playing a fun game called "am i fucking miserable because im off my adderall or because i started birth control yesterday?"
hey there! you can now make certain posts unrebloggable. i can't recall how, but i know it's possible!!
Oh cool! Thanks for letting me know :) :)
I have once again returned to the tumblrs to say the things I have nowhere else to say:
I thought I was better but I wasn't. I just had a few good days.
Now I'm having bad days.
What goes up must come down.
.
I don't think I ever get to be close to other people. I don't think I get to have a partner, or even a fuck buddy apparently. It messes me up and makes me sad and I hate the way I feel when I'm hyperfixating on a person. I hate how it makes me feel about myself. I think I will always be lonely.
But I had a few good days. At least I had a few good days.
GUESS WHO DIDNT TAKE HER FUCKING MEDS THIS MORNING
I have once again returned to the tumblrs to say the things I have nowhere else to say:
I thought I was better but I wasn't. I just had a few good days.
Now I'm having bad days.
What goes up must come down.
.
I don't think I ever get to be close to other people. I don't think I get to have a partner, or even a fuck buddy apparently. It messes me up and makes me sad and I hate the way I feel when I'm hyperfixating on a person. I hate how it makes me feel about myself. I think I will always be lonely.
But I had a few good days. At least I had a few good days.
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Alone at the ferry, 1880 by Alfred Fowler Patten
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