Luke announcing a tour on my birthday but having no dates near me feels very on brand.
You know, I intended that first response to be a smart ass response. I didn’t think this is where it would go but here we are.
Ohhhhhhh ummmm I’m gonna say first meeting with ash!!! Or established luke and lottie..surprise me 🤭
Very short, very rough, took me forever because work has been insane. But quick first interaction with Ash. :)
I am the coworker that drops really odd, really sad life lore and then just walks away. And I think that’s pretty iconic of me.
Not gonna lie. I did not like apfelschorle when I was in Berlin but felt the need to have it because I miss Berlin. And like. I get it now.
@ everyone who’s interested in morning fears: I’m gonna post a snippet soon. May be Saturday before I post but it’ll go up soon.
I don’t know if anyone remembers me talking about coworker I wanted to befriend when I first started my last job. But we became besties. He moved away like a month ago and I miss him so much but he said he’s coming back for a visit for Halloween and I’m so excited!!!!!!!!! I’ve missed him 😭
Can I give you head or something in exchange for a soft morning fears sneak peak🙏🏻
I will take feedback on any snippets I post or yelling about how attractive/wonderful the guys are in exchange. I feel like that’s a fair trade.
Which one do you want: first date, established Lottie and Lu, Lottie’s first meeting with Ash (as Luke’s girlfriend), or Lottie moving in?
ideal threesome both his hands and my throat
Second Chance
rating: pg
Summary: Ashton was your first love. It was a case of right person, wrong time. But sometimes, life gives you second chances. Warnings: None, just cute and soft. Pairing: Ashton x GN!Reader (Pretty sure GN but if you catch anything, let me know and I’ll change it to the correct pairing) Word Count: 1.5k
Though nearly six years had passed since your last first date with Ashton, it felt as if nearly no time at all had elapsed as you sat across from him. That last first date, one that also spanned an entire evening, launched a two-year relationship. It found your first love and you felt a sort of deja vu as he easily recounted a new tale from tour.
This Ashton - years older, years wiser - was simultaneously familiar and so very different. He still carried himself with an ease you found comforting, armed with a bright smile and infectious laughter, but there were more layers now. Behind those hazel eyes lingered a deeper understanding of the world, an understanding of life that hadn’t been present at twenty-three and you did nothing to hide the soft smile that lifted the corners of your mouth as he gestured wildly.
“So, did Cal ever realize it was Luke hiding his shoes or does he still think it was Michael?”
Ash is gorgeous generally but him playing drums? Feral. Absolutely feral.
Okay, I know you have no idea who I am (no duh, but I stay anonymous for personal reasons), but I will forever know you as the person that wrote the Ashton fic that both broke my heart and helped me. The one about loosing your dad after having an bad relationship. I get it for the most part (I didn't have the opportunity to fully cut him off, but had he been alive today we wouldn't be in contact). My dad was either emotionally absent or emotionally abusive and there were so many complicated emotions when he died. I was sad, I was pissed off, and I actually felt glad for a bit. That fic actually helped me to realize some things about myself and my relationship with my father, it was something I just needed to hear.
So thank you, from one Ashton girl to another.
P.S. Things will get better, even though it doesn't feel like it
I’m both sorry and glad it was helpful. I hate that it’s an experience we share but it’s nice to know that someone else gets it. It’s almost been a month (which is kind of insane) and still lots of weird feelings but it is what it is. I appreciate this, though. Sending good vibes!
Comfort album, honestly.
She’s says no sad luke today but then drops that 🧍♀️🧍♀️🧍♀️😭😭😭
To be fair, it wasn’t that sad. This one was 🥺 while the other is 😭 so. There are levels here!
Palm springs 🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭
Okay, this is the roughest of rough drafts (and will likely be fairly different from what you see in the final version because I rewrite things about a thousand times before you see them). But this is a snippet from the trip to Palm Springs. :)