Damn didn't know you went through all that shit too, I'm sorry this fandom really does a disservice to the experience of just enjoying your own thing, and staying in your own lane without needless comments. DNI is something I didn't ever want to do either, but it's harrowing without some kind of fuck off in someplace people can read.

Do you, block who you gotta and just enjoy your thing. Sucks we all stick to ourselves and got harassed, guilted, forced, made up lies about, vague little posts on blogs etc. I feel you on this so much. And even now it still feels wrong to talk about it, as if a person can't honestly open up without some secondary reason or cause to make you feel deeply seeded guilt or anger. And I was the idiot that tried to make peace or be nice at to people at first and that didn't end well lol.

You don't have to post this honestly, just wish you to know I understand, and if you feel you have to be harsher or more direct it's okay. You don't have to tolerate rude or cruel people. I ended up unfollowing everyone I followed in the fandom cause I couldn't take seeing alot of even general content anymore after nuking my twitter, and it did a real disservice on my mental health at a hard enough time already. So it sucks to see you had it the same. I'm sorry you got that treatment, I'm working on getting back to just learning to enjoy things without that just constantly tainting it, it's hard long road for sure. Wish you the best.

???!!!??? Holy shit dude???? I????

You're so sweet oh my god!! I'm so sorry this has been sitting around in my inbox for a while, I just really wanted to come up with a decent response! But homg.. I seriously can't tell you how happy this made me to come home to. Like.. I was blown away by how sincere and sweet this is. I'm so glad I'm not the only one whose gone through this shit for real..

I'll try to remember to be more assertive with people on here too in case things get that bad again, I want to feel safe on my own blog. I once went through my entire following list and cleaned out shippers just so I could feel safe again. And I felt guilty about it for some reason?? Ive had anons start shit with me in my inbox like "wahh when you talk about how much you hate pr*ship it hurts my feelingss" Like don't you dare come at me with that guilt trippy bullshit this is my blog where I share my opinion and I'm tired of feeling like i'm not allowed to do that

But thank you again!! This makes me feels so much safer to know. I'm glad I'm not alone in this and I wish you the best too, this fandom is a trainwreck honestly so we have to be extra cautious of what kind of shit were gonna run into lol, stay safe my guy