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Hi, i really enjoy your story with taeyang named ''Dangerous Obssesions'' and i just want to ask can you please make a part 2? If not its okay, also have a nice day :)
Thanks.. it's been quite long .... I'll try if I can ... Especially if you are still interested
if u reblog this in 45 seconds u will meet ur favorite musician(s). no matter what. they will be raised from the dead 4 u.
I reblogged this and met Josh Dun out of the blue at Disney World.
Im not risking it
i am having panic attacks is Seungri really leaving bigbang 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
#bigbang #Seungri #Kwonjiyong #Bigbang
Fellow V.I.P LETS GET UNTITLED 2014 TO AT LFellow V.I.P LETS GET UNTITLED 2014 TO AT LEAST 100M BEFORE OUR KING COMES BACK!! GD DESERVES IT! !Fellow V.I.P LETS GET UNTILED 2014 TO AT LEAST 100M BEFORE OUR KING COMES BACK!! GD DESERVES IT! !EAST 100M BEFORE OUR KING COMES BACK!! GD DESERVES IT! !Fellow V.I.P LETS GET UNTILED 2014 TO AT LEAST 100M BEFORE OUR KING COMES BACK!! GD DESERVES IT! !
you asked for this so please let me know your opinion in my ask box dude!
Genre:Angst/SMUT
Rated:NSFW
Pairing: GD X Reader
wordcount:3,676
DISCLAIMER!:remember this is just an edit of an original book called after by anna todd i do not own this book
Jiyong POV
Goose bumps rise on her skin as my fingertips slide down her arms. I know she’s cold, but I would like to think they’re partly caused by me. My fingers wrap around her arms more forcefully when she shifts on my lap, pushing her hips down onto me to create the friction that I want and need. I have never wanted someone so much, so often.
you asked for this so please let me know your opinion in my ask box dude!
Genre:Angst/SMUT
Rated:NSFW
Pairing: GD X Reader
wordcount:3,676
DISCLAIMER!:remember this is just an edit of an original book called after by anna todd i do not own this book
Jiyong POV
Goose bumps rise on her skin as my fingertips slide down her arms. I know she’s cold, but I would like to think they’re partly caused by me. My fingers wrap around her arms more forcefully when she shifts on my lap, pushing her hips down onto me to create the friction that I want and need. I have never wanted someone so much, so often.
If u mean a fanfic with GD in it then yes
Yeah i have much pending fics fir GD i'll write soon
Will u be doing those requests?? Sorry just asking
The request about Forbidden Love ?
FUCK narratives that force a child to forgive their shitty parent out of guilt and/or obligation!!!
NOTHING BETTER THAN SHOWERING AND PUTTING ON A BIG TSHIRT AND GETTING INTO BED WITH CLEAN SHEETS LITERALLY NOTHING DON’T FIGHT ME ON THIS
It’s the best feeling. I showered and put on my sleep shirt and climbed into a cold bed after 15 hours of working and I have never felt so comfortable.
not to sound like a 5th grade health teacher but this whole idea that drinking alcohol for the first time symbolizes maturity and/or loosening up and not being up tight is how do I say…Fucked Up
Pairing: Jiyong x Reader
Summary: You do your best to wait up for him, but some things just aren’t meant to be, you guess
Warnings: Okay, so, usually my warnings are fairly vague to keep an element of surprise, but that’s not something I can do with this story. It’s demon!Jiyong, but more importantly, it’s somnophilia. I get it can be triggering for a lot of people, so use your own discretion with this one, y’all. Seriously.
For almost your entire life, there’s been this… thing following you. Sometimes you feel it in the air, dark and menacing as you try to just make it through another day. Other times it comes to you in the shape of a man. His features are pointed and delicate but there’s an overbearing masculinity to him as well. It’s obvious he’s from another realm entirely. His hair never does anything to help soothe the direction of your thoughts either. It’s an unnaturally bright red, always styled in the same way to cover his blue eyes.
His eyes.
They’re always the first thing you see when he finds you at night.
Awkward moment when someone sends you a drabble request but it’s for your absolute ultimate bias so you kind of go cray and write almost 6K words worth of angsty fluff.. Sooo that happened. Enjoy.
The sun was so bright as it came into the room, her eyes felt like they were burning. The room she woke up in wasn’t hers, but she had been there before. Everything was blindingly white. The drapes over the windows, the sheets on the bed. The only color in the room was Jiyong. His hair was back to it’s natural black. His skin looked like a darker caramel than usual in comparison to the stark white of the room. He smiled at her and brushed the back of his hand against her cheek.
“Wake up.” He whispered, his breath tickling her neck, “I can’t do this without you.”
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“What’s wrong?” you were panting, trying to recover a little bit of air. Ji yong was also panting right above you. He was looking at you, but not at the same time, it was like if something was bothering him. “Ji yong?” you were so confused, and starting to feel a little bit worried.
What’s wrong with him? Did you do something wrong?
“Nothing” he smiled, and then he bends to kiss you again. You could feel his weight over you, not in an overwhelming way… it feels good, and it feels right.
You felt one with him as his hands started to caress every inch of your body, and his lips were taking care of yours. And they felt like… you don’t even know how to describe it, but they are sweet and addictive, really addictive. They were like a drug to you, and the way they move along with yours does not help at all. They always feel like a caress.
But then, in a few more seconds he stopped suddenly, just like before.
Ji yong sighed and then he throws himself onto the bed, right next to you. “Sorry” he says with a hand over his forehead.
“Did I…”
“No…” he moved his hand away and turns his face to look at you as you said that “… this is not because of you” and it wasn’t, he just had an awful day at work.
“Really?” your eyes were looking at the ceiling, avoiding his gaze. “Y/N look at me…” he says, and so you did “… this got nothing to do with you”
A hint of a smile shows on your face but quickly faded away as he says “If you want you can go now, I won’t be a great company tonight”
That cute smiled you had just a few seconds ago turned into an angry laugh… you felt like a slut. You felt like if he only wants you because of the sex. You felt use and not important.
You stood up, extremely offended, lifting your blouse from the floor. “Y/N…” Ji yong was looking at you. “I don’t want to hear you”
“Look I didn’t mean to…”
“No, you did, but its fine, after all…” you were buttoning up your blouse as quickly as possible, you just want to get out of there “… this is only sex, right?”
“Y/N…” actually it wasn’t. He does have feelings for you.
You two met at YG a few months ago.
You work there as an assistant, and, for a while you were only friends, but after the new year´s party you became more than that.
Seven months ago…
(God! I look so bad in this dress… what the fuck I was thinking when I chose this one?!) you were destroying at yourself in the elevator, checking out all of the things you don’t like about your body, especially in that tight dress.
And then, the doors opens and a guy was there.
“Hey” Ji yong says entering to the elevator. “Hi” you smiled, in the same way as always, just politely and nothing more. You knew who he was, who don’t? To be honest, and that’s why you couldn’t help but to feel awkward in his presence, even when he always acted so kind with you and all the people who works there.
“Are you leaving?” he asked pressing a button.
“Yeah, it’s late” your eyes were looking up to the red numbers. “Yeah… you don’t want to worry him, right?” he says, looking at the numbers too.
“Him?” you looked at Ji yong, who quickly turns to meet your gaze. “The boyfriend” he smiled.
“Yeah…” you started to laugh “… good thing I don’t have one”
His smiled got bigger “Yeah, good thing”
And that’s how you story with him started, after that day you two were inseparable.
You two became so close, and so quickly, it was insane. You two have a lot of things in common and the few things that you don’t agree with, are the things that made your “relationship” so unique.
That is why, even when the two of you agreed in have just a “friendly” type of relation, at the end both of you couldn’t help it but to fall in love with the other.
“See you later” you took your jacket, and then walked out of his room, grabbing your bag from the couch on your way to the entrance of his house. “Wait!” he was running behind you putting on his shirt, but you kept ignoring him, holding back your tears, cause you are a completely mess, you were sad and mad at the same time and on the same levels. You really just want to go and cry.
“Can you wait?!” he finally reached one of your arms making you turn to face him. “What?!” as you turned to Ji yong, you push him away from you.
“Why are you running away?” his grip does not allow you to move, even when you pushed him with all of your strength. “You said it, I should go”
“I didn’t mean that” he was honest. He simply did not want to ruin your day with his problems, and honestly, he felt like you wouldn’t even care, cause both of you agreed on that “It’s ok, you let it clear”
“Y/N why are you talking about?!” he says, completely frustrated with your behavior.
“Don’t worry, that’s all I am after all… a slut, your private slut or at least one of them” you were so hurt, and also the fact that you were a little bit drunk was affecting your emotions.
“A what?! That’s what you believe I think about you?!” now he was mad too.
“Never mind, you were right, I should go now… maybe I will find another client on my way home” you smiled angrily.
“Stop this” he wasn’t raising his voice anymore, but the look on his face is harsh. He was mad, mad and confused. “That’s exactly what I’m doing, putting a stop, to this” you said, walking towards the entrance.
“Where are you going?!” he yelled at you. “Don’t pretend like you care!” you yelled back, and then you opened the door.
“Y/N I’m not going to follow you, comeback here!” he warns you. “Who is asking you?!” you crossed the door and then you leave. Breaking into tears as soon as you got to the elevator.
That night you barely sleep, you were so hurt and angry. It was the worst combination ever. But after a few hours your eyes, finally tired of the amount of tears they let go that night, shut, letting you get a few hours of rest before your alarm sounds.
It was early in the morning the next day, and it was a wednesday, which means that you won’t see him there.
After a few months together you realized how perfectionist Ji yong actually is, even with his schedules. He was so easy to read.
You were working at your little office, just doing some of your paper work, when someone knocked at your door. “Come in” you said, without stop tapping at the keyboard and looking at your computer’s screen.
“Hi, are you busy?” Joon said. He was a cute guy from the finance department. “Kinda… like always” you joked. “I see…” he walks in “… I was thinking that… you know… maybe we can eat lunch together”
You smiled… he was a great guy. Smart and handsome, but for some reason the only guy who can make your heart beat fast, is the one for whom you are just another girl in his list of “easy girls”.
“It’s just that I have a lot of work to do…” no, you actually don’t have that much to do “…and I probably won’t even have time for lunch today” you were lying.
“Oh, I see…” he looks disappointed, but he was trying to hide it with a smile “… don’t worry” he started to walk out, making you feel like the meanest bitch in this world.
“Joon?…” you called him before he leaves “… why would you want me to go with you?
He looked kinda shocked at the beginning with that question, but then he smiled at you “Isn’t obvious?” he answered, making you smiled. You knew he likes you, ever since you got the job, cause he didn’t even bother to hide it.
If only Ji yong felt like Joon. If only Ji yong act like that.
“Ok” you answered. “Ok?” he said, confused.
“I will go with you” you stopped looking at him and then you started to tap again. He stood there for a few seconds without knowing what to say but with the biggest smiled on earth.
“Now leave …” you started to laugh “… I need to finish this”
Joon laughs along with you walking out of your office, and closing the door behind him.
After he left your smile disappeared, and you kept tapping like a robot but then, just a few seconds later, the sound of the door abruptly opening scared you. “Really?!” Ji yong says as he shuts the door. He heard everything, or at least, looks like it.
“What are you doing here?!” you said surprised.
“You can’t go with him!” he walks to your desk.
“Ha! Excuse me?!…” you stood up “… who the hell you think you are?!”
“Who am I?! Don’t pretend like you don’t know, cause yesterday…”
“I want you out of here” you interrupted him. “I won’t leave”
“Weren’t you the one who said that we shouldn’t talk here, that we needed to separate work from us?”
“I did, but tell me, weren’t you the one who agreed that we shouldn’t involve feelings? Because to me, yesterday, you…”
“Yesterday I was drunk” you cut him, again. “So why are you still mad?”
It was true, you agreed on that. You have no right to act like this… to be angry.
Ji yong got closer to the desk “Y/N, we need to talk…”
“We?! There is no we Ji yong, we are nothing!”
“Y/N…”
“Get out of my office” you said.
Tears welled in his eyes.
“Now” you meant it.
For a quick second you swore he was about to turned and leave but then he started to walk towards you.
“Don’t you dare” you stepped back, but there was no place to go, just the wall behind you. “Tell me why you are so mad with me?” he asked.
(Really?!) you couldn’t believe how stupid he was. Wasn’t it too obvious?
Yeah, you agreed on that before, but you fucked up, you involved yourself in this, you started to feel something and that something is love “Just leave me alone”
“I will…” he lied, there is no way he would let this go “… but first, I need you to tell me, why?”
You shocked your head, and crossed your arms, looking away, in an attempt to escape of him, at least with your eyes.
Ji yong knows why, but he wants you to say it “You are not… that… to me” he couldn’t say the word slut. He simply can’t put that word in the same sentence as the word “you”.
Then why he treated you like that yesterday?
You didn’t answer.
“You are… different” for him was so hard to express himself. Ji yong wasn’t the type of guy who would say romantic things, he will show it to you, so this was really hard for him.
“Stop lying Ji yong” you didn’t believe him. “Why do you think I am?” he got closer to you.
Maybe deep down you don’t feel good enough for him to consider you more than just a body, cause deep down you know he didn’t mean to hurt you yesterday, maybe, you were just looking for an excuse to be mad, to have an excuse to leave before you got yourself more into this.
“Just leave” you said, starting to cry. “Y/N… please believe me”
You just stayed quiet.
Ji yong sighed “Fine! If this is what you want… fine!…” he started to make a few steps away from you “… I won’t disturb you anymore… but don’t lie at yourself, or he, because you know the one you love, is me”
“What?!”
Now he ignores you, walking away from you.
“You are so full of yourself!” you yelled at him angry cause sadly that’s the true. “No Y/N I’m just honest… not like you” he stopped and turned to see you.
“What?!”
“Just answer this… do you? Do you love me?”
“I can’t believe this…” you started to say, but then he started to walk towards you again. “Yes or no?” he was so close to you now. He placed a hand on the wall and his face was inches away from yours.
You couldn’t answer… or to be fair, you don’t want to.
“See… this is exactly what I was talking about. Every time I try to have a real conversation with you, you avoid it”
“And what about you?! You are such a hypocrite!” you were trying to defend yourself.
“ME?! I WAS THE ONE WHO ASKED YOU TO HAVE A REAL RELATIONSHIP!” he was beyond mad now.
That was true… he did. He asked you to formalize your relationship and you said no. And not because you didn’t want it, but simply because you were so scared. You never felt like you deserve him and also because of his fans and all the hate you will get.
“I asked you, and what was your answer?… you said you didn’t feel the same for me, you said that we were fine just like that, without attachments and without compromises…”
Then, when you were about to answer the door opens… it was Joon. He forgot a binder.
“Oh! Sorry I didn’t…” he was so shocked to see Ji yong there.
“Get out” Ji yong says, as cold as ice, and with his eyes still on you. “I’m sorry I was…” Joon started.
“Now!” Ji yong raised his voice, now turning his face to him.
Joon didn’t hesitate anymore, he closed the door and disappears.
“I believed you back then, but yesterday you showed me totally the opposite… so tell me, and I want the truth now Y/N…” he grabbed your chin in between his index and thumb and lifts your head “… what do you feel for me?”
“I…” you were about to say it, but then, what happened yesterday came to your mind “… why do you care? It won’t change anything”
“Just answer” he asked. “This is ridiculous”
“I know… and it is your fault, so answer, it was true? About what you said of this being just sex”
It took you a while to answer “Y/N?” his eyes kept looking for yours.
“No… it was not true… this… this is not only sex, at least not for me”
Ji yong finally smiled, just a little though “What makes you believe that it is for me? The only thing that I wanted and I want is to be with you”
“That’s not what you made me feel yesterday”
“Cause I thought you didn’t care for my problems” and he was right to believe that, after all, you rejected him. “But I do care” tears keep falling from your eyes.
Now he was smiling completely “Stop crying” he wiped your tears with his thumb, brushing away the ones that had fallen onto your cheek.
“I know I said that I didn’t want to get closer, and involve feelings but…” you couldn’t keep going. Clearly Ji yong wasn’t the only one with problems to express his feelings.
“Do you love me?”
You swallowed and then, you nodded slowly.
“Was it that hard?” he gaze at you, and then he kissed you.
