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Kiwi

@boldlykawaiillama

20 she/her
all i want is to be loved
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i’m just so fucking lonely. i need to be held. i’m so starved. i need. something. anything. from anyone. i feel like im dying. i feel like im on my last leg and one more straw will shatter my heart for good this time. i can’t take this. i can’t take another failed friend group, i can’t take another failed relationship. i have to fight to hold onto this. i’m so tired of fighting. why is it so hard? don’t i deserve to be happy too? don’t i deserve to be loved? when? when will i be loved? i’m going to make myself sick again from stress if this keeps up.

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tfw you’re so touch starved that your nerves can’t tell the difference between someone gently guiding you by the shoulder vs. someone Violently making out with you 

2024 can someone do either of these to me pls i need affection like a starved rabid dog

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Bitches with demonized personality disorders be like: I want the world to be a better and safer place, including for people like me :3

Then empaths be like: I believe your very existence is detrimental to society and that just by being you are a horrible person. I'm so in tune with other peoples emotions and am such a great person <3

me, an empath with BPD, a demonized personality disorder: what the fuck

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tbh at this point it is really difficult to ignore that harry potter exists as a dog whistle to signal disdain for trans people. whether or not it always was doesn’t detract from how it functions today.

i go into a store see one employee with a pronouns button and one employee with a harry potter button … guess which one repeatedly misgendered my girlfriend, i’m telling you its usage is blatant.

I don’t personally care if you like the series or not, but you do have to acknowledge how it is being used so you can spot it yourself,

you also have to understand how the rest of us may view you as well if youre particularly vocal about your interest in harry potter, because it has been inextricably tied to the transmisogyny of jk. rowling

so if that is how you want to represent yourself, as a transphobe, for better or worse, it is your decision but this is how you will be viewed whether or not you are.

uhm

I don’t exactly see the connection between “This person wore a Harry Potter button and is also a transphobe” to “When you say you like Harry Potter I assume you’re a transphobe”

Look. I’ve been a Harry Potter fan since I was five and it’s extremely close to my heart, but so are trans rights and my hatred for jk rowling.

I know so many people that love hp, in many cases it’s what we bonded over, and every time that i meet someone who’s part of the fandom, jk rowling’s transphobia and transmisogyny is one of the first things we talk about.

Also, i don’t think I’ve ever met a harry potter fan who is cishet, me included.

If you don’t believe me, look at pretty much any Harry Potter blog. At least the ones that I follow mostly have their pronouns in their bio, reglularly share posts about jk rowling being a shithead, a terf, a transphobe, or how she’s just generally a bad person.

@cableknit-remus @04whizkid @nymphadorathebubba @pisceslupin @thesiriusone I hope you guys don’t mind me using y’all’s bio to show that the hp fandom is quite queer and not a bunch of transphobes

and to the op: please don’t generalise an entire fandom and accuse it of being bigoted because some asshat you met is part of that fandom. in the harry potter/marauders fandom we’re queer, trans (or allies of such) and support lgbtq+ rights. and the vast majority of us definitely fucking hates jk rowling

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yall should reblog this with your zodiac sign and the color you associate with it in the tags

Scorpio sun (red, black) Pisces moon (blue, teal)

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I’m gonna walk with rage in my eyes and fire in my steps and if anyone dares try to touch me, I’ll kick and scream and bite and I will not go. I will die fighting if I fucking have to. I shouldn’t have to get an anxiety attack about travelling alone.

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So my dad and his fiance want me to visit sometime this year, and I do too, but a big thing that’s worrying me now that I remembered is that I’m a young female. And I’m gonna have to fly alone on a plane and navigate my way through an airport alone. I’m a little girl and I do NOT want to get kidnapped by some creep looking to add to his collection. I’ve watched too many movies, read too many news articles, and listened to too many rape stories. How the hell am I supposed to visit them now? I’m shaking just thinking about it.

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Listening to Daughter in the early hours of the day, waiting for the day when someone genuinely loves me back the right way

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i like clingy. i like double texts, phone calls, good morning & goodnight texts. i like knowing someone cares. i like knowing they try

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me, smiling and giggling and overall really happy: im gonna be so destroyed and miserable when this person thats giving me attention and love decides to abandon me
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attention is literally addictive like a drug to me so if you suddenly start giving me more than im used to getting it feels amazing and i’ll be really happy but when you stop or dial it down a bit i’ll go into withdrawal and wonder why you and everyone else hates me and i’ll want to die

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