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creating my own sunshine.

@hobateas / hobateas.tumblr.com

jay ʚɞ navi ʚɞ m.list (prev. jayhopely)
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imagine to my surprise that the first thing I see after popping onto tumblr after days is this... sigh... but it was coming wasn't it? we all expected it to happen and i am sad. three whole years. i will have an entirely different life by then, i'll be in a different place, with different people around me. and that is so so scary. but i am glad that people on here, are looking brightly at the future, and want to come back stronger and better. i hope it'll be a happier and livelier time when we rejoice to a bts concert once again. i'll come back to this post in 2025, kinda like a time machine box.

future jay, i can't wait to see what you've become.

future bts, i can't wait to see you all together once again.

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Anonymous asked:

Wait what tea blog is that other anon talking about

theres a bts tea blog on here, where people bitch on bts ccs and spread hate, thats what the other anon is talking about,,, if u want more details, this blog aint the place for it 🦆

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Anonymous asked:

There has been hate about some admin members of carnival net on the tea blog.. I remembered you were apart of it too but when I checked you were not mentioned in their post so I asked. Sorry for bothering you. Have a nice day 🌹

ahhhh ic ic, thanks for letting me know anon!!! u have a nice day as well :D

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Anonymous asked:

Hi Jay, did you leave carnival net's admin team?

Yes, I left the team recently... What about it??

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SFW & Smut-Free 18+ Net? interest check

Hey y'all!

So for a while now, I've been thinking over an idea for an 18+ BTS network for the pure purpose of helping spread content creators' sfw/non-smut works.

Here's some important points:

  • I say 18+ as I'd like the network to include works that might still be unsuitable for minors but just don't contain smut.
  • You would not have to be a solely SFW creator. The network would just only reblog/promote sfw & non-smut content.
  • As far as a Discord server goes, @herecomesjoon and I thought it would be a good idea to keep it to a sort of writing workshop where we can talk about works, brainstorm together, and maybe pick up on some good tips like how to properly communicate our thoughts and feelings about a piece of work in feedback for creators.

If you would be interested in a purely sfw/non-smut 18+ network, let me know and reblog to help spread the word!

Tagging a few mutuals I know off the top of my head like to create sfw content or I know are interested; @hobateas @meirkive @rkivian @btsstan12 @cremeandsuga

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I saw an article called “Make Peace With Your Unlived Life” and it really made me stop and think. So much of our lives is mourning for what we didn’t become. It’s a waste. We didn’t waste any opportunities. What came and went was not meant for us.

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I just have to vent.

Having an arfid is miserable.

Growing up being told "I feel sorry for whoever wants to take YOU on a date" and "If you were my kid I would've made you starve!" And "you're so spoiled because you are a picky eater" is so fucked up when none of it is your choice.

Living your life worried about how *other people* look at your meals is fucking awful. Coming home from dinners hungry is fucking awful. Being seen as a problem bc of your limited diet is fucking awful.

And trying to explain it when people get so offended. "It's not a texture issue because these two foods are pretty much the same texture so you should like both!" and "but this is my family recipe and I made it so im going to be hurt if you don't suffer through it and pretend that you like it!"

I just hate food. It's not my bc of my body, it's not my weight, it's not bc I'm disrespectful or vain or spoiled or whatever else.

Neurotypicals stop caring what other people eat or don't eat challenge.

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mush-dooms

me: “I have social anxiety”

what people hear: “I am a bit shy”

what the internet reads: “OwO cute shy boi,,must protecc!! hehe so quirky!1!!”

what social anxiety really is: taking months of knowing someone to feel comfortable enough to have a real conversation, your mind going blank during small talk, inability to participate in groups of more than three people, mentally rehearsing “simple” tasks such as ordering food or making a phone call and your heart racing anyway, constantly feeling watched, being afraid of getting places too early or too late, fear of being judged over the most random things (”is this a socially acceptable ice cream flavor to buy?” “what if they think my shampoo is weird” “will they hate me if I get up to throw my trash away?” “what if I emptied the dishwasher wrong!”), having panic attacks when you have to ask a teacher for help, constantly feeling left out or excluded even with friends, your hands shaking when you get called on in class, being overwhelmed in crowds and public transportation, disliking being touched, perpetual fear of disappointing those in authority, overall difficulty forming relationships, missing out on milestones or social events because you either have no friends to go with or know it will be overwhelming, preferring to be in groups of three so that conversation isn’t solely up to you, making so many everyday tasks so much more difficult than they need to be due to a crushing fear of being judged by random strangers you will literally never see again and needing to be seen as flawless

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Thirteen Rounds

Pairing: Boxer!Jungkook x f!reader

Summary: JK's boxing coach tells him he can't come for four weeks before his title fight. Ah, four weeks isn't that long, right? ... Right?

Genre: this is pwp, straight-up [don't look at the word count, please god, it really is just that many words of smut]; established relationship

Word count: .. 13.2k (I told you not to look!!)

Content: oral sex (m. and f. receiving), unprotected sex, masturbation (f.), orgasm denial, multiple orgasms, overstimulation, sex toys, uh implied come eating? (It's not mentioned but he comes in her then eats her out sooooo it's happening 😂), cutesy nickname (look, if it were anyone but me writing this, i'd need a warning for it, too, 'cause if you're not familiar with the names of popular British biscuits, ya about to be!! and is it cringe? perhaps, maybe, i accept that but I am also UNREPENTANT about it, so you've been warned)

BLAME: Time to apportion some blame for this. Firstly, ofc, @btsgotjams27 for starting this.

Secondly, @sunshinerainbowsbts for putting it on my dash and bringing it to my attention

Thirdly, unfortunately, it's me, for deciding to do it

A/N: OK, I need to say that I do not know anything about boxing. I had to message my Extremely Offline older sister to ask her questions and then tell her I was writing a story about a boxer so fucking prayer circle for me that she never brings it up again!!!!! Canelo Alvarez is a real super middleweight boxer and JK is taller than him but that's as far as I looked into him.

ANYWAY ENJOY!!!

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hobateas

no words except for:

this. is. the. real. stuff.

props to you author 🤭👏👏

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Anonymous asked:

I loved the new chapter and was wondering if it happened before she started working there or is during (idk if my ask made sense lol)

ahahahha i should have clarified it but it happened way before mc came into the picture

if it would have been after mc joined, then jin must have been morally conflicted being in an intimate situation with another woman when he has a crush on another :D

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Anonymous asked:

What's your favorite colour?, mine is purple

hmm i'd say lavender followed closely my everything pastel, just cuz it seems so soft and cute

i had the biggest obsession on purple since i was like 8 and everything i wore and saw has to be purple cuz i was one stubborn ass baby xp

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