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Midnight’s Ramblings

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Kas | 32 | INFJ | Bucky | Loki | I’m here for the fanfics and smiles
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brooke0297

Make You Feel My Love (Bucky Barnes x Reader)

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Plus Sized Female Reader

Summary: “I will tell you everyday how much I love you and how perfect you are to me. If you can’t believe it for yourself, I’ll believe it for both of us.” When the reader is having trouble loving herself, Bucky tries to remind her.

Warnings: Angsty beginning with happy ending; talk about gaining weight/slightly negative body talk; slight allusions to smut (blink and you'll miss them); mentions of past injury (gsw, passing out).

Author's Note: For me, being plus sized can be great and sometimes not so great. So I wrote this story for me and I hope that you like it. Comments and reblogs always appreciated!

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“I’m not going!”

Bucky leaned his head against the door to the bathroom and sighed.

“Doll, please come out so we can talk?”

“No! Bucky I’m not going so can you please leave?”

“Baby, please I just want to talk to you.”

Bucky waited, and he could feel his heart cracking when he heard the muffled sniffles coming from the bathroom. He glanced over to the doorway into his room and shook his head at Steve and Wanda, who were peering into the room. They slowly backed away as he continued to knock on the bathroom door. 

I’m speechless. I cannot tell you how much I love this. As a plus size woman it is SO hard to love myself sometimes. I can only dream of a man who is really like this. 💙

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Eeeee I got so excited to see your asks are open again! ❤ because it's valentines, could I request something where the reader has been super unlucky in love, never been someone's valentine, never been kissed, never felt desired, so always felt really sad and left out especially on valentines with all the couples and romantic ads on TV. Even though she's certain she'll be rejected and that Loki won't feel the same, she's faces the hurt of rejection and gets him a card and chocolates and maybe a cheesy valentines teddy bear anyway, because she doesn't want him to feel left out on the holiday the same way she's felt left out all her life 🥺 (he of course likes her too, though 👀)

Keep up the amazing fics ❤❤❤ you're wonderful 🫶

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Aaaahhhh!!!!! Thank you so much!!!! I'm so glad you sent this to me and I hope I do it justice for you!! And as always thank you so much for all the love and support!!! It means more then you know!!! 🥰💚

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Chocolate Hearts

Pairing: Avenger Loki x assistant reader

Warnings: self deprecating thoughts, slight depression, sadness, teeny bit of angst....and fluff!!!!

Summary: you've always spent valentines day alone, always the the forgotten one. Until this year you realize you aren't alone.....

A/n- graphics by @harlequin-hangout. This turned out way longer then I first anticipated....lol oops!! Hehe

You ran through your list, making sure you had everything as you headed to the checkout "who needs that many pop tarts." You huffed, tucking the list away pulling out the black credit card Stark had given you. Being the teams official errand runner was interesting to say the least, but getting to know everyone was definitely worth it. Your shy nature had always made it hard for you to make friends growing up, but they welcomed you with open arms. Bonding quickly with wanda and Nat they became two of your closest friends. And when the Asgardian brothers joined the team, you couldn't help smile at Thor's always positive attitude, and as far as Loki went...well that was another story....you absolutely didn't have a crush on him....no way.

I absolutely needed this today!

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wkemeup

The Bet

summary: The agents at SHIELD have not taken well to Bucky’s pardon. When he’s injured on a mission under suspicious circumstances, you take matters into your own hands.  

pairing: bucky barnes x reader

word count: 7.7k

warnings: canon level violence, bucky’s internalized self-punishing issues, shield agents being real pieces of shit, badass reader who would defend bucky to the death

a/n: I know I’ve been really inactive lately (life’s actually been going well so I’ve been busier but that leaves me less time to write unfortunately), but I’m still lurking here! This is a fic I wrote several months ago but finally got around to editing it. Hope you enjoy!

Bucky wasn’t sure how you managed it – the punch to his gut every time you walked in the room. You were dressed in your tactical suit; black fabric draped over every inch of your body, protective layers of Kevlar and technology beyond Bucky’s years, a weapon strapped to your thigh and knives hidden in your belt and at your ankle. Your hair was tugged out of place, sweat beaded on your temple from the sparring match in the gym moments before the two of you were called to service. In your right hand, you carried your combat boots, the laces hanging low enough to touch the ground.  

And still, Bucky held his breath as you approached. Stomach in knots, chest tightening until his heart threatened to stop entirely.

“My offer is fifty this time,” you announced, winking in his direction before you turned to head for the landing bay. “Take it or leave it, Barnes.”

This was so good! I haven’t read any Bucky fics in a while and now I’m back looking for a bunch 😌

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Moments of Magic

Summary: You bring Loki two gifts to mark his birthday. One a magical object and the other your heart.

Loki x fem!witch!reader

Genre: Fluff

“Welcome home,” Jarvis said as the elevator doors opened with a distinctive whoosh to the communal floor of the compound.

The familiar quiet hum of the place greeted you like an old friend. Unlike your little flat in Manhattan there was always movement in the compound, always some degree of active energy that acted as a comforting reassurance that you weren’t alone. While you loved the peaceful solitude your flat provided when you needed a timeout from being one of earth’s mightiest heroes, you always gravitated back to the compound and the familiar presence of those who occupied it.

Carefully setting down your bags to the side, but keeping hold of the small one dangling from your wrist, you strained your ears for any sound to indicate who, if anyone, was here with you.

“Jarvis, who’s here?” You asked Tony’s assistant, walking deeper into the communal floor and searching for any sign of life.

“I have detected four other persons within the compound, miss. Mr Odinson is in the kitchen, Mr Laufeyson is in his bedroom, and Ms Romanoff and Dr Banner are in the lab.” Jarvis replied in seconds, your heart giving an involuntary skip hearing that Loki was here.

This was so sweet and lovely! I was able to really put myself in as the reader. I’m sarcastic and joke like that with everyone 🤣

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I Can Save You This Time

Pairing: Bucky x reader

Summary: It’s the 4th of July and you’ve never been more sick. Turns out you aren’t the only one in the compound that stayed home from the celebration.

Word count: 3.7k

Warnings: Angst! Minor description of injury, allusions to PTSD 

a/n: Here’s a little enemies to lovers for you to celebrate America’s independence (if you do that sorta thing). I LOVED writing this!

You felt it coming on about 2 days ago. You woke up with an ache in the back of your throat which was promptly followed by a fever. The team got suspicious when you still hadn’t left your room by 1pm and Steve was barging in before you could stop him. 

Having the compound know you were sick was like being stuck in a hospital filled with doctors that disagreed on everything. Steve didn’t want you to leave your room unless absolutely necessary, but Wanda thought a walk outside would do you some good. Tony ordered you greasy takeout to lift your spirits, but Natasha threw it away before it could even reach your bedroom, a warm chicken broth taking its place. The only constant was the fresh cup of tea on your nightstand when you woke up, but you had no idea who’d been doing that. Probably Sam. 

The only one who didn’t seem to have much of an opinion on your wellbeing was Bucky, but you expected as much. You joined the team before he did and made fast friends with everyone. Your bubbly personality clashed completely with your training as an assassin, but it certainly made it easy for people to like you. 

When Steve brought Bucky to the compound, he was distant for a long time. You chalked it up to his difficult past and gave him plenty of space to adapt. As time moved on, that space seemed to be something he only required from you. He got along with the rest of the team just fine, but he would never even start a conversation with you. 

You had asked Steve if Bucky had said anything about you, given him any indication that you’d done something to upset him. He just replied with a simple, “Y/n, Buck’s just been through a lot. Give him some time to warm up to you and he’ll love you. Promise.” 

Well that was 6 months ago, and Steve’s a liar. You tried everything you could think of to make Bucky be your friend. You caught him at the gym and offered to spar. He looked you up and down and left abruptly. You came to his door with a plate when he missed dinner, and he took it from you without a single word. You even got him those vintage records you saw in an antique store that claimed they were the “greatest hits of the 40s” for his birthday. He clenched his jaw and again, left abruptly. 

This is so freaking sweet 😭

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muertawrites

i'm starting a tag game. post your five favorite songs of all time then tag five people and make them do it. let's GO.

  1. praying - kesha
  2. teenage dirtbag - wheatus
  3. sometime around midnight - the airborne toxic event
  4. i caught myself - paramore
  5. cosmic love - florence + the machine

my tags: @the-ivory-rabbit @sarahscribbles @delving-verilly @happylilthought @friendly-neighborhood-ghoul (also @simplysolo since you've been here a while and i love seeing you pop up in my notes <3)

Me now forgetting every song I’ve ever heard in my life 🤡

1. Epiphany - Taylor Swift

2. Champagne Problems - Taylor Swift

3. Matilda - Harry Styles (I SOB at this song)

4. Read All About It - Emilie Sande

5. Photograph - Ed Sheeran (plz don’t judge me this song just means so much to me 😭)

Dang, I had to go through all my playlists to decide 😂

  1. Somebody to love - Queen
  2. Mamma Mia - ABBA
  3. La Melodía de Dios - Tan Bionica
  4. Lover - Taylor Swift
  5. La Paura Del Buio - Maneskin

Thank you @trickster-maiden damn, these lists change everything I think of them

Ashes to Ashes - Bowie

Paint it Black -Rolling Stones

Wish you were here - Pink Floyd

These shoes - Kirsty McColl

Bad Romance - Lady Gaga

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mochie85

Awe thanks @gigglingtigger for tagging me! 😘 Let's see...what am I listening to right now...

Golden Hour - JVKE Billie Bossa Nova - Billie Eilish All Night - BTS & Juice WRLD Miserable - Lit Every Summertime - NIKI

Just 5?!!?😰

1. Music by John Miles

2. I don't like Mondays by The Boomtown Rats

3. No sound but the wind by The Editors

4. Yeah yeah yeah by New Politics

5. Crash by Sum41

Oh gosh. I listen to too much music 🤣

1: Godspeed by Anberlin

2: 500 Miles by The Proclaimers

3: Nothing’s Gonna Stop Us Now by Starship

4: May It Be by Enya

5: Hey Jude by The Beatles

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7.5k Follower Celebration!

I don’t think there’s much to say which I haven’t said in the past, other than thank you for following and being such great readers, for interacting with my stories, for writing your own incredible fics, and just being a general pleasure to spend time around. The last few years have been tough for everyone and I know that I wouldn’t have made it through so easily if not for the lovely people I have met on this site. 

So! To celebrate this time around, I’m doing a few fun things:

  • 💌 A message from your favourite character: I’ve done this in the past and it’s always been fun. This time, though, I won’t be doing full letters as it gets a bit tiring to do so many but short messages instead. (However, if you like it, I do write longer letters for a small donation!)
  • If you’d like a fun message from your favourite, fill in this quick form and in a few days you’ll get one in your ask box from your favourite character. The price is recommending a wonderful blog at the end of the form, so you get a nice surprise and so do they!
  • 😘 Blog recommendations: You can also recommend your favourite blogs via my ask box, anon or not, just tell me why they’re amazing and I’ll tag them to share the positivity 
  • 🖊 Self Promo: Be proud of your amazing creations too! Share a link to your writing or art, and tell us why you are proud of it, so we can all bask in your amazingness 
  • Ask me anything: This stands pretty much all the time, but I think it would be really cool if you asked me random thing about my writing and stories past, present and future! 

That’s all I’ve got for now, I’d really appreciate if you reblogged this to help share it about, thank you against for being such nice people to be around and to interact with 💚

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chickenfics

Let’s forget we were ever broken

Relationship: Loki x GN!reader (SFW)
Summary: It just wasn’t your week. You could feel the tension building – it twisted inside your gut and sent your heart racing, thoughts sparling until you wanted to curl inside yourself or scream so loud that the panic went away. All you knew was that you were one inconvenience away from breaking down. And then you dropped a damn mug.
Or, the reader is having a bad week and Loki is there to pick up the pieces, literally and metaphorically.
Word count: 4.8k
Content warning: magic use (sort of mind control, but in a good/helpful way), anxiety/anxiety attacks, stress, reader is kind of mean to themselves. No use of Y/N and no pronouns are used for the reader
Masterlist  Also on ao3

It just wasn’t your week.

It had started off with an extra difficult job in the lab, which both Bruce and Tony were “confident” you could handle on your own. Apparently, they had much more pressing matters to deal with, being bonafide Avengers and all, and so naturally they’d decided to leave the less important job to one of their most trusted employees. You.

Less important didn’t mean easier, however, and a job that should have had at least three people working on it only had… well, you. It was the first thing to send your anxiety pressing at the backs of your eyes, threatening to fill your chest.

But you pushed it down, convincing yourself that you were fine despite the countless times your own mind had proven that statement very wrong. When would you learn to actually listen to the warning signs your body gave you?

Not this time.

The next nail in the metaphorical coffin was your sleep schedule – or lack thereof. The lab project was draining your energy during the day, and anxiety was keeping you wide awake at night. You tossed and turned into the early hours of the morning, on the verge of panic over the most trivial things.

I have been facing the same thing as the reader in this. I wish I had a Loki here to calm my mind and make me something hot to drink 🥺

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Here is my fluffy drabble suggestion... 😁

Let's say Loki's been on a veeeery long mission and now after weeks? months? he is finally able to go home and see his love again! 🥰 Some happy reunion fluff 🥺

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Fluff-Drabble Marathon Relationship: Loki x Female Reader Warnings: Nada. Some light angst, maybe. (w/c 800) A link to my Masterlist is here [18+]

He's Back

“He’s back? Who’s back?” you said vacantly, scanning the briefing notes in front of you as Natasha rolled her eyes. “He’s back, dummy.” she said, a smile pulling at the corner of her plump lips. Your eyes flew to meet hers, hope firing in your belly as you searched her gaze for any sign of cruel humour. “He’s back?” “He’s back.” she repeated, her smile wide now as your chair flew out behind you, briefing notes forgotten. “Oh my god...oh my god…” you mumbled as you pulled at your chunky cardigan, your hands running from your temples through your unwashed hair as you cursed your luck. Of all the days for it to be laundry day. Although to be fair, the last two months had been laundry day. “Nat, be honest with me.” you said, your tone denoting that you definitely could not handle Nat being honest with you, “Do I look like shit?” “Yes.” she said simply, watching your face fall. “But you know that. And you also know that he won’t care. And neither do you.”

Love this 💚💚

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When Things Get Bad (Loki/Reader Lullabies #253)

Fandom: Marvel/Avengers

Pairing: Loki/Reader

Category: Fluff. Fluff without plot.

Rating: G.

Summary: Loki has come to recognize the signs of when things start to get bad for you now, and he does what he can to make you feel better.

Warnings/Notes: I’m fine and all is well, but my anxiety got bad this week and this was kind of all I could come up with for you. I hope it’s alright. I certainly hope you don’t need this fic this week. But here it is. I’m sorry it’s so short--especially since all of you absolutely showed up for me last week. Thank you.

New but Retroactive Reminder for this and all of my fics: I do not, have not, and will not give anyone permission to copy/paste, translate, or otherwise take or modify this story to post it anywhere else. You can find my stories here on Tumblr or under kaeorin on AO3, but nowhere else. This does not apply only to fics which hold this disclaimer--NONE of my works are to be stolen or modified. Additionally, please remember that Liking a post on Tumblr does not increase the author's exposure. I don't run your life, but readers should be reblogging the works they like.

When Things Get Bad

After being with you for as long as he’d been, it wasn’t hard for Loki to tell when things were getting bad again.

I needed this. I too had a bad week. @grufflepuff-writes-stuff I hope this week is so much better for you!!!

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