I'll do a face reveal if I'm wearing a mask tbh. I don't really like how I look, but your comment still made my day. I really needed that, thanks love. I might do a face reveal if I get so many followers or if I'm at a con and I have on a cosplay or something

Requests are still open but it's gonna take me some time to get them all completed so be patient with me, that's all I ask right now, love.

[s] john: enter

The homestuckers have invaded my blog. THEY'RE COMING. But other than that, happy birthday John, you big nerd. Still sad it ended.

Ah, actually, I have indeed gotten a request. It was a request for the one thing I was hesitant to write: BTS. Of course, I wanted to try but the finished product will take a while to actually complete due to everything else I've got going on. I did, however, write a preview of the story and posted it a few minutes ago if you'd like to check it out. It’s a story about Park Jimin so if you’re as obsessed with him as I am, why not give it a go? Be warned, it’s pretty bad:

http://sunflowerkaninchen.tumblr.com/post/159540227639/hey-babes-i-heard-you-would-like-to-write-for

Aw, thank you love!! That means a lot, truly. I'm trying to keep up as best as I can but I'm falling behind a bit. I'll catch up, don't worry, and I'll get through this. Have a great day!!

GLAD YOU LIKED IT FRIEND 😂 Just defending myself. Kill 'em with kindness, am I right?

Alright, let’s get one thing straight:

Just because you put ‘no offense’ in your obviously low-key hate, doesn’t mean it’s not offensive. Your negativity isn’t welcome here, please and thank you, love. I’m not going to stand for it either, plain as that. I’m painfully aware that you have nothing to do other that ruin someone’s day, but besides that point, I’ve got to thank you for being my biggest fan.

You are my biggest fan, are you not? I mean, you’ve apparently read all of my things: scenarios, matches, etc., in order to think you have the right to tell me where my talents lie, so doesn’t that make you a fan of mine to know the in’s and out’s of the way I do things? I appreciate you, truly. You think so much about me in order to find something you mock, but sweetheart, the only one who can actually criticize me is myself. I’m my own worst critic and I don’t need your opinion to dictate my own. But, how can I insult my biggest fan, hm?

I’m trying for this imagine blog, which you would also know if you are as big a fan as I believe you to be. I’m trying so hard for this, because I love doing it. I love writing and seeing new messages in my inbox. It’s one of my favorite things, but due to the fact that the school year for me is coming to an end, a lot of exams and projects, last minute band competitions and such have completely taken my attention. Forgive me, but my grades and mental health come before anything I do, which is advice I give to everyone. Your needs, physical and mental well-being, should come before the other things, and that’s what I’ve been doing. Forgive me if that’s a wrong thing to do.

My relationship problem? I asked for advice, not for attention. Please, learn to differentiate between the two.

Also, if you are going to say something like this to me and send hate in a slightly nicer way than most, why would you hide behind anon? It makes you seem much lower than you probably already are for not just saying it to my face without hiding. I’ve decided to take a nicer route to end this little spat, but if you come knocking into my inbox dishing out negative things again, I assure you, it will not end well. And for the record, I made my decision beforehand. By transforming my primary blog, I now have a fully working writing blog ready to go. If you go snooping through there as well, keep your hate to yourself, yes? You do you, I’ll do me, deal? Go crazy: @sunflowerkaninchen 

Thank you for the ask and the advice on my writing blog. Please take your salty attitude and put it away while you’re here, I don’t like the whole vibe you’re giving. Have a wonderful day, dear.

Ah, thank you so much!! I've been thinking about this whole thing for a while because it honestly seems like fun, but... anxiety, y'know? And with all the sexual stories and fantastic writers on Tumblr, where will I be? Can't write smut, which is always requested, so what will people think of me? Not the most talented writer, I can't hold a candle to some of the writers here, so where will I be? Idk, it's always a constant fear for me. And yes, I'd love to write about BTS, but.. I have no idea if I would be able to portray them correctly or if I could even be confident enough to put my work out. The support means a lot though, and I'll definitely put your thoughts into consideration. Thanks, lovely!!!

When I saw this in my inbox, I completely flipped. I love reading best friend headcanons and I’ve always wanted to write one so I got super excited to answer it!! Though, I’ve never written one so bear with me. And thanks for the feedback on the writing blog thing! It means a lot.

Alright, here we go.

- Best friends w/Yuri Plisetsky -

So I call myself rice.... seems pretty legit. So, when I say kaninchen, I mean rabbit, but when it comes to kanin, I'm rice. Mun Rice. I like it 😀

Well hi to you as well! I've always wanted to be a senpai, tbh. I recently found my writing senpai on Tumblr and I'm pretty proud of my senpai. They're awesome! I feel so honored that you picked me as your senpai, anon! Even though I don't know you, I'll try to be a good senpai!! Alright, on with your questions.- Kanin? Well, it's short for 'kaninchen' which is a German word, a variation of the word actually, for rabbit or bunny. It's one of my favorite nicknames and pen name, I write it on all my artwork and stories. - Music? I'm pretty picky about my music because a lot of music nowadays is about sex and as a part of the asexual group in the lgbt community, none of those things appeal to me. I've taken a large liking to foreign artists, such as a Spanish man I low-key forgot the name of and BTS which has become one of my favorite things. Love them so freaking much, not gonna lie. I'm slowly trying to get my friend into them as well and it seems to be working 😉😉- Blog? I never gave it thought, actually. I've never had much confidence in my writing skills. My close friend keeps encouraging me to try but... idk. Would people even like that? The nerves are real. I'm not sure, what do you think? Should I give it a shot and see how it goes? It seems interesting, and I'd hate to disappoint. Maybe I'll give it some more thought on your behalf. What about all of my other followers? Should I try? Would you want me to expand on my writing? Let me know!!

GOOD TO BE BACKK!!

( Part 2 (*/▽＼*)) I honestly am very, very, /VERY/ sensitive, both with other’s emotions and my own; I cry and get angered and happy easily, but I can often sense what others are feeling before anyone else. I’m a hopeless romantic, so I love a cheesy relationship and cuddles. However, my self-esteem is very shaky, and I get bouts of depression and anxiety often. I’m a hard worker (I prefer quality over quantity), and I honestly stress myself out, sometimes to the point of tears.

( Part 3 I swear I didn’t even realize I wrote this much ) But I literally cannot survive without thrill in my life; I desperately want to travel the world and I love roller coasters. I’m very organized, and I enjoy organizing anything and everything I have, from stationary to makeup (I hoard both). My main hobby is going online, and I keep a Japanese aesthetic blog. I love to stargaze, since space has been a passion of mine since I was very little.

( Part 4 I’m so so so sorry omg ) Astrology has always been interesting to me and I believe myself to be a very stereotypical Capricorn, but I don’t truly believe in it; I find myself to strictly adhere to facts and science (also why I’m atheist haha). I can speak German and English (duh ヽ(・∀・)ﾉ) and I’m currently learning Japanese. I would love to get married and live in a small house or even apartment, and I only want kids with the right person. Thank you so much for listening ｡ﾟ(TヮT)ﾟ｡

Ah, no need to apologize, the more information I have, the more I can work with! Nice to meet you, Anon!! You sound a lot like myself, with me also planning to major in architecture once I get accepted into college.

Anyway, I believe your match would be…

Yuri Plistesky!

Honestly, Anon, I seriously tried to see you with anyone else, but I just couldn’t picture someone other than him. Now, despite basically being polar opposites, with him being rude and vindictive while you have more of a gentle soul, I feel as though he would bring out a louder side of you whereas you would help teach him to be a bit less brash. He would definitely support your dream to be an architect, offering to show you extravagant buildings and designs in order to fuel your passion. He would be so proud of you, telling everyone he knew that you would someday be the best architect and interior decorator to ever live, boasting about how lucky he was to have you. He would have a bit of a rough time dealing with your sensitive nature, but would totally back you up if you got upset or angry, protectively watching over to make sure no one pointed out your flipping emotions. He wouldn’t be a big fan of your romantic ways but would sit through them in order to please you. As he is also shaky when it comes to self-esteem, never wanting to disappoint in anyway, you would keep each other grounded and focused, reminding one another about how worthy you each are to be where you both are in life. His favorite pastime would definitely be listening to you speak German (as a German, I relate. It truly is a beautiful language) and rambling about how astrology interests you (same though, astrology is something I’ve always wanted to study). He’d be so into the way to speak and how you describe things, your voice would become his drug. Don’t worry about thrills, he’d find so many amusement parks to visit just for your sake, and such, he’d make sure to have you tag along on all of his trips to different countries because he knows how much you want to travel.

All in all, no matter how much of a difference there is between you two, the relationship you share will be unlike anything and it will be the source of a lot of envy. Cherish it.

Ah, you are in luck, Anon! It is thundering violently outside of my home and I have no one to talk with and nowhere to go, so I decided it would be the great chance to post some things! I finally have a stress free day and I want to use it in order to bring a smile on someone else´s! Stay tuned and thank you for the kind thought!!