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IMPORTANT UPDATE / STARTER CALL.

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So, I know I haven’t been active in the slightest on this blog. I have a ridiculous amount of drafts weighing on me and it’s been tough writing when I see their insurmountable number. For these reasons, I’ve decided to drop a majority of my roleplays.

The “survivors” of my draft reduction will be:

  • Specific threads with @hamstcrmatsu
  • Starters from active blogs that I haven’t responded to
  • Any thread that another roleplayer wants to keep ( this must be discussed in the IM system and we have to agree together to continue it )

And with that out of the way…this is also a starter call. So, if you would like to RP with me, like this post and I’ll work on a starter for you. Thank you for your patience and support.

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 A WILD PIECE OF UNBURNABLE TRASH APPROACHES.

🐱RP blog for Ichimatsu Matsuno from the anime / manga Osomatsu-san.🐱
  • 20′s • Male • Japanese
  • The male equivalent of a “cat lady.”
  • Part of a shitty family of NEET sextuplets.
  • No goals in life whatsoever ( aside from dying ).
  • ♪  I sleep in late, another day             Oh what a wonder, oh what a waste.  ♪
PRIVATE || SELECTIVE || SEMI-EXCLUSIVE LIKE and/or REBLOG if you are interested and I’ll check your blog. You can call me Rick and I look forward to meeting new RP partners! 
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IMPORTANT UPDATE / STARTER CALL.

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So, I know I haven’t been active in the slightest on this blog. I have a ridiculous amount of drafts weighing on me and it’s been tough writing when I see their insurmountable number. For these reasons, I’ve decided to drop a majority of my roleplays.

The “survivors” of my draft reduction will be:

  • Specific threads with @hamstcrmatsu
  • Starters from active blogs that I haven’t responded to
  • Any thread that another roleplayer wants to keep ( this must be discussed in the IM system and we have to agree together to continue it )

And with that out of the way...this is also a starter call. So, if you would like to RP with me, like this post and I’ll work on a starter for you. Thank you for your patience and support.

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character truths, bold  =  always / often; italic = sometimes ʀᴇᴘᴏsᴛ ! ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʀᴇʙʟᴏɢ !
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1.   smoking:   the  action  or  habit  of  inhaling  and  exhaling  the  smoke  of  tobacco  or  a  drug. 2.   binge  drinking:   the  consumption  of  an  excessive  amount  of  alcohol  in  a  short  period  of  time. 3.   drug  abuse:   the  habitual  taking  of  illegal  drugs. 4.   nail  biting:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  anxiety/tension. 5. lip  biting:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  anxiety/tension. 6. night  owl:   a  person  who  is  habitually  active  or  wakeful  at  night. 7. early  bird:   a  person  who  rises,   arrives,   or  acts  before  the  usual  or  expected  time. 8.  negative  attitudes:   a  philosophy  of  approaching  life  with  criticism &   pessimism. 9.   positive  attitudes:   a  philosophy  of  approaching  life  with  optimism   &   confidence. 10.   swearing:   the  use  of  offensive  language. 11.   superstitious:   an  irrational  belief  that  an  object,   action,   or  circumstance  not  logically  related  to  a  course  of  events influences  its  outcome. 12.  inspecting fingernails:   a common body language sign of boredom. 13.   scratching  your  neck:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  uncertainty. 14.   foot  and  finger  tapping:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  stress/impatience. 15.   nose  touch:   a  subtle  body  language  sign  of  deceit. 16.   flipping  hair:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  craving  attention. 17.   twirling  hair:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  flirtation. 18.   cracking  knuckles:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  readiness. 19.   hands  behind  back:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  confidence. 20.   finger  pointing:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  authority. 21.   hands  on  hips:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  readiness. 22.   hands  in  pockets:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  mistrust/reluctance. 23.   frequent  touch:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  warmth/familiarity. 24.   throat - clearing:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  rejection/doubt. 25.   jaw - clenching:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  hostility. 26.   eye - rolling:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  irritation. 27.   head - tilt:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  interest. 28.   whistling:   to  emit  high - pitched  sound  by  forcing breakthrough  a  small  hole  between  one’s  lips  or  teeth;   usually  to  a  tune. 29.   humming:   make  a  low,   steady  continuous  sound  like  that  of  a  bee;   usually  to  a  tune. 30.    perfectionism:   refusal  to  accept  any  standard  short  of  perfection. 31.   photographic  memory:   the  ability  to  remember  information  or  visual  images  in  great  detail. 32.   paranoia:   a  mental  condition  characterised  by  delusions  of persecution,   unwarranted  jealousy,   or  exaggerated  self - importance,   typically  worked  into  an  organised  system. 33.   exaggeration:   a  statement  that  represents  something  as  better  or  worse  than  it  really  is. 34.   intuitive:   using  or  based  on  what  one  feels  to  be  true  even  without  conscious  reasoning;   instinctive. 35.   quick - witted:   showing  or  characterized  by  an  ability  to  think  or  respond  quickly   &   effectively. 36.   interrupting:   breaking  the  continuity  of  a  conversation  with  one’s  own  statements. 37.   doodling:   to  scribble  or  make  rough  drawings,   absentmindedly. 38.   irritable:   having  or  showing  a  tendency  to  be  easily  annoyed. 39.   gambling:   to  play  games  of  chance  for  money;   bet. 40.   travel - sick:   suffering  from  nausea  caused  by  the  motion  of  a  moving  vehicle,   boat,   or  aircraft. 41.   sensitive:   having  or  displaying  a  quick   &   delicate  appreciation  of  others’  feelings. 42.   melancholy:   a  feeling  of  pensive  sadness,   typically  with  no  obvious  cause. 43.   chewing  gum:   the  exercise  of  chewing  flavored  gum  which  is  not  intended  for  swallowing. 44.   fidgeting:   to  make  small  movements,   especially  of  the  hands   &   feet,   through  nervousness  or impatience. 45.   skeptical:   not  easily  convinced;   having  doubts  or  reservations. 46.   neat - freak:   compulsively  obsessed  with  cleanliness. 47.   gossiping:   divulging  personal  information  about  others. 48.   prim:   feeling  or  showing  disapproval  of  anything  regarded  as  improper;   stiffly  correct. 49.   abbreviating:   giving  others  nicknames/shortening  names/giving  pet  names. 50.   having  a  catchphrase:   having  a  sentence  or  phrase  typically  associated  with  a  specific  person.

TAGGED BY:  @hamstcrmatsu  ♥ TAGGING: whoever wants to do this

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     🌠 Mod Todo

Took me a while to finish it but at least it doesn’t look like my style jumped from a place to another, omg !!  Have a rainbow-filtered Parade!Todomatsu for your rainbow and pastel needs~ .
Sorry if it looks incomplete, RIP, drawing while lowkey depressed is hard.
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@hamstcrmatsu( x )

[Although his words weren’t necessarily “true,” since their oldest brother had remained home as well, they might as well be. After all, Osomatsu barely spoke to him anymore; and hell, even if he did, Ichimatsu had become so listless and despondent that he might not even reply. There was practically nothing to live for anymore in his eyes, since his brothers and his cats were the only ones holding him together. Everyone he had cared about was gone, from his “responsible” third brother to the younger brothers that he secretly cherished.]

[Calling Todomatsu, the second brother to abandon them, was more of a “last resort.” He sure as hell couldn’t talk to Osomatsu, and he wasn’t about to contact Jyushimatsu... he...couldn’t handle that right now. He was certain that he’d wind up breaking down over the phone...then again, he was bound to do so by calling Totty, too. The youngest had been adamant about leaving, and even Ichimatsu couldn’t coax him into staying...so there was no way in hell that he would be supportive of his plight.]

[Perhaps that was what the fourth brother was seeking; a  way out that would involve no longer suffering through this, and the confirmation that nobody cared about him, though Totty wasn’t necessarily a representation of everybody he knew. If he didn’t want to live anymore, if his brothers were never going to come back...then what point was there in continuing?]

[Unsurprisingly, Todomatsu’s tone was curt and blunt; he should’ve listened and tagged along, though even now, he was aware that that definitely wouldn’t have helped. This... could’ve been avoided if Totty had simply stayed, r-right? Then again, there was no telling whether the order of who left mattered...]

[Ichimatsu’s grip on the phone tightened; this would all be solved if he could just drop dead. Talking to Todomatsu, knowing he’d never come back, it -- it hurt. There was no going back after all of this. None of them would behave the same way again. They could never return to their old ways, and this was all pointless...]

[Why had he even bothered calling? Why was he still so dependent on his brothers’ feelings before committing? He should’ve just ran away, overdosed and died on the street already, but...here he was, the same stupid NEET.]

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...I don’t know what I expected. [He grumbled, in what was clearly a trembling voice, no matter how much he tried to conceal it.] Y-You’re still the same two-faced demon...

Joining you wouldn’t have helped. E-Everybody is gone... and...nothing can change that. Wh-Why did you have to -- to ABANDON us? Why couldn’t you just stay...? There’s nothing worth living for now, y-you...stupid bastard...

...Wh-Whatever. [His finger hovered over the “end call” button; he could end this and just cave into his suicidal impulses if he merely touched it, but...he wasn’t ready.] ...You probably don’t care. I hope you’re happy.

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Send me a "❤" and I'll generate a number (angst version):

1. My muse has become mute. They are seeing yours for the first time since this happened.
2. Your muse has left mine a worrying note and mine is trying to get in contact with yours.
3. Your muse just tried to drown mine.
4. Your muse has a new pet horse. My muse tries to convince yours not to keep it.
5. My muse thinks your muse is dead. This is what mine says at your muse's unfilled grave.
6. My muse is possessed and is trying to kill yours. Mine can see everything their body is doing but is helpless to stop it - the only thing they control is their eyes.
7. My muse has to tell yours three things they regret.
8. My muse has lost all their senses, other than touch and hearing. They must identify yours.
9. My muse must abandon yours, to protect them. This is how my muse says goodbye.
10. Your muse has angered mine, and my muse is holding a gun to your muse's head. This is what happens next.
11. The vehicle our muses are in is crashing, and fatally. Only my muse knows. There is only one seatbelt/parachute/et cetera.
12. Your muse is in a coma. This is what mine says at yours' bedside.
13. My muse and your muse switch bodies! Twist is, they can now access each other's memories.
14. My muse left yours, promising it would be only for a couple of minutes. They come back in a couple of years.
15. My muse has jumped from a hospital roof and been announced dead. This is what they say when they show up on your muse's doorstep three years later.
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IT’S HARDER THAN YOU THINK. NO USING GOOGLE. EVERY ANSWER MUST START WITH THE FIRST LETTER OF YOUR MUSE’S NAME.

PLEASE REPOST; DON’T REBLOG.

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• NAME.   Ichimatsu Matsuno • ANIMAL.  Iguana • BOYS NAME. Issac • GIRLS NAME. Iris • COLOR. Ivory • MOVIE.  Insidious • SOMETHING YOU WEAR. I...Iridescent jewelry? • DRINK. Ink? You can technically ingest printer ink • FOOD. Ice cream • SOMETHING FOUND IN A BATHROOM. Ivory...toilet...? • PLACE. Iowa • REASON FOR BEING LATE. I was preoccupied with cats

I WAS TAGGED BY: @hamstcrmatsu​  ❤

TAGGING: anyone who wants to do this

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@osomaxsu​

[Today was one where the sextuplets were separated; all off on their own “business,” doing who-knows-what as the fourth brother sat silently at home. Normally, he might’ve headed to one of the alleys he frequented, due to the presence of stray cats, but he wasn’t intent on getting up. At the very least, one of his strays had managed to sneak in and keep him some company...]

[Time passed by, with Ichimatsu doing nothing but petting or playing with his stray cat, the one reason he wasn’t napping already out of boredom. Eventually, the door to the brothers’ shared room opened, and the oldest brother wandered in, looking somewhat dejected.]

[It was only when Osomatsu seated himself beside the fourth-born that Ichimatsu noticed the bruising on his wrist. What had his stupid oldest brother gotten himself into today? Beyond the bruising, Osomatsu seemingly did everything in his power to prevent himself from putting pressure on it...did he manage to break the damn thing?]

[...Their family was nowhere near rich, and a hospital visit probably wasn’t something they could afford. Not to mention that the oldest shithead hadn’t even done anything to reduce the swelling or let it heal. Dumbass.]

[Of course, Ichimatsu wasn’t about to let himself express  any concern. Not yet, anyway.]

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...What the hell happened to you?

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🎉 || 💌 (♥♥♥)

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MUN SYMBOLS || STILL ACCEPTING.

  • 🎉 - We’ve been mutuals for ages, and this makes me so happy! 
  • 💌 - I just think you’re amazing
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awh, you absolute sweetheart ♥♥♥

i love you so much !!! you’re the best tater totty ever, 10/10, everyone deserves to know what a sweet, precious, lovely human being you are ♥

please follow this cutie @hamstcrmatsu

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MUN SYMBOLS || STILL ACCEPTING.

  • ✨ - I think your portrayal is on point, but it also intimidates me 
  • ⭐️ - We don’t RP, but I desperately wish we did 
  • 💍 - I want to be exclusives with you
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oh d u d e...yells quietly

i’m sorry if my portrayal intimidates you omg ,, i’m garbage so i automatically assume that it makes me look like a scary supreme dick but i swear i’m like...a pathetic weirdo

my man. i would absolutely love to rp with you aaa ,,, if you ever have an idea or anything oh my god please hit me up ,,, i’m super fucking slow but i love rping with the Bros...you’re a Cool Dude and i wanna rp w you so much too aaa ,,,

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