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everybody's always mad about something. figured if that's the way that it is then i ain't got time to worry about nothing

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it’s so nice to see everyone disgusted with celebrities right now

like finally! y’all see it!! i got made fun of my entire life for not knowing every popular actor and always wondered why considering celebrities are just not that interesting and are mostly tone deaf so it’s just really nice to finally see people see them the way i pretty much always have

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as a nanny…. i just wanna know why dads think babies don’t cry. like they act like it’s crazy and somethings wrong if a baby cries at all & it’s like bro? this is what they do? as long as it isn’t for like 10-15+ minutes, sometimes babies just cry

i think it’s gotta be that dads just don’t do much with their babies. moms never seem to question it but dads act insane!!!

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why is shitting so embarrassing if everyone does it 😭

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it’s so fun to mess with the beauty culture obsessed women. they get so mad when people don’t moisturize with expensive products that probably have carcinogens in them 5x a day

and i love just being intentionally inflammatory to get them to whine about it. they will collectively use cringy tiktok lingo to try and make the rest of us feel bad for being normal

like i will moisturize my skin if it feels dry, but i’m not going to lather the shit on all day long. and i wonder if they realize that women thousands of years ago were not using johnson and johnson products 5x daily LMAO

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people are really funny lmfaoooo

i literally don’t care if you’re “talking shit” about me or talking about “what i did”

i told you i didn’t wanna be ur friend anymore bc ur bf acts like a predator and personally attacked me multiple times and you propped him up to do it over and over and refused to hold him accountable for ANYTHING no matter how awful it was and you just have questionable character gf

tell everybodyyy what i did to you baby 🗣️ you can even lie and leave out the important details.

at the end of the day, i was honest and stood on business and protected myself and refused to be associated in any capacity with a misogynistic evil abusive man who looks at children’s cartoons with big boobs and penises drawn on. tell everybody!! lie to them even!!! not my monkey not my circus 🤡

literally delusional and insane and commenting on MYYYY friends’ posts with passive aggressive shit to try and make me uncomfortable. too bad it’s just funny 🤭 keep it up, your age is showing little girl!!! have fun with your trash bf who looks like a literal shark from finding nemo LMAOOO

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every so often i get really sad about the friends i’ve had to leave behind because they will always allow their abusive men to treat me however the fuck they feel like and make excuses for the men and even blame me for reacting

the fact that my BEST FUCKING FRIENDS baby daddy concocted an entire lie within his male friend group that knew one of my exes that i spread an STD around & made sure it got back to me through her. like actual literal defamation. never happened. my ex gave ME an STI when i was 16 and i’m still paying the price with my health for it. i have had PMDD and ovarian cysts ever since. it ruined my life. and then these men had the audacity to start spreading that around again all because they hated me because i encouraged my friend to leave and he read into her phone & she also undoubtedly threw me under the bus and probably told him my opinions on shit in their fights.

so i said… you know what. no? i’m not going to let a bunch of men spread an extremely harmful lie about me? and forced the truth out of them. i literally interrogated them and got to the source and made them AND my ex admit the truth to everyone because those kinds of lies can RUIN a woman’s life. STD rumors are detrimental for women.

and then, what happened??? oh right. my best friend got mad at ME!!! AT ME!!!! for protecting myself!!! from defamation!!!!!! because it made her baby daddy mad. and ya know i get it he was dangerous and abusive and horrible and probably took it out on her but I AM NOT GOING TO JUST TAKE SECONDHAND ABUSE!!!! YOUUUUU CHOSE TO DATE THIS GUY!! I AM SORRY!!!! BUT YOU CHOSE IT!!!!! and i am the bad guy for defending myself against a mob of lying ass men. the men aren’t the bad guys. i am the bad guy because i am supposed to sacrifice myself and take as much abuse as you did. instead of refusing to let these men instigate terror on you, you’d rather do the easy thing and let them take it out on your friends.

i get that it’s hard to leave. i have empathy. but i dated an abuser. i got out. and i NEVER let them treat my friends badly. i never let it bleed into everyone else’s fucking lives. i’ll be damned if i ever let anyone do that shit to me ever again. and fuck all of my friends if that’s what that means. it’d be nice if they cared about MY well-being half as much as i had cared about theirs. when i finalllyyyyyyyy put myself first, it’s a problem.

generally speaking, fuck having female friends at this point. i have a couple that i trust and i’m still open to it but ultimately i have my guard up MEGAAA high when it comes to women, at least straight ones. i wish that female unity and love and friendship was possible but it’s NOT in a world where women are so men obsessed and men centered. it enrages me.

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i haven’t had a migraine in so long and now today i had one. luckily my headache hat made it way less bad and turned it into a residual tension headache but i’m still annoyed lmao i was thinking maybe they’d go away for good

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why are romance animes so goooodddd i’ve watched all the good ones and now all that’s left are weird fan service harems 😭

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my mom’s cancer is back. i saw her today and her face looked a bit jaundiced. my dad is trying to get her to take ivermectin (?). i am exhausted. i need a nap. and a blunt

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Bouncing back and forth between “i don’t wanna be alone” and “i want to isolate myself” is quite the wild ride.

But incase you weren’t aware, these are both ways a fear of abandonment can show itself.

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