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independent remus lupin rpg. mn.
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We all know Sirius loves stupid puns and he’ll annoy everyone with them every chance he gets, making everyone utterly terrified of the word “serious” and anything dog-related, so yes, we’re all tired of such puns, but not Sirius. Never Sirius.

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Sirius: Mooooooony! what’s up!? Remus: nothing… Sirius: moooony. Remus:…another one… Sirius: Another one…what? Remus:….scar… I got another one last night… Sirius:Oh! That’s why you look cooler than usual!

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my transformations in those days were — were terrible. it is very painful to turn into a werewolf. i was separated from humans to bite, so i bit and scratched myself instead. the villagers heard the noise and the screaming and thought they were hearing particularly violent spirits.
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the five senses

james: sights: blue skies dotted with cartoon-perfect clouds, hands raised in mock defence, someone winking at you, fields of green in the spring, walking backwards, eyes being lit up, flannel shirts, grinning so wide it hurts, cocking your head to one side, a rose in a cola bottle sound: the wind rustling through the trees, lightning strikes, fingers snapping, rapping knuckles against a desk, unrestrained laughter, easy, simple (like everything else) smells: freshly mown grass, morning breath, toast burning, rain on concrete tastes: strawberries, mint, toothpaste, water when you are parched, when you need it more than you need it to breathe, running down your lips touch: tracing the line of a jaw, knowing what someone else is going to say before they say it, finishing someone else’s sentences for them, your heart skipping a beat, wind running through your hair, flying

sirius: sights: heaving chests, running both hands through your hair, dark eyelashes, catching someone looking at you, like they can’t help it, like they can’t not look at you, the lights going down in a cinema, the mottled blue and purple of a bruise, a black so dark it is almost bright, dried blood crusted around your lips sounds: thunder rumbling, cracking knuckles, the growl of an engine, profanity and the way it twists your lips, the way it makes you whole smells: cigarette smoke, hazelnuts, gasoline, sharp peppermint that sticks in the lungs, gasoline, ink, dark and black and bloody tastes: roasted hazelnuts, black coffee at 3am, bitterness touch: sandpaper tongues, fingers on the hot, sharp glint of steel, sweat on skin, blood running through your veins so fast you can barely breathe, throwing a punch, driving with the windows down, hands against a brick wall, like you have hit the wall, like you can’t get past it

remus: sights: autumn leaves dead on the ground like carrion, circulation being cut off in your fingers, the colour of wine, deep and burgundy and looking a little too much like blood— sounds: waves crashing, a mixtures of torrential and calm all at once, a guttural growl in the back of the throat, the crunch of gravel, twigs snapping, heavy sighs, the crackle of vinyl, something tearing, something being ripped smells: woodsmoke, wrapping paper, fresh linen, old parchment tastes: blood in the mouth, milk chocolate, tea leaves touch: picking away at a scab, biting your nails, ripping up handfuls of grass, teeth sinking into your lower lip, a barking laugh of surprise escaping your lips, like you didn’t know it was there, like you didn’t know you were capable of it 

peter: sights: a fairground in full swing, empty chairs at empty tables, a million pairs of shoes piled at the front door, turned backs, palms upturned, to catch, to hold, the one chipped union-jack mug in the cupboard, the empty stretch of tarmac at the airport and the feeling that sticks in your throat like glass, like you don’t know where you’re going, like you don’t know where you’ve been sounds: walnut shells crushing underfoot, the wind buffeting along the beach, the crackling of foiled candy wrappers, a phone that rings, and rings, and rings (but no-one answers) smells: wet earth, roasted chestnuts, the smell of baking, musty, like something is dying, like something is already dead tastes: sorrow, chocolate bars, bubblegum, chewing something that just won’t swallow touch: feet on carpet, carpet burn, grinding your teeth, laughing so hard it hurts your sides, starting a sentence you forget to finish

lily: sights: daffodils in the spring, shelves bursting with books, like there is so much life and knowledge there it cannot be contained, mothers holding their children, pastel ice cream flavours, bunches of flowers outside a florist’s, your drink being placed in front of you in a coffee shop sounds: the roar of a motorcycle in the distance, heavy metal rock, laughter, bells chiming, a page being turned, walking on cobblestones, clinking china smells: cinnamon, grass, lillies, tea tree, the way perfume lingers on your clothes, fresh night air tastes: copper, metallic and sharp on the tongue, not quite bloody but just enough, vanilla, a sadness so heavy it is almost sweet touch: the material of your skirt swirling around you as you spin, like you cannot stop spinning, you won’t stop spinning, breathing unsteadily, porcelain, the roughness and heaviness of denim, someone else’s hand in yours, the way love has a pulse and you can feel it under his skin

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his heart sat tenderly in his chest with remus back in his arms. swaying couples disappeared to specks in the back of his mind and he found himself solely concerned with the slow and graceful sways of he and remus. it was as though the world had only begun turning again once remus returned to his arms, like his chest was afloat with delight and insurmountable relief. he felt long haired and bright eyed, oblivious to what horror went on in the world whilst he sang his heart out in a student bar and fell in love with the only boy in the world. 
he sighed, content as remus pressed that sweet kiss to his skin, how it lingered there so delightfully. ‘ i love you. ’ he whispered, the words slipping from his lips like silk, the most natural thing in the world. he had to let it be known, he had so many years to make up for. he felt remus slow down, and he’d lived with the boy long enough to know that his illness took a toll on him… but this was worse than ever. he wanted to kill it, stamp it out, ensure that nothing in the world could ever hurt him again. ‘ of course, love. ’ he nodded and held his arm out for remus to take. 
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i love you, ’ remus echoed, their declarations nearly overlapping. those words had waited impatiently on the tip of his tongue from the moment remus laid eyes on sirius in his red suit ; he’d had to bite them back as they spoke at the bar, felt them thunder in his chest when sirius held him. just hearing the beginning syllables released them from remus’ lips at last, whispered as an exhale after holding his breath for years. god, how could he have gone years without this? without him? 
he smiled at his shoes as he shifted quite naturally onto sirius' arm. remus could tell he’d overexerted himself dancing - he might move slower yet come morning - but any concern or embarrassment was swiftly ushered to the back of his mind, thoughts dominated by the man whose arm he hung upon. a very different kind of pain flourished when they came to a vacant table, releasing his grip to lower into a chair. it seemed remus couldn’t bear to stop touching altogether, keeping a hand closed in his own, terror-stricken by the thought of letting him go. he swallowed dryly, possessed by the memory of their last encounter : how painful it was to see him off to his flight, how they'd kissed and waved and watched each other to the last second, how months later he screamed his lungs out into a mobile and that had been it. his fingers tightened weakly around sirius’, eyes watching their twined hands sat on the tablecloth, ‘ i want you to know, all of those awful things i said... i didn’t mean a word, i was just scared, and stupid, and i’m sorry. ’
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