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SoH Mercy

@miseriathome / miseriathome.tumblr.com

I have an /about. Please ask to interact if you're a Marxist or have a name/url containing wren.
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Please help the family of a non-verbal autistic child (who has been losing weight because he only eats certain kinds of food, largely unavailable during this time) leave Gaza!

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(Please share widely on and off Tumblr)

From Putrino Lab @PutrinoLab today:

A reminder that if you live within 50 miles of NYC and you have a PRE-2020 ME/CFS diagnosis, then @VirusesImmunity

and I NEED your help! If you have difficulty traveling we will come to you. Please help us to hit our recruitment goals if you can! ---

Prof. Akiko Iwasaki is involved in this research. She just quoted this on Twitter/X saying: Please help spread the word about our #MECFS study with @PutrinoLab 👇🏼 thank you 🙏🏼

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Post-Viral Trials News @postviraltrials quote tweeted it saying: David is underselling the benefits of participating – they give you microclot and platelet imaging and impressions! Here are mine:

https://x.com/postviraltrials/status/1774908103307198667?s=20

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Step 1: Case opened with HR.

Talking points:

  • My leads are not fulfilling their job descriptions. They are not adequately trained to be taking charge or making informed decisions.
  • Their deprioritization of and neglect for areas where they are not competent has led to all kinds of tangible results: operational disruptions, workplace inequality, an overall unbalance between the workloads of different areas.
  • The behaviors of our leads goes against the organization's stated principles.
  • Moreover, in order to justify these behaviors, the leads resort to unprofessional tactics such as dishonesty and outright lying. This has led to drastic relational issues within the department.
  • Management is not effectively addressing any of these issues, despite occasional recognition of them.
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Aw yisss finally got my OSHA-mandated training that I've been insisting on for months now. Sweet, sweet vindication, especially since everyone else has to get the training now too (and every 3 years, no less!). And I got to ask a bunch of questions and also suggest additional things for the training/safety people to bring to my manager's attention.

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scientia-rex

Sometimes people tell me I'm a good person. I'm not a good person by nature, or by default. I'm a good person because I've decided that it's important to me to act like one, on a daily basis, forever.

My actual nature is that I want power. I want power and I want my life to be easy and I want other people to be forced to be nice to me even if they hate me. I want other people to have to suck up to me, I want to watch people who I know hate me suffer through the indignity of having to suck up to me. I want to hurt people who hurt me. I want all of these things in the same exact deeply recognizable way that a gorilla or a chimpanzee does. I watch those documentaries and I recognize myself, intimately. The fact that I can behave like a good person in spite of that has taken me a long time and a lot of effort to achieve.

What you feel isn't as important for your "goodness" as what you do. And you get good at what you practice. So practice your skills at being polite, pleasant, kind. Practice gently interrupting negative behaviors--whether that's someone's negative behaviors directed towards themselves, or directed towards someone else. The idea that we have to be inherently without sin is such Christian garbage. It's psychological gibberish. We want things! We want everything! That is normal and human and the key is not acting on every bad feeling you have.

I have taken my insatiable desire for power and to manipulate people and I have used it for good. I have learned how to manipulate people into coming to the doctor and taking their blood pressure medication and being honest about their recreational substance use. I have taken my psychology education and I have used it to craft a persona that makes people feel at ease. I go home at the end of the day exhausted, because maintaining a persona for ten hours straight is exhausting, but I do it happy, because I manipulated the people I work with into feeling better and having brighter days. I manipulated my patients into feeling good about their achievements and recognizing where we need to do things differently.

The hard part is that when the mask slips, people find it not just off-putting but deeply upsetting. When I explain things like "I have thought very carefully about how I would conduct a career in domestic terrorism because I would genuinely like to bomb the headquarters of most American insurance companies, but I don't see a way to do it without getting caught and either killed or spending the rest of my life in prison, and at the moment I consider that an unacceptable outcome," people go from "ha ha! my wacky colleague" to "Jesus Christ, I didn't realize there was something actually wrong with you."

Anyway, don't make your kids read the extended works on Machiavelli at twelve, my dad thought he was helping me but all he accomplished was making me sad I'll never be a king.

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