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โ„•๐• ๐•จ ๐•€ ๐•“๐•–๐•’๐•ฃ ๐•๐•š๐•ฅ๐•ฅ๐•๐•– ๐•ฃ๐•–๐•ค๐•–๐•ž๐•“๐•๐•’๐•Ÿ๐•”๐•– ๐•‹๐•  ๐•ฅ๐•™๐•– ๐•œ๐•š๐•Ÿ๐•˜ ๐•€ ๐• ๐•Ÿ๐•”๐•– ๐•จ๐•’๐•ค ๐•€ ๐•“๐•–๐•’๐•ฃ ๐•๐•š๐•ฅ๐•ฅ๐•๐•– ๐•ฃ๐•–๐•ค๐•–๐•ž๐•“๐•๐•’๐•Ÿ๐•”๐•– ๐•‹๐•  ๐•ฅ๐•™๐•– ๐•œ๐•š๐•Ÿ๐•˜ ๐•€ ๐•”๐• ๐•ฆ๐•๐•• ๐•“๐•–๐•”๐• ๐•ž๐•– woo, another photo dtiys!! this one is for the INCREDIBLE @ens-vector โ€™s #ensvector4k, because of COURSE you can bet Iโ€™ll jump at any chance I get to dump an unnecessary amount of sparkles all over these boys :00 though Iโ€™m not sure whatโ€™s going on with me and all the eye imagery lately, lmao.ย  https://www.instagram.com/p/CBbkIMfniv3/?igshid=1xqgqz3d236l0

tags under the cut (because even though this isnโ€™t my favourite edit iโ€™ve ever made, what the heck, iโ€™m actually posting content on a semi-regular schedule again?? granted itโ€™s not exactly in the niche iโ€™m known for but i mean, motivation is motivation!)

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โ€œCan - Can I go?โ€

Each of the sides makes up a part of Thomasโ€™s gender. Every so often, even the prince deals with the pain of dysphoria.

Trigger warning: dysphoria, crying, feeling trapped

Roman flinched slightly when Thomas said his name. When Thomas said he when he said princey. That wasnโ€™t right. It was too masculine, and today the nonbinary part of Roman, the part of him that was agender, was not appreciative of anything related to the masculine part. โ€œRoman. My name is Roman,โ€ the creative aspect said. Virgil looked at him sideways, and Roman could tell the anxious bean knew what was wrong. Roman knew Virgil usually was like this, it was why he wore a hoodie. Roman, unfortunately, couldnโ€™t exactly go change in the middle of a video.

Thomas gave Roman a curious look before he continued, but it wasnโ€™t long before the video was over. To Roman it felt like ages. He sank into his room faster than he ever had before. Everyone noticed. Roman was summoned back to the living room before he had a chance to change.

โ€œWhatโ€™s wrong?โ€ Thomas asked.

โ€œWhy would something be wrong, Thomas?โ€ Roman asked. โ€œIโ€™m your Creativity, you romance, your prince, your knight in shining armor. Why do you think that something is wrong?โ€

โ€œBecause one, you stuttered. Two, you looked very uncomfortable during the video. Three, I know you Princey. I am you.โ€ Roman flinched.โ€Whatโ€™s wrong?โ€

Roman sighed. โ€œIโ€ฆ.. you are one person. You have one gender. Weโ€™re all only a part of you soโ€ฆ we only have a part of a genderโ€ฆโ€

โ€œYou guys are all demiboys? Like Talyn?โ€ Thomas looked confused. Roman nodded, not meeting his hostโ€™s eyes. They had all agreed that Thomas wouldnโ€™t know about this. Logan would be furious. โ€œSo youโ€ฆ. are you dysphoric or something?โ€ Roman nodded again. โ€œAnd me calling you Princey made it worseโ€ฆ? Thatโ€™s why you told me your name.โ€

โ€œYesโ€ฆโ€ Roman sighed. โ€œYou wouldnโ€™t expect a demiboy who can have any body he chooses to be dysphoric, hehehโ€ฆโ€ Roman rubbed the back of his neck, embarrassed. โ€œIโ€™m sorryโ€ฆโ€

โ€œYou donโ€™t have to be sorry, Roman. If anyone owes an apology itโ€™s me. I assumed that you were just a boy, and so I didnโ€™t think using masculine coded words would be much of an issue. I should have asked, not assumed. That was my fault. Iโ€™m sorry.โ€

Roman nodded. โ€œCan- can I go now..?โ€ He tried to blink back the tears that welled in his eyes, but he knew Thomas saw them. He felt infinitely bad as the invisible force that had tethered him in the living room let go, and he sank down to his room. As soon as he shut the door, he started sobbing. His body shook as he grabbed the black and purple hoodie he knew could only belong to Virgil from the bed. He assumed the anxious side had been in while he was trapped with Thomas. He pulled on the thick hoodie, curling into a ball. He managed to change the fabric of the mindscape, at least for his room. He changed himself to look like Talyn. That came with a different dysphoria, but it was easier to cope with than his normal.

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Pride? Chapter 7

((Sorry for the long hiatus!! School was kinda important;; ))

t/w: Angst ((there is some fluff though!)), Deceit, memory loss and getting hurt (slightly). If theres any more please feel free to contact me!!

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โ€œSoโ€ฆ should we head in?โ€ Asked Virgil hesitantly. Patton then nodded. โ€œThereโ€™s no other way to save him.โ€ Virgil then nodded and Logan went for the door handle opening it.

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Human au with trans Roman pt. 2

Content warning: Deciet, bullying, deadnaming, misgendering

The moment everything went to hell was the moment Roman found the note. It had been a normal day at school, some people had been talking about a new student but Roman didnโ€™t care. He had opened his locker to grab his next books but found that someone had pushed a note in.

โ€œhey there Rebecca. It seems you havenโ€™t told people about your little โ€˜secretโ€™ yet, what a shame, maybe I should do it for you. -Dโ€

Roman felt sick after that, he was out to only his friends and he didnโ€™t want the entire school to know. His chest was feeling tight and it became harder to breathe. โ€œNo no no, this canโ€™t be happening.โ€ he muttered to himself, sinking down to the floor. Tears blurred his vision.

โ€œwhoa, hey Ro, are you alright?โ€ He heard a voice say, but he didnโ€™t respond, being too wrapped up in this panic attack. โ€œFocus on me okay? Iโ€™m here, everything will be okay, take deep breaths.โ€ He felt someone crouch in front of him and tried to do as he was told, managing to suck in a breath. โ€œThatโ€™s it, now breathe out slowly, focus on your breathing.โ€ He slowly breathed out and sucked in another deep breath, his mind managing to calm down enough to see who was talking to him. โ€œKeep breathing, itโ€™ll be alright.โ€ Virgil said, worry written all over his face.

โ€œThank you.โ€ Roman said when he had calmed down. โ€œWhat happened?โ€ โ€œI donโ€™t want to talk about it right now, especially here. Can we meet up with the whole group at my place after school?โ€ Virgil nodded and rubber his back, helping to chase away the last traces of panic.

โ€œSo, to say it shortly, Iโ€™m fucked.โ€ Roman said, pacing around while everyone was looking at him from on top of the bed. โ€œRoman, calm down and please explain whatโ€™s wrong.โ€ Logan said. โ€œWhatโ€™s got you so worked up kiddo?โ€ Patton added. โ€œThis afternoon, right before lunch, I found a note in my locker.โ€ Roman sighed and sat down at his desk, facing everyone. โ€œIt was from someone who must have known me from my old school because they knew my deadname. And they threatened to tell everyone at the school that Iโ€™m trans.โ€ Virgil sucked in a breath and seemed ready to panic right along with Roman, Pattonโ€™s face fell and he got a murderous look in his eyes, and Logan seemed to think about the situation and what would be the best course of action. โ€œDo you know who sent it?โ€ Logan asked. โ€œThey only signed it with โ€™Dโ€™, but I have a suspicion, and if itโ€™s correct we are in big trouble.โ€ โ€œPeople had been talking about a new person coming to school, do you guys think itโ€™s them?โ€ Virgil brought up. โ€œWhoever it is, I will find them and weโ€™ll have a Stern conversation. I wonโ€™t allow bullies to mess with my school.โ€ Patton said in a very serious tone, surprising Roman. โ€œDo not fret Roman, we will find out who this person is, your secret will stay safe.

The following week, at least one of them was always at Romanโ€™s side, making Roman feel a lot safer. But it didnโ€™t stop the bully from leaving another note in his locker.

"Dear Rebecca, I will give you two weeks to tell people yourself otherwise I will step in myself, the choice is up to you. -Dโ€

Patton had asked around and managed to figure out the locker of the bully so Roman could leave them a note if he wanted to but he was hesitant to contact him, afraid that heโ€™d ignore the two week deadline. After talking it over with the others he agreed to try and meet up so they could talk.

โ€œAh, itโ€™s so good to see you again, Iโ€™m glad you could make it.โ€ The other person said when the four of them came to the Meetup spot. โ€œCut the crap Declan, you know why Iโ€™m here.โ€ โ€œYes, but do these so called friends of you know? Or have you forgot to tell them as well?โ€ They said, chuckling a little. Before anyone could say anything Patton was storming forward and slammed the guy against the way. โ€œNow you listen here, if you even dare to think about hurting my friend there I will find you and make sure you regret it, understood?โ€ Declan who was not expecting this didnโ€™t respond for a moment before regaining his bearings. โ€œDo you even know what this is about, or are you just blindly sticking up for her? She doesnโ€™t deserve your kindness either way.โ€ Roman cringed at being misgendered, but Patton only got angrier. โ€œOf course I know what this is about, but I also know that he is amazing and that he deserves all the love in the world.โ€ Patton said, putting emphasis on the right pronouns.

โ€œPatton just let him go, this is not your battle to fight.โ€ Roman said, walking to where Declan is still being held against the wall. โ€œAh, so you finally stop hiding behind these fools you are misleading.โ€ โ€œI am not misleading them at all, I told them already that Iโ€™m trans, but I am still a man and nothing can or will change that, not even you. So give up, you canโ€™t win over me, this is my thing to tell and you have no right to take that away from me.โ€ โ€œWeโ€™ll see about that.โ€ They said before walking away from the group, laughing.

Roman didnโ€™t tell people, but after the two weeks he noticed that people were looking at him differently, they were whispering among themselves and suddenly stopped when he got near, he knew Declan had told people. But surprisingly most people didnโ€™t change the way they treated him. Some people like a guy who has brown hair, wearing sunglasses and a leather jacket over a white shirt, or two people, one short with dyed hair, and one average height wearing a beanie, came up to him to try and befriend him.

โ€œWhat is going on? Donโ€™t people hate me or something?โ€ He asked the group, which had grown ever since it got out he was transgender. โ€œNah man, people at this school are super chill about that sort of stuff.โ€ Remy said as he sipped from his Starbucks. โ€œYeah, the rumor about you wasnโ€™t bad, it was more just spreading the info than anything. Weโ€™ve had more LGBT students in the past.โ€ Joan said. Roman smiled looking around the group. All of them were LGBT in some way, which is what brought them together in the first place, when Roman joined it was a coincidence but one that turned out great.

โ€œWhat happened to Declan? Didnโ€™t you guys say that he started this all?โ€ Talyn asked. โ€œI heard he transferred again.โ€ Patton said, smiling as he hugged a pillow. โ€œWell good riddance.โ€ Virgil said.

A/N:

Hey peoples

So, I wrote a sequel because so many people loved the first part, myself included. I hope people like it as much as the first one.

Iโ€™m not sure if Iโ€™ll write another part, it all comes down to wether Iโ€™ll get more inspiration to write.

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Human au with trans Roman.

Roman took a deep breath, feeling the comforting pressure of his binder, and relaxed. No one knew him here, he could introduce him and no one would know his deadname. He could start a new life here. He held his head high and walked into the school.

โ€œHi there, Iโ€™m Patton. Whatโ€™s your name?โ€ Someone said as soon as Roman sat down at his desk. He looked at the other person and saw that they were medium height, their face was covered in freckles, they had a pair of black glasses, and their hair was curly brown. โ€œIโ€™m, uh, Roman.โ€ He said awkwardly, still getting used to his name. โ€œYouโ€™re new arenโ€™t you? I know everyone at this school yet I donโ€™t recognize you.โ€ Patton said, motioning towards the rest of the class. โ€œYeah, I moved here over the summer.โ€ His eyes were looking everywhere except at Patton. Of course he didnโ€™t say that he moved because the bullying at his old school got too bad.

Just then another person walked towards the pair, this new person also had glasses, but was half a head taller than Patton, his hair was a darker shade of brown and combed back, they seemed to analyze Roman before saying โ€œI see someone new has joined the school, hello, my name is Logan. I hope Patton wasnโ€™t too much.โ€ โ€œOh no, Patton was fine, he just introduced himself. Itโ€™s nice to be greeted kindly.โ€ โ€œGood, if you ever need help with any school work you can reach out to me.โ€ Logan said as he sat in the desk behind Patton. Patton just giggled and said โ€œLogan is very smart, he can help you with every subject. Of course I can also help if you would rather have that.โ€ Roman smiled and just nodded along, glad that he was making friends already.

โ€œWho the fuck are you?โ€ Roman heard from behind as he was eating lunch. He shared all his classes up to now with either Logan or Patton so he followed them around, not knowing anyone else, so naturally he sat down with them when lunch came around. When he turned around he saw a hunched over person with dyed black hair, fake bags under his eye made with eyeshadow, a very pale skin which was probably from foundation, and black nail polish. โ€œAnd who might you be, edgelord?โ€ He remarked as he stared him in the eye. At the beginning of the day he had been nervous to say the least, but after half the day having passes without anything going wrong he had regained his usual self-confidence.

โ€œIโ€™m the person who should be sitting there you dickwad.โ€ They replied, trying to shove Roman out of the way, Roman pushed back, not wanting to give in. โ€œVirgil, language.โ€ Patton replied from where he said next to Logan, Virgil sighed and gave in, sitting next to Roman. โ€œSo, you still havenโ€™t answered, who the fuck are you?โ€ Patton gasped and Roman puffed his chest out.

He instantly regretted it as he was hit with sudden dysphoria and slouched, trying to not freak out in front of the others. โ€œAre you okay?โ€ Patton asked, reaching out a hand but stopping halfway. โ€œYeah, donโ€™t worry, Iโ€™m fine, just got a cramp, Iโ€™m fine now.โ€

โ€œTo answer your question I am the prince of your dreams.โ€ Roman said to Virgil while he did a hand gesture around his face. โ€œYou mean my nightmares.โ€ Virgil responded with a smirk, Roman made an offended gasp and did a dramatic hair flip. โ€œAnyways my friends call me Virge but you can call me Virgil.โ€ He said and smirked more when he saw Roman stammer in his seat. โ€œNow, what was your name again?โ€ โ€œYou may call me Roman.โ€

For the weeks after that everything was great, PE was bad but he changed in the toilets and wore a baggy shirt so no one would see the flesh orbs on his chest. But everything changed when shark week attacked.

โ€œAh shit!โ€ Roman yelled from bathroom, he looked down at his white pants and saw a red stain. โ€œNot now, please not now.โ€ He muttered to himself. His period had been a few weeks late already so it could be expected, but he was hoping it wouldnโ€™t show up for another day or so.

โ€œAre you okay?โ€ Logan said as he knocked on the bathroom door before opening it a crack. โ€œYeah, donโ€™t come in.โ€ Roman said panicked as he looked at his binder laying on thw bathroom floor and his period stained underwear. โ€œDo you need anything? Can I help you in any way?โ€ Logan asked again, still waiting in front of the door. โ€œNo, Iโ€™ll be fine.โ€ Roman lied. He usually avoided everyone when he was on his period as he wouldnโ€™t be able to wear his binder and always got extremely dysphoric. He contemplated what to do about the others, as they were all studying together at Patton house. Or in other words, Logan tries to get them to study while Roman amd Virgil threw popcorn at each other and Patton made bad puns constantly.

Roman decided that he had to tell the others, he couldnโ€™t hide being trans anymore. He grabbed his binder and opened the door a little sticking his head out. โ€œGuys, thereโ€™s something I want to tell you.โ€ They all looked at him from Pattonโ€™s bed and he took a deep breath. โ€œIโ€™m transgender.โ€ He said as he stepped out from behind the door, not wearing pants because they were still stained with his blood and his boobs noticable on his chest. No one said anything for what seemed like ages, Roman nervously chewed on his lip, afraid of what theyโ€™d say.

โ€œWell thatโ€™s alright kiddo, we all still love you no matter what your body looks like.โ€ Patton said, quickly realizing how nervous Roman must be. โ€œI assume youโ€™re not wearing pants because itโ€™s that time of the month for you?โ€ Logan analyzed, getting up and trying to find one of Pattonโ€™s sweatpants he could borrow. โ€œDude, how long have you been wearing that binder, you know you shouldnโ€™t wear it for more than 8 hours a day right?โ€ Virgil said worriedly, staring at the binder in his hands.

โ€œWhat is going on? Donโ€™t you guys hate me for this?โ€ Roman said surprised. โ€œAt my last school I got death threats when people found out, and I hadnโ€™t even began transitioning yet.โ€ Pattonโ€™s eyes went dark with anger at that. โ€œIf anyone even thinks about hurting you in this school I will make them regret it.โ€ Roman took a surprised step backwards at that.

โ€œPatton, donโ€™t you keep emergency menstruation supplies in your bathroom?โ€ Logan asked, giving Roman the sweatpants he found. Pattonโ€™s eyes went back to their normal happy look and he nodded, getting up to reach under the sink and pulling out a basket with tampons and pads. Roman gratefully took both the pants and the basket and shoved everyone out of the bathroom so he could change.

โ€œWhy didnโ€™t you tell us sooner?โ€ Virgil asked when he got out of the bathroom. โ€œI was nervous about how youโ€™d react, my last experience with people knowing wasnโ€™t particularly positive you know, itโ€™s the whole reason we moved.โ€ โ€œDonโ€™t worry dude, Patton no one disrespects Patton at school, heโ€™ll protect you and no one will dare to even lay a finger on you.โ€ โ€œI wonder what I did to get so lucky with you guys.โ€

A/N:

Hey peoples! So I saw a post about trans Roman and got inspired so here is my contribution to that.

Have a nice day further, I love you all.

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The Beginning

Creativity pulsed in place, a vibrant golden spark, much larger than all the other sparks racing through the neuron highways.

It was difficult to hold still. Creativity couldnโ€™t hold still. No, there were thousands of ideas spurring Creativity to move and race and jump from synapse to synapse. Always searching for the next idea to take hold of to spur Thomas onward to fulfill dreams, to tell stories, to do the things.

But right now, Creativity wasnโ€™t doing that. Creativity was trying to hold still. But Oh. It. Was. Difficult!

A stray spark had Creativity three synapses away from where the last attempt to hold still had happened.

No. Creativity froze again. Pulsing in place. Focus. Hold still. This idea needed Focus. Concentration. The golden color flared brighter, growing bigger and bigโ€”NO!

Creativity retreated, not there, not there. Too big. Too big. The golden spark quivered as again, Creativity settled. Big was not what was needed. Creativity needed to be contained. But that was the opposite of what Creativity was!

Agitated, Creativity jumped back and forth between two synapses. This was an idea. An IDEA and Creativity needed to do it. But how?!

Multicolored sparks zipped by, racing to become thoughts, memories, dreams. Urging Creativity to join them. But Creativity neededโ€“

The golden spark flared brighter in excitement. Needed to not be distracted!! An empty spot. Creativity needed a grey place.

Twelve neuron paths, and eight synapse jumps later Creativity found the space. A space not yet filled with sparks. Creativity stilled. This. This would be it! No distractions. Creativity could try the idea here. Hold still here.

ย Again the golden spark flared. Come on. Come on. Creativity could create so much, why notโ€“

Creativity swirled like a mini firework show rearranging the placement of each mini vibrant spark.

Solid. Weight. The golden spark divided and reunited, the colors changing as Creativity focused on becoming denser. There! A thicker heavier thing pulled away from the main spark, only to dissolve back into flares of light when Creativity tried to form another thing on the other side.

GAH!!! Creativity exploded like a fireball, swirling in a storm of agitated sparks before coalescing back into one vibrant golden flame that quivered like a tense guitar string. This was HARD!

Again, Creativity tried to solidify. Changing the spark colors, making them denser, knitting them together. A small thing painstakingly formed. Come on. Come on. It wasโ€“

A series of sparks crisscrossed above Creativity. Bright. Demanding. Creativity went without thinking, jumping the synapses in an instant, needing to catch those ideas, to make them into dreamsโ€“

The golden spark slowed once the dream took on its own life, the crowd loudly cheering as the actors take the stage.

Creativity hung back, pulsing like warm sunshine just behind the curtain. Listening to the crowd, watching the figures perform. Creativity thrummed, golden spark bright, but not pulsing. Figures. Figures. Maybe, maybe.

The stage disappeared as Creativity jumped back into the neuron highway, zipping to long-term memory. Help. Help. Needed. Help. A starting point. Yes. A figure.

Creativity swirled and split, searching through the pinpricks. Memory. Memory. THERE! Creativity surrounded the red pinprick, pulling it from the others. Return. Creativity would return it later. But for now! Creativity zipped back through the neurons to the blank grey space. Here. Here. Memory would help.

ย A trigger, a tiny spark, and the Memory unfolded. Creativity bounced up and down in place. Yes. Yes.

This was Creativity! Gold. Lots of White. Red.

Sparks swirled around the memory as Creativity took in the details. Not so hard. Not so hard.

Creativity focused. Again, changing the colors, solidifying.

Many not successes.

Many distractions.

Sometimes the Memory vanished and Creativity had to go find it.

More distractions before Creativity remembered to look for the Memory.

Many more not successes. Lots of swirling sparks of agitation. Untilโ€ฆ

Creativity let out a slow, cautious breath, watching the chest with the red sash crossing it move up and down. No sparks. The mini limbs twitched. Fingers. Fingers. Calling them fingers helped to keep them from vanishing. Creativity curled the fingers into fists.

Movement. Sparks overhead. No leaving. Not now. Focused. Here and Now.

Creativity lifted the head. Blinking the eyes. Moving the lower limbs. Feet. Creativity wobbled, nearly falling. The mouth twitched upwards as Creativity straightened, keeping both feet on the ground. Yes. YES. โ€œYES!!โ€

The sound startled Creativity into dissolving, once again a swirling mixture of agitated golden sparks.

NO!

But.

More quickly this time, Creativity solidified. There!ย 

Creativity grinned, a hand raising to lightly touch the cheeks, feeling to make sure the smile was right. Yes. Yes it was. No missing pieces. Creativity dropped the hand, wincing as the elbow briefly swirled away into sparks before coming back. But the sparks had come back!

Creativity could hold this human shape.ย 

Confidence. This would get easier over time.

Creativity was sure of that.ย 

End.

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In the software side au what does Thomas do(other than being a companion) has he ever protected the software bois from something harmful without them even knowing it?

(( How about a fic for now? ))

(( okay, I got carried away, and I didnโ€™t realize the question andโ€ฆ oh dear ^^; ))

Warning; mention of Injuries (sort of)

It was last month when Thomas was gaming, as usual, using Roman as his avatar. Itโ€™s another game that Joan had recommended, and currently Thomas and Roman were battling the final boss. But something was wrong,

Nothing wrong with the game, Thomas had played it using Joanโ€™s avatarย before - although he never reached the final level - but all still familiar. Nothing wrong with his PC, he just upgraded it that day. Even Virgil was impressed.

But somethingโ€™s definitely wrong right now, heโ€™d realized when the boss rises for the third time after Roman knocked it down. Thomas lose focus of the game and observed, trying to detect something that shouldnโ€™t be there? Was it the villain? Or was it Roman?

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I tagged you in some art a while ago but you didn't reblog it. What should I do?

Can you give me the link or try tagging again? I canโ€™t see any notifications for art that hasnโ€™t been reblogged, so tumblr may have messed up

(Unless it was shipping art? Weโ€™re supposed to restrict anything with ships to the blogs for those ships)

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Lost Boys Pt. 1

Summary: The Peter Pan Au literally nobody asked me for. Or โ€œVirgilโ€™s pretty sure he never had such an interesting dreamโ€.

Warnings: implied death (only background characters), mentions of war, mentions of starving, hallucinations (discussed but not actually happening)

Authorโ€™s Note: I know this is most likely not historically accurate but still enjoyable I think. Hope y'all like it. I simply adore Remy btw

โ€ฆ..

The blinking starlight above London couldnโ€™t soften the damage the last air raid had caused. Shattered ruins were shortly illuminated where the moonlight was reflected by bear stone and sank back into darkness as soon as one of the few dark clouds passed in front of the moon. Everything was quiet. Silence wrapped itself around the city as a few hours ago the world stopped falling apart once more.

Virgil Darling sat by his window, just like he had almost every night in the last ten years. He started that habit after his mom first read him the story of a magical realm hidden behind the stars when he was 5 years old and couldnโ€™t keep the nightmares at bay. He later told his two younger brothers these fabulous stories, filled with magic and hope, but the fascination never stuck with them like he had experienced it himself.

His parents at first encouraged his daydreaming but as soon as he turned thirteen, his father wanted him to โ€œgrow upโ€. His mother tried her best to tolerate the unusual behavior of her son for years but Virgil could see the worry in her eyes every time she found him asleep at the window, the lock that his father put there skillfully picked and tossed aside.

The window was open too now and a warm breeze that tasted like ash came through and found his way back into the night, not enough walls left to trap him inside the ruin that was once Virgilโ€™s home. Virgil could feel himself grow sleepy, tired from running and sobbing. He felt himself drift off. He knew that once he would wake up in the morning he would have to go, leave this place and probably never come back. None of the soldiers ever did. It was still better than to slowly starve. But tonight he would like to pretend that his mother would come to put him to sleep like she did every time he sat at the window too long. The boy let his eyes fall closed, hoping that for once his dreams would guide him into a gentler world.

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Virgil felt himself being awoken by a poking sensation in his face. He frowned, opened his eyes and let out a startled scream as a strange boy had his face only a few centimeters from his own.

โ€œWell, I suppose youโ€™re not dead then.โ€ His voice was melodic, feeling like a summer lullaby, full of light and laughter.

Virgil looked up at the figure standing over him. He had reddish brown hair and his eyes seemed to sparkle more golden than brown, even in the darkness of the night the sunlight seemed to follow him. His clothes were even stranger, nothing like the baggy army jacket from his father that Virgil wore. The otherโ€™s clothes were worn off, the leather with rough seams presented in earthy tones except for the bright red piece of fabric that was draped across his chest and had to function as some kind of belt since it held a variety of daggers. Virgil felt himself gulp at the sight, once more very aware of his defenseless state. On the other hand, he couldnโ€™t quite bring himself to fear the boy in front of him. Maybe because he lacked shoes. If Virgil would choose to run away the other would have no chance to keep up with him on the littered streets without seriously injuring himself.

โ€œWho are you?โ€ Virgil asked, still taken aback by the behavior of the other. He had poked him for godโ€™s sake, who in his right mind poked a sleeping stranger in the middle of a war?

The other grinned, showing way too many teeth for Virgilโ€™s taste. Teeth also way too sharp. And did he had pointed ears or had Virgil hit his head? Maybe he was dreaming? Because now that he thought about it that boy looked awfully like-

โ€œWell, you humans know me as Peter Pan. Though everyone calls me Roman.โ€

โ€œYouโ€™re mad.โ€ Virgil didnโ€™t mean to say that out loud and clasped a hand over his mouth quickly. You donโ€™t tell a crazy stranger with knives that heโ€™s mad. Especially not in the middle of a war. Except when you had a death wish. Which, just for the record, he didnโ€™t as much as it might appear otherwise.

Roman narrowed his brows. โ€œThatโ€™s not good, Iโ€™m in a position of power. No madman should be there-โ€ he turned and shouted through the open window โ€œ-Hey Remy, why didnโ€™t you tell me I was mad?!โ€

In a bolt of lightning a little man, barely the size of a hand flew into the room and stopped short of Romanโ€™s nose. โ€œI do every morning at 6 am sharp, you moron! You just never listen!โ€ His wings began to glow slightly red with annoyment. That Remy was a fairy. A real, in-flesh fairy. Well, as real as hallucinations can be. Maybe he has gone mad, that would be a very sound explanation for everything that happened so far.

โ€œCan we please hurry up a bit. Itโ€™s bloody cold and I seriously crave some nectar.โ€ Remy stood on Virgilโ€™s knee the next second and the boy had to control the urge to slap his flat hand onto him just like he would do with a fly. Goodness, he didnโ€™t even saw him move.

โ€œThen tell me, my dear friend,โ€ Peter-, no Roman, directed his smile with definitely very sharp teeth at him again, โ€œwould you like to tell me your name?โ€

โ€œV-Virgil. Virgil Darling.โ€ To be honest he felt a bit dizzy at this point. To dream up his childhood hero and his companion right nowโ€ฆ It was almost like Virgil didnโ€™t have anything else to do. Like wake up from whatever dream this is and get himself anything to eat.

โ€œSoo Virgil,โ€ Roman looked around, โ€œyou live here?โ€

Virgil shrugged. He hadnโ€™t made any plans other than going to join the military but he guessed the ruins of the mansion still belonged to his family.

Roman frowned: โ€œWhy?โ€

Virgil stared at him confused. โ€œWhat do you mean why? Itโ€™s not like I got that many options.โ€ Typically of him to make his hallucinations a bit dumb. He leaned back as the other boy suddenly took a step forward, threw out his arms and announced: โ€œThen if it is your wish, you shall come with me!โ€

โ€œOh gosh, here we go again with the drama,โ€ a very fed up sounding fairy murmured on Virgilโ€™s knee.

โ€œGo with you? Where to?โ€

Roman opened his mouth to respond but was cut off by a bright light in his face, a second later identifying it as Remy as he began to speak: โ€œOh, we know that lovely little shop just around the corner and- By the moon, he meant Neverland of course! Heโ€™s freaking Peter Pan, where else would he live, in Whitechapel?!โ€

Virgil responded in the most intelligent way possible: โ€œOh.โ€ Then the otherโ€™s words sunk in and he turned to Roman with shining eyes. โ€œWait, so you can really take me to Neverland?!โ€ At this point didnโ€™t care anymore if this was a dream or whatever, at least it was a good one.

Romanโ€™s grin turned into a soft smile. โ€œIf youโ€™re willing to follow me.โ€ He stretched out his hand. Virgil took it without hesitation. Then he was surprisingly forceful pulled up to his feet.

Roman in the meantime was back to grinning as he told Remy to dust them up for the flight. Virgil couldnโ€™t help to mirror the otherโ€™s grin as he realized that he was only mere seconds away from actual flying. And then his feet left the floor. Virgil let out an indeed very dignified squeal and squeezed Romanโ€™s hand tighter. Then he broke into thunderous laughter, for once not caring who could hear him. He stopped when he noticed Roman was looking at him.

โ€œWhat are you looking at?โ€

โ€œYou,โ€ Roman said in a tone that sounded more found than teasing, โ€œI think youโ€™ll fit in just fine in Neverland.โ€

Virgil felt his grin widen even more until it physically couldnโ€™t grow anymore. โ€œI canโ€™t wait!โ€

โ€œSo youโ€™re finally believing this is real?โ€

Virgil was surprised: โ€œHow do you-โ€

Roman smirked. โ€œDonโ€™t worry, everyone does at first. But as soon as Remy enters they usually change their minds but guess youโ€™re just as stubborn as me then.โ€

Before Virgil could respond, Remy yelled: โ€œCan we get going now or do you want to wait until Iโ€™m a handsome ice sculpture? Move your asses or Iโ€™ll fly without you!โ€

Roman simply laughed at that and again, Virgil felt like he heard silver bells ringing. Then Roman turned to him again. โ€œReady?โ€ he asked.

Virgil took a deep breath. โ€œDefinitely,โ€ he said and the trio vanished into the night sky, navigating to the second star from the right and then on until morning.

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Pride? Chapter 6

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โ€œHow do you know that?โ€ Deceit stared back just as seriously.

โ€œBecause it wasnโ€™t my fault.โ€

At those words Virgil stood up with his fists balled in pure anger. The two looked on from the couch as Virgil made his way over to Deceit but made no move to stop him.

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One silly headcanon, coming right up!

If thereโ€™s one thing I like about drawing Roman (canon Roman, not SGAU Roman) is the little floating crown on his head. I started drawing the floaty crown after I saw another artist do it and itโ€™s really cute. I donโ€™t know about the other artists, but hereโ€™s something that has been on my mind lately.

One of it would be how the crown would sometime reflect his mood. If heโ€™s feeling bad or unwell, the crown will droop. If heโ€™s feeling super frustrated, it will start to crack. And if heโ€™s feeling happy or neutral, it will float proudly.

Another thing that came recently is, the crown acts as a shield to protect the person underneath it. The crown can also shapeshift under Romanโ€™s command; a shield, a dome, or maybe, even a sword. Anything to make sure him and his family safe.

That is all I can write for now. What? Tell me if you want the angst option.

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Pride? Chapter 5

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Deceit raised a brow at Logan looking slightly irked but then stood up properly and began.

โ€œWellโ€ฆ there wasnโ€™t a fourth side amongst you dubbed Creativity. He also didnโ€™t contain Thomasโ€™ ego as well. He was known as quite the genius. Anyhow, the side didnโ€™t decide on vanishing similarly to Virgil but it seems as though he didnโ€™t erase your memories of him.โ€

The trio nodded back understandingly even though the answers had only led to more questions.

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To Hold A Name 2/4

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Summary: Being pieces of a whole was always interesting, you were all the same, but also completely different. And the differences were not always visible like if you needed glasses or always wore the same colour. Each Side finds something completely unique that belongs to only them, their name. ย  A little origin story mixed with a dash of character analysis and some head canon world build. Light, cute, and usually fluffy.

Patton | Roman | Logan | Virgil ย  ย Ao3: Here ย Stedlers Masterpost

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Creativity knew things.

He didnโ€™t know how he knew them, he just did and it wasnโ€™t his place to think about stuff like that, that was forโ€ฆ something else. He didnโ€™t have the words for it yet, but he knew it, somehow.

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