Okay good, I felt so bad that I replied so late :( I’m glad you know that I saw it immediately though ;; Your message really did make me happy, and since you saw me on twt I’m sure you saw that it made me probably more emotional than I should have been, so just genuinely thank you again :(

I do remember you!! I’m surprised you even remembered the ‘senflower anon’ honestly ;; I have definitely been doing okay, especially as of late, this is probably the happiest - or closest to happy - I’ve been in a really long time so I’m actually doing really good. It’s been a really long time since I’ve heard from you (a year actually !!) so I hope you’re doing well as well :(

Before I get to the rest, the fact that you just remembered me all of the sudden and wanted to say hi is making me really upset because that is honestly so so sooo sweet oh my god, or maybe I am easily touched… but nonetheless :( 

“otherwise ill do it for u ❣️💕💞💓💗💖💘💝💟“ this is.. so cute.. I really will cry :( I miss being here too and being able to talk to sweethearts like you so I am excited to eventually truly come back because I want to so so bad, but I just need to take care of something else first I think before my mind feels comfy to really return so I will do my best to take care of myself at least more than I usually do :( And thank you~ I haven’t been the best of students this semester orz but I think I am slowly figuring out what I want to do so I will take the luck you’ve wished me and carry it to my next year when I’m hopefully on a path I like more >:[

Also sorry for replying to this over a week late, Tumblr also didn’t even give me a notif for this so I didn’t realize I received it so when I opened my inbox today this was a really pleasant surprise :(

:((( MARD thank you so much :((( You know you’re one of my favourite people, right :(((

This is so sweet to hear, but also makes me feel a tad bit bad (not cuz of you ;;) because I haven’t actually really been active in over a month or all that much since I said I was coming back (but that will change, I promise, because I really do genuinely want to return ;;) BUT !!

Lately I haven’t been able to write all that well, but knowing that what I have been able to write and what I used to write in the past was able to reach you like that and really reflected my heart the way I wanted it to is just really lovely honestly :( Asks like these are always my favourite idk why but they always make me so happy, so thank you for taking the time to let me know, especially because my little heart is always so insecure so being reminded that I shouldn’t be every now and then is just really nice ;;

This is a whole month late and I am so sorry, but I know you saw that I saw this message when you sent it since I mentioned it on my twt acc so I guess it’s okay but :( still. I just wanted to reply anyways because as we know, tweets are too short, and I talk too much, and I wanted to properly say thank you for taking time to not only reply to me (annoyingly) asking that on twt but then sending it here, too, so that I could see it because I really was feeling oddly insecure that day, and was for a while (though lately that insecurity is a lot better so ;;) so it was really sweet and really nice to hear someone say that :( I think I felt even more >:[ at myself cuz there were other accs on there that were being a bit… unpleasant when they were defending Sehun and it was reflecting on Sehun badly and was maybe turning people away from him, so I started getting worried that I was doing the same thing orz but it was nice to hear that that wasn’t the case :( I just get a bit emotional about Sehun because he is important to me and I just want him to be treated the absolute best and I get a bit carried away in expressing that sometimes, I guess ;; 

But anyways, thank you again for being so sweet and sending me this, it really did help me feel loads better, and even now it makes me happy seeing this :(