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get me out of my head

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          “Do you not think that’s taking things a little too far? I don’t think I meant that it would get that bad.& I must say, that has to be some of the scariest advice I’ve heard for a while.” 

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               ❛ i mean... ❜ siobhan isn’t quite sure what she means, violence is a means to an end. in some ways, it’s unavoidable. it’ll always escalate.  ❛ the idea is to hurt them before they hurt you, isn’t it? it’s a message, you can’t argue with that. ❜
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Night Vibes

There was no doubt the brunette knew her secrets about these darkened streets. Interestingly enough, It never dawned on him to actually explore the city at night; usually he always had somewhere to go, somewhere to be. Siobhan’s own experiences with curfew and being out late, brought back vivid examples of his own memories. He could recall instances in his youth where after drinking with his friends, he’d wander the night streets intoxicated. While his vision then might of been too blurred and swayed to pay much attention to the atmosphere; he did remember reflecting on the tranquility of the night. The lack of passing cars, the empty streets, Miami’s humid nights.

But bringing him out here with her, when he was the first, surprised him. In some aspect, he felt flattered. A soft smile graced his features after she finished her comment. He wasn’t going to lie. He was happy to know he was worthy enough in her perspective to bring him out to one of her favorite places. Maybe past the small print, it meant something. Then she challenged him with another question, one he took some time to think about before answering. His gaze dropped towards the waves, which were crashing against the support beams of the pier.

❝ Probably back to Hawaii. ❞ He paused, he let the memories come back to him. ❝ Served there back in ‘84, you know, back when the Russians occupied it. ❞ Richter replied, tapping the ashes off the end of his cigarette and into the water below. ❝ It was really beautiful there, despite what was going on… Wouldn’t mind going back. ❞ He turned his head to allow his light gaze to meet Siobhan’s. ❝ What about you? You don’t miss home at all? ❞

       there’s something about these miami nights, with the raging humidity and brutal heat. it reminds her of home in the dead of summer. it’s bittersweet, now that she comes to think of it. she’s unable to stay long in her memories, and if she’d been by herself she would have undoubtedly zoned out with the memories fresh in her mind. it’s one of many reasons she’s grateful that richter showed up, the idea of her being alone with her thoughts any longer was wholly unappetizing to the photographer. she shifts as she watches him, noticing how he takes time to think about it. she wondered if he’d pick vegas, or some kind of city like this but away from this. away from the bloodshed this city was known for, for a different kind of hell.          siobhan does her best to imagine hawaii when he was there, though she finds it hard to picture it during the war. the smell of the ocean mixed with a palpable fear of each day being your last. not too different from miami, though the scope was much broader. his return of question causes her diminutive shoulders to shrug in response. she couldn’t ever say she was rightly homesick, but there was a beauty in the way devil’s lake looked at early hours of the morning. the fog from the lake spreading across the town until all you could see were faint neon lights and the looming trees that seemed to almost be watching. the silence might have been something she missed, but that was the kind of foreboding one. a violent kind of quiet.          ❛ i should, it’s your picturesque new england town, ❜ muted laughter falls from full lips as her hands re-grip the bar before her. lower lip caught between teeth for a moment as she thinks for herself. if she could pick anywhere.  ❛ maybe hawaii, truthfully i never put much thought into it, but the idea of it... it’s nice. y’ever see one of the volcanoes out there go off? ❜

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                      there’s very few words capable of staggering the woman, but those words are a handful of them. it’s not rare that she’s affected by tone and sincerity, but there’s something in the brokenness. it’s almost hollow, reverberating against the hollows of the walls making it sound more desperate than intended. at least more desperate than she assumed.               ❛ of course, ❜ siobhan breathes out the response, small body falling down beside him with a distinct lack of grace. there’s a smile that tugs at her lips, however faint. ❛ i won’t go unless you want me to. ❜
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Four Word . Prompts

  • “Please, come with me.”
  • “You’re always number one.”
  • “I can’t do this.”
  • “I won’t let you.”
  • “Maybe I’m just crazy.”
  • “I’m not even sorry.”
  • “Honestly, just stop it.”
  • “I believe in you.”
  • “Don’t be an ass.”
  • “Who were you with?”
  • “Please talk to me.”
  • “I can’t trust you.”
  • “I need you, though.”
  • “Don’t be fucking rude.”
  • “Is that my shirt?”
  • “So, it was you.”
  • “I need to go.”
  • “Just stay with me.”
  • “You can trust me.”
  • “Alright, I love you.”
  • “I’m sorry, but no.”
  • “Will you help me?”
  • “You’re a terrible cook.”
  • “Can you shut up!?”
  • “You love me, right?”
  • “I really need you.”
  • “I don’t love you.”
  • “I’m not doing this.”
  • “I really need you.”
  • “You don’t want me.”
  • “Let me help you.”
  • “You’re such a bitch.”
  • “I can’t do this.”
  • “You think you’re funny?”
  • “Hey, I said stop!”
  • “Will you marry me?”
  • “Wanna go out sometime?”
  • “I don’t want this.”
  • “You always this quiet?”
  • “Are you fucking insane!?”
  • “I don’t want you.”
  • “I’m not wearing that.”
  • “Sorry, were you sleeping?”
  • “This was never right.”
  • “You look really tired.”
  • “I’m out of here.”
  • “You need to go.”
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yo, so i kind of burned myself out with writing. i mean, i don’t think it’s that much of a surprise considering how many blogs i have. that being said, i’m taking a week long mini-hiatus. i may do drafts, but they’ll be sporadic and come as i have muse for them. i’m not pressuring myself to jump back into this as i want to write my characters right, and not pump out half-assed stuff. my sk*ype is ‘ZWHACKED’ & it’s always open if you want to keep in touch. 
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"Shush, just concentrate on staying awake, okay? Don't sleep."

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  siobhan wasn’t sure what hurt worse, the impact of her head against the granite or the bullet wounds in her shoulder and what she assumed was her side. she could smell the blood, and as she felt hands press on her wounds, brown eyes fluttered open. ❛ i… i’ll try, ❜ the brunette muttered with a small sigh, it’s audible enough for her ears only, ❛ wh - what happened?
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“I said that I’m in love with you.”

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  ❛ y-you’re        ? ❜   siobhan hasn’t stuttered since she was a teenager, her cheeks do not have the subtle pink glow, it’s instead replaced with a deeper shade of pink. brown hues look everyone else, but at the one male she should be looking at. who she should be trying to figure out if he’s bullshitting her or not. ( she knows he isn’t. that hasn’t stopped second thoughts before, though. ) he escaped prison, he’s at her place at          what was it, two? three in the morning? he’s still in the clothes he stole, and he’s saying words she’s not ready to hear. ( will she ever be? she just started moving on. )   yet for all of the tumultuous things that happened, the petite photographer’s head tilts up to look at him. he has a couple of scratches, some bruising, but altogether it’s him. he hasn’t lied to her, hasn’t exactly told the truth at all times, but he was trying to keep her as out of this as possible. her breath is shaky, and he doesn’t push for a response. when he moves away from her, her hand grips his arm. her small body crashes against him as her face is buried in his chest.    it made sense that she fell in love with criminals, the violent sort put her more at ease than what was probably healthy. her lithe arms wrap around him, and she has surprising strength for someone so seemingly fragile. his own arms move to embrace her just as quickly, and siobhan realizes something rather profound. for her, anyways. this shield she’d attempted to create, the reason why richter passed it was the same reason why she’d built it up. she’d been trying so valiantly hard to distance herself from her upbringing, and the havoc that followed. from the madness of imprisonment, and the chaos of the world of the police. it’s why she got sucked in upon coming to miami.   why she found herself unable to stop opening up to richter.   in a weird sense, she was home.    here, with him having escaped prison.   on the cusp of starting a different life.    ❛ i love you too, ❜ siobhan says those four words with confidence she’s lacked this entire time. they’re muffled against his chest. she’s in love and she’s terrified of losing him again, if they catch him once more he’s gone for good. he’ll be taken from her and once again she’ll be alone.  so the words that follow next, they’re serious. almost deathly so.    ❛ we can leave for hawaii tonight. we’ll get enough money and fly your mom out.     you’re not going back there. ❜
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