✷ hi there! i’m (bunny)

✷ leo sun, leo moon, cancer rising

✷ my current obsessions: playing tears of the kingdom; roller skating; working out like i’m training for battle; thinking about making art again; hobonichi notebooks and journaling; listening to ghost story podcasts; exploring the wildwoods of portland; dancing idiotically; books about fantasy, adventure, dark academia, and magick

✷ you can find me here and on instagram. my mood board is @mossandfern and i'm sometimes over on @halloweenmagick

✷ this blog is for me in 20 years

don’t you go getting married, don’t you go get engaged. i know you’re getting older, don’t have no time to waste. i shouldn't be much longer but you shouldn’t have to wait. can’t lose you, can’t help it, i’m so sorry, i’m so selfish

gonna get angry, get jealous, get bitter, and then turn around and transmute that energy into making something of myself

your hands, your hands, your hands i need them tightly gripping my body

I wait and ache.

— Sylvia Plath, THREE WOMEN: A Poem for Three Voices

come and find me, sending location

when drake's mom said to him, "when others go low, we go high."

in my delusional era

i don’t feel alone, i don’t feel lonely; i just feel forgotten

sometimes i get this deep yearning in my chest to go back to my childhood self: back to the girl who collected pogs and slammers and played them with her brother in the garage. go back to the days when she’s sitting in her room writing in her journal about her little life. when she’s alone on her bed reading all the same goosebumps books for the 300th time and touching the embossed covers with her fingers while staring at the artwork. when she’s in her elementary school library discovering new books in the ghost story/paranormal section. the little girl who had no one to really talk to and kept quiet and was alone most days but also preferred it that way. i just want to go back and sit and hang out with her, and every once in a while ask her what she’s thinking, what she’s dreaming. i just want to tell her that she’s really v cool.

rn i’ve been hyper-focusing on going through all my old likes and reblogging/unliking and it’s the only thing keeping me alive lately. it feels like the only thing that will sweep my brain and insides clean.

my brain: very much thinking about halloween

CURRENTLY 5.17.23

WATCHING off tv for now (really wanna watch boy meets world but i don’t have disney+) READING wildwood (taking a break, almost finished) PLAYING tears of the kingdom (!!!) DRINKING water, it's hot out (and redbull juneberry summer edition) CELEBRATING TOTK (!!!) WISHING i could lose weight faster (without eating better and working out ha) OBSESSING about anything other than work (please god i need a new job that pays me more and where i can live creatively, my soul is shriveling)  LISTENING to the 3am podcast (a must, so good and funny)

don't ever let them dull down your shine

april 19. i'm sitting at my desk on the verge of crying because i put up with a lot of bs at my job when all i do is try to work my ass off and get my tasks done and literally just get taken for granted either way. i wish i had the courage and the energy to go after my dreams but i get so beat down throughout the workday that when i get home i just shut down and crawl into bed. i don't know what i'm gonna do anymore and at this point i'm just ranting and trying not to have a full-on meltdown.

gryffindor sun, slytherin moon, hufflepuff rising

ultimately i'd like to live my life in a way that when i die people say my name three times in the mirror