Attention!!!

So my delightful readers, I have decided to open up writing commissions again if anyone is interested! I have some new bills I need to be responsible for and my social security isn’t enough to cover them all and rent and my insulin, which I badly need my insulin!

#1. Kiyoo-omi #2. Private #3. Empty #4. Empty #5. Empty

#1. No scat or vomit. I just don’t feel comfortable with that stuff. #2. No lolicon/shotacon #3. Dark content is allowed but you need to tell me your personal triggers so I don’t accidentally harm you with my writing while attempting to fulfill your commission. #4. Be patient. I am sickly and confined to bed a lot of the time while my brother expects me to maintain the household, so I will be tired a lot. I promise, I will give your commission to you ASAP. #5. Fluff is totally okay! I may write dark content but never ever be afraid to ask me about fluffy scenarios! #6. Payment is due upfront in order to reserve your spot in the commission slots. #7. To secure a commission, DM me and discuss details of payment and what you want  commissioned.

I have a PayPal and a KoFi  as I find them more convenient. 

1.5-2.5K words is $15 to $25 3.5K words is $35 4-5k words is $40

This made my day. Frankly I'm mad my damn tumblr notifications are being shit. Thank you sweet anon. You make up for all the bad ones. You're like a cherry slushie on a hot texas day 😢😢😢😢♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

Please Help

Okay guys, I wanna try and help someone I don’t even know but I can tell is in a lot of dire need. https://twitter.com/loball357/status/1449106094807212036 The guy is homeless, sleeping out of his car and is a T1 diabetic and has nothing but that car and the clothes on his back and he’s fixing to be out of insulin. Can someone please help him out? I don’t have anything to give him yet.... I owe some people commissions and I’m getting through them as fast as I can after an annoying series of laptop hiccups. But if any of you guys can show me snapshotted evidence that you donated something to this man, whether $5 or $10 or whatever you can, I’ll do a drabble for you with your favorite character or pairing from ANY media. Even if it’s a NOTP for me, I will fucking do it. I’m so tired of fellow diabetics suffering. This guy could easily be my dad or the father of a friend. Even if he isn’t, he’s a fucking human being and deserves help.

Not going to sleep because I’m on a roll now. And because my mania is awake too and thus, until the Prozac kicks in, I’m gonna put out as much work I owe as possible. And even after it kicks in.

So I think I owe a deep apology for not being good about keeping in touch with you all throughout the entirety of my psychiatric struggles.  I have been seeing a lot of my friends going through difficult, horrible crisis too. And it’s time for me to push myself harder than I have ever pushed myself before.  I worry about my friends. And strangers too. Anyone who is going through pain that cannot be erased like an Etch-A-Sketch, as is often the case. It’s not easy. It never is. But I want you to know you’re not alone, anyone following me who is suffering with their emotions or grief too...I’m here. And I am sending you the love I can give. The National Suicide Hotline is available to those in the US here: 800-273-8255, it’s open 24/7. For those who prefer not to speak and instead text to communicate, www.crisistextline.org is a valuable resource. For my International Darlings, I found a wonderful post with a list of resources available to those of you outside of the US. https://togetherweare-strong.tumblr.com/helpline Stay strong...you’re not fighting alone.

Author: @dollfacedwithadirtymind​ Rating: E for everyone, except rabid BakuDeku antis.  Characters: Izuku Midoriya + Bakugou Katsuki Summary: What if people never got to see what the color of a sunrise looked like until they first saw it with their future lover? And what if you just might lose your future lover before you even get the chance to know that beauty? Author’s Note: This was  a bit of a challenge to write. I haven’t been doing well at all lately but I wanted to try and push myself to give something to the community of BNHAHarem and our dedicated readers.  I hope I can keep this momentum going despite everything. Please be sure to check out the amazing work of my fellow Harem members. They all do so much and deserve recognition, go here.

Batsy, I am happy to hear from you so very very much. I’m doing all I can. I appreciate all the love and hugs and god knows if I could hug you through my laptop screen I would.

I just feel like I could vanish and not be missed. I miss my mom so much. I thought I got over it. And the truth is I'm not over it. The only thing that helped me sleep besides kind and loving words from my precious people such as yourself, is spraying h2r perfume on my pillows so it feels like I'm laying on her.

Mid Autumn Festival reminds me of the first and only time I got to celebrate it with her. I just feel weird. The first time I tried traditional dishes, mooncakes...was allowed to indulge in that part of me.

I had a dream. I was in deep dark water and there was a circle of wavy light above me. I floated up and up until I reached the top, my head above water....and there was a vast blue grey sky above me. I floated and looked beside me and mom was there. So many I knew were there. It felt calm. Like the soft cool hand of the old nurse who took care of me when I got sepsis as a kid.

I get the feeling people don't really want me around...and it makes the depression already here worse. But I love you. I love you and everyone who ever showed me love and kindness. I am trying to fight these thoughts in my head and remember how light and soft it felt floating above the water with my mom and others I knew. And I wanna be around to talk to you and others I love.

I'd also really like to live my dream and have an acre of land with animals. And the flowers my mom and grandma loved. Most of all I wanna live so I can make you and everyone I love happy.

This made me smile for the first time in a good while. I love you. Thank you so much. You have no idea what you mean to me.

I haven’t spoken in a while. And I’m sorry. I’m not well. And I don’t know what to do. I’m sorry to all of you. I don’t know what will happen. But once I finally finish everything important I owe to the people who showed me kindness, I think it would be better if I stayed quiet for a bit longer. My depression is winning. And I don’t really wanna wake up at times.