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Mad utterings born of boredom, spite & decay

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30. They/Them & She/Her. Welcome. You're here, I'm queer, everything burns, let's survive this hellsite together.
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You can tell Shuro can’t actually handle Falin bc the moment he heard about the black magic he threw a fit. Like oh, you wouldn’t throw away your soul to bring her back? You wouldn’t commit unspeakable atrocities for her? Grow up.

Meanwhile, as soon as Falin is revived and hears they’ve been eating monsters, she wants to join. And Marcille is like, so unsurprised. You think Shuro could handle that? No. Leave the heavy lifting to the lesbians 🙄 you don’t have what it takes.

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"I would kill for you. I would die for you" would you take a break for me? Would you sit down and rest? For a day, a week, a year? Would you let others take care of your needs for me? Would you let yourself be held for me? By me?

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beebzah

OP i hope its okay to reblog with your additions bc they are good

not only is it okay, I think i'd like that very much, thank you.

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sagevoyage

I'll never understand the obsession with the Zero Suit. This is the sexiest thing I've ever seen

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peachdoxie

There's a bunch of adhd advice out there that's like "people with adhd tend to work better under deadlines due to the anxiety so here are ways to artificially induce a stress response in order to get you to get work done" and it's like well what if I don't want to be stressed out all the time in order to function

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fenandforest

this gold shouldn't stay in the comments

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prokopetz

One of those going-over-the-fandom's-head memes about Shuro Dungeonmeshi being hopelessly infatuated with Falin and loathing Laios even though they have basically identical personalities where the direct takeaway is "lol, Shuro is dumb" and the part going over the reader's head is "people decide whether your autistic traits are charming quirks or red flags based on whether they find you fuckable".

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here are my biggest gaming hot takes:

- no game actually needs to run faster than 30 FPS

- no texture needs to be bigger than 2k, and most don’t need to be bigger than 1k (save for megatextures). A good chunk should actually be smaller than 1k

- lower poly counts > high poly counts

Once you pass a certain threshold, it doesn’t even affect the style of the game that much, and you’re just using exponentially more power to get exponentially smaller results

Like, for example, the original Skyrim was 4 GB. The remaster is 22 GB. That’s five-and-a-half times more space for the exact same content! The graphical improvements are honestly negligible, especially when you consider the massive leap in storage and RAM used.

These sorts of things just hit diminishing returns so quickly— My eyes can’t tell the difference between 1k and 4k textures.

We have so many fun ways to get the maximum mileage out of every pixel and every polygon. It’s sad to see those techniques slowly trickle away from big-budget games!

Even as storage space becomes less and less of a concern, there’s something satisfying about keeping everything as small and tidy as possible

Basically, there’s zero excuse for Baldur’s Gate 3 to be 150 GB when Skyrim is 6 GB

Fifteen years ago, the average file size of a big game was 11 GB.

Now, it’s almost 90 GB, with big blockbusters easily hitting 150 GB.

And this isn’t the difference between, say, 1990 and 2005. The games of 2010 are practically identical to the games of 2024 when it comes to content and scope. It’s the same stuff, just bloated to hell and back.

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I see conversations about people being tired of fantasy works having fantasy racism bc other than often not being handled well, the presence of it implies there is a valid reason for it kinda like how ogres are often treated as pure evil. Thinking about Arknights, I think Oripathy manages to avoid the issues? Systemic prejudices against the infected like classism, ableism, & they make statements with it all & have nuance, it's not just racism for the sake of it but real + complex issues in Terra

I understand your point but Arknights very much does have fantasy racism with the Sarkaz. It takes a backseat to general oripathy discrimination and hidden by the fact that plenty of the main cast is Sarkaz, but you have lines from Meteorite for example stating her surprise that Rhodes Island hired Sarkaz like her in public-facing jobs.

I do like though how Arknights handles the topic of racism towards the Sarkaz. They’re shown to actually be a hugely diverse group of people, they’re the minds behind the whole Rhodes Island project (Theresa, Closure, and Warfarin are all Sarkaz), and the “reason” for their discrimination isn’t because they have superpowers (fucking everyone does) or otherwise are naturally dangerous, it’s because they are simply different (everyone else represents an animal, while a Sarkaz is a mythological monster).

Fantasy racism is often eyerolling because it’s usually like “In this world the race called Normies are discriminatory towards The Exploders, a race that eats the brains of passerby and then explode. However, when this Normie cop finds a ten year old Exploder lost in his backyard, they will go on an adventure to break down the walls of society, and hopefully not explode.”

Arknights explores the topic of the Sarkaz with some nuance, and the careful explanation that the reasons they continue to be discriminated against today came about BECAUSE of their oppression. They are often mercenaries and hired muscle, because there are no other jobs for them. Many are depressed, cynical, and violent from living such a hard life where their lives are seen as expendable, further enforcing the stereotype of Sarkaz as a race of warmongers. Their only land to call their own was ravaged by foreign invasions and then by a civil war.

Even Buldrokkas'tee’s entire backstory was about Sarkaz oppression. During Theresa’s reign over Kazdel he brought his clan with him to Ursus seeking a better life for them (keep in mind Vigilo called Theresa a great war hero, implying her reign or the leadup to it was marked by war with other nations), and when they arrived in Ursus they were thrown to the frontline of a demonic invasion, made to fight horrifying and inhuman monsters to prove they were worthy of Ursus. It’s almost understandable why Buldrokkas'tee sternly told his son not to rock the boat, not to protest the Ursus government’s treatment of the infected: they had already fought so hard and sacrificed so much just to get here, just to be citizens.

It’s also why Rhodes Island as a creation of a Sarkaz venture is important to the games’ themes. Almost every single nation in Terra is a complete dystopian nightmare and yet from the most beaten, oppressed, and discriminated people comes a genuine effort to Make Things Better. Not only does RI reject the status quo of status and power by being a community effort where everyone works according to what they can do and is given according to what they need, they’re also the most advanced Oripathy research institute on the planet because of the Sarkaz’s own long intertwined history with the disease.

It’s a fantasy, in a way. “Yeah you all treated us like garbage but we’ll save you anyway while saving ourselves, fuck it. This pandemic will kill us all if we don’t.”

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I hope you appreciate that it is very funny that you used “Exploders” as your example when Infected in Arknights do, in fact, explode. Some more big things that I think help Arknights pull off the Fantasy Oppression Metaphor where very few people do:

1. As you said, oripathy isn’t the only angle of oppression in this setting. That lets them write about a lot of different social issues without watering the metaphor down into uselessness and explore the intersectionality between them. Besides racism against the Sarkaz and its intersection with oripathy, we’ve seen other forms of ethnic prejudice of varying levels of severity, from a Victorian noble congratulating himself on having the magnanimity to hire Zalak gardeners and Ch'en calling Kaschey a racial slur, through a Feline Shieldguard talking about how miserable Ursus’s military entrance exams are to pass if you’re not of the Ursus race, to the Iberian Inquisition treating all Aegir as Cthulhu cultists by default. That ethnic prejudice can also be purely cultural rather than associated with any difference in visible racial traits, as seen with the Tarans and the Winterwisps. Classism is everywhere, and we frequently see the aftermath of colonialism and occupation. SilverAsh says in his first Operator Record that out of all the starry-eyed idealists he’s met, he never encountered anyone until Rhodes whose pet issue was the rights of the Infected- it simply isn’t on most people’s mind as the defining injustice of the world the way it’s presented to the player.

2. While it’s technically possible to develop incredible superpowers from being Infected (e.g. Frostnova, Mephisto, or Angelina), it’s far more likely that you’ll just… get sick. That’s the failure state you see a lot in, say, X-Men: being a mutant is just plain cooler than not being a mutant, which is fine as a fun fantasy story but can muddy up a Serious Metaphor™ pretty badly. On Terra, as you said, plenty of people can just do that: Saria, Gnosis, and Carnelian, for instance, are all 6*s with incredibly powerful Arts who aren’t Infected, they’re just that good. Even among playable Operators, oripathy is often a direct hindrance to their lives and combat ability- Specter, for example, has the self-stun on Bone Fracture because her infection has destroyed her physical stamina, and Eyjafjalla is hard of hearing and has eyesight so bad that she walks into walls. The progression of Lava’s infection has her walking with a cane as Purgatory. And even for those who do get cool superpowers, it’s frequently as much of a curse as a blessing: Frostnova can’t touch anyone without giving them frostbite, Phantom has to wear a special device not to melt people’s brains with his voice, and Lappland’s unilateral obsession with Texas is because of the rocks in her brain. They don’t shy away from presenting oripathy as an illness and a disability that people need treatment and accommodations for, not An Thing To Make You A Cool Badass. And, accordingly, we pretty much never see “they could develop superpowers and kill us all” used as a justification for mistreating the Infected: they’re seen as weaker and less capable, which brings us to…

3. While oripathy can make you dangerous to normies, the oppression inflicted against the Infected is not even slightly a meaningful response to those dangers. That’s the Normies and Exploders scenario- they undermine the metaphor by making fear, prejudice, and/or oppression a logical reaction. According to Blaze, the science says that there’s basically zero risk of person-to-person transmission of oripathy, but a little thing like that makes no difference to how many governments have a policy of shipping anyone who’s believed to be Infected to a segregated quarantine zone on pain of death. (Fun fact, this is a bit like leprosy in the real world: it has a very low transmission rate and can stay dormant for decades with no symptoms, so no one even knew it was infectious until 1873… which did nothing to prevent literal millennia of discrimination before that point, but sure did make it even worse afterward!) The primary danger is from Infected people dying, because of the originium dust bloom… and they’re a lot more likely to die and there’s a lot less likely to be someone there to take the appropriate safety measures around their corpse if they’re living in poverty with no access to medical treatment. The oppression does not solve any of the problems it claims make it justified, and is just an excuse to hurt and exploit people who society already doesn’t like.

4. The fact that the entire setting wears its real-world allegories on its sleeve at all times. Another common downfall of Fantasy Oppression stories is that making the story fantastical divorces it from the inspiration; the whole audience may agree that being racist against elves is bad, and then walk away and completely fail to apply that to anyone who is not an elf. But while Arknights is a story about a mercenary wizard doctor commune led by the teenage bunnygirl King of Hell and her immortal dragon warlock catgirl stepmom on their quest to cure Magic Rock Leprosy, Ursus is Russia and Yan is China and Leithania is Germany, and that’s just the price of admission. When Columbia is known for baseball, rock-and-roll, and a government that won’t shut up about how concerned it is with freedom and equality despite any evidence to the contrary, and then Mansfield Break happens, there’s not a lot of room to argue that the corporatocracy, for-profit prisons, and coercion through lack of health care access aren’t just as much about the US of A as the fact that they were a Victorian territory that declared independence from the Empire while it was busy fighting Gaul. When Tara is named Tara, I know what it means for a poet to be lobbying to try to keep their dying language alive. When Leithania is still haunted by the memory of the tyrannical Witch-King who was overthrown and replaced by two rulers who never agree on anything, I have some real fucking specific suspicions about what the previous regime was like.

good lord this is over a thousand words long now but anyway yeah I think that’s why they managed to use a poem about Stalin’s Great Purge as the lyrics of the character theme for a magical bunnygirl without it being the tackiest thing in the universe.

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Dungeon Meshi is about a quirked up white boy on a quest to save his sister and perhaps indulge his special interest along the way. He's a man of pure heart who has done nothing but help anyone he's met. Then part way through the story you start seeing other pov characters and it turns out every single person who has met him outside his party has read his awkward social skills and love for grilling as a sign of something deeply evil and has vowed to kill him on sight.

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NO OTHER PLANET IN OUR SOLAR SYSTEM GETS TOTAL SOLAR ECLIPSES!! THE SIZE AND DISTANCE OF OUR MOON FROM EARTH AND THE SUN MAKE THE PERFECT CIRCUMSTANCES TO GET TOTALITY!!! THE EARTH AND MOON ARE SOOOO COOL AND OF COURSE OUR SUN!! I LOVE LIVING ON EARTH I LOVE YOU EARTH I LOVE YOUUUUU MOON I LOVE YOU SUN

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