Just so you know
I spent a lot of my free time making these gifs. Free time which is rather valuable because I wanna do a lot of other things too. I spent two hours to record everything, probably another two hours to edit all the material and turning the videos into gifs takes me at least another two hours. So that’s 6 hours in total of my time, which is mostly supposed to be for studying. I feel like I spent more time on it tho. Also the uploading takes some time too, because my wifi is shit and it drives me mad. And it really frustrates me to only get an average of 15 notes on each post, whereas I used to get around 40 notes.
I got around 1400 followers and it feels like they’ve become inactive? Because the interaction between me/my posts and my lovely followers has gone or started to die down. I get far less notes and responses/asks after I post stuff. It saddens me. Maybe it’s because I haven’t updated for 2 months? Or have you lost interest? But other blogs seem to do fine.
It feels like the blog is dying, because if my followers lose/don’t show interest, I lose motivation to post. But I love this blog and I love cosplaying Lutz and I’ve come so far… It’s just sad and frustrating and I needed to post this. I don’t know how to reach most of you anymore it seems.
Maybe I’m just being over dramatic and none of this is true. But i just want you guys to understand I don’t know what’s going on, if I don’t hear anything from your end.
So I’d encourage all of you, who still enjoy my content to let me know by liking/reblogging my posts - also because I really put a lot of effort into it and it’s nice to get some appreciation for that, right? This also goes for other ask blogs of course!
That was all, thanks for your attention.
This is very similar to how I feel. So much effort is put in but, if I only get three people interested these days, it’s extremely hurtful. I suppose that’s better than no love, and I’m so grateful to those who enjoy my content. Though as it seems that my assult and the loss of so much in my personal life has distanced me, so has the lack of the 2,108 of you who follow me…have I let you all down? Where are you now? I used to post weekly, but the motivation dies- and if that happens- so does the blog. I want to contime making content for you guys, I want to make all of you happy to be following me. Though putting in hours of work that could be spent on sleeping, or eating, or even studying as I have a full time job and full time school block, seems to do very little- so if there’s anything I could do to furtheryour interest please let me know.
It had to be said. I am glad I am not alone in this.
Cheers
- Ariem
This is also why I’ve been so innactive, being France already supposed a challenge and the fact that if I went inactive by 1 one week it started feeling like going back to square one dissapointed me to no end, most of my best posts are interactions with other blog that had me doubled on followers... and well I’m not that young anymore and I have ‘adult’ responsabilities now so Ican’t be here everday... I still hang around here and read posts from time to time, but I don’t feel motivated enough to retake the blog, nor do I want to just leave it. I’m pretty much in the limbo.
