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Just curious before I start writing again. How many of you are still interested in the Calzona fandom? Let me know.

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Yes please!

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Anonymous asked:

i will never be over your calzona fics esp fates collide. i just reread them all!

thank you! I’m glad you’re still enjoying them :)

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I agree, I love all your stories. I just finished The Best Laid Plans, now I’m reading The Best Laid Plans: Expect the Unexpected.

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Tonight's Stupidity

Author: lilyme (aka. redslilstories aka. me ;)) Summary: Set in New York. Throughout the entire eight months of their relationship… they had not fought one single time. Always been the perfect harmonic couple that probably everyone who had ever been in a relationship aspired to. But tonight it had happened. Rating: T Disclaimer: I do not own the characters in this story, nor do I own any rights to the television show “Grey’s Anatomy”. They were created by Shonda Rhimes and belong to her and the ABC network. No copyright infringement intended!

She was unsure of what she would find upon pushing the door leading to the roof of her apartment building open.

It wasn’t a place she went to that often. Having been here maybe two or three times since moving in.

But that was not the reason she was uncertain of what to expect.

The reason lay a good hour in the past now. And thinking back on it, she could only roll her eyes at herself. Or give herself a slap on the back of her head in disbelieve.

Because, really… it was a stupid reason.

A stupid fight about an everyday mishap.

And she was aware that a large part of the current situation – and the reason why she had to make her way up her in the late, late evening hours – was due to her overreaction about it.

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The thing about living through your worst nightmare is that the worst thing that could ever happen, has already happened. There is nothing left to be afraid of because it happened, yet we keep persisting. We keep putting one foot in front of the other and we continue on living. The challenges of everyday life, put in the perspective of these events, come with the certainty that we will navigate them and move on. We have to move on with our life, right? But, why does moving on with life feel so wrong right now?

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So sorry for your loss💔

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Congratulations for finishing TWW! It was such a joyous ride. What are your next plans? You writing that suggested extra collection of TTW? Or you planning to write a whole new fic?

Thanks! Ummm anything else for TWW isn’t really going to be anything other than what I’m posting here so that’s not really a plan plan. My next things will just be new fics!

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Just one last Calzona story would be absolutely amazing.

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What do you think Calzona are doing right now? (I’m having major calzona withdrawals. I need some headcanon!)

Sunday night….I think they’re on their way out for supper.

They usually make supper at home on Sundays, cooking up something that takes a little more time to prepare — like lasagna, or Callie’s chicken piccata — but Callie was called in for an emergency surgery yesterday, and Arizona’s still pretty much working 24/7 in some capacity as the Robbins-Herman Center gets up and running, and so the weekend kind of slipped away from them in a flurry of activity.

They ended up doing their household chores and errands this morning, so tonight they decided they’d just go out for a bite to eat. They’re going to hit up their favourite Mexican restaurant, which is just a handful of blocks away, but because it’s such a nice October evening they’re taking a slight detour and walking through the park instead.

Callie keeps to the pathway, but Arizona and Sofia insist on walking on the grass — just because they want to crunch leaves under their boots. They both dawdle the entire way, crunching leaves and laughing and talking, and although normally Callie would roll her eyes she just watches them tonight, smiling to herself with her cold hands in her pockets. Arizona loves fall. She always did, but fall in New York is SO much better than fall in Seattle — it’s cool and crisp, instead of being constantly wet and damp, and the leaves turn brilliant colours far more than they ever did on the west coast. Callie still thinks it’s absurdly cold (you’ll never get the Florida out of that girl), but she’s willing to deal because being in this city together has made them happier than she thinks they ever were.

And they are, happy that is.

They’re stupidly happy, and sometimes they both wonder what on earth took them so long — why it took them such heartbreak and so many years apart only to wind up back together across the country, almost like nothing had changed. (Except everything had changed — and it was so much better now.)

But whatever reasons the universe had (and they both accept that it had many — that the years apart were needed and unavoidable) it was all worth it in the end, because here they are eleven months after Arizona and Sofia moved to New York, and they’re stronger and better as friends and partners and family.

Arizona calls to Callie as they reach the edge of the park, and Callie looks up and laughs — Arizona somehow has a red leaf stuck in her blonde hair — and she crunches her way over to them and reaches up to gently pull it out. Sofia grabs Arizona’s hand, and Arizona grabs Callie’s, leaning up to kiss her cheek, and the three of them make their way back to the path and out onto the city street so they can cross at the next intersection and make their way to the restaurant.

They’re waiting at the light and Sofia says something that makes Arizona laugh. Arizona squeezes Callie’s hand a little, threading their fingers together tighter because she knows that Callie is cold, and Callie’s heart feels so full she just smiles and holds on — wanting nothing more than to live the next fifty years of her life in moments just like this.

As they cross the street, she thinks of the tiny ring box in her sock drawer at home. It’s been there, waiting, for almost three months now. She wasn’t sure they were ready yet — even though she knew almost from the moment they got back together that she wanted to marry Arizona again — but suddenly she knows they are. She knows she’ll be pulling that ring out very, very soon. Maybe tonight.

She lets go of Arizona’s hand to open the door to the restaurant, and she lets Sofia go in first, sliding her free arm around Arizona’s waist and squeezing lightly in a bid to pause the blonde; to make her look up. When blue eyes meet hers with a questioning smile, she simply smiles in return, leaning in to drop the lightest, softest of kisses on her lips.

“I love you, you know that?”

And Arizona laughs softly again — the sound absolute music to Callie’s ears — and her eyes are full of love and life and happiness under the dim lights of the city street.

“I know. I love you too.”

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My girlfriend and I recently moved home to her parents house while we save for a our deposit to buy and she’s working but I’m still waiting for my start date. So every afternoon when her little sister gets home from school, she comes upstairs with me and we watch greys anatomy together and it makes me so happy!!!!! We just finished season 2, she’s completely obsessed and it’s my favourite part of the day.

(Except for when my girlfriend gets home from work.)

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Just remember the series ends with season 8 (oh how I wish)!

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@elisabethberkley I went out on Archive of Our Own to reread one of your stories and all of your stories were gone. Any chance you will put them back out there?
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Grey’s Anatomy cast graces six covers for EW

For more on Grey’s Anatomy, pick up the new issue of Entertainment Weekly on stands Friday, or buy it here now. Don’t forget to subscribe for more exclusive interviews and photos, only in EW.

A celebration is in order at Grey Sloan Memorial.

Now on its 15th season, Grey’s Anatomy is about to tie E.R. as one of the longest-running hospital dramas on TV — so EW decided to throw a party! This week EW is featuring not one but six covers with the cast of ABC’s top-rated series, including a very special one featuring the queen of the O.R. herself, Ellen Pompeo.

“I still am fighting every day for the quality of the show to be good and for the actors to be happy,” says Pompeo, who posed for her latest EW cover while wrapped in EKG rhythm strips.

The actress, who’s played Meredith Grey since 2005 and has appeared on five EW covers since originating the role, adds, “I still care very much about the show.”

Fans made sure to thank Pompeo for her dedication during a recent trip to Seattle, where the cast shot scenes for the new season. “Bless their hearts, they’re adorable,” Pompeo says of the show’s fanbase In the Pacific Northwest, who always seemed to find where she and the others were filming. “It’s incredible how this show just keeps resonating with every young generation. It’s really touching.”

To honor the show’s march into the TV history books, we gathered the cast (in their fanciest duds, of course) and asked them to share secrets about their most memorable episodes. Their recollections may surprise you, but mostly they’ll serve as a reminder of why creator Shonda Rhimes remains one of the most sought-after show creators in the business.

“I’m incredibly proud of the show and I still every day pinch myself that we even got on the air, [that] people watch and people care as much as they do,” Rhimes tells EW. “Everything about this show has been a miracle to me. I love it.”

The celebration doesn’t end with our six covers. Every day until the show’s 15th season premiere on Sept. 27, we’ll post lots of daily remembers of why you fell in love with Meredith, Karev, Miranda, Richard, Owen, and Teddy in the first place. Make sure to come back to EW.com every day for our special #SevenDaysofGreys series, including video of Jesse Williams explaining how fans hated “Japril” (and how he doesn’t like saying their shipper name, either), a comprehensive guide to the show’s craziest medical cases, and fauxbituaries for everyone we still miss — which is really just a reason to run another picture of Jeffrey Dean Morgan as Denny Duquette.

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Seeing this just makes me pissed all over again because it reminds me that Jessica and Sarah were fired.

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Heaven gained another angel this morning. My family is so heartbroken, but we have faith that one day we will see him again. For him, there will be no more tears, no more pain, no more tumors, and no more cancer. Hug your family tight and keep them close. You just never know when the time will come that you have to say goodbye.

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So sorry for your loss. Cancer is a bitch😭

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Your input.

Which story does everyone want to see come back first????

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brady252

You choose, I’m just glad you’re going to write again

Thanks @brady252 ! You’re support means the world to me. I just was wanting some feedback about the stories I’m working on. Kinda want everyone’s opinion on which one people want to read first.

New Beginnings

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Your input.

Which story does everyone want to see come back first????

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You choose, I’m just glad you’re going to write again

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Stars Kevin McKidd and Kim Raver talk with THR about what to expect from the Owen-Teddy-Amelia storyline to come in the ABC medical drama.
Could ABC’s Grey’s Anatomy explore what a modern family looks like in its upcoming 15th season?
To hear stars Kevin McKidd (Owen) and Kim Raver (Teddy) tell it, the forthcoming season of the ABC medical drama is poised to feature a new take on a love triangle and what that looks like when three adults all have feelings for one another — and there are children in the picture.
Season 14 ended with Raver’s Teddy returning to Seattle (presumably) full-time and (very) pregnant, likely with Owen’s child, after the longtime friends finally had their night together in Germany. After a years-long wait to be together, it wasn’t smooth sailing for the former military buddies when Teddy kicked Owen out after she found out that he still was romantically involved with ex-wife Amelia (Caterina Scorsone). In terms of Amelia and Owen, the writing was on the wall for a romantic reconciliation between the duo, who divorced after learning that their marriage was a likely result of the former’s brain tumor. Making things extra complicated is the fact that Amelia is caring for young Betty (Peyton Kennedy) as she battles addiction, while Owen recently adopted an infant son, Leo.
“The interesting love triangle that’s probably going to happen is going to be very different from the typical love triangle,” returning series regular Raver tells The Hollywood Reporter. “We’re in 2018 and I pitched, if we can, not having woman pitted against woman. Amelia and Teddy definitely have what they want but maybe there’s a different way for us to approach it. And the writers seem very interested in that and we’re hopefully going to head in that direction. I think that will open up a very different storyline. [Showrunner] Krista [Vernoff] has informed me a bit on how we’re going to do that and it really seems like an amazing storyline. I can’t talk about it but it’s a device in the storyline to make the love triangle different than we’ve seen it in the past.”
While it’s unclear just what storytelling “device” will help evolve the Grey’s Anatomy love triangle, one idea could be to depict what a modern family looks like — at least to start the season. Longtime Grey’s viewers know all too well just how much Owen has always wanted children, and now that he’s a father who must be responsible for his young son, the character is going to need to evolve. That means another love triangle like the ones in the past — think the drama between Teddy, Cristina and Owen — simply can’t be in the cards for the character at this point in his life.
“Owen and Teddy and Cristina had a very intense, slightly juvenile love triangle,” McKidd tells THR with a laugh. “What they want to do [now] is show people who have histories and have feelings — all three of these people [Owen, Amelia and Teddy] have a lot baggage and history with each other. And there’s children involved, which is a responsibility. It’s not just young people going, ‘I love you … I don’t know who I love.’ They’re grown-ups now. It’s going to be interesting to see how people navigate this pretty murky and difficult and challenging news.”
That news will include Owen learning of Teddy’s pregnancy, which McKidd said Owen was still blissfully unaware of as of episode two of season 15.
“It takes a minute for that news to be slammed on Owen,” McKidd says. “I think he’s going to be a bit vapor locked for a minute. He’s been yearning for a family and a child for years and now he’s got too many kids! You have to be careful what you wish for!”
The season 14 finale set the stage for Amelia and Owen to rekindle their romance as they both co-parented Betty and young Leo. Both seemed to be happier than at any point during their tumor-induced marriage. And both are likely to be blindsided by Teddy’s return and pregnancy as Amelia has always known that Teddy longed for more than a friendship with Owen.
“Owen and Amelia have been enjoying that post-tumor time together and this very adult endeavor of going, 'We want to be there for these two children who need us,’” McKidd says. “I like where they’re at and where they’re headed because they’re both being quite adult. It’s bringing out the best in them. It’s creating a lot of attraction to one another — they’re seeing the best in each other again. They’re genuinely going, 'Maybe we do have another chance.’ In the midst of all that, Teddy is coming back. I don’t know what she’s going to be like with Owen. I don’t think she’s going to show up being, 'I miss you and I love you,’ because she didn’t want to speak to him ever again the last time she saw him. It’s going to be really fun; he’s got more love than he can handle!”
Season 15’s larger theme, Raver says, is the “season of love,” with Vernoff bringing back the balance of comedy and drama that Grey’s blended so well in the past. “This season, there are a lot of shenanigans with different relationships.”
But at the same time, Vernoff continues to take on topical subjects as she did in season 14 with its exploration of unconscious bias and its portrayal of transgender characters, among other storylines. That could help tee-up an exploration of what a modern family — with three parents and three children — looks like.    
“Krista is very woke in a very dynamic way, not in a didactic way. And that is really hard to do: to not be preaching it but be walking it. Grey’s has always been willing to dare and not just to be trendy — it’s just because that’s what we have to tell. That’s what we want to see,” Raver says.
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I thought aching womb Owen was just fostering Betty’s son. This sound just like more recycling of old stories, anyone remember Callie, Arizona, and Mark co-parenting. So glad I won’t be watching this bullshit.

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In her first interview since being let go from the ABC medical drama, the actress talks with THR about how the Emmy nomination for shortform series ‘B-Team’ is opening new doors as Drew plots her next chapter.
For Sarah Drew, the Emmy nomination for Grey’s Anatomy’s shortform series B-Team — which she directed — was profound to say the least. The nomination came nearly two months after she was let go from the ABC medical drama after a nine-season run.
“My confidence had gotten a bit shaken in the wake of being let go and the nomination after the fact made me go, ‘I don’t need to be worried about anything or have my confidence shaken,’” Drew tells The Hollywood Reporter.
The six-episode web series, which focused on the ABC medical drama’s latest intern class, served as Drew’s directorial debut and, to hear her tell it, a new chapter in her career. “I’m not only pursuing my career as an actor but now I’m walking into this world as a director and producer. The world is so wide open,” says Drew, who called the nom part of her “rebirth.”
Here, in her first interview since wrapping her run as April on Shondaland’s Grey’s Anatomy, Drew opens up about the impact the Emmy nomination has had on her, how April’s journey ended and what’s next.  
Did you know that ABC was submitting the web series for Emmy consideration?’ I knew when we started putting the whole series together because there were certain rules we had to follow in order to be eligible for a nomination. I’ve been submitted as an actor for an Emmy every year but that didn’t mean anything. [Laughs.] It was a great, huge, wonderful surprise to get that nomination. The whole “B-Team,” we were just out of our minds. I’m still pinching myself over the whole thing.
What was your reaction to the nomination coming after you’d been let go from Grey’s and after you’d already completed production and your last episodes had already aired? It was a bolt of good news. [Laughs.] My confidence had gotten a bit shaken in the wake of being let go and the nomination after the fact made me go, ‘I don’t need to be worried about anything or have my confidence shaken.’ I’m not only pursuing my career as an actor but I’m now also walking into this world as a director and as a producer and the world is so wide open. More than anything else, the last few weeks after my final episodes have been a really beautiful rebirth and a really exciting time. I’m running around, meeting everybody and talking to producers and talking to heads of casting at all the networks and the studios and I’m finding that the landscape is so different. There’s so much more content, it’s a totally different world for television. The nomination in the midst of walking out into the world and feeling like I’m engaging in this beautiful rebirth was more affirmation that this is a good space in my life right now; that I don’t need to be sad and I don’t need to be mourning and I don’t need to be in grief over the end of something that was so beautiful. I can just rise from the ashes in a more brilliant way. The nomination was such a profound affirmation.
Take me back to the day that you found out that you would not be returning to Grey’s. I was let go during an episode where I was shadowing Kevin McKidd [who stars as Owen and regularly directs episodes]. It was in the afternoon and I went back to my trailer and I did my crying and called my people. A whole bunch of people came into my trailer to give me hugs and cry with me and tell me they were so sad I was leaving. I was supposed to be shadowing Kevin this whole episode with the hope that I would get to direct an episode of Grey’s but [after being let go] it seemed like wasn’t a possibility anymore. I wondered if I should keep shadowing Kevin. My husband was like, “Of course you go.” I had this incredible opportunity to grow as a director and as an artist with a director that I respect so much. I had nothing to be ashamed of and didn’t need to hide. So that’s what I did: I showed up the next morning at 6 a.m. and shadowed Kevin until I got cast as Cagney and had to leave to go shoot CBS’ Cagney and Lacey.
What a profound experience. I’m a believer in things happening for a reason and finding beauty in the midst of grief. I don’t regret or begrudge anybody this season of my life. I’m embracing it. I had a profound and incredible season of my life on Grey’s Anatomy. I got to tell stories I believed in. I got to work with Shonda Rhimes and Betsy Beers and learn from the best. I got to work with an incredible community of people that I will have lifelong friendships with. I got to build a platform and have my children in an environment where I was cared for because of who Shonda is and how she takes care of her mamas and her women. It’s hard for me to come up with anything I could be angry about.
What do you think about now that you’ve had some distance from the show? [Being let go] was painful when it happened but, in retrospect, I think it would have been hard for me to walk away from that job. I was on it for nine years. It feels right and it feels like a good time to move onto something else with all the great love in my heart that I have for everybody and respect and gratitude for what that experience was. Playing a character for nine years is a long haul.
Are you taking more meetings for directing after the nomination? Yes! I’m certainly keeping that in the forefront of a lot of my conversations. I want to do all of it: produce, direct and I want to dig into another really fun character. I got bit by the directing bug because I produced my first film — Indivisible — during our last hiatus and it’s coming out in theaters on Oct. 26. I realized on that film that I was scared of directing because I thought maybe I couldn’t keep all the different things in my head all at once: everybody’s journey, props, costume, wardrobe, shot lists, visuals, etc. I found that it came quite naturally to me and I got excited about it. I called [Grey’s Anatomy’s producing director] Debbie Allen from that set and asked her to shadow and learn how to direct. That’s when she told me about B-Team and that they wanted to have a director who was in the [Grey’s] family do it. I shadowed Chandra Wilson (who plays Bailey and regularly directs) to prep for those webisodes. I was terrified in the prep and so afraid of completely failing.
Would you return to Grey’s Anatomy as a director? Maybe.
When news that you and Jessica Capshaw initially broke, there was an uproar on social media of people who assumed that the show could not afford to keep both of you after paying Ellen Pompeo $20 million a year. How was the decision explained to you? I was told that the show had too many characters and that they needed to downsize because they couldn’t service all of the characters effectively. They didn’t want any of us to be left in the background and not getting much of a story. Because there were so many series regulars, they needed to downsize and to find some characters that they felt like they could tie up their stories well. [Showrunner] Krista Vernoff said that she felt like April had been through so much and had come out the other side and that she didn’t know what she could put her through again. It was really hard to hear that. But Krista had a lot of very complimentary things to say about the work that I had done — especially this past season — and that April was going to have her happy ending.
April winds up quitting her job to do, as she called it, “God’s work,” and winds up getting married to Matthew (Justin Bruening). If that is the last viewers see of April, what do you think about how her journey ended? In the midst of it, I was devastated that Jackson (Jesse Williams) and April wasn’t an end game. I thought Jackson and April were meant to get back together and they were going to get married again and realize they’d been crazy and it was just going to be this long, slow burn. But after thinking about it, there’s a real sweetness to that story of April’s faith. She ran off with Jackson and loved him and wouldn’t regret a single second of that relationship because it made her heart grow and she got a beautiful daughter out of it. She grew as a woman and as a person of faith. All of that had to happen. But there was something beautiful about the redemption story between April and Matthew. She hurt him worse than anybody had ever hurt him by walking away from him [at their wedding]. For there to be reconciliation from that scenario? That’s a really beautiful redemption story that there could be forgiveness there. He lost his wife and then find his first love again. It’s lovely.
Yet at the same time, viewers didn’t really get to see that journey between April and Matthew. I wish that we had gotten to see more of their journey before they got married. I would’ve liked to play those scenes and I would’ve liked to have told that story in a more full way. I can see the beauty in it. But part of me will always be a little heartbroken that April and Jackson were not end game.
April is one of a small handful of Grey’s characters to exit the show alive. Have there been any conversations about having you back at all as a guest star, especially since April and Jackson share custody of their daughter? I have not heard anything about that.
Would you be open to doing that? Maybe.
ABC has Grey’s spinoff Station 19, and Matthew works as a paramedic — which would make sense to see in that world. Last summer, I wrote to [Station 19 showrunner and Grey’s alum] Stacy McKee and told her that Justin Bruening has to be on your firefighter show. But who knows? I think he’d be an awesome addition to that cast. It would be fun to play in the world of Shondaland. But at the same time, I have said goodbye to April and put her to rest. I would be perfectly happy not being April again. I don’t feel a particular urge to play her any time soon. I love that character.
Will you keep watching Grey’s? There is something about watching your family go on without you that’s a bit painful. I’m not sure I need to put myself through that. I love them and I’m sure it’s going to be a great season but I think it might be challenging for me to tune in.
Looking back, what would you say April’s impact on Grey’s was? So many of April’s stories were about resilience in the face of pain and rising above in the midst of sorrow and grief. That’s what I want people to remember about her. April’s story throughout the whole nine years on the show was a story about someone going through pain and emerging in a more beautiful, more glorified state of hope and of gratitude and of resilience and of strength. That’s what I hope people take away from April.
What was it like moving from April to an iconic character like Cagney? I didn’t have time to process what I was doing when I walked into Cagney. I got let go on a Tuesday, the news broke on a Thursday, I had five test offers in front of me on that Thursday and I chose to pursue Cagney. I tested on Saturday, got the offer on Monday and was shooting Cagney at 7 a.m. Tuesday. I had been given the role at 3 p.m. on Monday when I was on set shooting Grey’s and I had to finish my day with Kevin directing. [on Cagney and Lacey] I had to cuff somebody on day one and our technical advisers had to show me how to do it and I had to figure out how to pull a gun on somebody! It was such a different energy than April. We were heartbroken that that didn’t get picked up.
What did you hear about why CBS didn’t pick it up? Everybody loved it and it was just one of those, “I don’t know what happened” kind of things. It’s certainly heartbreaking in the moment but I know that there’s something around the corner for all of us that’s meant to be even better.
What’s next for you? I’m reviewing options. I’m currently dipping my toes in a couple different development things. I haven’t officially signed on anywhere but I’ve got three or four different potential projects that I’m interested in potentially producing and acting in and maybe directing episodes of.
Will you go back to 24-episode broadcast shows? Not right now. I’m thinking more about 10- to 13-episode things. The things that I’m thinking about developing all feel like streaming and not broadcast network stuff. We’ll see! It’s all very open and exciting right now.  
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Downsize, this just proves once again that Krista is full of shit. Jessica and Sarah are lucky to be away from her bullshit.

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