Before I Leave You (Masterlist)
(Omegaverse au, Mafia au, Bts x Reader)
Summary: Someone always has to leave first; They just didn’t expect Yoongi to come back with a new omega (who’s clearly been through some shit).
Pairing: Beta! Yoongi, Omega! Reader, Omega! Jungkook, Omega! Seokjin, Alpha! Namjoon, Alpha! Hoseok, Alpha! Taehyung, Alpha! Jimin,
Tags: Polyamory, groupsex, sexual and non-sexual Dom/sub undertones, heat sex, praise kink, brief humiliation, Spanking, knotting, breeding kink, emotional abuse, physical abuse, forced mating marks, graphic murder scenes, negative self-talk, self-esteem issues, non-verbal characters, abandonment, PTSD, hurt/comfort, gluttonous fluff, agoraphobia, implied/referenced self-harm, suicidal thoughts and brief desperate suicide attempt, unreliable narrators. Gender dysphoria, transgender characters, internalized transphobia, internalized misogyny, unintended outings, epilepsy, slowish-burn,
A/n: long time no see~ this is what I’ve been working on for the last few months! I hope everyone will like it. Updates will be once a week on fridays or Saturdays at 5pm EST. This will also be cross posted on Archive of our own. The M/c won’t appear until part two!
Summary: The pre-story is as sweet as honey and as simple as every other love story. Namjoon’s pack falls together before it falls apart.
Summary: Yoongi Disappears- leaving behind a shattered pack. 8 months later Jimin finds Yoongi in an H-mart of all places.
Summary: On the worst days, Yoongi is judge, jury, and executioner. But he judges you and finds you worthy of protecting (and loving too).
Summary: Yoongi tries to steal you away, Geumjae takes something instead.
Summary: Yoongi makes his choice.
Summary: Namjoon’s pack reunites with Yoongi. With some…unexpected results.
Summary: it takes three visits for you to trust Jimin.
Summary: it’s easy to forget that your bond is still new, but luckily, the pack is there to fill the gaps.
Summary: Everything takes a little getting used to. Namjoon’s a little in love already.
Summary: Oh Jungkookie
summary: you couldn’t expect everyone to love you instantly, but still- yoongi kind of hoped.
Summary: what is love other than a particular kind of envy? Hoseok envys you in more ways than one.
Summary: A love story that starts with a train ticket, an old jean jacket, and a cup of shitty coffee.
Summary: Namjoon has royally fucked up, luckily the pack has a place to go. “what if this is a bad idea hyung?”
Summary: Seokjin isn’t ready to forgive namjoon just yet, luckily he has you and yoongi to turn to for some good old omegan comfort (ie: cuddling)
Summary: Tae is at one moment, overcome with fear and longing, “Get out! don’t look! please! i don’t want you to see me!”
Summary: A secret for a secret is exchanged. “You’re so pretty Tae.”
Summary: Things are often clearer the day after, but if anything Taehyung only feels more confused about where she stands with you.
Summary: Tae’s rut hits and hits hard, luckily the pack is there to soften its blow.
Summary: discussions about your past cause some troubling facts to come to light, but amidst the sadness- there is also love.
Summary: try as you might, you just cant get the idea of those sex-toy boxes out of your head.
Summary: The thing about Jimin is that he’s a little bit of a psycho
Summary: After finding you in such a compromising position, the pack has their questions (and a few confessions)
Summary: you don’t know what you expected this discussion to look like, but Jungkook dumping his sex toy collection in the middle of the nest definitly isn’t it.
Summary: if Yoongi could comment “first” on your pussy’s yelp review, he would. (he’d also rate it 10/5 starts, because whatever he expected- it’s twice as good.)
Summary: You hate hospitals.
Summary: getting drunk with Tae is a TERRIBLE idea, but it does lead to some surprising developments.
Summary: A trip to a local diner at midnight prompts you and Hoseok to confront your budding friendship.
Summary: Since you’re officially on the way to getting better, namjoon and Jin see no reason why they cant give you what they’ve promised; an intimate look into their sex life- with Yoongi’s supervision of course.
Summary: Like a criminal undercover~
Summary: As Jimin and Taehyung’s date grows closer and closer, you’re confronted with one fact; you have nothing to wear.
Summary: Taehyung thinks that girl dates are better than regular ones, but she could just be biased because it’s a date with you.
Summary: Courting you takes some trial and error, but Jimin is more than willing to try as many times as it takes to get it right.
Summary: Jimin’s instincts are a force to be reckoned with.
Summary: Jimin’s a possessive little fucker and after such a direct threat he’s got a messy way of staking a claim on you…
Summary: Your first scene as Namjoon and Jin’s submissive doesn’t exactly go to plan… but oh, poor Yoongi.
Summary: In many ways, Yoongi was Jin’s first pup. “okay, not to make this all about me and my meltdown still but- i’m going to feel really guilty for like a week if you don’t actually fuck each other.”
Summary: A collection of moments, snippets in sequence, each that brings you closer. (Or alternatively: you and Jungkook figure out the pack hierarchy, Namjoon finds an alternative means of you submitting other than sex, and Hobi starts to fall in love with you, just a little.)
Summary: Everything sort of falls apart, but you and Namjoon help it all fall back together.
Summary: “Do you think so lowly of me that I wouldn’t love you? Is this a joke to you? Am I a joke to you Tae?”
Summary: Coping with the fall out looks like a lot of things; bitten comments and kisses and the prettiest pink nest that you, Jungkook, and Jin can create.
Summary: Tae’s first day living as a girl looks a lot like this: salons, red nail-polish and…booby pancakes???
Summary: Coming out isn’t always straightforward, Tae has her fair share of mental hurdles to overcome. Caring about you becomes harder for Hoseok to ignore.
Summary: “Maybe that’s just what intimacy is- the context of us in another person’s life.”
Summary: You should have come to Jungkook about your predicament with the pack alpha sooner. He’s got solutions and a box full of sex toys. “There you go- oh my god you’re soaking the pillow- guess you really like this one a lot huh?”
Summary: Namjoon and Jin are not amused by your foray into penetration, not one bit.
Summary: Jimin’s third secret is (Redacted for spoilers)
Summary: A visit to Namjoon’s hospital to get tae on some gender affirming hormones (good girl juice) leads to some…surprising developments. “You can’t just say ‘addictive slick’ and expect us to be on board with it!?”
Summary: The day after your doctor’s appointment Jin gives you your first hole check.
Summary: Hobi has a bad day, you make it better.
Summary: [redacted for spoilers]
Summary: you’ve never seen Namjoon this angry before, but you can’t say he’s not rightfully upset at You and Hobi. Not every punishment can go according to plan…
Summary: Jimin and Jungkook might not be the /best/ at giving you aftercare, but what they lack in execution they make up for in sheer determination. Sometimes, love is the best medicine.
Summary: A snippet of the future- a flash forward- in which you and Jimin reach an agreement.
Summary: You don’t want your first time taking Namjoon’s cock to be during his rut, luckily- the pack is there to make the transition easier.
Summary: Namjoon’s rut hits, and hits hard. Not all of it is pretty. Not all of it is sweet.
Summary: In the wake of Namjoon’s rut you and Hobi try to get yourself back on even footing, if only his co workers weren’t so…creepy towards you.
Summary: You, Hobi, and a dead body are not things that Jin wants to think about in the same sentence.
