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Anna. 27. She/Her. πŸ©·πŸ’œπŸ©΅. This blog is a mess... I keep telling myself this is not a weewoo blog but it's getting harder to believe that's true... I also freak out about 5sos over at ghost-of-you. | edits videos ao3 masterlist | ko-fi
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butchdiaz

literally cannot believe we are living in this world right now???? if i told myself from three years ago that buck is canonically bisexual and oliver stark is out here doing interviews with gay times saying that buddie was legitimately in the works in s4/5? i think id drop dead

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usereddie

i’ve seen people say β€œoh, buck is canonically bi now which means all the past buddie moments are now canonically queer” and just. yeah. they are. and they were supposed to be. not just because buck is out now which means he was subconsciously flirting with eddie in all of their scenes but because he was written as queer even back then. when oliver stark said β€œbuck has always been a bisexual man” he didn’t just mean the character within the context of the 911 universe. buck has always been a bisexual man within the text and the script and the scenes and the acting choices. this was always where he would end up, this is where they’ve been trying to take him for years. what the FUCK.

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Okay, so, time to write the blue and yellow meta: deranged version. Shoutout to @dangerpronebuddie for the thoughts that are helping me in this particular delusion (This is gonna have some copy/paste from the other one just for the context to be all in one post, but stay with me anyway if you read that one already I promise this one has more stuff)

Okay, so I have been going insane trying to figure out what the blue and yellow means.

And now I have a theory. So for this one, I'm gonna use the fact that they are using the sun on a wall and that they completed the blue and green with Buck and Eddie at the gym scene with the bottle and the towel to assume I am right, and they complete these things with other elements of the scene, wall, decoration, everything.

Okay, so, when tracking the blue and green thing so I could make this post, I kept wondering why there aren't a lot of Henren examples of it, this season has given us a few more scenes, but I'm pretty sure there are only these 2 before season 7. But like, I didn't think much of it even though I didn't understand why.

But Anna, I thought this was about the blue and yellow, why you talking about the blue and green? Well, I think the blue and yellow is the blue and green for queer couples. Stay with me, I promise I have enough proof to create a reasonable doubt lol.

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Dude, trapped dads is SO BACK ON. Do I want Buck to drown? Yeah. But imagine both of them trapped, Eddie more trapped than Buck, Buck completely frantic because holy shit Eddie is dying this can't be happening, Eddie looking like he wants to say something but not saying it because Eddie would never force Buck to live with knowing Eddie confessed he loved him while dying because he knows Buck would never move on from it. Buck saying Eddie needs to stay alive for Chris, Eddie saying Chris has him. Buck escalating to you need to stay alive for me. Buck doing cpr on Eddie and the way Buck bringing Eddie back to life too would be just the right amount of tragic and poetic. Feelings being almost explicitly acknowledged because watching Eddie die would slam Buck into the realization but they are still scared. Or straight up feelings being confessed because Eddie is dying and them having to deal with the fallout of the fact that Eddie didn't die. THE POSSIBILITIES DUDE.

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Okay, no, seriously, let's assume Oliver really is talking about season 4 and the will reveal of it all, because that scene is an aborted love confession, plain and simple, and considering the circumstances that conversation happens, the way the shooting is framed, Buck's reactions, everything Eddie is implying, considering the way Eddie's breakdown is structured, the shooting was supposed to be an oh moment. For both of them. Buck running to the familiarity of women because he doesn't know how to handle what he feels for Eddie and adding being in love with Buck to the list of things that makes Eddie crumble is right there. I've read that fic. Multiple times. Multiple people wrote it. They haven't talked about the well, the shooting, the will, the lightning, because they were not allowed to. There's no way to write that scene and not acknowledge that they have feelings for each other. I've been speculating about one or both of them getting hurt or something happening to Chris to force them to talk, because at this point they would need another trigger, so I was just throwing things at the wall to see what sticks, but that makes sense if the shooting had that goal. Because if something happens to Chris, you force Eddie to reinforce who Buck is to Chris and that would spark things, because it would force Eddie to define who Buck is to him, because he never defined who Buck is to him in the show. You hurt Eddie, you force the will to be brought up again, and you do it in front of a Buck who knows he's bi, something's gotta click in that man's brain. And you put them both in a "hopeless" situation, you also force the conversation, because things would be said. The possibilities this opens, dude.

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butchdiaz

the fact that they haven't talked about the will and *not really* about the shooting since it happened. it makes so much sense cause you cannot convince that conversation is not gonna reveal Feelings. in fact it looks like they PLANNED for it to reveal Feelings but then they had to backtrack and not have the conversation at all. cause there was no way to have it and not make it incredibly gay. anyways when they finally talk about the will it WILL be buddie canon confirmed im calling it right now

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Watching this generation of alt teens side eyeing me is actually funny. I'm the reason 2 of my town schools have explicit rules about not altering the uniform. I didn't even go to one of them. I'm the reason you can use extra curricular shirts as uniform as long as they are in the school colors. I forced them to define what counts as pants. I annoyed them so much about the dress code that the dress code is actually clear now. I walked so you could run.

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Anonymous asked:

i remember stagefoureddiediaz also saying in their costume analysis that blue and yellow have been used a lot in recent years for queer stories on screen like rwrb/ofmd/heartstopper. πŸ‘€

Dude, I remember reading something like this too, but I could not find it for the life of me. @stagefoureddiediaz was it you who made this analysis? If so can you point me towards it, please 🩷

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Yes it was meeeee!! You can also add Mary and George into the mix of recent shows!!!

I don’t think I made a specific post about it - I just keep rambling about it in my meta posts in the vain hope people will also scream about it with me!!

It goes back so much further than people realise - I have examples of it being used in the 60’s -and 70’s - and especially in the 80’s to queer code characters at times when it wasn’t allowed by tptb!!! (I have low key plans to write a thesis on it one day!!)

Some of the links are broken rn on my pinned post, but if anyone wants to explore the costume meta land they’ll find my thoughts on the subject!!!

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