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A Struggling Queen & Borhap Cast Writer.
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have any good joe fics? been looking for some new fics of joe to read 😁

i actually havent read any Joe fics recently BUT there is one that im looking forward to reading! I’ve been meaning to read it before bed for the last couple of days but i keep falling asleep too fast lmao

anyway, its Self Control by @deakyclicks and chapter 1 can be found HERE

if anyone has any more recs chuck them in the replies or send me an ask!

also check my joe x reader tag for things i’ve recd in the past!

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THIS IS SO SWEET AND I WAS DEFINITELY NOT EXPECTING THIS ON MY ABSOLUTE SHIT DAY AT WORK!! Thank you for recommending me my love!

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You really said “fuck deakyclick’s feelings” with SSR and I felt THAT. Easily the best series I’ve ever read

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not to blow your spot since the original request was sent on anon but babe thank you so much for sending me such a banger of a prompt that i couldn’t possibly contain my response in one small blurb. like that concept was so incredible and i never would have thought of something like that and god i loved writing that series so much

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Eye— love you??????

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Reblog if you post Queen stuff!

I have been inactive for a long time but I am back and I am struggling to find a lot of Queen content. 

Please reblog if you also post  Bohemian Rhapsody cast stuff as well.

I would really appreciate it and I will follow you ♥

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For a 1000 celebration: SEASIDE RENDEZVOUS CONT— What about a hc about running into joe at a Christmas party on campus because he knew someone that attended your school and when you see each-other all the memories flood back in and things get heated in a nearby spare bedroom 👀

Forgot how much I enjoyed writing these two dorks lmao

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Christmas time on campus meant one thing. Parties. There was at least two every night in the lead up to the holiday, though numbers did start to dwindle a little as some people flew home to visit their families. But for those who remained it was the prime chance to drink and be merry. And try to find someone to sleep with. That was the main reason you were at tonight’s party. Technically still recovering from the previous night but nothing another drink or two wouldn’t fix. Last night you’d met this guy, Daniel someone-or-other. You’d chatted for a bit, flirted, but hadn’t been able to seal the deal. His friends had dragged him away before you could so much as kiss. But then you’d heard he’d be at tonight’s party so you rolled out of bed in the afternoon, downed a couple of aspirin, and found yourself something to wear that made you look hot.  

Now that you were at the party though it seemed like a bit of a waste of time. Daniel whatever his name was had swiftly forgotten you, and instead was making out with some other chick in full view of the whole room. It was disgusting really, practically dry humping for everyone to see. You wished it was you. Absentmindedly tugging on your necklace, you turned away from them in search of another drink and saw a familiar profile. Talking to someone, red cup in hand. You shook your head. It couldn’t be him, you must’ve had more to drink than you thought. Because Joe couldn’t be here. It was incomprehensible. But it really did look like him. You pushed your way through the crowd, hoping to at least get a better look. He turned. You stopped dead in your tracks. There was no mistaking those eyes or that smile. It only got bigger when he saw you.

“Y/N?” He asked, almost yelling to be heard over the noise even though he hurried to your side, “Is that you?” 

“Joe?”

“The one and only,” 

“What the fuck are you doing here?” you gave him a small slap on the arm. 

“What am I doing here? What are you doing here?” 

“I go to school here,” 

“No shit! I’m mates with Steve over…. somewhere, he’s here somewhere. I’m staying with him over Christmas.” 

“No way! God what a small world” 

“So how’ve you been since Hawaii?” 

“Pretty good, bit busy but good, you?” 

“Yeah, more or less the same. I never thought I’d see you again,” 

“Yeah, me neither.” 

“D’you want to get away from the noise?” 

“Yes, please,” 

Joe took your hand in his, an action he’d done what felt like hundreds of times. When you were by the pool, pinkies hooked together so no one would see. Alone in his room, palms pressed and fingers intertwined as he drew another moan from you. Sitting on his balcony on your last night, his fingers tracing the lines of yours. You shook your head, trying to clear away the memories that had sprung up with the contact, and let him lead you through the crowd, towards a set of stairs and then towards a closed door. Gingerly he peeked inside, pushing the door wide when it was clear it was empty.  

“That’s better,” he said softly once the door was shut, dulling the noise of the party below. You wanted to kiss him. He was looking at you, staring slightly out of focus which could have been because he’d been drinking but you suspected he was running through a similar series of memories as you were and you wanted to kiss him. But you couldn’t. Not yet at least.  

“So,” he cleared his throat, shoving his hands in his pockets, “been a few months since we saw each other. What have you been up to? How’s your family?” 

“They’re good. Still the same. I went home for thanksgiving and the whole street knew I’d broken up with Eddie and struck out with a guy on holiday,” you rolled your eyes and Joe laughed. 

“Well at least they didn’t know you didn’t strike out,” 

“Yeah spose so. Although maybe if the knew I wouldn’t have got so many condescending ‘there’s plenty of fish in the sea’ comments. What about you though? What’s been going on for Joe?”

“Uh, well, usual stuff I guess. School, work, dating, went home for a bit.”

“Dating?” you cringed a little at how fast you’d asked. Of course he’d been dating, same as you. You were holiday fuckbuddies really, everything between you ended the day you’d left the resort and got on a plane. Who were you to hope he was still single? 

“Yeah. Not overly successfully though.” 

“Oh. I’m sorry.” 

“I’m not. Well, depends how you answer this next question. Are you seeing anyone?” 

“Nope. Still single.” 

“Thank god,” He closed the space between you in about two steps, placing a hand on your cheek as he kissed you. You might as well have been back in Hawaii, hidden away in Joe’s room. It was like the last three or so months hadn’t happened. Like you hadn’t said goodbye and then not seen each other again. You wrapped your arms around his neck, stepping backwards towards the bed and pulling Joe with you. He pushed your jacket off your shoulders, only breaking the kiss to tug his own shirt off. You were working on his belt as he reached to get the zip of your dress, and then he stopped. “You’re wearing it,” his finger traced the delicate chain from where it sat on your shoulder down to the bright plumeria flower. 

“Well I needed something to make winter feel warmer.” 

And then his lips were back on yours. He tugged at your zip with renewed vigour as you went back to fumbling blindly with his belt.  

As soon as you were free of everything but your underpants you scooted into the middle of the bed, offering a quick silent apology to whoever’s room it was. Joe followed, unwilling to stop kissing you for too long. 

“You got a condom?” 

“Yeah, hang on,” he kissed you again quickly before leaning over the edge of the bed to find his pants, “remember when I forgot which draw I’d put them in?” 

You giggled at the memory, “that was after the golf thing right? When you choked me?” 

“Trust you to remember being choked. Dirty girl. Could always do it again, for old time’s sake,” He wiggled the fingers of one hand in the air, making you laugh, and then let out a, “finally,” as he found the condom he’d been searching for, pushing himself back onto the bed. You were still laughing when he kissed your stomach, fingers hooking into your underwear to tug them down your legs. You sighed as he pressed a kiss to the inside of your thigh, anticipating his next move. The last few times you’d had sex had been hook-ups at parties and one-night stands. People you’d never slept with before or seen again since. But being with Joe again was better. You’d spent weeks wrapped up in each other. He knew you, knew your body. Even with the time apart he still remembered just how to touch you. You whined when his tongue flicked over your clit, your legs falling open wider than they already were. 

“Such a lovely sound,” he said softly, running two fingers along your folds, making you squirm as they brushed either side of your clit, “you as loud as I remember?” 

“Keep going like that and we’ll find out,” 

“Think I can do a bit better,” he nipped the inside of your thigh with his teeth as he slipped his fingers into you, slowly working them deeper, “now if I remember right…” he trailed off, concentrating as he shifted his fingers. 

“Fuck,” 

“There it is,” 

You could feel his smirk as he curled his fingers just right, bringing his mouth back to your clit. Your back arched as he drew a soft moan from you. 

“Good girl,” 

“You never did know when to shut up,” you heard him laugh as your hand fell to the back of his head, encouraging him to keep going and, to his credit, he did, latching onto your clit as he pumped he fingers into you, curling against the same spot on every pass. It didn’t take long for your orgasm to hit, tugging on Joe’s hair as he helped you ride it out, cleaning up the mess he’d caused.

He crawled back up to kiss you again, the taste of you on his lips and tongue. You could feel him pressing against your core through his underwear and whined at the need for more. Joe’s underwear soon joined the rest of the clothes on the floor as he sat back on his knees, rolling the condom down his shaft. You gasped as he entered you, clutching at his shoulders, pulling him close. His breath was in your ear as you wrapped your legs around him, and he started to move. You left a trail of kisses over his jaw and neck as he rolled his hips against you, finding his rhythm. Soft moans and little ‘ohs’ fell from your lips with each of his thrusts, mixing with his own panted breaths and grunts, his forehead pressed to yours. If you closed your eyes you could almost smell the sea air. You moaned his name as his fingers dropped to your clit, though he quickly swallowed the sound, kissing you deeply as you felt your orgasm build. It rolled over you like a wave, your fingers momentarily tightening against his back, a cry catching in your throat. He gasped your name as he followed you over the edge.  

“You know how you tend to remember things as being better then they actually were?” you asked, curled into Joe’s embrace. 

“Yeah,” 

“Yeah well, my brain got it wrong. Don’t remember anything as good as that was.” 

He hummed in agreement, both of you falling silent, not wanting to break the warm contentment you felt being together again. But you couldn’t put it off forever. 

“So how long are you here for?” 

“Not long, less than a week.” 

“Oh,” 

“Yeah. Really wish it was longer now that I know you’re here.” His arms tightened around you as if it would somehow change things.  

“Spose we should make the most of whatever time we’ve got,” 

“I’m quite enjoying just doing this,” he dropped a small kiss to the top of your head, “feels like before.” 

“Yeah but, as nice as this is, we should probably get out of this stranger’s room before we get caught.” 

“Okay, valid point,” he laughed. 

“You can come back to my dorm if you want. The girl I share with has gone home for the holiday so we wouldn’t be disturbing anyone.” 

“Me, get to see how Y/N lives? I’d love to.” 

“Alright, let me up,” you wriggled free of his hold, “and then once we’re out of here we can talk more about you choking me again.”

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200 Dialogue Prompts

A. ANGST:

  1. “I think we should break up.”
  2. “You aren’t who I thought you were.”
  3. “I don’t even know who you are anymore!”
  4. “Why can’t you look at me?”
  5. “What’s wrong?”
  6. “You want to be with him/her/them, don’t you?”
  7. “You promised you’d change!”
  8. “Am I not enough for you?”
  9. “What is so wrong with me?”
  10. “I’m sick of trying.”
  11. “I don’t want to be just friends.”
  12. “I can’t trust you anymore.”
  13. “I can’t even look at you.”
  14. “Your problem isn’t me, your problem is _______” (Fill in the blank)
  15. “I’m always wrong, aren’t I?”
  16. “You said this time it’d be different.”
  17. “Please give me a chance.”
  18. “I’m pregnant.”
  19. “I wish I’d never laid eyes on you.”
  20. “I don’t love you anymore.”
  21. “We can’t keep this up forever.”
  22. “You make me feel so small.”
  23. “Don’t leave me like this!”
  24. “Don’t ever call me again.”
  25. “Talk to me, please.”
  26. “Don’t push me away.”
  27. “This is your son/daughter.”
  28. “I think I need a break from you.”
  29. “I’m sorry.”
  30. “I can’t promise you anything.”
  31. “It’s better this way.”
  32. “The baby… it’s yours.”
  33. “After all this time, and you still can’t look me in the eye?”
  34. “I can only blame myself.”
  35. “I was only pretending.”
  36. “It wasn’t your fault.”
  37. “This is all because of you!”
  38. “I don’t feel the same way.”
  39. “Just go!”
  40. “Please stay.”
  41. “What aren’t you telling me?”
  42. “It’s okay, you didn’t know.”
  43. “Don’t tell me to keep calm!”
  44. “I’m keeping the baby, with or without you.”
  45. “I need to be alone.”
  46. “Stop calling me.”
  47. “I can’t remember why I ever loved you.”
  48. “Don’t apologize; I know you don’t mean it.”
  49. “I can’t believe what you’ve done.”
  50. “I don’t need you, I’m fine on my own.”

B. FLUFF:

  1. “Quit stealing all the pillows!”
  2. “You want a bite?”
  3. “Give me a second and I’ll show you.”
  4. “You’ll play this game with me, won’t you?”
  5. “What should we name him/her?”
  6. “Have you ever played in the rain?”
  7. “Is it hot in here or is that just you?”
  8. “Why are your feet so cold?”
  9. “Ride the Ferris wheel with me?”
  10. “There’s room for two/three!”
  11. “Stop that, I’m ticklish!”
  12. “Put your finger here while I go get the tape.”
  13. “Here’s my number!”
  14. “You want chocolate or vanilla?”
  15. “Your hands are so warm!
  16. “Are you sure you’re not tired? Because you’ve been running through my mind all day.”
  17. “You’re sweeter than candy.”
  18. “You smell really nice.”
  19. “Your hair’s so soft…”
  20. “You’re my new pillow.”
  21. “Can I rub your back?”
  22. “If nothing lasts forever, will you be my nothing?”
  23. “I think I love you.”
  24. “Can I kiss you?”
  25. “Hold my hand.”
  26. “It’s not morning yet.”
  27. “Stay for a little longer…”
  28. “Of course I’m happy! How far along are you?”
  29. “You’re so beautiful.”
  30. “I’ll always be here for you.”
  31. “You are my love.”
  32. “You were right here all along.”
  33. “Do you want my coat? It’s really cold out here.”
  34. “You don’t need keys to drive me crazy.”
  35. “Do you want to get dinner sometime?”
  36. “Call me whenever… no really.”
  37. “You’ve got flour on your cheek.”
  38. “Sorry… your hair was in your face… thought I should move it so I could see you better.”
  39. “You don’t have to leave so soon.”
  40. “You could put your feet in my lap, you know.”
  41. “I wouldn’t change a thing about you.”
  42. “Shut up and kiss me.”
  43. “We’re pregnant!”
  44. “Are you science? Because I’ve got my ion you.”
  45. “We could try cuddling.”
  46. “Stop being so cute.”
  47. “Are you okay?”
  48. “Our relationship is the most important thing in my life.”
  49. “You can sleep, I’ll keep you safe.”
  50. “Don’t worry. I’ll take care of everything.”

C. HURT/COMFORT

  1. “I came as soon as I heard!”
  2. “Get back in bed, you’re not healed yet!”
  3. “I’m not leaving your side.”
  4. “I don’t care, I’m not staying in bed!”
  5. “You can put your cold feet on me.”
  6. “Want me to hold your hand?”
  7. “Move as little as possible.”
  8. “Hey… you’re awake!”
  9. “Stay close, please?”
  10. “Don’t look at me… I’m sick!”
  11. “I think I’m going to puke…”
  12. “I’ve never felt worse.”
  13. “Does it hurt badly?”
  14. “Don’t move, I’ll get help!”
  15. “I’m so tired I can barely move.”
  16. “How many fingers am I holding up?”
  17. “Can you see me?”
  18. “I’m coming for you, don’t move!”
  19. “Want some tea?”
  20. “Can you please stop eating that? The smell is making me nauseous.”
  21. “Where are you? Tell me where you are.”
  22. “Morning sickness isn’t always in the morning.”
  23. “Eat your soup before it gets cold.”
  24. “I want more noodles… that’s just broth and you know it.”
  25. “Can I have a glass of water?”
  26. “I’m not going anywhere.”
  27. “Yes, I’m taking care of them. They’re coming home with me.”
  28. “Do you want me to get more blankets?”
  29. “Did you have another nightmare?”
  30. “Can you come pick me up?”
  31. “Just breathe. Breath with me.”
  32. “Where did all those bruises come from?”
  33. “Talk to me. You can’t take on all of this alone.”
  34. “I think I have a band-aid in my purse…”
  35. “I’ll need something stronger than this.”
  36. “Stop telling me you’re okay.”
  37. “The sight of blood makes me pass out.”
  38. “I’m in the hospital.”
  39. “Just keep pressure on it.”
  40. “You should probably eat something.”
  41. “Oh hey… you’re here.”
  42. “Oh, don’t cry. I hate it when you cry.”
  43. “You don’t have to sleep here just because I got admitted.”
  44. “You’re burning up.”
  45. “When’s the last time you slept?”
  46. “Hey, hey… it’s just me.”
  47. “Calm down…”
  48. “Because I care about you!”
  49. “I don’t know where I am!”
  50. “How drunk was I?”

D. LEMONS (Under the cut)

i think i just found the best prompt list ever god ✨ im working and very bored so you can submit requests my cutie pies 💋💋💋

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Self Control | A Joe Mazzello Fanfic

CHAPTER ONE: THE NIGHT IT HAPPENED

Joe Mazzello x [F] Original Character (Carter Harrison)

A/N | Hello readers! I don’t have many followers but I decided to start posting my newest fic called ‘Self Control’! Unlike many stories, this series will use an original character I’ve created, Carter Harrison.This story deals with a lot of angst and I just wanted to let you know in advance! Therefore there will not be any Y/Ns in this series. Sorry if the formatting is off! You can also read this from my Wattpad, just message me for the link!

I DO NOT OWN JOE MAZZELLO OR ANY OTHER CELEBRITIES USED!

Gif credit to @joemazzhello

Series Warnings | This book contains strong/explicit themes such as alcohol and sexual references/scenes. Because of this, I strongly recommend reading this if you are 18 years or older.

Description Only two people knew what specifically happened that evening. Joe and Carter, two people who once saw their future in the palm of their hands. But after a bitter cold New York night, years of affection fell from their heartbroken chests.

Style | Series

Chapter Warnings | Lots of angst 

Words | 1.48k 

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i know borhap isn’t the best or most accurate movie in the world, and there are so many ways it could have and should have been improved upon to fairly tell the story of Queen. but I’m really grateful I saw it in theaters and that it revamped my love and interest in queen and introduced me to the borhap cast. these fandoms mean the world to me, and just thinking back to how blissfully ignorant i was at this time last year of all the happy times, amazing friends, and brilliant creations that awaited me… i’m just immensely grateful and sappy right now.

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Hi again love it’s the bday hc anon! For the prompt I can just be something super small like waking up in ben’s arms and kissing his chest to wake him up :)

okay ya’ll know I love writing soft Ben. The idea of waking up in his arms is enough to send me into cardiac arrest tbh so thank you for feeding my inner Soft Bitch. Hope you like this and happy birthday again!

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When Ben texted to say his flight had been delayed you were disappointed to say the least. It was a late flight anyway, though that hadn’t stopped you from planning to stay up and wait for him, but with a delay of who knows how long there was no way you were going to make it. You’d already stayed up later than normal when his message came through and though you ummed and ahhed about whether you could keep yourself awake for the extra hours with coffee and a movie, you ultimately decided to call it a night and go to bed. You were asleep almost as soon as your head hit the pillow.

There was light streaming in through the window when you woke, making you squeeze your eyes shut tighter than they already were. You tilted your head down, snuggling deeper into the body beside you in an effort to block it out. Still in that limbo between asleep and awake, you breathed deep, the familiar scent making you smile before you’d realised what it meant. Your senses slowly came to life. The soft snoring was the next thing you picked up on, followed by the realisation that you were wrapped up in someone’s arms, forehead leaning against their chest. The word ‘Ben’ was pushed to the forefront of your groggy brain as you took another breath, and began to blink your eyes open.  

You found yourself curled up tight against Ben, who’d had just enough energy to remove his shirt and shoes before falling into bed. You had no memory of him arriving home, let alone how you’d come to hook your legs around his or when you’d thrown your arm over his side, your other pinned between him and the mattress. But sometime during the night you’d clung to him like a koala. He’d clung back. It was nigh on impossible to disentangle yourself while he was still asleep. You tried, vaguely thinking about making a nice breakfast for the both of you, but your arm was stuck and whenever you tried to wriggle out of his grasp, he’d groan and squeeze you tighter. It made you giggle, quietly, at how ridiculous you must look had anyone been there to see you and how your friends would call you saps for being so clingy in the first place. The idea that you could just stay there and go back to sleep flittered through your mind but the bright light in your eyes and the pins and needles prickling your arm said otherwise. You tried again to free yourself but it went just as well as the first time.

“Ben,” you said softly, feeling a little bad that you’d have to wake him after he’d got home so late, “honey, you gotta let me up.”

Ben didn’t respond.

“Benny, c’mon,” you whined into his chest.

He made a soft groan and shifted slightly.  

You pressed a kiss to his warm skin, “Love you, bub, but I’m gonna lose an arm if you don’t let me move soon.” You were talking at a regular volume now, all trace of sleep gone as you tried to wake your unconscious lump of a boyfriend. In between words you left more kisses over his chest. Other than poking him in the side, it was about all you could do and poking him came with the risk of being hit as he sleepily defended himself, especially when you were trapped so close.  

“Ben, jesus, I know you’re tired but this is ridiculous. How are you such a heavy sleeper?”  

The more you spoke, the more he snuffled in his sleep, sometimes shuffling around to press his face further into the pillows like he was clinging to sleep the same way he was clinging to you.  

“If you don’t get up soon I’m gonna have to knee you in the balls and I know you don’t want that. I don’t want to do it to you, appalling welcome home.”

There was a groan as you kissed him again, a proper waking up groan.

“Morning bub,”

“M’rn’n,”

“You awake yet?”

“No,”

“You awake enough to let me up?”

“Not really. Quite enjoying this, although you could give a little more attention to my nipples.”

“I could also bite you,”

“Save that for later. I’ll move.” He sighed as he rolled onto his back, finally allowing you to pull your tingling arm free. You shook your arm out, watching as Ben rubbed the sleep from his eyes. You’d missed the sight. The sound of his rough morning voice. The warmth that radiated off him, even on the coldest days. You couldn’t help but smile as your shifted up the bed, content to reclaim the pillow beside Ben’s now that you were comfortable.

“Did I hear you threaten to knee me in the balls, or did I dream that?” he asked, squinting at you as he propped himself up on his elbow.

“No, that was me,”

“So violent,”

“Desperate times call for desperate measures. It’s a good thing you woke up before you forced my hand,”

“Missed you,”

“Missed you too, bub”

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Get Drunk and Fall Asleep Part 2 | Ben Hardy

A/N | Hello readers! This is the second part of my mini-series. Thanks for the reblogs and likes from part one! Hope you guys enjoy this chapter.

I DO NOT OWN BEN HARDY OR ANY OTHER CELEBRITIES USED! 

Gif credit to @mrbenhardys !

Description | When your best friend convinces you to create a Tinder profile for the night, you end up matching with a charming blond brit.

Style | Short Fic

Warnings | Drinking, Swearing, Cursing, Fluffy/Flirty Ben

Words | 1.5k

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