 

Are any of you interested in sketches? Messy character designs? Would you like to see more, or do you prefer actual finished drawings instead? Let me know :)

Woah she's real pretty! ❤ I always love your sketches and all that ❤👌🏻👍😥

Yall should check her stuff out if you haven't already :)))) send lots of love too.

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“Your mind went calmingly blank as you felt your body grow heavier as you sunk into the couch cushions. Jae now stood by the window; you didn’t recall her getting up in the first place. She looked cautiously behind the blinds, eyes weary and expectant. Her eyes drift towards your drooping ones, and a faint filter of guilt goes over her face. You couldn’t get your mind to complete any sentences, let alone make an audible sound as you felt yourself seemingly grow powerless, like an empty shell with no strength or energy left inside.”

And you thought I wouldn’t start the year with FF fanart? Happy New Year, guys! Thank you for all the support you’ve given me so far, I really appreciate it. I hope you’ll keep enjoying my art this year as well.

Forbidden Fruit belongs to @kurlykookster.

AJFBSOFNEN dang this is too nice...

You make my heart flutter...what is this feeling.... love?... pride for the talent of a friend? .... adoration? 💕💓 💓💕💓💓💕

Ugdhshhds i really need to get that writing spark soon man... i wanna write for everyone :(((

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Get to know me tag.

I was tagged by @kihyoungjaes , *sigh* ily 

1ST RULE: tag 9 people you want to get to know better: lmao no

Lmao I dont talk to many people on here so I’ll just tag some mutuals (I dot have many lmao ) and maybe some other blog if i aint a pussy. IF I TAG YOU, YOU DONT HAVE TO DO IT <3 @ookaminorakugaki @dom-joonie @creamsicklesz @itskimtaehyung @lovemesomekookies

2nd RULE: BOLD the statements that are true

APPEARANCE: · I am 5'7" or taller · I wear glasses · I have at least one tattoo ·I have at least one piercing ·I have blonde hair · I have brown eyes · I have short hair · My abs are at least somewhat defined · I have or have had braces

PERSONALITY: · I 💛 meeting new people · People tell me that I’m funny · Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me · I enjoy physical challenges · I enjoy mental challenges · I’m playfully rude with people I know well · I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it · There is something I would change about my personality.

ABILITY: · I can sing well · I can play an instrument · I can do over 30 pushups without stopping · I’m a fast runner · I can draw well · I have a good memory · I’m good at doing math in my head · I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute · I have beaten at least 2 people in arm 🤼 · I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch · I know how to throw a proper 🥊

HOBBIES: · I enjoy playing sports · I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else · I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else · I have learned a new song in the past week · I work out at least once a week · I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months · I have drawn something in the past month · I enjoy writing · fandoms are my #1 passion · I do or have done martial arts.

EXPERIENCES: · I have had my first 😘 · I have had alcohol · I have scored the winning goal in a sports game · I have 👀 an entire season of a 📺 show in one sitting · I have been at an overnight event · I have been in a 🚕 · I have been in the 🏥 or ER in the past year · I have beaten a 🎮 in one day · I have visited another country · I have been to one of my favourite band’s concerts

MY LIFE: · I have at least one person I consider a “best friend” · I live close to my school · My parents are still together · I have at least one sibling · I live in the United States · There is snow right now where I live · I have hung out with a friend in the past month · I have a 📱 · I have at least 15 CDs · I share my room with someone

RELATIONSHIPS: · I’m in a relationship · I have a crush on a celebrity · I have a crush on someone I know · I have been in at least 3 relationships · I have never been in a relationship · I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them · I get crushes easily · I had a crush on someone for over a year · I have been in a relationship for at least a year· I have had feelings for a friend

RANDOM 💩: · I have breakdanced · I know a person named Jamie · I have had a teacher with the last name that’s hard to pronounce · I have dyed my hair · I’m listening to one song on repeat right now · I have punched someone in the past week · I know someone who has gone to jail · I have broken a bone · I have eaten a waffle today · I know what I want to do with my life · I speak at least 2 languages · I have made a new friend in the past year

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