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CHAOS REDUX

@chaos-redux / chaos-redux.tumblr.com

spec fic world. // 30. ftm. writer, wolf, warrior.
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titanspeaks

Birch Trees are Blue Underneath (2020)

Wax oil, birch bark, modge podge

Digging into the covid era art-making archives.
Inspired by the blue bark of a birch tree I was splitting for the woodstove on a cool day in early March 2020.
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dementia7

iota

To the umpteenth decimal, striving for the person presented; I covet—        discrepancies         of lead & pencil,

the mandrake in subtle action. [picked-apart iota] How it moves, mitigating the glass to turn

gracious crystal; questions needed to be asked.—

Little by little growing unharmed, the date palms outlast.

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there are few people that he trusts. he learned to carve apart his heart into zones of love and righteous hate.  as the young Bull grew older, he shifted the zones to allow for liminal spaces of indifference.

somewhere along the way the young Bull went to sleep, only awakened by certain tastes, certain scents. leather, his kin dying, hedonism, his thirst.

he forgot about indifference and became a godhead in black and white, right and wrong, silence or song. the comparison began to kill, the dichotomy made him and his lovers ill.

integration of self is the hardest thing for some of us to achieve.  liminal spaces are the spaces in which movement is actually most possible, where decisions haven't been solidified, where choices are effective rather than confined to the rules of what some people like to call reality.

there are few people that he trusts. indifference is different than acceptance. acceptance different than resignation.  he wonders now in his higher state, holding Bull and Buffalo, Moon and Violent Healer, how much can he swallow and be faithful to the idea of himself that he has created?

very little very little

so, very little trust.

action is everything.

xx KHONSU X

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