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A place for major Steve Rogers and Dean Winchester loving! Some NSFW(just a word of caution). Loving ZEP and Clarkeman!!
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#100 Dialogue Prompts- Angst Edition

  1. “This will be the last time you lie to me.”
  2. “You know it’s not like that.”
  3. “How could you think this wouldn’t hurt me?”
  4. “You’re never going to be the same after this.”
  5. “I just think it’d be best if we never met.”
  6. “I can’t believe you would even think to leave me like this.”
  7. “You never loved me, did you?”
  8. “It didn’t have to be like this, but now you’ve ruined everything.”
  9. “I hope you’re happy.”
  10. “If you had have kept your mouth shut, then he’d still- he’d still be here!”
  11. “What did you want once this was all through? Tell me!”
  12. “Now I have to deal with the consequences of your actions. Thanks, it means a lot.”
  13. “You could’ve- could’ve stayed. You could’ve helped me fix things.”
  14. “I knew she’d never change, she was too stubborn, too similar to me.”
  15. “This isn’t going to be fixed. You’ve ruined this for good now.”
  16. “I hope I’m not put in the same part of hell as you.”
  17. “When did you think you could hurt me again? Today? Tomorrow?”
  18. “You’re back in my life and I want to die again.”
  19. “You only ever brought me pain and I’m sick of it.”
  20. “I hope you got what you wanted.”
  21. “You made me miserable and I still loved you.”
  22. “When you die, I’ll be the first to dance on your grave.”
  23. “Don’t underestimate me, I have more power than you can even comprehend.”
  24. “If only you knew what you’d brought upon yourself.”
  25. “We’re never going to have a happy ending, just remember that.”
  26. “Everytime something goes well, I momentarily forget how much I despise you.”
  27. “Don’t pretend like you’re not happy to see me like this.”
  28. “There is nothing worse than seeing you get what you want.”
  29. “Your mind must be a horrible place.”
  30. “You can cut me, bruise me and skin me alive, but you will not take her from me.”
  31. “How is it that we always end up in this predicament?”
  32. “I want to wipe that grin of your face with my sword, but my mother taught me to play nicely.”
  33. “Did anyone ever tell you how pathetic you are? It’s incredible how low my standards are for you.”
  34. “Ah, well if you want them back alive, I suggest you lay down your own life.”
  35. “Don’t be ‘smart’. The battlefield is no place for Math Scholars.”
  36. “You shouldn’t have come. You can’t be-”
  37. “Stop talking or tomorrow won’t come.”
  38. “Hand me the gun and I’ll kill him myself.”
  39. “I shouldn’t care for your life, but I’m starting to and it’s becoming an inconvenience.”
  40. “If you live to see her, please send my best regards and this box of her father’s ashes.”
  41. “It would’ve been nice to get to know you better, but I’m afraid I don’t care.”
  42. “I can’t help but think you’re a terrible person.”
  43. “Seeing your face has unconventionally made me want to die. I wasn’t quite prepared for this feeling.”
  44. “You could have loved me, I’m quite good at seducing, but you’re actually vile.”
  45. “I hope I see you in a bodybag sometime.”
  46. “Let’s pretend you didn’t cheat on me with my sister and be good people for a few minutes.”
  47. “We should probably stop talking forever.”
  48. “If I hated you anymore, I think I’d probably be crowned as satan’s right-hand man.”
  49. “To say I ‘tolerate you’ is a vast overstatement.”
  50. “You broke her heart and came back for more, you bastard.”
  51. “This isn’t fifth grade, this is a courtroom, you whore.”
  52. “I think you’d be the perfect match for my ex-husband. He loved to sleep with multiple people.”
  53. “I’m not coming home, don’t look for me.”
  54. “Time was always a measurement of this relationship and we finally ran out.”
  55. “Please don’t look at me with such hatred.”
  56. “I could’ve died and you couldn’t have cared less.”
  57. “Just get out. I- I don’t want you here, just leave.”
  58. “You’re not the same person I married, don’t tell me I’m wrong.”
  59. “I wish you wouldn’t beg for forgiveness, it has the opposite effect of what you want.”
  60. “Don’t hate me for this. You would’ve done the same.”
  61. “This could’ve been the end and you were ready to let me go.”
  62. “You should’ve left me, you could never deserve the person I’ve become.”
  63. “Hate me all you want. I know I’m right.”
  64. “Today you broke my arm, I hope tomorrow it’s not my heart.”
  65. “Nothing can justify this, you’ve ruined him.”
  66. “You live with so much guilt, I hope it drives you mad one of these days.”
  67. “My life was ruined because of one mistake. You were that mistake.”
  68. “You are everything I hate, don’t ever come back.”
  69. “Evil doesn’t come close.”
  70. “Your wrongdoings are becoming your pastimes.”
  71. “I wish you had of just done it for the thrill of it, but now you’re in deep shit.”
  72. “Next time, I won’t be here to salvage your wreckage. This is the last time.”
  73. “You should have ruined me when you had the chance.”
  74. “No one will keep your name alive. Once you’re gone, everything you once stood for disappears too.”
  75. “Don’t pretend you haven’t thought about your life without me.”
  76. “This is always how it ends.”
  77. “Break my heart once more, I dare you.”
  78. “Forget how you loved me once, I mean nothing now.”
  79. “This isn’t Romeo and Juliet, this is real life and I can go on without you.”
  80. “You don’t own me, I don’t belong to you.”
  81. “I should’ve died. That would’ve made you happy.”
  82. “Are we going to carry on like this or are you going to give him back to me.”
  83. “She drowned and he lost his mind.”
  84. “We shouldn’t. You’re married and I’m pregnant.”
  85. “You’ve never been loved, I can tell.”
  86. “Who told you I needed fixing and what made you believe them?”
  87. “You’re almost as far-gone as I am.”
  88. “Maybe it’s best that we don’t go home.”
  89. “Roaming the streets was never safe for her. What makes you think it’s different for you?”
  90. “I think you’re going to ruin me. Am I right?”
  91. “Do you remember our last feud? I wouldn’t want someone to lose their life again, would you?”
  92. “Kiss me quick and leave them be.”
  93. “I hate seeing you so sad. It’s just so dramatic how humans show emotions and being sad is such a boring one.”
  94. “Will you ever forget my number? No? Ah, because you still love me.”
  95. “After the funeral, let’s surrender.”
  96. “What made you think I cared for you?”
  97. “It’ll be fun explaining this to your sister. I hope she likes horror stories.”
  98. “Don’t act as if we’re friends. I know how much you want to slit my throat.”
  99. “Let’s not get angry. Let’s calmly and sensibly take this outside so I can ruin your face.”
  100. “Please ruin yourself for me and I’ll watch in adoration as I fall apart as well.”

// GuYs, i haVE ofFiciaLly hAd toO muCh coFfeE. I never thought this day would come (or night/morning. It’s 2 am lmao), but here we are. I want to sleep, how are you my darlings? xox //

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#100 (more) Angst/Argument Prompts

This has been highly requested recently and I had a bit of time whilst I was on holiday, so here we are! 100 more angst/argument prompts~ I’m sorry if it’s a little repetitive of the last one, I hope I didn’t recycle them- anyways, enjoy!

  1. “Don’t touch me, you lost that privilege when you let him into our bed.”
  2. “You just keep acting like everything’s fine! It’s not fine!”
  3. “I hate you, I hate everything you stand for, every fibre of your being.”
  4. “I don’t have the energy to yell at you, you’re not worth it anyway.”
  5. “Show up here again and you won’t live to see the end of it.”
  6. “You killed her! She was the only person I ever loved and you killed her!”
  7. “There’s not a single reason I can think of for me to let you see her. You may be her father, but I’m her everything.”
  8. “You broke me! You ruined everything we had and- for what?”
  9. “I know you hate me, but you should hear yourself. You sound just like him, you sound just like your father.”
  10. “Nothing you do will fix things, no amount of money will turn back time.”
  11. “I wish you’d just leave me alone, I wish I’d never met you.”
  12. “You really were the worst thing to ever happen to me. I mean that.”
  13. “I wouldn’t hate myself as much as I do now if it weren’t for you.”
  14. “Thank you for ruining my life, I know exactly the kind of person I don’t want to become now.”
  15. “Don’t look at me like you’re sorry. You’re not sorry.”
  16. “You’ll never love me like you loved her. I know that now.”
  17. “Not now, not ever. You’ll never be the person I love.”
  18. “I can’t believe I was ever stupid enough to think I knew you.”
  19. “Yell at me, scream until your throat hurts, put a damn bullet in my chest, but you will not touch him.”
  20. “I would rather die than be the person who climbs into bed with you at the end of the night.”
  21. “You lied! You lied again and I fell for it!”
  22. “Everytime you open your mouth I want to push you over the edge of a cliff and I mean that with all my heart.”
  23. “Don’t pretend there’s more than years of pure hatred here.”
  24. “We were never in love, we were simply caught up in a nightmare that felt like a dream.”
  25. “You’ll never forgive me, I know that, but please just pretend you love me. Just until the kids are old enough.”
  26. “Shoot me, I dare you, it’ll make you feel better.”
  27. “And if I die, I swear, I’ll crawl out of my grave just to ruin your life.”
  28. “I promised you a lifetime of misery, do you really think I’m done just yet?”
  29. “You’ll end up dead if you keep that up and it won’t even be at my hands.”
  30. “Hit me, hit me and see what happens to you.”
  31. “Let’s just say that if I saw you bleeding out on my kitchen floor, I’d act like I hadn’t seen you.”
  32. “It wasn’t an accident! It wasn’t and you know it!”
  33. “It was assault, it was you.”
  34. “There’s no one I can hire, no one I can call that will give you a torturous enough death.”
  35. “You could’ve left! You could’ve run away with me!”
  36. “Anything- anything- but this!”
  37. “There’s nothing I can say to get you to fix what you did, there’s nothing I can do to understand why you did it.”
  38. “You should’ve just killed me, I could’ve just been a nameless body in an abandoned cemetery. You could’ve just set me free.”
  39. “He’s the only person left! He’s the only thing I’ve got, the last good thing in my life!”
  40. “You can’t take her, please! I’ll do anything, I swear!”
  41. “She was nothing to you, was she? Then prove it.”
  42. “Don’t even look at me, everything about you is everything I tried so hard not to be.”
  43. “You’re not someone I’ve ever understood, but I never thought I’d hate you as much as I do at this moment.”
  44. “Wow, you’ve really outdone yourself, I want nothing more than to ruin your life.”
  45. “Jump, I dare you, but will that really make you happy?”
  46. “You sound just like the person I used to love, but you’re not him anymore, are you.”
  47. “I asked for your help, I begged you for it, now do you understand?”
  48. “Don’t romanticise death if you won’t follow through.”
  49. “Hate is a pitiful emotion, but then again, you are a pitiful person.”
  50. “What is stronger than love? Nothing? Then you will simply not win.”
  51. “You could’ve defeated me, broken me, left me as a pile of flesh. What stopped you?”
  52. “I never have been someone to take the moral high ground, blood and broken bones is much simpler, don’t you think?”
  53. “She wasn’t your person to ruin.”
  54. “I had it under control! I had a plan!”
  55. “She’ll bleed out before nightfall and you think we should stay? Are you stupid?”
  56. “Let’s hope he doesn’t remember your face when he wakes up, your eyes always were horribly distinctive.”
  57. “You shouldn’t have come, I don’t want you here.”
  58. “He doesn’t own me! He can’t keep controlling me anymore!”
  59. “I refuse to keep being a pawn in your game, this has to end.”
  60. “If I loved you, would I really have kept you around? Love is a weakness, I don’t have weaknesses.”
  61. “I must admit, it would’ve been easier to get rid of you if you weren’t so beautiful.”
  62. “Nothing will change if you stay here with me! Nothing will ever change!”
  63. “It should’ve been an easy decision to make, but you’ve never made things easy, have you.”
  64. “The worst part was that I saw it coming, I knew you’d hurt me, hurt us, but I still kept you around.”
  65. “I can keep this up for longer than you can stick around for. Cut my hair, change my name, you’ll never find me.”
  66. “What did you want in the beginning? What did you think would happen?”
  67. “You’re not him! You’re not him and that’s the problem!”
  68. “Hire a necromancer so I can tell her how much I hate her guts for leaving me like this.”
  69. “There’s nothing you can do, this is it. This is how it goes.”
  70. “You never let me go, that’s why you’re miserable.”
  71. “I’m not the person at fault, I never was. It’s you, it was always you!”
  72. “Just pretend we’re okay, just for tonight, just for show. I’ll be gone by sunrise.”
  73. “So none of it was real? You didn’t mean any of it?”
  74. “You’re the last person I want to talk to right now. We can’t just put things aside because I’m having a bad night.”
  75. “People talk- people will always talk- and you never listened.”
  76. “The last thing I want is for you to think I’m grateful for what you did back there.”
  77. “I couldn’t think of a worse outcome, unless of course, you had some other way to ruin my day?”
  78. “Seven billion people in the world and I got put in a room with you. Either I’m cursed or God likes playing house with us.”
  79. “Have you ever thought that maybe you’re the problem? All these people keep leaving and you keep acting surprised.”
  80. “You betrayed her! You betrayed her trust and look where it got us!”
  81. “I should’ve stayed in San Francisco, I shouldn’t have ever met you.”
  82. “Even after everything, you still won’t admit this was your doing. This was your fault. It always has been.”
  83. “I can’t risk her getting hurt anymore, I can’t put her in danger just to keep you safe!”
  84. “You’ve never been someone I looked up to, I just wished you’d at least acknowledge me.”
  85. “This was never how I wanted things to go.”
  86. “Living is so much harder than dying, are you sure you’re fit for living?”
  87. “I wanted her heart, everything good and pure, but nothing in this world is ever what it seems.”
  88. “You should’ve seen the look on his face- he’s going to destroy you.”
  89. “She’s my daughter, can you really blame me for hating her when she’s just like me?”
  90. “You never should’ve left, it never should’ve been an option.”
  91. “Somehow, whatever you do seems to be the wrong thing. I’m sick of it.”
  92. “Do you actually hate me or is it just the idea of having someone to despise that you enjoy?”
  93. “Nothing you guessed about me was true, I’m nothing like anyone’s ever met before.”
  94. “I’m not the person you thought I was, but neither were you.”
  95. “How can you care for her? You’ve never met her, have you?”
  96. “You’ll never meet again, life in death is like nothing you’ve ever seen.”
  97. “I wish a lot of things, but most of all, I wish you didn’t hate me.”
  98. “These days, I think about you, but you’re never the same person I created in my mind.”
  99. “It could’ve been worse, we could’ve fallen in love.”
  100. “At least I can forget him- he’s easy to forget- but her, I’ll never forget her for as long as I live. And it’s all your fault.”
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Tips for Reading with ADHD

(or without ADHD, if they help regardless)

Physical print:

  • cover the page with a piece of paper and reveal lines/paragraphs as you read them
  • use a highlighter to emphasize important/interesting parts
  • take notes as you go to be physically engaged with the material

Digital media:

  • copy and paste the text into a doc/word processor
  • change the font size/style/colour to something more legible
  • make your own paragraphs and spacing
  • copy and paste one paragraph at a time to isolate them from the distraction of the rest of the text
  • install a browser extension like BeeLine Reader or Mercury Reader
  • zoom in on the page and scroll slowly so you’re revealing lines as you read them
  • physically cover the screen and reveal lines as you read them
  • if you do better with physical media, print it out or find a physical copy

Both:

  • read out loud
  • pace, move around, or use a fidget while reading
  • set a timer for 5 minutes and read in small chunks with breaks in between
  • divide the material into sections and read one section at a time with breaks in between
  • have another person, audio book, or text-to-speech program read it aloud as you follow along
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Thanks for the tag @peggysousfan <3 you are truly appreciated darling I never would have made it through the Peggysous related nonsense of this year without you 😊

the rules: tag five or more people that you are thankful for in your 2020, that you’re thankful exists in a world that’s hard to live in. whether that be through random reblogs on your posts, or people you have had full blown conversations with. whether it’s just seeing them on your dash, or interacting with them

This year was hard in so many different ways - and my appreciation for you all is just as varied <3

So, from the bottom of my bottomless heart,

Thank you 🙏🏼

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I need Jason Isaacs to repeatedly play like eight different characters, each a sort of call-back to one of his previous roles—but he’s only SOMETIMES the villain.

Like he can be a full-on smug, supercilious, disdaining tit in a blond wig and an Armani suit like a muggle Lucius Malfoy who owns banks from which money and tellers are mysteriously disappearing, and he’ll be being embezzled from by a pissy employee who keeps killing all her fellow tellers because she hates how they never refill the coffeepot or something.

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Dean’s first words to Sammy before his little brother falls asleep. 

Dean’s last words to Sammy before he takes his last sleep

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I will say it’s weird to me how many people are complaining not that the finale is objectively awful, but that Dean Winchester, who has always been straight, ended the finale still straight. Jensen said like 50 times that Dean was and always would be straight, why would you be in any way surprised that Dean remained straight always?

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I have some things to say:

One it feels like I’m a spectator watching two rival teams yell at one another over something that should bring us together.

Two: in my honest opinion, the final was not that bad. Hell, besides Cas not being there it was pretty great!

Three: you can comment on this post how wrong I am all you want IDGAF!

I truly honestly don’t, I’m sick and tired of you children acting like the final you got wasn’t a gift you wanted and now your throwing it away when people put love and care into the episode.

I can joke about deans death, but what I can’t do is sit back and act like the fandom that calls itself the SPN Family, is acting rationally. Y’all take a step back, re watch the episode. Think about from a non shipping perspective and tell me... tell me that Dean dying on a hunt, in the most normal way possible was something that is amazing! Tell me that Dean telling Sam, his baby brother who he practically raised and tells bobby so, tell me that him dying at Deaths door, and telling Sam his proud of him, he loves him, and that he wants to make sure that his Brother that he raised, will be okay. Tell me that’s not the Dean we know and love!

All of you out here saying ooooohhhhh it’s like the show never aired BS! Bull shit! THAT MAN WOULD HAVE NEVER GIVEN THAT SPEECH IN SEASON 1 they have been through too much, he Dean has been through too much! There is such thing as character growth and development and that’s what we see in the final.

Now tell me that Bobby, OG Bobby meeting dean in heaven didn’t make you cry and say Dean is being greeted by his dad! Tell me you didn’t think that because I don’t believe you!

Now tell me that Sam taking one last hunt, leaving the bunker with the dog. And then starting his own life doesn’t make absolute fucking sense! Like, guys he promised dean he would. That he would be okay, okay to a Winchester means I’ll move on but never forget, I’ll get out of the life and live for a long time. That’s all Dean wanted for Sam that’s it. He wanted Sam out of the life, he had so much grief that he died hoping Sam would get out.

Telling me seeing Dean become soo happy seeing Baby in heaven, his baby, doesn’t make you laugh and have tears in your eyes because... finally, finally this character has the happiness he deserves.

Tell me deans small smile when Bobby mentions how Cas is doing didn’t make you scream.

Tell me that the writers gave you a bad episode that it didn’t make you feel so many things at once and say... god this is awful. Tell me that this episode wasn’t amazing, that it didn’t touch upon the family motto “SAVING PEOPLE, HUNTING THINGS, THE FAMILY BUISNESS” and tell me that FAMILY DON’T END IN BLOOD isn’t mentioned because....

Bobby tells Dean that “his boy” changed things after bringing Bobby back from jail, heavens version of the cage By the Way! That Bobby greeting dean wasn’t like Sam being greeted by Dean at all... because whose more like a father figure to Sam? DEAN! Whose a father figure to Dean? BOBBY! Do y’all see a trend am I the only one!

Get off your high horses re watch the goddamn episode when you are free of emotions and tell me that this wasn’t pretty darn perfect!

Now if y’all excuse me! I’m gonna hop of my Tumblr, Twitter, Discord and Insta and leave y’all to riot. I’ve said my peace and it makes me soo made that this, this is how we are remembering the end of the show!

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Currently losing my mind thinking about how Sam would have had to contact Jody and Garth and everyone to tell them about Dean.

Just imagine Jody's reaction. We've already seen how fucked up she gets about death when Asa died now imagine its DEAN. One of her boys who she loves so much, the guy she knew for 10 years who shes fed and taken care of and watched sacrifice everything for the safety of the world. Then she'd probably tell Donna, then Claire and Alex. It would feel so weird to them almost unreal cause dean has just always been around, survived so much it almost felt like he was invincible and now hes gone, no more calling him for help on a hunt or him showing up with sam for a hot meal. Just no more Dean. And for claire she just had to process Castiels death.

Goodbye I'm crying

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Dean voiced his own feelings about his death so beautifully, by talking about picking Sam up at Stanford.

He was equating that gap in their relationship when sam was at school, with the way they would be separated by his death.

But before, he was scared Sam would reject him, he was scared they would never be family again.

But this time — he knew Sam was going to be happy to see him, that Sam would always love him and accept him.

His drive to the bridge, that liminal space between his death and being reunited with his family, was a happy thing. The anticipation wasn’t distressing, he could take his time to enjoy it.

His journey to see his family had to start with Sam, his journey has always started with Sam. so he drove until he reached Sam, and from there, they’ll see everyone again.

But they’ll go on that journey together. They always do. And that’s not a burden to Dean — he wants it to be that way. He’s content in waiting for it.

I’ve been crying about this for like an hour.

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just in case you missed this little insult to injury- here’s an edited-for-legibility closeup of what was laying on dean’s dresser:

he was applying to work with jody or donna.  so there’s that.

😭😭😭 this breaks my heart.

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He had to die that way.

If he died in some spectacular way, it would have felt unfinished. Like, he needed to come back to finish the job. But he died in a normal hunter way. And that was necessary.

He can go toe-to-toe with the devil himself, but he's still a human. He had to die in a human way. It wouldn't be right or true to his character to die any other way.

And he had to go out fighting. He would never just peacefully hang it up and live a quiet life. Sam, he could always do that. That was always a possibility, but Dean, he couldn't do that and he wouldn't have wanted to. It wouldn't have felt right.

And another thing, everyone upset about how few characters were actually in the finale, that was important. It started with Sam and Dean, it had to end with Sam and Dean.

Truth.  Full circle. Dean goes out saving people, hunting things.  He always said he wanted to die on a hunt.  And Sam finally got normal.  Also what Dean wanted for him.  

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The only way this could end properly was with Dean’s death because he was never going to retire. He would never stop fighting monsters. If y’all need to be mad, be mad that Jack brought monsters back. This ending was perfect.

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Hey, did I ever tell you, that night that I came to you at school, you know, when Dad hadn’t come back from his hunting trip? I must have stood outside your door for hours. Because I didn’t know what you would say. I thought you’d tell me to get lost or get dead, and I didn’t know what I would have done… if I didn’t have you. ‘Cause I was so scared, I was scared, ‘cause when it all came down to it it was always you and me. It’s always been you—and me.

Don’t leave me.

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